A Very Anxious Person

Madge-20-something and too lazy to Keep updated-she/they-Queer

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This is my personal Jenny Lewis appreciation post because she is so goddamn perfect!

I took the pics at the Chicago show on the 24th.

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I never thought it was possible to love someone at the capacity I love you

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I can’t express a more numbing pain than feeling lonely after feeling loved for so long

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I think the mullet was the best decision I’ve ever made. Other queer people think it’s hot and straight people hate it so it works out great!

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I just told a man I cry every time I watch small soldiers at the end when the Gorgonites leave and he told me I am the coolest person he knows

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I am a firm believer that crying in the bathroom at work is therapeutic

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I want my life to be like one of Serge Gainsbourg's song; poetic, vulgar and oh so beautiful

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Me and my sister are in a secluded part of the mountains in Tennessee right now and a women and her son just approached us and told us she felt called to us and had to tell us we need to repent because the end is here and all will burn and we will burn along with it. This is literally the fucking start of every horror movie ever.

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My mom told me my new glasses make me look like Mr.Limpet and my dad tried to save it by saying “I always thought mr.limpet was very very cool” and without skipping a beat my mother goes “no he wasn’t” and then hangs up on me.

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It’s crazy cause growing up I watched every adult member of my family actively avoid going to mass, reconciliation, or adoration (besides my grandma and grandpa) yet they are outraged by the fact me and my sister are agnostic and our brother is atheist. Like my dude if you are going out of your way to avoid your religion then there is something seriously wrong.

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I was making a “Fall daze and cold days” playlist but literally it just ended up all bright eyes songs and one modest mouse song but I still feel like that’s pretty fitting.

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Here is my take on the MCR Riot Fest Crowd coming from a die hard MCR fan that has actually gone to concerts and festivals before.

It’s very obvious the majority of younger people in MCR’s crowd have never been to a concert in the scene before. I have literally been going to concerts in the scene since I was 7 and it was exactly what you would expect it to be. I was towards the front with my sister, we were in the pits, we were having an amazing time cause this is what we know from shows. I will say it was extremely packed and that can be very overwhelming, I mean at one point I didn’t even have room to move my arms, but it was not aggressive. I’d say it was honestly a very average crowd but if anything it was a little on the dead side. The difference from this crowd vs others was that a bunch of people who have never experienced these types of crowds before were there and a lot ended up towards the front and towards the pits. At one point during Taking Back Sundays set when I came out of the pit for You’re So Last Summer a girl and her friend standing directly in front of the pit told me that it was disrespectful of me and my sister to sing and dance while standing behind her cause she was not there for TBS, she was only there for MCR and didn’t want any part of the TBS crowd and we were forcing our music experience on her. She then proceeded to tell me that her friend had mace and if us or anyone else from the pit touched them, even accidentally they would mace them. Like what the actual fuck. If you are going to fight your way to the front of a crowd at fucking riot fest during a set of a band you don’t like then you can’t fucking complain about people who are there to actually enjoy the fucking music. Also I’d like to point out how fucking disrespectful some of these kids were towards the other bands. There were multiple people in that crowd booing TBS and Alkaline Trio saying “we want MCR.” Maybe if you wanted to see MCR so badly and not mess with the hassle of other bands you shouldn’t go to a fucking music festival then. I will say MCR handled everything extremely well. They were very attentive to what was happening in the crowds, they stopped the show multiple times to make sure everything and everyone was okay and safe and made sure that people who couldn’t handle the front anymore could get out. On the pink line after the show I heard a lot of people poking fun at the band and Gerard yelling “everybody take a few steps back” but let’s be honest, a lot of people at the front were in over their heads and Gerard speaking up was able to help and get a lot of people who needed out the ability to leave the front. There has to be a mutual respect at concerts, you can’t get mad at people for enjoying a band and dancing and singing but vice versa you can’t be upset if someone needs to get out of the front, it should never get to the point where a band needs to stop a show in order to get people out of a crowd. If someone wants to leave you make a fucking path and let them go. Basically if you plan on attending anymore shows in the music scene you all need to learn some fucking concert etiquette and learn to respect each other.

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I hate when men swipe right on me on bumble but their profiles are like “Gym Bro. Only swipe right if you’re fucking fit. No fatties. Must weigh under 120 pounds. Need a woman I can dominate and go to the gym with” Like motherfucker you swiped right on me, a 245 pound queer women who you can obviously see does not meet your standards. Like is this a trap?

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Advice from the Queen herself 😫💗

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My sisters coworker described her as “the only person I know who genuinely likes borscht and for some reason is really dedicated to the movie grind” which is about the most accurate description someone could have come up with

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