The Crawling Chaos

Hello, I'm Aliz Rose. I'm 5th year in Slytherin House. I'd love to chat anytime!

[zealous-rose-archive]

-hums- I wouldn’t feel right if I took it all. How about we share?

[magyar-rozsa]

alright, if you want to share. [She smiles and shrugs]

[gamma--draconis-archive-blog]

I know! [He snaps. He knows what death means, he doesn’t need her to remind him.] I know. But things are getting out of control whether we want it or not. And I don’t want to live my life controlled by other people.

[magyar-rozsa]

 I'm tired of fighting! [She snaps back, looking frustrated and worn out] I'm tired of the death, and the blood, and watching the people I care about suffer. If this is the price of something even just resembling peace.... then maybe I'm willing to pay it... [She sounds unsure of herself, of her claimed stance.] 

[zealous-rose-archive]

Just as long as it’s not dark chocolate, I’d greatly appreciate it.

[magyar-rozsa]

It's not, it's milk chocolate. You're welcome to it. *hands it over*  

[zealous-rose-archive]

Ugh, this is the worst day of my life! Does anyone have any sweets they’re willing to part with. Mine disappeared.

[magyar-rozsa]

I still have some chocolates from Christmas left over. They aren't stale or anything. If you want them.

[gamma--draconis-archive-blog]

Then how did you hear about it? [Draco rolls his eyes.]

No, I’m not. It was about time something happened. [He’s quiet for a moment; Draco can’t believe he’s actually going to say what he’s going to say next.] …Maybe we should start resisting the Ministry more openly, like those people did, too.

[magyar-rozsa]

My father tells me things, probably trying to prove some átkozott point...

[Aliz shakes her head clearing off her bad memories and shoves her left hand deeper into her pocket] Malfoy... they ended up dead... accident or not, dead is dead. 

[thegoldraven]

I know, it’s terrible. I can’t believe that people are being so violent when just a year ago we were fighting together.

[magyar-rozsa]

I can't believe it either. It's terrible. 

[gamma--draconis-archive-blog]

It was only in the Daily Prophet, surely no one has heard.

Anyway, I’m not surprised. I just didn’t expect anything that extreme.

[magyar-rozsa]

Oh was it? We don't have the Daily Prophet in Hungary. 

You're not surprised? 

[magyar-rozsa]

Did anyone hear what happened in Diagon Alley? I can't believe it! 

[nott-teddy-deactivated20140217]

-completely deadpan- I’d need feelings first for that to ever happen, on top of the eternity you’d be waiting for them to ever be hurt by you.

[magyar-rozsa]

Right, you don't have to hide it, Nott. I know I've crushed you. *laughs sarcastically, relieved that she at least got the topic off her and Alexei* So is there really nothing you like about school? 

[nott-teddy-deactivated20140217]

Nuh-uh, I was here first, minding my own business. You were the one who wandered over in your ‘boredom’. -makes finger quotes-

[magyar-rozsa]

Your feelings are just hurt because I wasn't drawn in by your magnetic personality. *sticks out her tongue* 

[nott-teddy-deactivated20140217]

You better fucking make it possible!

[magyar-rozsa]

He's the one making it impossible! If I'm such a bother than you can go! Nobody's begging you to stay! 

[nott-teddy-deactivated20140217]

Well get back on speaking terms. I don’t need you latching onto me when you’re bored.

[magyar-rozsa]

That's impossible at the moment, and I'm not latching on to you. It's attempt at a conversation, not chaining our wrists together. 

[nott-teddy-deactivated20140217]

Yes, him, Quidditch Kid.

[magyar-rozsa]

We're not exactly on speaking terms...currently... *shifts awkwardly, keeping her left hand in her pocket* 

[nott-teddy-deactivated20140217]

What about that quidditch kid?

[magyar-rozsa]

you mean Alexei? 

[nott-teddy-deactivated20140217]

-lip curls- There must be someone your age or mental group you can speak to.

[magyar-rozsa]

Only if I want to talk about the newest fashions, and how to style hair. 

[nott-teddy-deactivated20140217]

…Why?

[magyar-rozsa]

I don't know. I want to talk. I'm bored. You're interesting to talk to? Take your pick. 

[nott-teddy-deactivated20140217]

Are you trying to make conversation or is there a point to all these questions?

[magyar-rozsa]

Trying to make conversation.