Dont fall for a writer, let them.
Dont fall for her. Even though she already has so much said about whats going on. So much written about it. Too many words to you, about you and everything around her is down on papers and everywhere.
You wont always feel her there, but I promise you will feel and find yourself in her words. Even if she doesn't know you, you will feel that she knows and feels you.
She's not a writer. She's a no talker. Thats what she'd call herself at twenty five.
All the lumps in the throat. Never stop, even while writing.
But I know that I will connect with your soul. I will touch you with my fingers so simply and you'll feel safe. I will look at you and you know I would understand what your eyes are saying. I will do what I can but when all fails, I only belong to my words. I dont know if thats white or black.
My eyes talk when my mouth fails.
And my hands write when they're away from you.
I'm helpless. But again, what makes someone write if they're in love, out of it, helpless, or sad.
To feel more and sometimes to get numb.
I write what I cant do, what I wish for. When I'm stuck with me, I will write about whatever it takes to distract myself, too.
Being with a writer, you always remain there. You're always there in every line. Even if they don't love you and even if you don't; you will always feel you, in their words.
Sometimes I wish I would talk and not write. Maybe if I expressed and felt everything in my life out loud, never wrote them down to myself, just maybe it would have been easier to let go of. Because I wouldn't speak of it no-more.
But someone who writes, they will keep talking and rambling all the time, because it doesn't have to be around people; they can keep it to themselves. Every single detail, has been recored, felt deeply, but always in front of my paper, alone. Barely in front of people. And thats where you can't be with a writer, because they feel you, but sometimes they will not be able to show it.
Thats where you also feel okay, because you're there.
