giving up
i’ve felt more and more like giving up lately. it’s a feeling i can’t seem to escape. i find myself dreaming of what it would feel like to not be bound by earthly emotion anymore and to finally feel at peace within my body and the world around me.
christ, i’m getting married in 2 months and i’ve made it more than obvious how I feel and explain the thoughts that i’m having, but nothing seems to help. maybe if i make the decision, everyone will just have to deal with it. brightside - i won’t be here to see the aftermath of the explosion.














