about me + rules!!- my name is maisie but u can call me mai or mais or whatever!! im heejake ult biased and as of now i only write for enha⡠but i like other groups as well!! if you want a random fun fact my fav enha song is blind
im kinda quite in active as of recently but when i do write i only write sfw content eg. fluff, comfort, angst i do not write anything like smut or graphic etc um thatâs pretty much itâŚ
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okay guys so literally last night i was planning on returning to tumblr to actually do fics and shi but now i donât think i will anymore!!
i gen still love enhypen and heeseung and whatever but i just donât think i want to be apart of a fandom which is so rude and insensitive. some people (mainly on twt but what ev) are more focused on hating on others and driving people out of their fandom rather than welcoming people in.
this probably isnât worded very well but i just needed to get my thoughts out. ill still probably interact with my moots and be on here in fact ill probably come back to tumblr after like a week knowing me đŤŠ
okays bye âď¸
(i lied tagging some moots so at least some people know of my disappearance) @nikidikiy @hoonguin @heeunleash @wonscapes @woninlove @loviesevol
tagging some of my mutuals to alert them of the fact i am and alive and in the hopes they hype me up đĽšđ @nikidikiy @heeunleash @hoonguin @wonscapes @woninlove @loviesevol @malibluess
guys if i was to (theoretically) re open my requests even though i havenât finished my last set of requestsâŚ??
PS: my deepest apologies to anyone requests i havenât gotten round to (some of them may be rotting in the drafts) i swear they will see the light of day eventually đŤŠđŤŠ
.⌠ÝË in which sunghoon finally gets a chance with the girl next door
â¤ď¸ single-dad!sunghoon x neighbourfem!reader - fluff - crack - cringe warning here - sc:15
notes!! im back from my unannounced hiatusâŚim sorry this took so long yâall but with a mix of me being busy and unmotivated it just wasnât happening. is there still even hype for this series well please lmk coz i had an idea for a written drabble if anyone would want that also thank you for all the love on all the other parts!!
pt1 here pt2 here pt3 here
.⌠ÝË in which sunghoon realises his daughter isnât the only one who likes the girl next door (yes this is same as last time im not creative)
â¤ď¸ single-dad!sunghoon x neighbourfem!reader - fluff - crack - reader is real easy - sc:12
notes!! hello guys here is part 3 and I canât lie Iâve been really unmotivated this didnât even have a story line until approximately five minutes before me writing this so!! i still hope you enjoy + thank you for all the love this series has received so far!! read pt1 here pt2 here
tags: @nikidikiy @heeunleash @hoonguin @heeforia @wonscapes @woninlove @loviesevol @jazzygirlengene @iouven @rikischromehart @kristynaaah @idkhahaha1234 @boundlesselixirflux @zqaaaa @kluvswon @foreveronez @snclols @loversfiield @rikiizzzzz @reinmyheart @satorus-slut @et3rn4lmo0nl1ght @webeoutsideee @mouldyvoldysworld @yashiehehehe @lilamayn @letwiiparkjay @hyunjinsslut12 @ikeurelic @scoupsonlycherry @skiglows @izzesks @enhaxlhs @bamgyooooo @aalyluvz @seyeolbae @renapersa @melaninlace @ilovepsh (i think this is everyone but there was a lot so im sorry if i missed anyone!!)
notes!! guys what the helly i was definitely not expecting part 1 to do as well as it did but thank you for all the love đĽšđĽš as promised here is part 2!! read pt1 here!! pt3 here
tags: @nikidikiy @heeunleash @hoonguin @heeforia @wonscapes @woninlove @loviesevol @jazzygirlengene @iouven @rikischromehart @kristynaaah @idkhahaha1234 @boundlesselixirflux @zqaaaa @kluvswon @foreveronez @snclols @loversfiield @rikiizzzzz @reinmyheart @satorus-slut @et3rn4lmo0nl1ght @webeoutsideee @mouldyvoldysworld (guys I hope i tagged everyone who asked for pt2 or a series)
Hiiii! Just wanted to say a couple things 1, I hope you're doing well! 2, I absolutely LOVE LOVE LOVEEEEEEE YOUR FICS THEY ARE SO AMAZING OMG- and 3! I had a small request.... could you do a really really angsty heeseung x reader fic? Something maybe like they had an argument and reader left then got into a car crash or died???? Idk just something superrrr angsty...only if you want of course! Wow lowkey didn't mean to write this much sorry...but anyways have a wonderful day!!!!!
hello!! omg you are so sweet đĽšđĽš
anyways you can read your request here i did sorta take it in my own way but i hope you still enjoy!!
𦹠in which heeseung has spent the last few years listening to other peopleâs hearts. yet he fails to listen to the one of the person whoâs closest to him
đŤ- doctor!heeseung x fem!reader - very very angsty - kinda dramatic - mentions of injuries + hospitals - eventual fluff - this is purely a work of fiction - wc: ~2.6k
notes!!- hellooo, this is based off a req so firstly thank you for that!! i canât lie guys as creative as the title of the fic is it is absolutely not my doing so creds to elle for this!! anyways quick definition the title basically is like the technical term for listening to someoneâs heart using a stethoscope soooo yeah, hope you enjoy!! likes + reblogs or anything appreciated!!
You knew the risks that came with dating a doctor when you and Heeseung had first gotten together. Sure it was amazing dating someone as intelligent and dedicated to career as him but sometimes that came at the expense of your relationship.
Heeseung was very committed to his job despite all the things that came as a consequence of it. Although he was frequently overworked, burnt out or simply just exhausted, he would always push through when it came to work, determined to still provide his patients with the best care possible.
However, at times it felt as though he took his anger, which was truly a culmination of all his stresses from work, out on you even though it wasnât your fault. At first, he was better at expressing his emotions, better at telling you when he had a rough day at work and needed some alone time which you would always respect. But as of recently it felt like this wasnât happening as much anymore.
Instead of actually having a conversation and allowing you to comfort and console him, heâd lash out at you when it all got too much. Obviously he never meant to direct his anger towards you but now because of this the two of you argued often.
Tonight didnât seem to be an exception to this.
Youâre in the kitchen preparing a dinner for you and Heeseung to share before he goes to work, when he walks in dawning his hospital attire. âHee, I thought you werenât at work until 7 tonight??â You look down at your watch confirming that itâs in fact still five oâclock and that you arenât running late.
âSorry sweetheart, i got called in early because of a massive influx of patients,â he gives you a sincere, apologetic look sensing that youâre upset about the rare time the two of you can spend together being interrupted.
âB-but I thought you said tonight we could finally have a few hours of peace to ourselvesâŚjust me and you. No work.â
Heeseung sighs, pulling you into his arms. He knows he isnât the best at expressing his emotions but his heart breaks every time it feels like heâs sacrificing you for his job. âI know sweetheart, I know. But unfortunately the circumstances changed and these people could be really sick. They need me right now.â
That was true, but you also needed him right now. âGod why did I have to end up dating someone more dedicated to their career than me. Itâs annoying,â you swear itâs supposed to come off as a joke, that you said it in a sarcastic tone. But it doesnât seem to land that way, instead it sounds more like a criticism or insult.
Immediately you feel Heeseung pull away slightly causing you to miss his warmth as the atmosphere shifts to a much colder one. âW-wait Hee I didnâtâŚI didnât mean to say that. I-Iâm so sorryâŚI-i donât knowâŚâ
âYou seriously think itâs annoying that I actually care about my job?! Y/N do you know how much effort to get where I am today??â No âsweetheartâ, no other form of stupid name. Youâd royally screwed up here. âYou know how much of my life I gave up to go to medical school. So yeah Iâd say I am pretty damn dedicated to this job, Iâm sorry thatâs an inconvenience to you.â
He begins to walk towards the door about to leave but you grab onto his wrist trying to stop him from doing so. âI-Iâm sorry HeeâŚI am so sorry. I-I didnt mean itâŚI-â
âY/N, I donât have the time for an apology right now. I know you might not mean it but I have to go. There are patients who need me.â
Reluctantly, you let go of him and he walks out of the house, the door slamming coldly behind him. Leaving you and your tears of frustration alone in the now tense apartment.
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Heeseung doesnât let your argument get to him too much once he arrives at the hospital. Like heâd already stressed to you multiple times, there were patients who needed him and he couldnât let something so silly affect the standard of care they received. So he pushed any thought about you or that incident out his mind, fully switching into professional mode.
He doesnât bother to check up on you during his break despite the fact deep down he does feel rather guilty for leaving you at home alone in such an upset state. He knows that you never truly meant to hurt him. Sure this job was mentally draining for him but also for those close to him, sometimes because of it they were pushed to the side even when Heeseung wanted them to be close.
Heâs quickly snapped out of his thoughts by the voice of his colleague next to him, âHeeseung we need you. Some idiot ran a red light a few blocks away, a pedestrian got hit. Theyâre being brought here now.â
Within seconds Heeseung shifts from worried boyfriend back into doctor mode. âWhatâs the ETA??â He asks, voice firm.
âWhen I last heard it was 5 minutes but that was around 3 minutes ago so theyâll be here any moment now.â
True to his colleagues prediction barely a minute later, the doors to the ER burst open and a gurney is wheeled in. âFemale, early to mid twenties, multiple injuries but vitals are stable for now!!â The paramedic shouts over the chaos of doctors and nurses.
To most people for now wouldâve been good, it meant nothing bad had happened just yet. But here it almost always meant something would happen shortly afterwards.
Thatâs when Heeseung catches a glimpse of it. The promise ring heâd bought you a few months ago for your birthday. The tiny, gold ring catches in the glint of the fluorescent hospital lights and thatâs when it well and truly hits him.
The woman lying on this hospital bed right now, the one who he has to treat, itâs you. His girlfriend. The one who he hadnât bothered to check up on even though he knew you were upset. But now here you were, fate had brought you back together in a cruel way rather than the reconciliation that Heeseung wouldâve liked.
He shakes that thought away, pulling himself back into the present. âJust another patientâ he tries to tell himself. Except this wasnât just another patient, this was his love, his sweetheart and now her life rests in his hands.
Normally youâd hate him for being this dedicated to his job, but now he has to, for you.
Again, he switches back into doctor mode again. âWhatâs her BP now??â He asks a nearby nurse as he moves to take control of the room.
âDropping slightly but still stable.â
Heeseung nods and leans down by your head in the name of âstandards checksâ before speaking to you, his voice inaudible to everyone else but your unconscious body. âSweetheart I know youâre probably mad at me right now but do not pull anything stupid on me right now. For me to apologise I need you to be conscious and alive not in this state.â
God he feels like such an idiot. He imagines that if you could see him right now youâd probably start laughing at him for turning into such a big softie.
âWhy would someone even go out at night in such dark clothesâŚâ one of the interns comments to another. âSurely she mustâve had a death wish, there was no way anyone would be able to see her.â
Heeseungâs expression darkens, âAre you seriously blaming the victim rather than the imbecile who decided to run a red light and hit her?!â He snaps at them, âThe both of you can get out. Evidently youâre here to gossip, not help people.â
âAre you sure you want them out of here?? They could be of use if we need more hands later on??â A nurse whispers, trying to reason with him.
He promptly shakes his head, âIf we need more hands weâll find capable ones instead of ones who do not take the care of our patients seriously.â
He promptly shakes his head, âIf we need more hands weâll find capable ones instead of ones who do not take the care of our patients seriously.â
âPossible internal bleedingâŚsomeone page surgery and tell them they need an OR.â
As youâre wheeled towards the operating room, Heeseung stays by your side for as long as physically possible until his credentials canât allow him to proceed any further. He slides down the wall, face in his hands as the doors slam shut behind you.
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Itâs not until a couple hours later when someone finally emerges from the doors. Heeseung has been sitting there, waiting, the entire time. His colleagues donât bother to question his disappearanceâthey could already tell from how protective he was being, that there was something between the two of you.
His friend, Jungwon, who also happens to be a surgeon approaches him. âSomething up with you Hee?? You know that girl??â
Heeseung looks at him with teary eyes before nodding. âYeah umâŚâ he pauses trying to think of the correct way to phrase it. After all, your relationship had pretty much been a secret from everyone apart from your families. âYeah um sheâs my girlfriend.â
Jungwonâs eyes widen, âShit manâŚIâm sorry. What even happened??â
âI-I donât knowâŚI got called into work again early today even though Iâd promised we could finally have a bit of time to ourselves. We got into an argument because of it butâŚI had to be here and then I-I donât know what happened after.â
âGuess the universe made you spend time together after all,â Jungwon murmurs before realising thatâs probably not what Heeseung needs to hear at this moment.
The two of them sit in silence for a little while, only the sounds of the busy hospital occasionally breaking it before Jungwon speaks up again. âWell you didnât hear this from me butâŚI heard they were taking her to room 203. The nurses up there like you so maybe theyâll let you stay up there even though itâs technically past visiting hours.â
For a second hope glimmers in Heeseungâs eyes as he pushes himself off the wall. âThanks Jungwon!! I owe you one!!â He says before rushing off towards room 203.
When he finally reaches the room youâre supposedly in he pushes the door open cautiously, just in case Jungwon overheard the wrong room number. But luckily for Heeseung, Jungwon was in fact correct and the nurse who was checking on you swiftly moves aside once she realises your relationship.
Heeseung sinks down into the chair beside your bed. He takes your hand gently into his as though you're something delicate heâs scared to break. Carefully he adjusts his grip to make sure he doesnât disturb any of the IV tubes in order to help you recover.
The entire situation felt unknown to him. Sure he was accustomed to seeing patients in this condition by now but not the one whom he loves most, you.
He sits there for hours and hours, tears silently falling from his eyes as he waits for you to finally awaken.
Itâs not until around the middle of the night when you start to stir, the medication beginning to wear off is causing you to become increasingly uncomfortable and irritable. Before youâre fully awake and able to process where you are Heeseung has pressed the call button for a nurse.
âShe needs some more pain medsâŚâ he murmurs to the nurse who nods understandingly.
Despite the pain surging through your body you decide to make an attempt at sitting up instead of laying down. You feel a large, strong hand give you a small push back down onto the bed. âSweetheart, it's me. Lie back down for me,â he soothes.
âHeeee?? That youuu?? I thought you were mad at meeee??â You slur, only slightly delirious from the pain medication.
He shakes his head, letting out a shaky breath as another tear rolls down his cheek. âNo sweetheart Iâm not madâŚwe can have this talk in the morning when you arenât high out of your mind yeah??â
You gasp in offense, âI canât be highhh!! You knowww I donât do stuff like that silly!!â
His hand strokes your cheek tenderly, he manages to let out a watery chuckle at the fact you still have the same humour even in this state. âRight, silly me.â
The combination of the medication and just general exhaustion soon drags you back under into a deep, peaceful sleep. The nurse, who had been adjusting your medication, gives Heeseung a final sympathetic glance before exiting the room.
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The next morning when you properly awaken for the first time since the accident, your entire body aches. Itâs not the same sharp, stabbing pain that you vaguely remember being awoken by in the night but it still hurts.
Regardless of the pain you turn your head to see Heeseung slumped in the chair next to you. Still wearing his scrubs from the previous day, still clutching your hand in his.
You gingerly tap his hand wanting to wake him but also not startle him. When it doesnât work after the first few tries you resort to making noise. âHeeeee,â you groan, your voice hoarse.
At the sound of your weak voice he wakes up almost instantly, scooting to the edge of his chair to be even closer with you. âOh sweetheartâŚâ he says, his voice already shaky again. Right now he wants nothing more than to embrace you in his arms.
âHee,â you cough. âW-water please.â
Heeseung grabs the water bottle that one of the nurses had given him earlier on when they realised he had no intention to move from that seat until he had ensured you were okay. He tilts the water bottle up slightly, allowing you to drink easily without having to move too much. âHere. Take small sips, it should help your throat.â
Once your throat feels satisfied with the amount of water itâs received, Heeseung pulls the bottle away, placing it on a small table within your reach. âNever ever do anything like that ever again sweetheart. It scared the life out of me recognising your ring on that bloody gurney.â
âSorryyyy. But then again I intended on going out for a walk to clear my head not to get hit by a car,â you defend.
âOne of the interns said something about you and I genuinely almost lost it at them. I was so so scared of losing you sweetheart.â
You give a partially puzzled look, âSo you arenât mad at me anymore??â
Heeseung shakes his head, âSweetheart seeing you like that it would be impossible to stay mad at you. Besides I eventually realised that youâd never mean it that wayâŚand I get that work does take up a lot of my time but I would never ever put it over our relationship. I value that more than anything else in the world.â
âI guess I managed to find a loophole. Youâre at work and now Iâve become your work aka your patient.â
âYouâre unbelievable sweetheart.â
âMaybe,â you say with a shrug. âBut Iâm also yours.â
extra notes: canât tell whether i love or hate this but leaning more towards loveâŚ
