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Masterlist 12
It's been a while (4 years to be exact) since i have done a masterlist but I wanted to do one. Here is the link to the other ones. My organization for each post is random. Also some didn't have names so i just did a short name (sorry in advance). There isn't a specifc order to them and these are just some i liked from the last year-ish.
As a reminder, make sure to follow these blogs :)
Series "Birds of a Feather" (part 1) (part 2) by @zyhkoo "Guard Dog" (part 1) (part 2) by @mostly-imagines "Shower Surprise" (part 1) (part 2) (part 3) by @twilight-orchid "Learning to Love Slowly" by @to-the-stars8 (honestly one of my favorites 10/10 recommend)
Jealous/Protective Jason (love me this category) "Don't Tell Jason" by @siddyyyyyyyy "Who are your boyfriend" by @prongsx
Fluff "Moonstruck" by @mostly-imagines "Favors in exchange for kisses" by @prongsx "Scenes from an afternoon odyssey" by @mostly-imagines "MIA" by @indulgentdaydream "Hungry?" by @montagoves "How He Shows He Loves You" by @mistymisfit "Amnesia and Flustered Jason" by @sanguineterrain "Eat Your Heart Patrick Swayze" by @kitkatscabinet "Physical Touch" by @luv4jason "Bluetooth j.t" by @cipheress-to-k-pop "Falling Asleep for the 1st time" by @patchiko "Hiding Nightmares" by @stararch4ngelqueen "Perfect Match" by @msfantasy-comics "SFW Fluff Alphabet" by @kimberly-spirits13 "Late Night Bouquet" by @killxz "We Got Love" by @makethatelevenrings "For the hell of it" by @lambsouvlaki "As long as you're with me" by @maivolpe "Shelter in the Rain"
Angst/Angst-ish "Don't Go Disappearing on Me" by @rambling-at-midnight "So This is Love" by @mostly-imagines "Not hot enough" by @writeriguess "Kidnapped" by @sanguineterrain "Where Are You" by @millyhelp "Ghosts of Gotham" by @sexsylexi "Domestic Betrayal" by @yourlocalcringydaydreamer "The Arkham Knight" by @mostly-imagines "Never Let Me Go" by @froggibus "Misunderstandings" by @sanguineterrain "Broken Heart of Gold" by @jasntodds "Be with You" by @chaotic-birds "Text me when you get home" by @sanguineterrain "Puzzle Pieces" by @makethatelevenrings "O Me! O Life" by @makethatelevenrings
NSFW "Jason Birthday fic" by @spidernuggets "Trying to get s/o's attention" by @gay-dorito-dust "First Time" by @igotanidea "Doesn't Always Have to be So Black and White" by @hanasnx "Lazy Morning" by @k2ntoss "Soft" by @stararch4ngelqueen "Don't make me cover your mouth" by @patheticbabie "Shower's on" by @icameheretoreadstuff "For the Hell of it" by @lambsouvlaki "NSWF Alphabet" by @sunlight-wing
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I've got his book. And, uh... I just figured if it worked for him, then it'd work for me.
Peter Parker x female!reader (established relationship)
Imagine if Peter finally brought his gf to the tower
Everyone would be so happy for Peter, and tony would give her wanrjngs ofc
this is an alternate universe where the events of civil war never happened, but tony still called peter in. and letâs not talk about how iâm over a year late⌠life caught up to me. if youâve stuck around, i appreciate you! thank you for requesting âĄ
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pairing: mcu!peter parker x reader cw: mentions of anxiety, mentions of alcohol, threats wc: 1.4k
âhoney, why are you fidgeting?â peter asked, gently grasping your fingers to keep you from pulling on the hem of your sweater.
you sighed, giving his hands a small squeeze. "i'm scared, pete. they're a huge part of your life. what if they don't like me?"
he laughed, his eyes crinkling at the corners. "i promise they'll love you, bug. how could they not?"
you managed a wobbly smile, and concern clouded peter's face. "how about this, honey? if they don't like you, i'll quit. i'll pack everything up and leave. we're a package deal, yeah?"
he extended his pinky, prodding yours.
"no, that's so stupid. this is- you love everything about them, and this job. i could never make you do that."
peter wrapped his pinky around yours and grinned. "good, because it's not going to happen."
a small ding preceded the elevator slowing to a stop, and your heart once again raced. you knew it was stupid, you knew they wouldn't be anything but kind to you. and yet, the same little voice that told you peter was too good for you was talking.
it didn't have much time, however, because the elevator doors slid open.
in front of you stood a massive workshop, high-tech equipment stuffed in every corner. screens mounted high on the walls blinked with all sorts of blueprints, while robots scuttled across the ground and holograms of iron man suits twirled through the air. both vintage and sports cars lined the back wall, shelves stuffed with funnels, jacks, and batteries. old versions of iron man suits stood displayed across the workshop, all the way from the silver mark two to the flashy mark forty-five.
the real iron man was bent over a table saw in the middle of the workshop. he was clad in a ragged metallica shirt, grease smeared across his face as he ran a sheet of cherry-red metal over the blade. sparks danced up into the air at the contact, just missing his face.
âhey, mr. stark!â
the screech of the saw stopped, though tony didn't look up from his work. a scrap of metal clattered to the floor, and you cringed at the sound.
âhey, pete,â he said.
it was silent for a moment, and peter cleared his throat. tonyâs gaze flicked toward you, and you offered him an awkward wave. his eyes widened.
âwell jesus, spider-boy, you didnât tell me you were bringing a lady!â
âsorry,â peter laughed. âthis is mr. stark. mr. stark, this isâŚâ
"oh, she needs no introduction!"
he leapt up from his desk, tossing his plastic safety glasses to the side before pulling you into an embrace. he smelled like smoke, and your eyes stung with it.
"nice to meet you, mr. stark," you said, muffled against the fabric of his t-shirt.
"nice to meet you, kiddo." tony leaned in close to your ear to whisper. "you hurt him, we hurt you."
you blinked. "um-"
"kidding, i'm kidding. but seriously," he said, straightening up and walking back to his saw. "don't try it."
"i-i won't."
peter shot tony a glare before taking your hand in his. "come on, bug, let's go meet the rest."
"bug? that's adorable. think i should try that on pepper?"
"shut up, mr. stark!"
peter led you across the floor, through a set of doors, and up a flight of stairs. when he ceased to hear your footsteps pattering behind him, he glanced back at you. you stood three or four steps down, mouth agape at the majesty of the space in front of you.
it was the floor of the avengers tower that you'd become accustomed to seeing, in the back of peter's selfies and facetime calls, but pictures didn't do it or its inhabitants justice. beautiful paintings were hung across the walls, antiquated weapons were illuminated in glass cases, and intricate centerpieces adorned a dark wooden dining table. bookshelves lined the hardwood floors, full of armor and games and magazines. light streamed in from frosted glass windows and glowed from lamps set in every corner.
the kitchen was just as impressive, overflowing with bowls of fresh fruit, all sorts of cutlery, and every cooking gadget you could dream of. some shelves were full of cookbooks and ingredients, others displaying china and cocktail glasses. the sleek silver appliances glinted in the sunlight, only compounding your overwhelming sense of just how expensive everything was.
the scarlet witch stood at the stove, stirring the contents of a pot that smelled heavenly. across the room, sprawled on an orange couch, was black widow. the opposite couch held sat captain america and the falcon, deep in conversation.
peter's voice echoed across the room when he spoke.
"hey, i, uh, brought you guys a friend."
every head turned, and suddenly, all eyes were on you. silence hung heavy in the air, and your cheeks burned with embarrassment.
"well, don't stare the poor thing down," natasha said.
somehow, just like that, the tension was gone.
wanda smiled brightly from her spot in the kitchen, offering you a wave with her free hand. "i like your sweater!"
"thank you!"
steve rose to his feet and shook your hand firmly. "i hope tony didn't scare you too badly."
you chuckled. "no, he's just... a little intense."
natasha laughed, shifting to one side of the couch to make space for you. "that's a nice way of putting it."
you settled next to her gratefully, and she offered you a warm smile.
"he's going crazy because rhodey's not here to keep him in check," sam said.
"when does he get back?" peter asked. "i have an idea for a new attachment for his suit."
"he has a committee meeting in d.c.," natasha said. "he should be back in a week."
peter frowned. "why does he have to be gone for so long?"
"do not be upset that colonel rhodes has a job and you are unemployed," a new voice spoke from behind the couch.
you snickered at the betrayed look on peter's face.
the android floated around the corner, extending a vibranium hand. "i am vision."
you shook his hand. "nice to meet you."
peter didn't want to let the subject drop. "being spider-man is my job," he argued.
you saw your chance to tease him, and took it. "then where are those paychecks?"
peter's jaw dropped, and before you could protect yourself, he was lunging forward, fingers tickling under your shirt. you squealed and squirmed behind natasha, who stared daggers at your boyfriend until he backed down.
steve smiled. "i like you. you're good for the kid."
"yeah, he needs humbled sometimes," sam agreed.
the conversation continued around you, and while you didn't contribute much, they made sure to include you. you found you loved observing the avengers' dynamic, their quick banter and easy laughter captivating you. it felt like, well, a family.
wanda called to you from the kitchen, her voice pulling you out of your reverie. "i am making lunch, would you like a plate?"
you shook your head. "that's very kind, but you don't have to."
"no, i insist."
"trust her," sam offered. "she's a great cook."
you relented. "if you're sure, wanda, i'd love a plate."
everyone gathered at the kitchen table while wanda served up lunch. peter pulled a chair up next to you and pressed a gentle kiss to your cheek.
"having fun?"
"so much," you smiled.
wanda had made dumplings, and they were indeed delicious. you were glad you had taken her up on her offer. they even seemed to sate peter's superhuman appetite- he sat back in his chair after only six.
tony passed through the kitchen, even dirtier than before, if that was possible. now a whole sleeve of his shirt was singed off. he grabbed a plate with stained fingers and loaded it with dumplings.
"these are great," he managed between bites.
"they're better if you chew them," steve mumured.
"hop off, old man. not like you could chew with those dentures anyways."
he finished his plate and set it on the table, grabbing a bottle of scotch from the shelf. natasha and steve exchanged looks while he poured himself a glass.
"underoos, do me a favor and bring your aunt over next."
he strutted out of the room before peter could let out an exasperated 'mr. stark!'
when you had finished your dumplings, peter cleared both of your plates and returned to your side.
"ready to go, baby?"
"pete, could we actually... stay a while?â
you swore you'd never seen peter as happy as he looked in that moment. he was positively beaming, eyes alight with pride.
"we can stay as long as you want, bug."
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mcu!peter parker x reader
one-shots ˰â˘*ââˇ
under construction!
blurbs ˰â˘*ââˇ
peter introduces you to the avengers
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Cassian
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Loki
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Poe Dameron
I Couldn't Find it in Me to Wake You by @thyme-in-a-bubble đĽ
Tangerine
New Addition by @little-miss-dilf-lover
I'm giggling rn what if reader and bucky go on a mission and reader gets shot while trying to protect bucky but the bullet was actually a đ special đ bullet and bucky has to take care of reader until they feel better (LIKE A BARBED WIRE BULLET omg and they keep bleeding through their bandage and finally find out what bullet it was GASP.)
fun fact: this would probably technically be a war crime! so sorry for how late this is, i appreciate your patience and thank you for requesting âĄ
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pairing: bucky barnes x reader cw: cursing, gunshot, blood wc: 918
âbucky?â
he didnât respond. he was focused on something sam had said, face frozen in a smile, oblivious to the shadow at the window, the glint of metal in the sunlight.
but you could reach him. you dropped your glass, crossing the kitchen in three steps, planting your hands on his chest. you pushed him, both of you tumbling towards the floor, and thenâŚ
âhey, hey, heyâŚâ buckyâs voice floated across the blankness, calm and measured. âdonât moveâŚâ
why did he say that? you werenât moving.
ââŚdidnât hit anything important, youâre okayâŚâ
what didnât hit anything important?
ââŚmuscle and fat, jusâ muscle and fatâŚâ
and suddenly it occurred to you what he was talking about.
everything came rushing back, your train of thought screeching back into the station, and you gasped, face pressed against the cold tile of the kitchen floor. pain struck up your leg like lightning, and you cried out, bolting upright.
âeasy, now, sweetheart,â he grunted, laying his vibranium arm across your chest while he pressed a cloth to your leg with his other. âcanât have you moving right now.â
fuck, it hurt. youâd been shot before, but this time it was different somehow. it burned with a fierce intensity, ravaging your leg. you felt like you might explode at any second.
âsor- i- i-â you stammered.
âhey, donât forget to breathe, doll.â
you bit down another cry, forcing air out through your nose.
âgood, thatâs good⌠sam?â
you caught a glimpse of him ripping off a section of his shirt for a tourniquet. somewhere in the back of your mind, you felt sad. youâd liked that shirt. it was a shame heâd have to use it on you.
âbuck, it- fuckâŚâ
you really felt it now, warm and sticky blood seeping through the cloth, flowing down your leg. the pain seemed to deepen, spreading up through your calf to the rest of your body, and you gritted your teeth to halt a pained scream.
âsam?â
bucky glanced down at your fear-stricken face with a mix of guilt and shame, but quickly offered you a tight-lipped smile. ânothinâ we havenât done before, huh sweetheart?â
âfeels different,â you groaned. âw-worse.â
he swore, propping your leg up onto his knee. you hissed at the movement, but held as still as you could while he pulled the strip of cloth up to your thigh.
a door slammed somewhere behind you and sam finally drifted into your swimming vision, breathing heavily. âi got him.â
âgreat,â bucky grunted, pulling the knot tight with his fingers. âhelp me out, will ya? i think itâs a dum-dum.â
then sam swore, and you knew to be worried. âgive me that.â
bucky hovered back over you, lifting your chin with his hand. he thumbed at your cheek, and you leaned into the contact. âeyes on me, doll. sammyâs jusâ gonna tighten that up for you.â
you nodded, but it felt detached, as if you were slowly floating away from your body. his bright blue eyes were getting harder and harder to focus on, your body begging for the respite of unconsciousness.
âsheâs going,â you heard bucky say, and you let the darkness take you.
when you next awoke, the pain had faded to a dull throb, and you were decidedly not dead. it was a good start.
you were in bed. not your bed, though. the gentle crackle of a record player sounded somewhere in the cornerâ buckyâs bedroom, then. sunlight was just beginning to stream through the blinds.
the super-soldier was curled up in an armchair next to your bed, head cupped in his palm. his hair, loose and unkempt, dangled in front of his face. he must have nodded off at some point during the nightâ that was rare, but then again, you were sure it had been a long one.
âwhatâs a dum-dum?â you croaked.
bucky startled awake, instinctively checking over your bandaged leg before meeting your eyes. his gruff expression melted into one more sympathetic, and he reached out to squeeze your hand.
âhey there, trooper.â
âhey. whatâs a dum-dum?â
he chuckled at your persistence. âdum-dum bullets are expanding projectiles. theyâre used to enlarge wounds and increase impact shock.â
your eyes widened, and you pushed yourself up on your elbows, straining to catch a glimpse at your calf.
âwe got you fixed up,â he said quickly. âdonât worry.â
âthanks, buck,â you murmured, sinking back into the cushions.
he didnât respond, and you blinked up at him. he had paled, the grave expression you were so used to seeing returning to his face.
âyou shouldnât have done that,â he mumbled, voice gravelly.
âyou were gonna get shot,â you said. âi did what anyone wouldâve done.â
bucky shook his head. âyou shouldâve let it happen.â
âi donât think itâs fair,â you argued. âjust because youâre strong doesnât mean you should have to take it all the time.â
âi can take it,â he corrected. âi am guaranteed to come out on the other side. youâre not.â
âthatâs so stupid,â you sniffed.
âi know,â he said, smiling sadly. âbut if it means keeping you safe, iâd take it every single time.â
you sighed, beckoning at him. âget in.â
he gingerly climbed over you, careful to avoid jostling your leg. you threw the comforter over him, and once he was settled, pressed your forehead to his.
âyou owe me, barnes.â
he chuckled, his eyes crinkling at the corners. âmy knight in shining armor.â
you know heâs teasing you, but you donât care. âof course, princess.â
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đĽšđĽš I loved this, the sort of floating stream of consciousness point of view at the start was such a brilliant way of showing time slowing and the pain seeping in!!
thank you! your hand in marriage please!!
sorry I didnât see what you donât right for :(. I swear I wouldnât have sent that tasm ask if I didnât know.
Could you write headcannons for tasm! Peter with a reader who hasnât had a bf b4? And heâs all flirty and suggestive;)
Again sorry for sending that ask
youâre totally okay! i think i literally put those up at the same time as you requested so absolutely no worries! also i struggle a bit with the hc format so iâm just gonna do a blurb if thatâs okay :) thank you for requesting âĄ
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pairing: tasm!peter parker x reader cw: cursing wc: 491
âwhatcha readinâ?â
you jumped, quickly closing your book, unaware that someone had been hovering over your shoulder. a quick glance backwards confirmed that it was none other than peter parker himself.
âever heard of personal space, parker?â
ânope,â he said, popping the p. he pulled up a chair, sitting down next to you.
âyou almost made me lose my spot, you jerk.â
he shrugged, pressing his lips together in an unapologetic line.
you pinched the next page between your fingers, doing your best to avoid his gaze. it wasnât that you disliked himâ frankly, it was quite the opposite.
peter parker had an effect on you. it was like nothing youâd ever experienced. without even trying, he could say things that set your heart aflutter, could do things that made you weak in the knees. he meant it all, too, like nobody else had ever before.
but youâd be damned if he was gonna get to you this time. you were going to hold your ground today.
he cleared his throat, startling you out of your thoughts.
âi bet iâm more interesting than whateverâs going on in that book.â
you felt your cheeks warm, though whether it was with annoyance or endearment you couldnât say. you chose to ignore the comment, instead lifting your book to hide the smile playing at your lips. he noticed, eyes narrowing as he leaned toward you.
he was close. you felt the heat from his breath, catching a whiff of coffee and something that smelled burnt. your eyes traced along the curve of his lips, the slant of his nose, until you met his eyes.
there was a curiosity, a sort of hunger hidden in them. he looked at you like you were a case he wanted to crack.
âwhat are you hiding?â
âiâm not hiding anything!â you sputtered.
he smirked at your loss of composure. âsure looks like you are. i can see the wheels turning in that pretty head of yours.â
your stomach flipped at his boldness, at how easy it was for those words to slide off of his tongue. you leaned back, breaking the tension between the two of you. âwell, youâre wrong.â
he raised his hands in mock defeat. âalright, alright.â
âwhat are you even doing here in the first place?â
peter grinned cheekily, leaning back in his seat. âitâs a library. flash wouldnât be in here if his life depended on it.â
âyouâre right about that,â you giggled.
his eyes, soft and brown, flashed with pride. âso you admit it!â
âadmit what?â
âthat iâm right about something!â
you chuckled. âwhatever makes you happy, parker. now be quiet and let me read my damn book.â
he was silent for all of two seconds before leaning toward you again.
âreading is kind of an overstatement, donât you think?â he whispered.
you arched an eyebrow at him.
âwell, itâs just that youâve been on the same page since i got here.â
âpeter!â
シ・ďž: ââŚâžâŚâ・ďž.
ko-fi âĄ
tasm!peter parker x reader
one-shots ˰â˘*ââˇ
under construction!
blurbs ˰â˘*ââˇ
peter flirts with you in the library
SEBASTIAN STAN at Kering Women in Motion Dinner at Cannes Film Festival.
I'm giggling rn what if reader and bucky go on a mission and reader gets shot while trying to protect bucky but the bullet was actually a đ special đ bullet and bucky has to take care of reader until they feel better (LIKE A BARBED WIRE BULLET omg and they keep bleeding through their bandage and finally find out what bullet it was GASP.)
fun fact: this would probably technically be a war crime! so sorry for how late this is, i appreciate your patience and thank you for requesting âĄ
シ・ďž: ââŚâžâŚâ・ďž.
pairing: bucky barnes x reader cw: cursing, gunshot, blood wc: 918
âbucky?â
he didnât respond. he was focused on something sam had said, face frozen in a smile, oblivious to the shadow at the window, the glint of metal in the sunlight.
but you could reach him. you dropped your glass, crossing the kitchen in three steps, planting your hands on his chest. you pushed him, both of you tumbling towards the floor, and thenâŚ
âhey, hey, heyâŚâ buckyâs voice floated across the blankness, calm and measured. âdonât moveâŚâ
why did he say that? you werenât moving.
ââŚdidnât hit anything important, youâre okayâŚâ
what didnât hit anything important?
ââŚmuscle and fat, jusâ muscle and fatâŚâ
and suddenly it occurred to you what he was talking about.
everything came rushing back, your train of thought screeching back into the station, and you gasped, face pressed against the cold tile of the kitchen floor. pain struck up your leg like lightning, and you cried out, bolting upright.
âeasy, now, sweetheart,â he grunted, laying his vibranium arm across your chest while he pressed a cloth to your leg with his other. âcanât have you moving right now.â
fuck, it hurt. youâd been shot before, but this time it was different somehow. it burned with a fierce intensity, ravaging your leg. you felt like you might explode at any second.
âsor- i- i-â you stammered.
âhey, donât forget to breathe, doll.â
you bit down another cry, forcing air out through your nose.
âgood, thatâs good⌠sam?â
you caught a glimpse of him ripping off a section of his shirt for a tourniquet. somewhere in the back of your mind, you felt sad. youâd liked that shirt. it was a shame heâd have to use it on you.
âbuck, it- fuckâŚâ
you really felt it now, warm and sticky blood seeping through the cloth, flowing down your leg. the pain seemed to deepen, spreading up through your calf to the rest of your body, and you gritted your teeth to halt a pained scream.
âsam?â
bucky glanced down at your fear-stricken face with a mix of guilt and shame, but quickly offered you a tight-lipped smile. ânothinâ we havenât done before, huh sweetheart?â
âfeels different,â you groaned. âw-worse.â
he swore, propping your leg up onto his knee. you hissed at the movement, but held as still as you could while he pulled the strip of cloth up to your thigh.
a door slammed somewhere behind you and sam finally drifted into your swimming vision, breathing heavily. âi got him.â
âgreat,â bucky grunted, pulling the knot tight with his fingers. âhelp me out, will ya? i think itâs a dum-dum.â
then sam swore, and you knew to be worried. âgive me that.â
bucky hovered back over you, lifting your chin with his hand. he thumbed at your cheek, and you leaned into the contact. âeyes on me, doll. sammyâs jusâ gonna tighten that up for you.â
you nodded, but it felt detached, as if you were slowly floating away from your body. his bright blue eyes were getting harder and harder to focus on, your body begging for the respite of unconsciousness.
âsheâs going,â you heard bucky say, and you let the darkness take you.
when you next awoke, the pain had faded to a dull throb, and you were decidedly not dead. it was a good start.
you were in bed. not your bed, though. the gentle crackle of a record player sounded somewhere in the cornerâ buckyâs bedroom, then. sunlight was just beginning to stream through the blinds.
the super-soldier was curled up in an armchair next to your bed, head cupped in his palm. his hair, loose and unkempt, dangled in front of his face. he must have nodded off at some point during the nightâ that was rare, but then again, you were sure it had been a long one.
âwhatâs a dum-dum?â you croaked.
bucky startled awake, instinctively checking over your bandaged leg before meeting your eyes. his gruff expression melted into one more sympathetic, and he reached out to squeeze your hand.
âhey there, trooper.â
âhey. whatâs a dum-dum?â
he chuckled at your persistence. âdum-dum bullets are expanding projectiles. theyâre used to enlarge wounds and increase impact shock.â
your eyes widened, and you pushed yourself up on your elbows, straining to catch a glimpse at your calf.
âwe got you fixed up,â he said quickly. âdonât worry.â
âthanks, buck,â you murmured, sinking back into the cushions.
he didnât respond, and you blinked up at him. he had paled, the grave expression you were so used to seeing returning to his face.
âyou shouldnât have done that,â he mumbled, voice gravelly.
âyou were gonna get shot,â you said. âi did what anyone wouldâve done.â
bucky shook his head. âyou shouldâve let it happen.â
âi donât think itâs fair,â you argued. âjust because youâre strong doesnât mean you should have to take it all the time.â
âi can take it,â he corrected. âi am guaranteed to come out on the other side. youâre not.â
âthatâs so stupid,â you sniffed.
âi know,â he said, smiling sadly. âbut if it means keeping you safe, iâd take it every single time.â
you sighed, beckoning at him. âget in.â
he gingerly climbed over you, careful to avoid jostling your leg. you threw the comforter over him, and once he was settled, pressed your forehead to his.
âyou owe me, barnes.â
he chuckled, his eyes crinkling at the corners. âmy knight in shining armor.â
you know heâs teasing you, but you donât care. âof course, princess.â
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Bucky Barnes >>>>>>>>>>> real men
THIS!!!
I'm giggling rn what if reader and bucky go on a mission and reader gets shot while trying to protect bucky but the bullet was actually a đ special đ bullet and bucky has to take care of reader until they feel better (LIKE A BARBED WIRE BULLET omg and they keep bleeding through their bandage and finally find out what bullet it was GASP.)
fun fact: this would probably technically be a war crime! so sorry for how late this is, i appreciate your patience and thank you for requesting âĄ
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pairing: bucky barnes x reader cw: cursing, gunshot, blood wc: 918
âbucky?â
he didnât respond. he was focused on something sam had said, face frozen in a smile, oblivious to the shadow at the window, the glint of metal in the sunlight.
but you could reach him. you dropped your glass, crossing the kitchen in three steps, planting your hands on his chest. you pushed him, both of you tumbling towards the floor, and thenâŚ
âhey, hey, heyâŚâ buckyâs voice floated across the blankness, calm and measured. âdonât moveâŚâ
why did he say that? you werenât moving.
ââŚdidnât hit anything important, youâre okayâŚâ
what didnât hit anything important?
ââŚmuscle and fat, jusâ muscle and fatâŚâ
and suddenly it occurred to you what he was talking about.
everything came rushing back, your train of thought screeching back into the station, and you gasped, face pressed against the cold tile of the kitchen floor. pain struck up your leg like lightning, and you cried out, bolting upright.
âeasy, now, sweetheart,â he grunted, laying his vibranium arm across your chest while he pressed a cloth to your leg with his other. âcanât have you moving right now.â
fuck, it hurt. youâd been shot before, but this time it was different somehow. it burned with a fierce intensity, ravaging your leg. you felt like you might explode at any second.
âsor- i- i-â you stammered.
âhey, donât forget to breathe, doll.â
you bit down another cry, forcing air out through your nose.
âgood, thatâs good⌠sam?â
you caught a glimpse of him ripping off a section of his shirt for a tourniquet. somewhere in the back of your mind, you felt sad. youâd liked that shirt. it was a shame heâd have to use it on you.
âbuck, it- fuckâŚâ
you really felt it now, warm and sticky blood seeping through the cloth, flowing down your leg. the pain seemed to deepen, spreading up through your calf to the rest of your body, and you gritted your teeth to halt a pained scream.
âsam?â
bucky glanced down at your fear-stricken face with a mix of guilt and shame, but quickly offered you a tight-lipped smile. ânothinâ we havenât done before, huh sweetheart?â
âfeels different,â you groaned. âw-worse.â
he swore, propping your leg up onto his knee. you hissed at the movement, but held as still as you could while he pulled the strip of cloth up to your thigh.
a door slammed somewhere behind you and sam finally drifted into your swimming vision, breathing heavily. âi got him.â
âgreat,â bucky grunted, pulling the knot tight with his fingers. âhelp me out, will ya? i think itâs a dum-dum.â
then sam swore, and you knew to be worried. âgive me that.â
bucky hovered back over you, lifting your chin with his hand. he thumbed at your cheek, and you leaned into the contact. âeyes on me, doll. sammyâs jusâ gonna tighten that up for you.â
you nodded, but it felt detached, as if you were slowly floating away from your body. his bright blue eyes were getting harder and harder to focus on, your body begging for the respite of unconsciousness.
âsheâs going,â you heard bucky say, and you let the darkness take you.
when you next awoke, the pain had faded to a dull throb, and you were decidedly not dead. it was a good start.
you were in bed. not your bed, though. the gentle crackle of a record player sounded somewhere in the cornerâ buckyâs bedroom, then. sunlight was just beginning to stream through the blinds.
the super-soldier was curled up in an armchair next to your bed, head cupped in his palm. his hair, loose and unkempt, dangled in front of his face. he must have nodded off at some point during the nightâ that was rare, but then again, you were sure it had been a long one.
âwhatâs a dum-dum?â you croaked.
bucky startled awake, instinctively checking over your bandaged leg before meeting your eyes. his gruff expression melted into one more sympathetic, and he reached out to squeeze your hand.
âhey there, trooper.â
âhey. whatâs a dum-dum?â
he chuckled at your persistence. âdum-dum bullets are expanding projectiles. theyâre used to enlarge wounds and increase impact shock.â
your eyes widened, and you pushed yourself up on your elbows, straining to catch a glimpse at your calf.
âwe got you fixed up,â he said quickly. âdonât worry.â
âthanks, buck,â you murmured, sinking back into the cushions.
he didnât respond, and you blinked up at him. he had paled, the grave expression you were so used to seeing returning to his face.
âyou shouldnât have done that,â he mumbled, voice gravelly.
âyou were gonna get shot,â you said. âi did what anyone wouldâve done.â
bucky shook his head. âyou shouldâve let it happen.â
âi donât think itâs fair,â you argued. âjust because youâre strong doesnât mean you should have to take it all the time.â
âi can take it,â he corrected. âi am guaranteed to come out on the other side. youâre not.â
âthatâs so stupid,â you sniffed.
âi know,â he said, smiling sadly. âbut if it means keeping you safe, iâd take it every single time.â
you sighed, beckoning at him. âget in.â
he gingerly climbed over you, careful to avoid jostling your leg. you threw the comforter over him, and once he was settled, pressed your forehead to his.
âyou owe me, barnes.â
he chuckled, his eyes crinkling at the corners. âmy knight in shining armor.â
you know heâs teasing you, but you donât care. âof course, princess.â
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The Winter Soldier theme song with its eerie drums, technglitchpunk and how it used Buckyâs actual distorted scream from when he fell of the train in Cap 1⌠really is the last time MCU tried to do ANYTHING innovative and memorable with their music no i will NOT constructive criticism at this point
people say that the Avengers suite is âmemorableâ but it I could honestly find a whole handful of theme songs from other movies that sound similar - really, itâs strings and crescendo. Itâs not bad but itsâŚ.fine.Â
but the Winter Soldier theme is the last theme from any MCU movie that was actually interesting. It actually made a long-lasting impression if only because of how absolutely gut-churningly visceral it is. Apparently it used a stretched and mixed a series of Buckyâs screams, with a motorcycle screech, and used traditional score to back it up, and the outcome is something that really claws its way into your skin in the most horrifying way.Â
You donât get that with traditional orchestral OST, because it takes actually innovative sound design to come up with something that sounds so deeply disturbing instead of the formulaic scores they keep churning out
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