Make it happen

This isn't in any way promoting self-harm or anything like that. It's simply a blog that I can post things on without having to worry about everyone I know seeing it. I've never directly come out and told anyone about my eating disorder, but I know my closest friends know somethings wrong. I lost a ton of weight last year because I was in not the best relationship, was always fighting with my boyfriend, and was extremely stressed. I felt that if I lost weight I wouldn't have to constantly worry if I was good enough. I kept losing the weight and it became addictive. We finally broke up and I started to gain some of the weight back, and it killed me. I've been struggling with this for almost two years straight, still striving for that perfect body.

[distxrbances]

[wildwritings]

Even when I wanted to die, to kill myself To rip each cell of my being apart, not once, Not ever, did I miss a piece of homework. Or fail a test or skip an hour-long lesson. Sure, I skipped three meals a day but at least I had my priorities straight. I see these kids walking in front of me to school. I see them, and they are zombies. Blank faces, I doubt they’ve slept, Probably up all night doing that essay They forgot to do because their parents Asked them to spend a few hours with them. And I know this isn’t right but I remember overhearing someone rant About how mental illnesses are so common these Days; they’ve become the latest fashion accessories For the young. It’s popular to be damaged. That makes no sense. These kids are going insane. Perhaps if you looked the tiniest Bit further you’d see that this system is not working. The clue is that millions of children are being literally Driven mad by it each day. But at least they’re averaging Bs And thank god they cut themselves when they leave school so the teachers don’t have to deal with it.

“Report Card Papercuts” - R.R-P (wildwritings)

[makemetinyplease]

It makes me sad because some girls are so confident with their boyfriends and put all of their trust in them and love them so much and then the guy goes behind their back without them even knowing it but everyone else does and everyone pretends that nothing happened and that's why I have trust issues and can never open up to anyone

[fuks]

[kmgraciano]

fuck this shit aint taking no chances lmao

[plsblowme]

me

[dailyjackiechan]

You have been visited by the Chan of wealth, reblog this and you will have money come to you!

[misscokebottleglasses-deactivat]

I REBLOGGED THIS YESTERDAY AND LIKE 2 HOURS LATER THE WALLET I HAD LOST 6 HOURS AWAY FROM HOME THAT HAD MY DEBIT CARD AND LIKE 80 DOLLARS IN CASH WAS DELIVERED TO MY HOUSE WITH NO RETURN ADDRESS I CANT HELP BUT THINK IT WAS JACKIE CHAN WHO SENT IT GOD BLESS YOU JACKIE CHAN

[seej500]

Last time I did this it was payday so duh. Let’s see what you’ve got this time, Chan.

[seej500]

Er, actually, about a minute after I hit reblog I got some very important (and positive) money-related news out of the blue. The system works, guys.

[fjdskljgsd-deactivated20140311]

remember

[terfect-deactivated20140719]

if you can watch this entire video straight through you have the most iron fucking will on the actual planet, in the actual universe. you have gigantic balls of steel. i would not fuck with you. you could come in my house and slap my mom and take my cats and i would just let you. if you can watch all of this you scare the shit out of me

[makemetinyplease]

Why is his closet completely empty except for that one shirt...

[mymphr]

if they dont play ‘year 3000’ at least once on the new year’s of 3000 i will literally rise out of my grave and set everyone on fire

[makemetinyplease]

Yeah but they live under water so good luck

[makemetinyplease]

My baby 😍

[makemetinyplease]

[makemetinyplease]

I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO LOVE AND LOVE ME BACK IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK FOR

[makemetinyplease]

I’m the nicest rude person you’ll ever meet, I don’t give a fuck about anything but at the same time I care about a lot, I hate people but I develop crushes easily, I hate myself but at the same time I’m completely fabulous.

[makemetinyplease]

[obsexing]

Please please like, I wanna see how far I can go

[radioactivegrace]

Seeing the number go down on the scale is the best feeling in the world

[suicidallello-deactivated201306]

Real.

[makemetinyplease]

Sometimes I really don’t feel like existing like not in a suicidal way but I just wish there was a way of pausing life so that I could sleep for a few weeks and figure some stuff out and then not have to feel guilty for missing loads of stuff because really no time had passed at all

[roadtothatlife-deactivated20180]

[water-is-essential-blog]

true words..