I've been working with a doll to help her let go of those little barriers that stop her fully giving in.
Sometimes its embarrassment, sometimes its a little fear of taking up more space than she feels she is allowed.
In our sessions I encourage her to inhabit the space she rightfully exists in and embrace what we're doing with all of her heart.
She has been making wonderful progress.
Starting with little things like affirming mantras and statements, like her saying "I'm a good doll" whenever I call her by a certain name.
Moving into admissions and confessions. Opening her heart to me when something grips her arousal and doesn't let go.
More and more she has been opening up as I shape her with every spell.
That was when she surprised me, by completely letting go and asking me a powerful question.
She asked me if I could lock away her orgasms for her.
She confessed that every time she found herself alone and in the mood for play between our sessions that she would work herself up to that blissful edge and then a thought would manifest in her mind that would keep her from pushing further.
"I should ask Miss Saphi for permission."
Her eyes widened and her cheeks burned red as she buried her face behind her hands after confessing this to me.
So I first praised her, sending pleasure through her with a single click of her clicker. Then I asked her if that was what she really wanted.
With her bottom lip held prisoner between her teeth, she nodded silently.
I didn't even need to bring her onto my lap to bind that which she held so deeply within herself. I simply spoke it, that her orgasms were mine, and she felt it.
I even let her attempt to feel one herself, but every time that she got close to that wonderful release of pleasure, she felt the goal inch further away. Agonisingly close, but oh so far away.
And she didn't want it any other way.
As reward for her shedding more of her shackles, I allowed her to cum that night, and I woke up the most delicious message of the pleasure she felt knowing that it was because I had deemed it so.