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[makluvsness]

ABC's and 123's, You and Me are Meant To Be

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Sigma had been living with the members of the Decay Of Angels for a long time now. Longer than any other person has kept her by their side. Everytime someone took Sigma in and she finally thought she could have the one thing she longed for, a home, she got turned into a pathetic slave that served no use except for being a pawn. Maybe the Decay Of Angels were using her for that too, who know. What she did know is that this felt like family more than anything else she's experienced.

Being a slave meant that the first skill she learnt in life was labor. Besides that, shes helpless. Work is all she's known. Maybe that's why she's so attached to the Sky Casino. Even so, it doesn't matter. The Sky Casino brings her more happiness than most things in her life, and she's beyond grateful to be the manager there. She manages everything and everyone flawlessly, being praised by her employees and customers alike. Everyday she gets a reminder of how responsible she is. How hard-working and organized she is. Which is all great, really, but she can't help but worry. Working is, again, all she knows. What if she needs to do something beyond work-skills? Totally hopeless

Which is why she has a certain person that not only easily saw through that nagging worry, but has helped her immensely with that kind of stuff.

The sun was already halfway set into the horizon when Sigma decided to go grab a night snack. She skimmed over the condiments in the pantry before taking one or two cookies, taking a bite of one as she entered the living room. Fyodor also happen to be there, playing the Cello and otherwise just minding his own business. Sigma figured this is one of the hobbies that gave Fyodor an... 'escape' per se, just like how the casino gave her an escape. She sat on the floor, feeling the soft rug beneath her. Soon, she finished eating her cookies. Fyodor looked over at her. Seeming she had no intention to do something about the slight chocolate stains on her finger tips from the chocolate chips in the cookie, Fyodor decided to comment on it

“Sigmachka.... would you go ahead and clean off your hands? There are stains of chocolate on them.”

Sigma let out a sound of quick surprise by the sound of Fyodor's voice, looking down at her hands

“Oh, yeah..... uhm, do I use wipes? Paper towels? The sink?”

“Komu kak nravitsya”

Fyodor tends to say Russian phrases a lot. Does Sigma understand them? Unless Fyodor explains, absolutely not. And this situation is no different. But, accounting for the disinterested look on his face and his shrug, Sigma assumes it doesn't matter. She gets up and goes over to the kitchen counter, taking a wipe and wiping her hands before throwing it away. She walks back over to Fyodor, sitting closer to him then last time. Fyodor always played that Cello.. Sigma wondered how hard it could really be if Fyodor did it so easily. Fyodor noticed Sigma staring, unfortunately.

“Do you have a request, Sigma?”

“Well I was just wondering if I could maybe... try playing the Cello..?” Sigma felt her cheeks turn slightly hot every time she opened her mouth around Fyodor as if he's always 20 steps ahead.

“.... I guess this once. It never hurts to give my dear Sigma more knowledge, right?” Fyodor slowly patted the space next to him, Sigma moving to that spot in an instance. Fyodor carefully handed the cello to Sigma first. Sigma gasped lightly as she almost lost her grip. Heavier than she thought. But, she got a good grip on it again before being handed the bow. Sigma didn't know the rules or ways in instruments, so she just went right in, sliding the bow across the strings. Instead of a lovely note coming from it like how it was when Fyodor does it, is sounded scratchy. Sigma flinched from the sound, Fyodor's smile slightly dropped, and the attempt of a note was so loud it probably woke Nikolai, Bram, and half of the country.

“It wasn't supposed to do that..” Sigma muttered, seemingly not getting the concept of needing to practice before getting good

“No.” Fyodor agreed “It wasn't”

Before Sigma could get any more upset over the inconvenience, Fyodor reached over and positioned Sigma's hands correctly, setting them up for success. “Try that”

And so Sigma tried it, and it again didn't sound as nice as she imagined. It did, though, sound better. And sounding better was what was important.

“The more you do it, the more you improve. Routine is the path to stability.” Fyodor commented

“So if I do this over and over again, it'll sound like you?”

“... Per se.”

That was all the motivation Sigma needed. Over the next hour, Sigma tried and tried again to hit a good note. Fyodor was by her the whole time, commenting here and there when he felt was necessary. Meanwhile Bram and Nikolai were getting some.... interesting ASMR. After what felt like an eternity, after Sigma has at least had that damn bow across the Cello strings, what came back was an actual soft, listenable sound. As soon at Sigma heard the note, she exclaimed happily, looking over at Fyodor

“I did it! I made notes that you do! I did i—” she was then cut off by a soft yawn, which catched Fyodor's attention. He gently took the equipment away from Sigma before running a finger through the white-and-lavender hair in front of him

“You did an excellent job today, baby.”

Just that praise alone got Sigma to beam

“How about you go settle down for bed?” Fyodor asked, glancing at the time. It was already past 10PM.

Sigma immediately obliged to Fyodor's request, going to her room to change and go to bed. She may have had struggles today at work. Or got annoyed by Nikolai. But as long as she learnt a little more, and knew a little more than yesterday, in her case scenario? Thats a win.

[makluvsness]

Password?

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It was nighttime. Sae finally got home. Usually it was only him and Rin, but today their parents were also home. Great. Not that it mattered much, it's just that Sae prefers as little people as possible when winding down. So, instead of going through the house freely, Sae just snuck into his room.... Until a certain demon hit up his line asking to come over. And that's how they got here.

𓏲𑁘 𓏲੭

“aaah, Sae-chan, you're so mellow. Come lay with me!”

“Like hell, you demon. You're lucky you're in my room.”

“Angel, cmonn, you're going to have to do it sooner or later. I am staying over for the night, right?”

“Says who?” Sae turned, glancing back at the blonde

“Well I just assumed.... having me over, letting me in your bedroom and lay on your bed... It's just the logical next step. I would even go to say your making a move in me, mm??” Shidou smiled and cocked his head

“Keeping dreaming, you horny nuisance.”

“gladly! You should really be careful what you ask for, considering I have a creative mind when it comes to you”

Sae mumbled a “Mhm..”, but his eyes didn't look away from Shidou. Sae had been training and dealing with Japan bullshit all day and hadn't rested. Laying in bed was what he was craving right now, but it's hard to execute the plan when he has a tanned whiny zest fest in his bed. He really shouldn't give in, but...

“Angel! Hello? Are you just going to stare at me like that knowing what it does to me? I tell you it's not my fault whenever I'm throbbing..”

Sae let's out something in resemblance of a scoff. Shidou really can't be subtle about anything, huh? “Dont touch me, or you're out. Got it?”

“haa?! Sae-chan is willingly laying next to me?” Shidou exclaimed, sitting up in excitement, but scooting over to make Sae have more room. It may not seem like it to outsiders, but Shidou always makes sure to never make Sae uncomfortable. After being told what happened in Spain, Shidou has been careful about consent and touch. Sae hesitated for not even half a second before cautiously lying down in the bed, staring at the ceiling. Shidou scooted over, careful not to touch.

“My cells are exploding, Sae..... You edge me so much..”

“I'm resting, not trying to get my panties in a twist. Thanks.”

“... Can we at least cuddle? Maybe? Thats it?”

Now Sae openly scoffed, throwing his head back on the pillow. It did sound nice, really. Sae knows he's just stubborn more than anything, annoying even himself by not saying yes

“Cuddling. Thats it. Dont make it weird”

“eeh!! My cells~ thank you Sae-chan, I love you~” Shidou cooed, practically moving half on top of Sae. Not like Sae minded, though. It actually felt relaxing having his boyfriend fuss and be all over him while he gets to just lay there being silent and pretty. Sae's eyes fluttered closed, but he wasn't asleep, just enjoying being pampered. Shidou held Sae's face gently, pressing kisses over it and whispering sweet nothings to him

“My pretty boy... Best, talented, boyfriend ever~!” Shidou praised, pressing a kiss right on Sae's lips

Sae wrapped his arms around Shidou in return, slightly shifting so his face was buried in Shidou's neck

“Sae-chan likes me..!”

“Dont be stupid.”

They laid comfortably like that for awhile, enjoying the others presence without the complications of training, or being burnt out, or really anything stopping them from seeing each other. Sae was actually almost falling asleep until his bedroom door opened. Shit. Didn't that demon lock it?

“Nii-chan, whats the password to—... the.....” there Rin was. In his pajamas. With his IPad. Eyeliner still on. Bangs clipped out if his face with a cute clip that is surprisingly his. This was a rare species called at-home Rin. Sure, Rin might allegedly hate Sae's guts, but he can't keep up the cool emo act when he lives with him. And with Sae being his brother and all, already knows Rin's night shenanigans. Instead of the scary younger brother of Sae Itoshi who dominates the field and calls everyone half-baked NPC's, you got quiet screen-addicted introvert Rin. Cute. But not the best time when Sae and Shidou and positioned not-so innocently on Sae's bed.

“What're you doing with that lukewarm cockroach.” Rin deadpanned, now standing in the door way like this was somehow his business

Shidou sat up and faced Rin, getting off the bed to get all up in Rin's poor face for really no reason “this 'Lukewarm Cockroach' is having alone time. With your brother. Because I'm dating your brother. Remember?”

“It looked like more than that, that's all idiot..”

“we're both adults, RinRin. You're not. Take your happy ass outta your dear Nii-chan's room and mind your business, hah?”

“You're in the house I live in. If anyone should go it's you, you insect.”

Shidou shoved Rin out of the room slightly, getting all up in his space “Shoo, will you?”

“Nii-chan!” Rin exclaimed, peeking over Shidou's shoulder to look at his brother who was now sitting up on the bed, looking unamused

“Dont go crying to your brother, would ya—”

“he's right.” Sae cut in “Honey, stop.”

Shidou reluctantly backed back into the room at the nickname, pouting

“What do you need, Rin?”

“Password... to Netflix.” Rin said, walking over to where Sae sat

“124itoshi!” Sae said, before just grabbing the IPad and typing it in for him. In the corner of the IPad, Sae could see Rin was on a call with those 2 guys he hang out with... 'Isagi' and 'Bachira'... Right.

As Rin was walking out, Shidou just had to call out “dont forget the magic word, RinRin~! You're brother helped you!!”

Rin turned back “shut up, pink-hair explosion.” but before going, Rin actually turned back again “Nii-chan.. Can you make me some Ochazuke?”

Sae is still waiting for a day to rest.

[makluvsness]

Sharing Is Caring (Apparently)

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It was nighttime at the Blue Lock facility. Most players were either getting ready for bed, doing some late night training,or something completely unrelated that they probably shouldn't be doing in any circumstance.

Meanwhile, in the MANSHINE CITY dorms...

Reo was laying on his bed, counting the ceiling tiles. Yeah, he could be training. Or scrolling on his phone. Or doing literally anything productive. But no, just this. Honestly after you're just good at everything, to put it straight, there's not much left that serves as entertainment.

People, though? Unpredictable, amazing, fascinating life-forms? Different story.

Just as Reo was almost don't with his 67th dumb way to stimulate himself, Chigiri came and flopped over and onto Reo's chest. Reo was a bit surprised as first, but soon settled, wrapping an arm around Chigiri's waist.

Chigiri and Reo started dating.... Not too long ago. They liked each other for the longest time now, but the dating process took time, especially with all the complications that form since Nagi's involved and... Yeah. But, no need to dwell on it since they're out of the eye of the storm.

“you think Nagi'll be jealous when he comes back from practice and sees us like this?” the redhead asked, looking up at the older boy.

“oh, definitely. He practically tries massacring you with his glare everytime we get touchy like this” Reo explained with a soft sigh as he stroked Chigiri's firey red hair.

Even though Nagi agreed to these predicaments, he was still fairly unfamiliar with the concept of polyamory. They were a Triad, but Nagi is still treating more like a Vee. To be fair, Nagi has gotten used to and comfortable with dating Reo. Nagi is Reo's treasure, after all; all that cherishing, and suddenly that's Nagi's norm. Dating a second, though? Whole new experience. Chigiri is not Reo. Chigiri won't give Nagi piggybacks or change his clothes for him. Chigiri isn't like that. Chigiri is a princess who loves to be spoiled and cherished, too. He craves attention and love. Loudly.

“Oh well,” Chigiri said without remorse “he'll have to deal with it... or just come lay with us, I'm fine with either. But I'm not getting off you”

Reo smiled at that. Stubborn as always, huh? If it wasn't obvious, Reo was the first one of him and Reo to realize he was also in love with Chigiri. They've been best friends since high school, and have always been quite comfortable and touchy.. but suddenly a couple gay soccer montages later and Reo's got another pretty, perfect boyfriend. The purple-haired boy looked down to where Chigiri was laying on his chest, phone laid aside on the table. Reo leaned down and gave Chigiri a peck to the lips, smiling into it.

“y'know he might not take that well, princess..” Reo mumbled. If he was being honest? It didn't exactly feel the worst to have two boys fight over his physical affection. Only thing that's a hassle, as Nagi would say, is the constant goal to equally give them that affection they both want. Nagi has gotten used to just kissing and cuddling Reo whenever and wherever he likes without a second thought, but now Reo needs to consider Chigiri wants and needs. Don't get him wrong, he loves spoiling the absolute shit out of his boyfriends, but it's a little different when the two are both so high maintenance.

“well, he's dated you longer. I deserve to be the priority for now” Chigiri defended before scooting up so he was face-to-face with Reo. The more Chigiri admired the features of the boy under him, the more he realized just how pretty he is. Of course, not as pretty as the one and only.... But not too bad!

Chigiri slowly shortened the distance between their mouths, as if to tease Reo, before Reo got impatient and closed the gap himself. The kiss wasn't anything extreme, just purely out of love for the other and the desire to be close. But, the kiss was short lived once the door of the dorm opened. Chigiri separated from the kiss to look over, like it wasn't obvious on who it was. Meanwhile, Reo was struggling to get Chigiri hair out of his freaking mouth. Damn sheltered princess.

At the door stood Nagi, who just came back from practice. Shutting the door behind him, he greeted his boyfriend with a "mm". Nagi wasn't one to say a lot anyways, but it felt like Nagi regressed back into his shell more since he's had to share Reo. But, because Reo is the good communicator he is—especially after knowing the consequences of miscommunication—he's already talked to Nagi about it. Nagi doesn't have to worry; Nagi LIKES Chigiri, so he shouldn't be afraid to be affectionate with him. Chigiri doesn't bite... Nor steal boyfriends, for the record. Sharing is caring, people!

Nagi walked over to where the other 2 were laying together, proceeding to lay right next to them. Before anyone else could get out a word, Nagi spoke up

“good job today, pretty” he said nonchalantly to Chigiri as he gave him a kiss on the cheek. As if the praise didn't already throw Chigiri off, the kiss definitely did. At the end of the day, Chigiri is a bit on the introverted side, and easily reverts to that state when met with something unfamiliar. Like, for example, a kiss from your new boyfriend. Chigiri didn't reciprocate a kiss back, but instead slid off Reo so he was not laying in the middle of Reo and Nagi. Chigiri rested his head on Nagi's shoulder, peeping at the game he's playing, while simultaneously feeling one of Reo's arms snake around his waist. Chigiri and Nagi weren't so unfamiliar when it came to close proximity with each other. There was plenty of times before where they've shared a bed, whether for it to be to watch soccer clips together or just for the fun of the game. Either way, experience pays off. Reo sat up and leaned across Chigiri to get better access to Nagi for a moment.

“Hey, my treasure” Reo welcomed sweetly as he pressed a soft kiss to Nagi's lips. Half of the time Nagi forgets he actually has to kiss back, but, miracle, he remembered this time! His treasure, so talented! The kiss lasted for a few more seconds until Reo pulled away, ruffling Nagi's hair before laying back next to Chigiri. Chigiri looked a little jealous, to say the least. Not like Ggiri's trying to be dramatic or anything, but that kiss was WAY longer than his and Reo's..

Reo saw the envious look on Chigiri's face and let out a light laugh before pulling Chigiri into an actual lengthy kiss... That was Inturtupted by a certain calling of the name “Reo"

Reo hesitantly pulled away from the kiss to look over at Nagi. Now what? He only has one set of lips on his face, people.

“I wanna kiss Chigiri now, Reo..!! Stop hogging!!” Nagi explained with a pout, which evidently surprised both Reo AND Chigiri by the look on their face when he said that. Nonetheless, Chigiri was NOT declining. He rolled over to face Nagi instead of Reo, cupping Nagi's face and starting to develop a deep kiss. Honestly, Chigiri couldn't think of a better way to spend his time. Just him and his boyfriends passing him back and forth like a blunt. Peak cinema.

As they got further settled, it was eventually lights out and time for sleep. The three of them got a whole cuddle pile, and peacefully slept through the night knows they're all right where they want to be.

[makluvsness]

I'll hold you tighter than anyone else (for the sweetness of falling in love)

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As Valentines day approached, Kaiser couldn't help but dwell. It was going to be Kaiser and Ness' 4th Valentines Day together, and they still weren't 𝘵𝘰𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳. Kaiser has been planning to ask Ness out, but every year, he always gets all nervy and chickens out. BUT, Kaiser has decided—no, promised that this Valentines is the one where he WILL ask out Ness, and finally secure the bag.

FEBRUARY 14TH, 2019

It was already midday by the time Kaiser woke up. Usually, Ness wakes up around 6AM, and then wakes Kaiser up a hour or two later. Kaiser blinks awake as he looks around the room, trying but failing to spot a certain purple-haired midfielder—where is Ness? Maybe training? No, Ness doesn't train without Kaiser, especially in a place like Japan where he can't even understand anyone. Whatever the reason is, it doesn't matter.

Kaiser begrudgingly gets out of bed, already seeming done with this day. After finally getting up, Kaiser goes to the bathroom to take a shower. He spends about 10 minutes solely looking at himself in the mirror, getting himself into the mindset that nothing is impossible..... Well, maybe aside from getting the courage to ask out Ness...

right. it's valentines day.

..HE HAS TO GO GET SOMETHING FOR NESS

SHIT

Kaiser quickly hops in the shower, trying to be quick and fight the sleepyness so he can actually go buy a gift. As he washes himself, he tries to think of what he could buy Ness. Hair products? Ness' hair is pretty damn curly, so he has to take good care of it, right? Or maybe a new pair of gloves? Whatever he ended up getting, he wanted to make sure it would mean a lot to Ness.

About 10 minutes later, Kaiser finally got out of the shower, just to face a new problem—his hair. Kaiser didn't know if he just moved around a lot in his sleep or what, but every morning without fail, Kaiser's hair looks like it just barely survived a hurricane. Usually Ness brushes and styles his hair..... but Ness isn't here. Kaiser attempted to brush his hair, but the more he tried to tame it, the more it started to look like abstract art. After a bit of silent rage, Kaiser just put it in a bun and called it a day. Maybe he could go to a hairdresser after getting a present?.... Yeah, no. Even the throught of someone besides Ness touching his hair cringes him out.

Kaiser quickly dried off and started getting dressed. He actually gave a shit about what he wore, so he spends a little extra time today making sure he looks nice. After picking out and putting on an outfit, he headed out to go get a present. Kaiser walked down the street observing the shops, seeing what they had to offer. After a while of looking, he finally found this accessory store.. or, thats what he hoped it was, at least. He couldn't quite read the name of the store since he's still learning Japanese. Any who, he walked into the store, and he quickly realized it would meet his expectations. It did have accessories, along with other items that looked pretty expensive.

As he walked around, he could hear a certain song play from the speakers of the store—Sunday Morning by ILLIT, is it? Ness is always playing that song in the dorms, and it drives Kaiser absolutely crazy. But, hearing it at a time like this feels more comforting than anything. Kaiser let out a chuckle at the coincidence before resuming shopping, when he suddenly stopped at one of the rack. He saw it—a pretty, silk scarf. It was a mix of black, pink, blue, and purple with stars, like a galaxy. Kaiser knew Ness would love it, it basically screamed “NESS„. Kaiser picked up the scarf, running his fingers over the fabric. It was delicate and soft, but the colors were bright and bold... Kinda like Ness, in a way. Perfect.

Kaiser soon paid for the scarf along side other decorations, like candles and roses—blue ones, of course. As Kaiser was walking out of the store with the items, he suddenly remembered one more thing he wanted to get Ness; dinner! So, on the way back to the dorm, he called and put in a delivery order from their favorite restaurant. In was gonna be delivered in 30 minutes.... 30 minutes to get everything set up. Hopefully Ness wasn't at the dorms when he got there. It was 5pm, so Kaiser wouldn't be surprised if Ness WAS there.... But he really hoped he was not. Kaiser got into the elevator of the complex, waiting to get to the 18th floor—dont even ask why they're so high, or why there's so many floors... There just is. Kaiser thought about what he got for Ness, and if Ness would really like it, and if he's really gonna confess to Ness, and if Ness is really gonna like him back, and if they're really gonna get together by the end of the day, and how long this elevator is going to take because Kaiser is fucking starving?!

BEEP—18TH FLOOR

oh. theres his answer.

Kaiser stood at the door for a minute, mentally preparing to see Ness and have to explain and make up an excuse of why he went shopping and what for. After a hot minute, Kaiser opened the door just to see.... no one. oh. great. no need to worry! Kaiser let out a sigh of relief before shutting the door behind him and putting the bags down. Time to get to work!

Kaiser starter by dimming the lights—thats romantically, right? Right. Then, he cleared off the table so he could properly set it up. He set the candles on the table, lightly them carefully one-to-one. Then he went up 2 players and some silverware—Ness doesn't like certain types of silverware, so Kaiser made sure he put out the ones that Ness was okay with. After, he set up the takeout onto the plates as if it was homemade... not saying he's trying to make it look like he made it himself... but I'd be nice if Ness DID think that...

Then, he got out the real important stuff—the scarf. He folded the fabric neatly, making sure to not leave a single wrinkle. He put it in a designer-brand box, shutting it firmly, then tying a bow around it for the cherry on top. He set in on the floor by where Kaiser plans to sit. Then, he got out the bouquet of blue roses... A little egotistical, but he means well. And, hey, they'll remind Ness of Kaiser.

Kaiser then finally gets dresses in something more nice, even though he knows Ness is probably just going to be wearing a graphic-t and shorts when ever he comes back. Kaiser was FINALLY ready. He stood by their bed, holding the flowers while waiting for Ness to arrive. He hasn't actually talked to Ness today, so he's just pushing his nervousness down and praying Ness will come soon. Kaiser's hands started getting sweaty just by the nerves alone—how will he confess? Should he just say it straight up or what? He didn't know how to do this at all. Just as Kaiser was starting to spiral more and more about how to make the confession perfect, the door suddenly unlocked and opened—Ness.

Ness opened the door, stepping into the room, making a sound that resembled surprise. He looked around to see how the atmosphere of the room completely changed, and then, he saw Kaiser. Nearly dressed, hair in a slightly messy bun, his handsome face wearing a look of... nervousness? And most surprising of all.. a boquet? Who was that for?? Ness was speechless for a moment before finally gaining composure

“... Kaiser...?”

“Happy Valentines Day, Ness!” Kaiser blurted out

Ness cocked his head “I—... for.. me?“ Ness questioned, genuinely puzzled

“Y-YES. Yes. It's for you“ Kaiser confirmed, stepping closer to Ness and holding out the flowers to him.... Now that Kaiser thought about it, this is pretty straightforward.

“Oh! Ähm... danke, Kaiser..” Ness said shakily, taking the bouquet. Kaiser could see the blush form on Ness' face. cute.

Kaiser grabbed Ness' wrist, pulling him over to the bed, sitting down. “I know you probably weren't expecting anything.. but I felt like doing it anyway. Just enjoy it“ Kaiser said slowly, like words of affection where foreign and he was just learning how to say them. Kaiser thought everything was going good until he saw the look on Ness' face. It wasn't happiness, not even appreciation—it was dissapointment. confusion. sad, almost

“.. whats wrong?“ Kaiser asks, which is rare for him. This is serious business.

Ness stays silent for a moment before sitting next to Kaiser, setting the bouquet aside.

“nothing!—well something, but, this is all so amazing, thank you so much. It's just... I don't want you acting like this.” Ness tried to explain, exhaling softly

“... acting like what?? The best thing you'll ever have??“

“THATS THE PROBLEM.” Ness suddenly exclaims, before calming it down “you— you just... you act all flirty and stuff with me. We sleep together, you let and want me to cling, and it's just..... I don't want to do this. I don't wanna like you, cause I know you don't like me back. You never will.”

The silence after that is defeating. Kaiser realized the problem here; theyre so worked up about what they THINK the other thinks about them, but they don't know until they confront it up front. Kaiser likes Ness—no, he loves Ness. How could Ness ever think everything Kaiser does for him is platonic? Yeah, in no world. But Ness doesn't know that because Kaiser has been a pussy about it for the past 4 years. 4 years of silence and worry when they could've already been happy together.

“Ness, thats the worst thing youve4ever said about me.“

“....wha—”

“NESS. I don't do all of this for no reason. It's not to mess with you. It's not for any one-sided bulshit. You're not just a toy like I intended to look apon you as when we first met. You're flesh and blood, like any other human. And you're the best thing that could ever happen to me. And your so very dear to me. And I...

I love you, Ness.“

Ness gasped lightly, not breaking eye contact with Kaiser. At that moment, it's like something shifted. They finally realized they found what they were both looking for; each other.

“Kaiser, I...

I love you, too.”

After Ness said that, Kaiser quietly and foldly laughed. His chest hurt, in s good way. The same way it feels when you finally get something you've always wanted. Kaiser looked at Ness—REALLY looked at him. That cute face of his, his beautiful sun-kissed skin, his curly hair, his lavender eyes... all of it was what he wanted. And what he wanted, was him.

“So.... I'm assuming that if I asked you to be my boyfriend.... you'd say yes..?“

Ness laughed at that, the sound of his voice like honey to Kaiser

“Ja! Ja! I'll be your boyfriend!“ Ness exclaimed, his smile so bright it could light up the room

At that moment, it seemed like nothing could ever go wrong for either of them again. As long as they have each other, nothing else matters. Thats when Kaiser remembered something

“Ah—right. Ness, I have one more surprise for you” Kaiser said quickly, before pulling out a certain high- quality box with a ribbon on it

“Oh, Kaiser.. you didn't have to..“ Ness said sheepishly, slowly opening the gift. When he opened it, it was an understatement to say he was in complete awe; it was the scarf. Now Kaiser could see tears prickling in Ness' eyes. He really did do good with that gift, huh? Well, Kaiser didn't have time to explain the gift, because Ness suddenly leaned in towards Kaiser, giving a full on kiss on the lips. no shame.

Kaiser let out a muffled gasp, before regaining his composure, instantly kissing Ness back. It was not rushed in the slightest, as both parties enjoyed this way more than they probably should. Ness cupped Kaiser's face, while Kaiser wrapped his arms around Ness, pulling him closer.

Ness eventually pulled away from the kiss, looking Kaiser right in the eyes, only being a few inches away from his face.

“Thank you, thank you, thank you!” Ness exclaimed, a mix of excitement and disbelief. In the past 10 minutes, he gained emotions he didn't know how to confront, a cool ass scarf, and a boyfriend. “I really can't thank you enough... This is the best day ever, really. Thank you. I love you.”

Kaiser smiled up at Ness “I love you too.”

“Happy Valentines Day, Ness.” Kaiser whispered, pressing a final kiss to Ness' forehead

[makluvsness]

Tonight I Might Do It A Little Different Than I Did Before

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It was already past midnight by the time Ness was on the verge of tears. He thought today was going good; he really did. Kaiser was in a good mood, chatting lightly with others, translating for Ness without any problems... it seemed good. But as soon as they got back to their hotel they were staying at while in Tokyo, Kaiser ignored Ness like he couldn't spare to acknowledge the other boy in the room. At first, Ness thought “Oh, okay. Maybe he's just in a bad mood. It shouldn't last long.” Well, not-lasting-long his ass, because he was beyond wrong.

Now, Ness was lying on Kaiser's bed, clinging onto Kaiser's side like he needed him to live (he kinda does at this point)—Kaiser usually wouldn't allow this, but he knows ignoring AND no physical contact could result in a meltdown... and, frankly, Kaiser didn't want to deal with that as of now. Kaiser was reading but also very hyper aware of the fact that Ness has been whimpering into his chest for the past hour. Finally, after what felt like an eternity, Ness spoke up.

“Kaiser...” Ness muttered, looking up at Kaiser with his teary lavender eyes. Kaiser met Ness' gaze for a moment. Not talking, not having the slightest bit of interest, just looking.

“Kaiser... bitte... es tut mir leid...” Ness whined in reply, a clear sign of his impatience for attention. Kaiser didn't give in. He doesn't do that easily. He casually flipped a page of his book and kept on reading. Ness watched Kaiser's eyes while feeling tears start to prickle in his own. Why was Kaiser doing this? Ness hated it. He didn't do anything. He obeyed Kaiser all day without complaints... so what's the problem? By the time Ness finished that thought, he realized he was crying. He hid his face in Kaiser's chest, trying to speak, but his words came out in broken, whiny sobs.

“K...Kaiser...” he choked out, his voice shaky, gasping for air. His sobs made his body quiver, soaking Kaiser's shirt in the process. This went on for who knows how long until Kaiser got fed up. He couldn't focus on his book, and now he has his pathetic boy toy crying. Kaiser looked down at Ness, seeing the poor boy just sob and sob. Kaiser pulled Ness up and over him, making him sit on Kaiser's lap. Ness gasped as he was put into the position, trying to focus on breathing correctly more than anything.. but still. Kaiser cupped Ness' face gently, studying the tear-stained face apon him. Kaiser rubbed away tears with his thumb, even if it was no use since Ness was still crying —less now, but still.

“Be a good boy for me, Ness. And I'll give you exactly what you want.” Kaiser whispered to Ness, one hand brushing back Ness' hair since he knew Ness probably didn't like how it felt when his hair sticked to his wet face. Kaiser's other hand firmly grabbed Ness' chin, forcing eye contact. .

“I will, I will!” Ness sputtered “Ich werde ein sehr braver junge sein..”

Kaiser smiled at Ness' promises. Ness had been good today... Maybe it was time for a little reward. Maybe a little... Kissing here and there. Maybe a little more than that?

With that not-so-clean thought, Kaiser tugged at Ness' hair, leaning him forward so that the two's faces were inches away from each other. Kaiser could feel Ness' shaky hot breath, inhaling and exhaling unsteadily. And Ness' face?—pure despair. pure need. pure submission. Just what got Kaiser going. He could see Ness' nervous eyes flickering to his lips, being not-so subtle with what he wanted. Kaiser could feel the boy on top of him tremble with anticipation at this point. It didn't take much longer until Kaiser fully gave in to not only Ness' desires, but also his own. He reached to close the gap between them, melting into the kiss. He could hear Ness' whimpers and occasional gasps for air every so often, which made all of this even better. Neither even knew how much time passed—1 minute, 30 minutes, an hour? Who knows, who cares. All they knew that after they finally pulled away from each other, Ness had a much happier mood, while Kaiser way more turned on than he was a couple hours ago. Kaiser, gentler than ever, pulled Ness down until they were cuddling instead of Ness just straddling. Kaiser gave him a quick kiss to his forehead before pulling him in close.

“Dont think much of this, okay? You're just so damn distracting sometimes..... Facts straight, I, and only I can do this to you, got it?” Kaiser whispered to Ness, basically ranting about possession and shit when we all know whatever just happened 100% meant something more than just friendship.

“I—Ich... Ich verstehe...” Ness whimpers into the others chest “bitte.... don't leave, Kaiser...”

“oh, I'm not going anywhere.” Kaiser responded certainly, making Ness let out a squeak of approval. “now, Ness—go to sleep. now.”

“ah! okay, okay! Ich werde es sofort tun.” Ness exclaimed, leaning impossibly more into Kaiser, before falling asleep peacefully in the arms of the person he loves the most.