MalakNation

The Nation is me and here I lay

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MalakNation has risen.

also this isn’t a cult welcome to the inside of me

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malaknation.

THE THREE have passed and we’ve settled into a lazy glide instead of hurtling through the unknown, and although they have passed it feels as though they pulled something from us as they went. sucked it out and left the punishing nothing of abyss in its fury. do we hurt though? do we wish the empty would fill? or are we relieved to be rid of the weight of fullness? maybe we are not meant to be brimming.

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malaknation, we graduate in 11 days.

we are stressed and conflicted and THE THREE are almost here.

seemingly trivial matters are actually immeasurable luxuries. prom, dancing, and getting ready with friends. picking dresses and suits and heels and ties. laughing endlessly and raising arms freely. will we ever be worthy of these priceless trivialities. will our repentance land on kind ears so we may be forgiven. we are an abomination. almost being what was meant to be, feeling its light shine on our skin and its breeze carding through our hair. it was right there. and then the clay was added and it was too much. will we ever be less. will we slave hard enough to shape shift. it will not be what we want but it is the price to pay for priceless trivialities

[goldenrations]

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i would venture to say carve me up like a turkey on thanksgiving day. but only so you can feel the nourishing rays of my unparalleled light

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I rue the day adulting became mandatory.

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when you want to be understood so bad you pull off your skin and your flesh and crack open your bones so the soul can flow out and bare its colors for everyone to smell