[disorderdconduct]

When I was a kid and adults would ask me,“What do you want to be when you’re all grown up?” I never thought to reply with, “healthy.”

[mamas-still-doing-it-all]

I am worried my body won’t keep up with my ambitions.

(via mamas-still-doing-it-all)

[inthelymelight]

We learn to tolerate the physical pain. You have to. But it’s the overwhelming emotional burden that makes you feel like someone is holding your head down in the water. You can fight it, but you can never overcome that crushing feeling. How are you supposed to get rid of an emotional suffocation when the source of it is never going to go away? Being sick is being stuck in the eternal clutch of the unknown. Any day anything could go wrong, or at least more wrong than it already has. It’s so hard not to feel anxious or depressed or completely lost when all that lies ahead is a giant question mark.

Lauren Anne (via inthelymelight)

[mamas-still-doing-it-all]

Emotions that go with being a Spoonie

Fear: this is a big one. It is easy to be afraid when you are sick, and as spoonies we are always sick, but then the other stuff starts to add up quick, turning into a deep downward spiral of doom

Loneliness: Spoonies are often left out of invitations or can’t go even if they are invited. Friends ignore calls, until they have time to deal with their “sick” friend. Quite frankly, able bodied people don’t have time for spoonies so we are lonely. Spoonies get left out of a lot.

Sad: this one is easy. Feelings of sadness come for all kinds of reasons as a spoonie. It’s sad being a spoonie and watching the world go by as if it were a television show and we are just watching it.

Anger: this is a big one. It’s easy to be angry for being a spoonie. Wondering why. WHY ME???

Self-Doubt: doubting yourself due to your disability

Feeling Inferior: always trying to overcompensate, prove that you are just as normal as everyone else.

Self-Pity: it’s easy to feel sorry for yourself as a spoonie, because you feel like everyone else does.

Mad at the world: this one is easy

Feel free to add any others that come To mind or things that you have felt.

[thedamselinadressblog-blog]

Reblog if your immune system hates you too.

[just--space]

[spacedbitch-blog]

FINALLY look at the clarity in everyone one. No longer pixel blots

[eggzacklyy]

Oh my gosh click it.

[tastefullyoffensive]

[softhoneybuns]

That paw’s GLOWIN

[news1es-forever]

Is no one talking about the dog’s face?

[arthriticnerd]

I think one of the worst parts of having a chronic disease is how it sometimes just breaks you.

You can have several bad days in a row and handle it fine; then one day you lose it because you’ve gone so long taking it that you eventually get to a point where you just can’t do it anymore.

You’ll try to open the dryer door and can’t.

You’ll be cold and won’t be able to get warm. The kind of cold where you can’t get warm so you want to put your blanket in the dryer for half hour but you can’t open the damn door.

You feel grateful for any help you have, but you wish you didn’t need it in the first place.

No one tells you when you get sick that you will have days that don’t just test your pain levels or your patience, they will literally test your very will to get through the day.

[theexfiles-deactivated20190101]

IM GOING TO STAB MYSELF IN THE FOOT I JUST SENT MY ENGLISH TEACHER MY ESSAY ON HAMLET AND IT WAS STILL NAMED “the fresh prince of denmark yo holla”

[bekstek]

oh man, i love receiving unedited final drafts:

cracks me up every time

[chronicallyillblonde]

“I get stomach cramps too, I know how it feels!”

(via chronicallyillblonde)

[zelly-fangirl]

just in case we all forgot how insane the Cards Against Humanity people were

[quinndolyns-deactivated20220403]

if you look up “statue” on amazon, the top result is a statue of a lady and a skeleton fucking

[aliveontuesday]

Because death is the ultimate killfuck

[quinndolyns-deactivated20220403]

dude this is the wildest thing anyone has ever added to one of my posts. what the fuck are you trying to say here

[lolfactory]

[11roses]

[rockthrowingbutch]

Patronize these kids at your own risk.

[2-shane-s]

Date someone who will date you

[methfall]

Need me a freak like that

[freeadultgame]

[sincerelyafrica]

You don’t realize how fast a month goes by till you’re on your period again and you just think to yourself, “damn its been a month already? I could have sworn I just got off this shit like last week.”