i feel so cringe, like i wanna try hair styles cuz i like scene and grunge type of style, but idk i feel lik it doesnāt fit my hair or my face or wateverā¦. should i dye my hair black or red???? maybeh dark red??? but then i will feel guilty and weirded out cuz this one girl in class has her hair red and i herd people are accusing me of bieng a copy cat of herā¦ā¦..
i dunnoā¦. feels like shite wanting to dress and look a way but canāt figure out how and why and when and whereā¦.
i also feel kinda shitty cuz i was reminded of my giant paranoia of people breaking in into my house cuz like an hour ago or sumthingā¦ i heard metallic ladder noises (idk how to call them in english, in spanish is escalera metalica) and then like someone getting into the ladder and then saying somethingā¦ and last year something happened but with my house where i literaly cought sum1 peeking in our house and ever since ive been more paranoidā¦ today i heard it but come from the house next door or next the nextt doorā¦
the. next door ones just movd out so maybe cuz the lights stopped being on they thought the neighbors lik went on vacation.. or maybe next next door cuz they maybeeeā¦ crazy rich
fuck everything, fuck society, fuck paranoia, and fuck people getting inside our homes cuz wtf dude??????
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