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[malignantghost]

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.ೃ࿐ about me

you can call me jasper, xerxes, julian, mortem, jay, july, or salem.

i use they/them pronouns, i’m nonbinary, and i’m bisexual with a preference for women. i am single but not at all interested in online dating so if you don’t know me irl, don’t bother wasting your time trying to get with me lmao

my favorite colors are black, white, gray, and purple! (no, i’m not asexual, i love my aspec friends tho!!! color scheme is peak :P)

i’m 15 btw, my birthday is on july 24!!!

i’m a poet and a musician, i make dsbm music. my old project is valentine cadaver, and my current one that i am working on is malignant ghost, same as my username like i’ve tended to do often lol.

bandlab | bandcamp | youtube

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ BYI/BYF

i am diagnosed with depression, adhd, and anxiety, and i’m working on a diagnosis on some other things. i also have anger issues so i may potentially lash out and i will rant a lot. i also experience hallucinations, and they often make it difficult for me to take control of my own actions, and i end up doing some things i will easily regret. some people have witnessed this firsthand lol.

i will also add, i typically always follow back unless i believe you seem sketchy or like a bot… so just keep that in mind!

i am also HEAVILY triggered by sonic the hedgehog. i have some sort of deep trauma with a person who essentially completely ruined this franchise for me and i undergo very severe and intense flashbacks with even the smallest of mentions of it. i ask humbly that any mutuals of mine please tag it normally in any case so i am able to filter it out and so that any of you who are interested in it may continue posting freely about it. thank you.

ೃ⁀➷ DNI

not really much of a dni since they aren’t exactly effective, but don’t follow me if you’re a maga supporter, homophobic, transphobic, sexist, racist, etc etc. melanie martinez supporters dni as well. also dni dsbm haters 🙏

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#malignant ghost - stuff about my DSBM solo project

#static stream tapes - anything related to my record label

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got reminded that sometimes people don’t like tagging their posts with sonic the hedgehog in it, and it ends up on my dash, untagged, unfiltered, and i have to just accept that and be okay with my personal traumatic flashbacks that i get. i know im supposed to do exposure therapy but it fucking sucks that this happens and im supposed to just accept it. idk anymore guys

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also on a positive note a new name has been added to the names i like being called 🥹 it’s july cuz it’s my birthday month and also cuz it’s fucking pretty okay yes cool 👍

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In excruciating pain and mom made me do some of the fucking dishes. I’ve noticed there’s a pattern with her, every single time I’m in pain bad enough to bring me to fucking tears, she wants me to do them. I could only even finish barely more than half before i had to stop and come back to my room to fucking lay down on my heating pad. I don’t even know why im still crying rn, i hate my body so fucking much

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guess who started their fucking EVIL WEEK after 2 months of not getting it 🥲🥲

the same day my mom scheduled an appointment for me to go to a specialist about it btw. for the first time ever i have to go to one 💔 im scared :’)

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im so fucking pissed off is it actually hard to just not interact with someone you don’t agree with omfg

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im absolutely fucking CRUSHED rn cuz what the fuck do you mean the creators of DHMIS are fucking pro-AI.

im fucking devastated, i have literally been a fan of the show since i was EIGHT YEARS OLD. i had a HUGE fixation on it, i was fucking obsessed

im so upset rn

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calling them PRO AI because of ONE SEGMENT ON THE SHOW where ai wasnt even harmful and was just a stupid blurry image making robot IT WAS YEARS AGO MOVE ONNNN

also youre just a loser if one scene that was only a few seconds long makes you devastated,,, just making a big deal out of nothing

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hey can we not fucking insult and be disrespectful to people over shit like this

im fucking neurodivergent and i feel very strongly about the fact that something that used to be my number one largest fixation ever used something im very strongly against. you don’t have to be rude about it just because i expressed how upsetting it was to me. you easily could have just not interacted with my post and blocked me but here you are being kind of a dick.

please be kinder to people, no matter if you agree with them or not :/

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my stomach hurts so fucking bad i genuinely feel like im gonna vomit

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the fact that my baby sister keeps crying because no one’s in there with her and when my brother goes in there she cries harder but when I go in there (which I can’t right now cuz im about to shower) she just. Calms down and is so happy??? sometimes she’s like this for my mom but sometimes she’s not, but it never goes wrong with me

i truly believe fate sent her to me to help me believe that i do deserve to be loved and that im not a bad person. so thank you Mother Nature

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also i would like to mention that my brother needed this to fucking HUMBLE himself like the egotistical incel misogynist that he is, cuz i can very obviously tell that our baby sister does NOT like him 😭😭

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the fact that my baby sister keeps crying because no one’s in there with her and when my brother goes in there she cries harder but when I go in there (which I can’t right now cuz im about to shower) she just. Calms down and is so happy??? sometimes she’s like this for my mom but sometimes she’s not, but it never goes wrong with me

i truly believe fate sent her to me to help me believe that i do deserve to be loved and that im not a bad person. so thank you Mother Nature

[dogpuppy]

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kinda obsessed with how my Home Screen looks…

just the wallpaper without anything in the way lmao

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somehow stumbled upon this while doomscrolling so here’s the updated PURPLE version :3

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im absolutely fucking CRUSHED rn cuz what the fuck do you mean the creators of DHMIS are fucking pro-AI.

im fucking devastated, i have literally been a fan of the show since i was EIGHT YEARS OLD. i had a HUGE fixation on it, i was fucking obsessed

im so upset rn

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Hey where did you guys this information? Would you possibly have a link to where theyve stated their pro-ai and/or where theyve used it?

Im not saying you're lying, I just would like to be able to find how you got this information since I dont know what to search to find how you got this.

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there’s a scene in the Family episode that’s ai generated.

I mean it was made back when people didn’t realize how bad ai was, but still

I was only even looking up the show after I remembered it existed and I stumbled upon this Reddit post, so like I know it’s definitely not a trustworthy source of information but yeah.

[catchymemes]

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guess my favorite colors challenge (impossible edition)

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spamton squarepants

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okay