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💭

[leannellrose]

[anxietyproblem]

[hel7l7]

It all feels quite alone

[hel7l7]

there are no words or pictures for the darkness I have inside.. 

[hel7l7]

[hel7l7]

You think you get it but you have no fucking idea

[howlsnteeth]

[hel7l7]

missing isn’t a strong enough word but longing would imply that I still want you

[hel7l7]

I just want to hide

[hel7l7]

It doesn’t work. I still feel afraid.

[hel7l7]

I feel like I’m in that part of the hunger games series where they keep asking each other if stuff is real or not

[hel7l7]

You say you love me, but you can’t stand looking at me

[hel7l7]

I just want to feel safe within myself

[hel7l7]

Why can't I get it together?

[hel7l7]

I need to stop doing this to myself

[hel7l7]

so tired of pretending

[hel7l7]

Still haven't cried about it