Mallowdrop

Doodles, rambles and cute, oh my!

[simsgonewrong]

The eyes are the window to the soul…?

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*runs away screaming*

[nickastig]

Reblog if you were ever bullied.

[ravenschmaven]

17851

That’s disgusting.

Well done society.

Well done.

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20,299.

[oiiooiiii-deactivated20160423]

148,628

[seltheartist-deactivated2013112]

Five years.

[azula-griffon-deactivated201402]

Still am 

[jestre]

11 years. Thanks, educational system of 1995-2006!

[derp344-deactivated20150125]

every single year and still am

[neonrainbowdash-193-deactivated]

Just was today…….. now i have a black eye……

[tsukishimaisbae]

I'M DOING AN ESSAY ON GAY MARRIAGE

REBLOG THIS IF YOU THING GAY MARRIAGE SHOULD BE LEGALIZED

IF YOU DON’T, REBLOG THIS POST

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I want to be someone’s best friend.

Am I your best friend?

Can I be?

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Thank you guys for the crazy-awesome responses! I feel so loved right now. Thank you so much, from the bottom of my heart. This was a sort of depressed / insecure moment for me, and I was going to delete the post just now but saw all the wonderful responses.

Again, thank you so much. Let's be even better friends from now on.

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A rant on entitlement

I like to think that those who help themselves will inevitably draw help or inspiration to themselves from others. If you work very hard and give it all you've got, you'll prosper with your goals and in life in general. And maybe if something isn't working out for you, then you need to analyze what's not working and what is. And focus on improving the things in your life that aren't up to snuff (as long as it's something humanly possible).

That's why I get so upset when people say "Gimme gimme gimme" because they're in need, homeless, can't pay for their car. Don't get me wrong, it's not *because* of these things that have happened to you, that make me upset. It's when people don't put forth any effort on their part, and want the world to fall in their lap and help them out for nothing in return.

Words are cheap nowadays, and it's depressing to say it.

It's one thing to strive to improve your life and things *out of your control* happen to you and your loved ones. It's a completely different situation when you're running in circles doing the same things you've always done, and having the audacity to scream "GIMME GIMME" because you look like a turkey with it's head cut off and you hope someone will take care of your problems for you. If you're doing the same thing over and over and striving for a different result, it's called Insanity. So why would you continue to do X and not bother to do Y? 

People who refuse to look out of their comfort zone because they'd rather sit back and let someone else come to them for help, they're completely misguided. It's one thing to be physically and mentally incapable of doing things to better your situation, it's a completely different story when you *refuse* to do so and prey on others to help you out.

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I want to be someone's best friend.

Am I your best friend?

Can I be?

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Also, got my $140+ back.

Thanks, Citibank. :D

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Moving my blog and starting over.

I know I just renewed http://paperwish.net but I'm not going to be using it anymore.

Gonna start over at http://mallowdrop.me I think it feels more like me. Gonna get some stuff sorted out before it's official.

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About to put up a "Construction" page for http://hostmyheart.com

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I've hurt my back four times in the last three days.

I want to be able to sit up properly, and pick up my cat, and not be afraid of getting out of bed.

Thank you.

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Oh hai, there.

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Bad then Good

Yesterday people from the UK charged $140+ worth of food to my card.

But today we got a good pet transport company in our belts to teleport our five kitties to California. :D So things are looking better.

Oh and BK. BK makes my fat happy.

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I just found out a school mate of mine, Cody Craynock, passed away on the 29th of august. I cant help feeling that he was too young to die. I always thought he was a great guy. This makes me so sad and kind of wish i knew him a little better.

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Welp.

Totally alone right now. Realizing I don't do well with being alone.

How I'm gonna survive in Cali is gonna be interesting.

Gonna go drown in Sims now.

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I think when I move I'm gonna start a vlog

A youtube vlog. I'm gonna do it for myself and give me something to work towards.

It'll help me track our life and weight progress.

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Today was not a success.

But it was not a failure.

Tomorrow will be better. I'll be better.

[mallowdrop]

And what do I do now?

When clients out of the blue decide that they're switching platforms on you without telling you, what do you do? Try to convert the work you were doing to that platform?

Or start over with something more fitting? I don't even.

I'm irritated.