Falling Camelia

Indie. Priv. Highly Sel. | Multifandom Multimuse | Unboxed By Pandora ||   HIATUS

[malumarca]

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Yo, I’m Pandora ( Pan, Pandy, Panda, Panini ) and the mun of this blog. I use he/him/they/them currently and my activity ranges for low to high due to my work schedule and mental health. This is a selective multifandom, multimuse. Please check out the links below before interacting. 

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malumarca ( main rp multi / hiatus )

 pansartbox ( art blog) 

heartcursedtm ( quad oc blog / med activity) 

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                    And Thus… Curiosity Got The Better Of Humanity 

                                         The Box Was Opened

                      And From It Came Forth All Manner Of Beings

Indie. Priv. Sel. 18+. Multi Fandom. Multi Muse. Featuring Muses from BSD, BNHA, Haikyuu!, Fruits Basket and more. 

As Released By Pandora. 

Promo by Stella <3

[malumarca]

i’m sorry for the hiatus, it has somewhat helped but frankly i’m not comfortable with this blog.

i’m more than likely going to start all over ( yes i know, again) and i will be mutuals only. if you’d like to remain mutuals and would like me to follow you from the new blog, feel free to like this post. 

otherwise if you’d like to get in touch with me, you can find me at @heartcursedtm​ 

[malumarca]

2 MONTHS LATER LMAOOO

I finally made the blog, I’ll slowly being following peeps so if you want to still interact or want to remain mutuals, hit the like. 

[malumarca]

i’m sorry for the hiatus, it has somewhat helped but frankly i’m not comfortable with this blog.

i’m more than likely going to start all over ( yes i know, again) and i will be mutuals only. if you’d like to remain mutuals and would like me to follow you from the new blog, feel free to like this post. 

otherwise if you’d like to get in touch with me, you can find me at @heartcursedtm​ 

[malumarca]

i’m sorry for the hiatus, it has somewhat helped but frankly i’m not comfortable with this blog.

i’m more than likely going to start all over ( yes i know, again) and i will be mutuals only. if you’d like to remain mutuals and would like me to follow you from the new blog, feel free to like this post. 

otherwise if you’d like to get in touch with me, you can find me at @heartcursedtm​ 

[malumarca]

i’m sorry for the hiatus, it has somewhat helped but frankly i’m not comfortable with this blog.

i’m more than likely going to start all over ( yes i know, again) and i will be mutuals only. if you’d like to remain mutuals and would like me to follow you from the new blog, feel free to like this post. 

otherwise if you’d like to get in touch with me, you can find me at @heartcursedtm​ 

[pansartbox]

so, unfortunately after paying for my dogs medical bills among other necessities… I don’t have any money. I don’t get paid until next  friday and I owe 80 to my dad to help with said medical bills and I’m afraid I’m going to overdraft. Bills are also due next week and I’m starting to panic that I don’t have enough. 

I do have commissions I am currently trying to work on since I happen to have today off, but it won’t be enough. I’m at my wit’s end. I’m suppose to be finally getting health insurance since it is much needed, but I’m at the point where I will give it up simply because it’s something else i have to pay for. 

If you can boost this for commissions, located HERE 

OR 

If you’d be willing to help a pal out or are okay with donating, my KOFI is located HERE

Thank you in advance. 

[malumarca]

Let Me State

I am willing to sell my exclusive Pops and some of my regular figurines ( My Hero and Obey Me) .

I have exclusive Dabi, Shigaraki, Toga and Deku Pops, either from Cons or some form of place that no longer sells them. I also have the special edition Shinsou Pop. ( all gifts but I’m willing to sell if anyone is interested) 

I have a Joker and Harley beach exclusive Pop I’m willing to sell and a Batman and Joker movie scene I’m willing to sell. (NO POPS HAVE BEEN OPENED THEY ARE STILL IN THEIR BOXES)

Figures I have are Mirio, Comic Shiggy, and Dabi. They have been pulled from boxes. 

I have acrylic stands of Satan, Lucifer, Levi and Belphie that I’m willing to sell. 

[malumarca]

you've honestly have been making me and others really uncomfortable. i understand you're having a tough time, and i hope you get better but stop guilt tripping people. and maybe go see a therapist asap

I didn't plan on answering this but, let me say I'm sorry.

If you ever have an issue with what I post, if I'm not tagging properly, you can always let me know. I won't snap at you for wanting to protect yourself. Please know, if any of my behavior is guilt trippy, you can tell me and show me examples and I'll fix myself.

As for a therapist, I have it stated in a post that seeing one, getting the meds I need and so on, is far too expensive for me atm. (400+ not including check ins to increase or change med dosage or meds themselves). That's literally my entire paycheck for two weeks of work. Not including necessities ( i.e. gas, groceries, pet supplies, or bills that come after. ) I have commissions going for this reason since I'm also trying to afford insurance, which i don't have, so i can actually go to the doctor and afford meds.

as i said though, I'm sorry for my behavior.

[malumarca]

Sorry to anyone and everyone that I’ve made feel uncomfortable. It’s not my intention, especially to not guilt trip. I won’t post those things anymore. 

[malumarca]

So the card is called The Diviner and The Shikigami and I’m once again on my Revenant Naomi bs where she isn’t actually alive, but died in an accident and Junichiro uses Light Snow as a means to “keep her alive” because he is guilty he couldn’t save her. 

[malumarca]

INDEFINITE HIATUS NOTICE

My mental health is deteriorating at an exponential speed, to the point where I’m constantly in a terrible head space, I’m feeling guilty for being in a bad space, I feel toxic for the emotions and thoughts I have and I don’t want to seem as if I’m begging for interactions either. I want to commit myself at this point, but I don’t want to deal with not being able to pay due to lack of insurance. Go figure, mental health and keeping it actually healthy is fucking expensive without insurance (400+ and that’s for a visit and evaluation alone, not check ups and meds).

 I have very low muse and it’s only for specific OCs or certain muses and nothing else. It’s finnicky as can be and it honestly makes me feel worse since I feel as if I shouldn’t ask for other stuff. I’m just becoming more and more self conscious and I’m trying to reel in my self sabotaging nature. I don’t really know what to do anymore. I want to write, but there isn’t much interest in the muses I want to write, but I don’t have the creative juices at the moment to make them more interesting at the moment. And again, I don’t want to force/beg for interactions, as it is, reposting so many memes, starter calls and plotting calls makes me feel like that. 

I’ll be sticking to discord, or my other blog @/heartcursedtm while trying to raise money via commissions. You may see a post here or there, but it’ll either be via queue, or because i got the urge to write and in my desperation for any form of distraction, I decided to post. 

Frankly.. I think dash makes it worse for me. So I’m hoping a breather will help me in some shape or form. I’m at a point where I might make a musings / vent fanfic / writing blog for dc and nsftish stuff with certain muses to help get me back into writing and to allow me to write what i desire without forcing anyone but myself. 

If you’d like my discord, or a server eventually or something, you are welcome to DM me, asking for it. Otherwise, I’m sorry for being a burden and for doing this and I’m especially sorry if it seemed I was forcing anything on you. That’s the least of my intentions and I’m sorry. Please stay healthy. 

[malumarca]

INDEFINITE HIATUS NOTICE

My mental health is deteriorating at an exponential speed, to the point where I’m constantly in a terrible head space, I’m feeling guilty for being in a bad space, I feel toxic for the emotions and thoughts I have and I don’t want to seem as if I’m begging for interactions either. I want to commit myself at this point, but I don’t want to deal with not being able to pay due to lack of insurance. Go figure, mental health and keeping it actually healthy is fucking expensive without insurance (400+ and that’s for a visit and evaluation alone, not check ups and meds).

 I have very low muse and it’s only for specific OCs or certain muses and nothing else. It’s finnicky as can be and it honestly makes me feel worse since I feel as if I shouldn’t ask for other stuff. I’m just becoming more and more self conscious and I’m trying to reel in my self sabotaging nature. I don’t really know what to do anymore. I want to write, but there isn’t much interest in the muses I want to write, but I don’t have the creative juices at the moment to make them more interesting at the moment. And again, I don’t want to force/beg for interactions, as it is, reposting so many memes, starter calls and plotting calls makes me feel like that. 

I’ll be sticking to discord, or my other blog @/heartcursedtm while trying to raise money via commissions. You may see a post here or there, but it’ll either be via queue, or because i got the urge to write and in my desperation for any form of distraction, I decided to post. 

Frankly.. I think dash makes it worse for me. So I’m hoping a breather will help me in some shape or form. I’m at a point where I might make a musings / vent fanfic / writing blog for dc and nsftish stuff with certain muses to help get me back into writing and to allow me to write what i desire without forcing anyone but myself. 

If you’d like my discord, or a server eventually or something, you are welcome to DM me, asking for it. Otherwise, I’m sorry for being a burden and for doing this and I’m especially sorry if it seemed I was forcing anything on you. That’s the least of my intentions and I’m sorry. Please stay healthy. 

[malumarca]

INDEFINITE HIATUS NOTICE

My mental health is deteriorating at an exponential speed, to the point where I’m constantly in a terrible head space, I’m feeling guilty for being in a bad space, I feel toxic for the emotions and thoughts I have and I don’t want to seem as if I’m begging for interactions either. I want to commit myself at this point, but I don’t want to deal with not being able to pay due to lack of insurance. Go figure, mental health and keeping it actually healthy is fucking expensive without insurance (400+ and that’s for a visit and evaluation alone, not check ups and meds).

 I have very low muse and it’s only for specific OCs or certain muses and nothing else. It’s finnicky as can be and it honestly makes me feel worse since I feel as if I shouldn’t ask for other stuff. I’m just becoming more and more self conscious and I’m trying to reel in my self sabotaging nature. I don’t really know what to do anymore. I want to write, but there isn’t much interest in the muses I want to write, but I don’t have the creative juices at the moment to make them more interesting at the moment. And again, I don’t want to force/beg for interactions, as it is, reposting so many memes, starter calls and plotting calls makes me feel like that. 

I’ll be sticking to discord, or my other blog @/heartcursedtm while trying to raise money via commissions. You may see a post here or there, but it’ll either be via queue, or because i got the urge to write and in my desperation for any form of distraction, I decided to post. 

Frankly.. I think dash makes it worse for me. So I’m hoping a breather will help me in some shape or form. I’m at a point where I might make a musings / vent fanfic / writing blog for dc and nsftish stuff with certain muses to help get me back into writing and to allow me to write what i desire without forcing anyone but myself. 

If you’d like my discord, or a server eventually or something, you are welcome to DM me, asking for it. Otherwise, I’m sorry for being a burden and for doing this and I’m especially sorry if it seemed I was forcing anything on you. That’s the least of my intentions and I’m sorry. Please stay healthy. 

[heartcursedtm]

Hush Hush…

                  Keep Your Pretty Mouth Shut … 

        Hush Hush…

                         Lose Your Inhibitions…

                                                 I’ll Let You In On My Dark Side… 

                          Show You What Hell Really Feels Like.. 

                                                 I Can Keep A Secret If You, Hush Hush…

What Route Will You Choose? Who Will You Love? Who Will You Curse? 

[kotoriichi]

I did it, I colored him! (Mean, handsome bastard)

[galaxythixf]

❛❛ Fly away with me tonight Let me take you for a ride!❜❜ Independent Multifandom Multimuse ft muses from Hades, Fire Emblem, Persona, YTTD, HxH, BNHA, and more! Penned by Nova

[heartcursedtm]

Hush Hush…

                  Keep Your Pretty Mouth Shut … 

        Hush Hush…

                         Lose Your Inhibitions…

                                                 I’ll Let You In On My Dark Side… 

                          Show You What Hell Really Feels Like.. 

                                                 I Can Keep A Secret If You, Hush Hush…

What Route Will You Choose? Who Will You Love? Who Will You Curse?