penance | LUCISSA
Black soles of polished shoes pace around the carpeted floor, stepping over the ashes with single hand in a pocket while the other played mindlessly with the wand in his fingers. Leaning against the white marbled structure decorating the chimney in the infamous snake’s nest, he taps the surface with the tip of his wand - pale blue eyes too calm and too focused all at once. Yet these shoot up towards the end of the hall, by the girl’s dormitory, at the slightest sight of movement. If anyone caught glance of Lucius Malfoy on this lovely Saturday afternoon, they’d think his fiddle fingers are a simple result of the nervousness in his heart and impatience to see his beloved betrothed. Poor boy, so sweet of him, they’d whisper, to yearn for his awaken future bride - a tragic love indeed!
They knew little of the twist in his lungs, a blaze-like sharpness that cut him open, rising vile to his throat and acid to his tongue.
Cold drops of sweat ran down his back at the flashes of that dreadful night. In a blink of an eye, a night of meticulous planning and cheer diversion turned into a cruel, living nightmare. If he closed his eyes, he could still see the light dissolve from Bellatrix’s stare, dead cold still as the limb body of his sister thrust into the wall. Narcissa Cygne Black - a porcelain doll with blood stains smearing pearly flesh, tinging perfect golden curls spread over the blackened floor. It was petrifying, the piercing silence that reined - panic slipping through their senses and running high on the bloodstream of all three wicked warlocks. And he should have stayed - Merlin knows he should have stayed. He, the husband to be, the protector of their future family, left the scene a scurry rat too scared of getting caught. All the wizard had done was leave her inert, delicate figure curled against the wall.
Coughs attack his lungs, taking out a handkerchief from his pocket as he cleaned the sweat on his neck. Lucius Malfoy was no suspicious man, even less a man of God, but he couldn’t help the nagging feeling tugging at his heartstrings telling him that this was justice.
When he hears light steps approaching, the aristocrat turns around - feeble smile on his lips, and an arm offered for her to hold. He can barely meet her eyes - striking, clear condoning eyes - when his gaze wavers to the side. What is she thinking? How will she react? Does she curse his beating heart in the privacy of her mind?
“Narcissa,” he licks his lips, breath caught in the back of his throat. “It’s good to finally see you.” Leaning over - slow and vacillating - he places a soft kiss on her cheek, with an arm gently hugging around her waist; purely a show, he knows, for those curious eyes lingering in the common room.
“May we go out, darling?”














