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dump and just reading shts

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r e a d i n g d u m p

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there's this person, who once had been my very best friend, my sister. She was supportive of me, compliments me and all. But then I noticed a sudden shift with her. She felt...distant? Yea, distant. Ever since she had her lover, she rarely talks to us, rarely bonding with us. Kung kailan na nandiyan na siya, it irritates me when she would shift the topic sa kanya, as if she own the spotlight. Magsasalita ako, she would cut me off, saying 'btw, perfect ako sa exam ko' when clearly they're asking me my whereabouts since it's been a few weeks na hindi ako nag paparamdam. Nung sinabi ko lang na I ghosted someone, bigla na lang siyang magsasabi ng 'ang redflag mo talaga, dinaig mo pa si santa claus, ang dami ng list' you don't know how I kept up with that person's bs na I'd want to leave them, ghost them but no, it hurts. Hearing that from your best friend, it hurts. So I snapped at ger, but she edge me on, akala niya kasi nakikipagbiruan na ako and shits but fuck, nagagalit ako. Pero pag pinakita ko galit ko, ako na naman magmumukhang may kasalanan? Tapos siya yung tatakbuhan? Wow ha. You know what, I want to leave.

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Officially my rant page.

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please, stop.

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I want to erase the both of you, out of my life.

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it would be better if we just never met.

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i need to push them away. please go away, I don't need you

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ever had that feeling when you just wanted to lock yourself away, push everyone away, delete all your contacts and turn your location off or even just deactivating all of your socials because you just had enough of everyone and just wanted to fucking breathe from the continuous breaking down?

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I really fcking hate how you would bring one of my insecurities and sensitive topics when it comes on our fights.

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I wished I'd never met you.

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am I hurt? yes. Am I even trying to fix anything? no? if no, then why wouldn't you? oh idk, because I'm tired to be the only one trying lmao.

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i hate how I'm the significant other yet i never knew what she was up to. Past or present, I should've known it by now. but no.

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sarcasm or not, it's unfair.

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SakuAtsu MasterList!! Part 1

Disclaimer: I do NOT own any of these stories and all of them are from the original owner/author. Just gonna drop some recommended books and au of sakuatsu ♡

bring back what once was mine by louravity

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Rate: 10/10!!!! PROLLY 1000000/10. This story is probably my favorite of them all. Its basically a Tangled Au but with a twist and I just love the plot, the twist and all of the slow burn and Sakusa being Sakusa, a damn tsundere. But overall, this is my favorite reads♡

A Dance for the King by sporadic_obsession

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Rate: 9/10. Basically this is a whole series containing an erotic belly dancer (atsumu) dancing for the King himself (Sakusa). Let me tell you, possessive Sakusa is a sexy Sakusa✋ also we must protect lovable baby Tsumu!!

Offerings from the soul by writerinbrooks

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Rate: 8.5/10. Basically it's a kitsune au. I love how Sakusa will take care Atsumu in different aspects but some angst were there. Kinda have a backstory. I've read this series for a long time so like I kinda forgot the plot but I know that it was worth it to read <33

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Prolly gonna make a sakuatsu master list of the stories I've read and would recommend to some of ya

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once again, i offer sakuatsu fic recs

you would not believe how many sakuatsu fics i’ve read over quarantine. it is unreasonable. like it’s in the 100s. where did my time go, you ask? this. this is where. i have all-consuming sakuatsu brainrot. no excuses, only lots of fic recommendations. 

once again, all fics are from ao3. also, if you know the author’s blog, feel free to link it / tag them. also because my summaries are more like reviews, remember to check the tags!

fic rec masterlist

alright lads, here we go (again)!

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SakuAtsu MasterList (WIP)

All the SakuAtsu fics I’ve recommended up to 02/13/2022! To count how many there are, control f “//“ (without the “ ofc, but with a space at the end) and it’ll tell you :) (from my count, there should be around 162 but that doesn’t account for each individual fic in a series!)

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