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Jade

Hi tsi me jade🔑

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Daaaaam!

Me: I have tumblr!

Also ME: OMFG! Most of the stuff on here is horrible! WTF, was I thinking!

Also. Also. ME: Eh, whatever!

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The thing about mental health issues, is that no one does a damn thing until it's too late. The signs are there but ignored. We try to reach out but they don't listen. They tell us not to worry it'll pass, it's all in your head. Suffer in silence until no longer can take it.

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Dylan C Brumley

Today we remember all babies born sleeping, the ones we've carried but never met, those we've held but couldn't take home, the ones that came home but didn't stay. Make this your status if you or someone you know has suffered the loss of a baby. The majority won't do it, because miscarriage, still birth,SIDS, and child death still taboo subjects. Break the silence. In loving memory of all the angels too perfect for earth.

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Just me, maybe you too.

Mandy: Hello, is anyone out there?!

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JM

Used to think of things and stuff as it was the end or wait for with so much bitterness with the occasional sweetness. Then he came into my life Had seen him at the beginning but too busy dealing with life and it's bs to notice him Then slowly but surely started talking to him and me thinking to myself... I like him where has he been all my time at this place and life too Now that I'm so close to I don't want to let him go At the same time of letting him go Slowly push him away with my at times off the wall antics and shenanigans I really like him, aaaaaalot! (In Lloyd's voice)

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DEB

None like I've ever met Okay maybe but non like that stand me and my many personalities or so he says... How long , I'm counting keeping track of the days that he goes away.

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My IL at a TX er

I missed you Wondering of what was going on and sad because I couldn't be there with youuu! The couch never felt sooo comfy because sleeping in that big ol' bed without wasn't the same. You wanting to cuddle, Missed your annoying grunting and sounds as you fall into a deep sleep

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I haven't been on here like I want to... Must get the crazy out of my head but doesn't want to come out!!!

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Un - Donatable stuff...

-Undergarments, especially if disgusting!!! -Socks -Baby clothes, disgustingly stained!!! -Used shower curtains For the love of all things donatable, those are some of the few and main I could think of!

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If you feel like the world is against you, and you feel worthless; just remember that out of all the things that have existed, could exist, and are going to exist - that you exist. You have life on your side and you always have, we are unique, incredible, and breathtaking; just know there’s always someone out there admiring you, thinking you are as beautiful as the night sky. 

Don’t suffer alone.

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I'm sinking

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RFM

I’m sorry for acting crazy, I promise it’ll happen again. Stop giving me reasons to, already at the beginning of something, maybe and you’re already fucking with my head. I don’t give a shit who you talk to but don’t be talking to me as if you’re interested. If you’re entertaining bitches , they could fucking have you! I don’t want you. I don’t need this again. It’s not a issue of jealousy, more like triggers, trust issues because it’s been done before to me.

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BP1M mama

I’m still not ready to tell the people in my life that… I didn’t ask for things to be this way, Most days I can’t even function. The smallest tasks feel like a lot. If I finish a few I feel alright like be accomplished something. People don’t see that. It’s difficult to explain. My awkwardness. My pain. As for me I gave up a long while back but I became a mom. First one I call him my ‘little hero’ because he pulled me back from falling and not being able to come back. My daughter is my little surprise and hopefully best friend. I love them and I’ll stay a while longer for them, To see them grow, Be there for them. The father has walked away from them I can’t do that to them. Especially my daughter , he denies her as his Hopefully with the Lord grace and love he keeps me here long enough to and raise them to be decent , hardworking , respectable adults. Even if at days I can’t even get out of bed.

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Dan

Has been my longest relationship, all I have to do is feed him and he'll take me anywhere I have or want to go. But lately, he's been being stubborn and I can't really afford it at the moment. I'm going crazy, there's a parking lot full of perfectly new cars and here I am at the beginning stages of struggling with mine. I don't want to give him up and at the moment don't have a choice but I'm really at the end of my rope with him. Yeah, I'm going to miss him but I must do what I have to.

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iDon't have time to relapse

God. Kids. School. Life. College… All the shit in between. Someone to say, I’m not crazy and knows what’s going on. Someone afraid of losing me. Someone to miss me after a huge follow out and break up. I don’t want you to start over again. Small talk is boring.

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Questions and lame observations, I should keep to myself...

Is ice, crunchy water? Is water, snowman's blood? Why pink lemonade? I have not once seen a pink lemon tree. My water is it 'lemon water' or unsweet lemonade? I'll just go with infused, ha! Former Spice Girls fangirl, they all had awesome names I had thought of what mine would have been... Awesome sauce. (this one sounded better in my head it was probably meant to stay there) Why is it that everytime I'm finally getting sleepy, have to go pee? Why oh why?! - the sleepy train has left the Mandy station, try again in an hour or two but really I'd give it four. Now I just lost my train of thought, awwww I wonder what Justin is doing. 💜 Hey JP, 'There is no you, there is only me!' 😘