be advised.

close and secure all possible entrances of your home.

[mandelasurvivor]

mandelasurvivor [ AMANDA MORIAH RUSSELL ], an independent original character based within the mandela catalogue series and written with inspiration from fangames and my own understanding of the lore. minors do not interact. private and mutually exclusive, friends take priority.

affiliated heavily with @mandelaeve ( exclusive. ) @holybloom @miallen

[holysanctum]

beg for forgiveness?

[mandelasurvivor]

hey... hi.. who wants to plot

[ohisms]

↪     𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐎𝐍𝐄 , 𝑰'𝑴 𝑨 𝑭𝑬𝑾 - ᶰᵒ ᶠᵃᵐᶤˡʸ ˒ ᵗᵒᵒ . 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑎𝑚 𝑖 ?    (  a  series  of  sentence  starters  from  season  1  of  “ orphan black ” .   adjust  phrasing  as  necessary . will be updated !  )

i wanna see [ name ] .

well , that's not fair , is it ?!

oh my god , you look like crap .

i didn't miss your birthday , did i ?

something really weird just happened at the train station .

what the hell is wrong with you ?

listen to me , [ name ] , i'm only gonna ask you this once .

oh , i'm fine by the way , thank you .

get in the car .

when you don't give a damn , i get pissed .

you'd better be ready . are you ready ?

you're sure as hell overdressed . what , were you out all night or something ?

this shit is as hard as it gets . but you've gotta stop making it worse .

i panicked , what do you want me to say ?

i'm kidding . where's your wit gone ?

you don't have to babysit me , dipshit .

i know this thing's got you all twisted up , but try to forgive yourself .

[ name ] , open the goddamn door !

yeah , the last thing i am is special .

[ name ] , where have you been ?

where have i been ? uh .. long story .

oh , jesus , are you alright ?

you have a few words , [ name ] ? anything you want to express ?

plead your mercy & your pity .

love is imperfection itself .

say it . go ahead , say it's my fault .

who the hell are you ?

of course not . you think we'd let that happen ?

i'm at home , you've got it all wrong .

you know what ? don't . i'm going to ignore that .

i'm worried you're losing the plot again .

sorry , i've got ... i've got a lot of work to do .

i mean , what am i supposed to do ?

you don't have to take this on .

i can't keep waking up every night , checking your breathing , worried you're mixing your meds , booze ... god knows what else .

i knew it was too good to be true .

why would you help such a stupid plan ?

i'm not going to play [ name ] in the middle .

i'm not dirty , i just freaked out .

if there is another version of this story ...

walk me through it again . so i know you won't crack under questioning .

you're making me nervous .

finally ! where have you been ?

who am i speaking to ?

how did you find me ?

idiot . do you even know who you're talking to ?

i don't care who you are .

nope , that is not my responsibility .

go , & wait for a call .

what i'm trying to do is move on .

we have known each other for awhile now , [ name ] .

i nailed it , man . every detail .

come on , [ name ] , give me a little love here !

you know , my skin just breaks out every time i leave downtown .

whoa , hey , [ name ] - you always do this to me !

i don't do backup , i don't even know what backup is !

i got stuck , i was running from my own shit .

i'm not giving you shit 'til you give me some answers .

don't ! do not shoot me , please !

seriously , it's life or death .

am i going insane ?

[devour10]

not every girl survives the forest / sometimes she becomes it.

[spiridakos]

[mandelasurvivor]

i wanna write yj stuff so bad...

[mandelasurvivor]

i'm thinking mandy's number is 11, and she's a left midfielder....

[mandelasurvivor]

i honestly think about what would've happened in the plane never crashed... or what would've happened if jackie hadn't died, if laura lee hadn't.. like.. what would their lives be? normal? if the wilderness hadn't consumed them, what would they be like? completely different people?

[mandelasurvivor]

i feel like the symbols that were left around definitely had to have been made by someone(s) before, obviously theres a cabin that was left behind, maybe the person who lived there before made them??

[mandelasurvivor]

coach ben's leg ... fuck

[mandelasurvivor]

i had a dream i made laura lee??? i woke up so confused

[mandelasurvivor]

im going to bed now but i will continue my watch of yj tmrw

[mandelasurvivor]

shauna is so intrinsically jackie

[mandelasurvivor]

SSHOOP!!!!!!

[mandelasurvivor]

JACKIE.....

[mandelasurvivor]

THE OPENING HELP??? RIP HER IG?