Tarot as selfcare.
Tonight is my last night in vacation mode (spring break.) I wanted to do a reading not for things to come or issues bothering me but instead focus on being my best me.
I picked this spread from my board on Pinterest “Remember My Power Tarot Spread”, put on a Pandora playlist, Chill Out, and dealt the cards.
I repositioned the cards Starting with 1 on the top left of the V
My Reading
Starting with The Chariot I seek to let go of my fear, specifically I need to focus on harnessing the chaos around me to work towards my desires. Death marks the beginning of a new path (I have gotten this card quiet a lot recently) I need to maintain my attention on what I desire. The Fool reminds me that I am insightful and focused when I do not know all the details. I am very good at just jumping in and sorting things out. The reversed Eight of Swords reminds me that I am valued for reframing situations and reminding people to look at the positive. The Ten of Pentacles is the reward for following this path a sense of fulfillment and joy.
This reminds me so much of each day as I start a teaching job. As a guest teacher I usually don't know what I am walking into. The kids are worried if I will be mean to them so they test me. I use my experiences as a kid (thanks to autism I can still remember most of my childhood) to recognize the testing and I am good at refocusing that nervous kid energy into something positive.
I am working on an social emotional learning lesson to help kids recognize that nervous energy and focus it in a positive (for them) direction.
I use the dictionary from an app called Golden Thread Tarot to get the meanings of the cards I pull. (It’s free with no ads) I plan on getting one of their decks in the future.












