It's My Life

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[mandymoran81]

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I feel so much better knowing that the people WHO can protect me are aware of what I've been living through so that now it will hopefully stop. I need to stop being afraid so that I don't have to check my doors religiously, trying to protect the secrecy of my kids daycare, worrying of when something is going to happen. This life is beautiful and I'm going to live for the beauty in it….not the fear. <3

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UGH!!??!!?^#*$^ Why does this old lady keep obsessing with me?! That's the real question. I'm so tired of it…over it…but I KEEP hearing about it!!

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Yay…they finally have bows for babies!! Just ordered these Jesse Bow Uggs!! My baby girl is going to rock these!! I wished I could get away with rocking purple or hot pink uggs….but seriously, any person over 25 shouldn't even TRY it!! That's why you buy them for your daughter instead ;) <3

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RIGHT?!?!? It's always THOSE girls who talk shit about the ones who actually like to wear and play with makeup as if it's going to mess with our confidence or make us feel bad for loving makeup!! I will love makeup ALWAYS & FOREVER!! #makeupaddict #youshouldtryit #beautyisontheinside #makeupisfun #kimkardashian

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I have experienced many stalkers…ex-boyfriends, their girlfriends, spiteful girls, etc. The worst part of stalking is being frightened that those people are crazy enough to stalk my every move online trying to find as much out about me as possible that they could possibly get so filled with hate that they want to harm me or my family members. I know there is one particular girl stalking me who has tried to copy me, say mean things about me, post threats about physically hurting me, that has caused me to deactivate my pinterest account. It wasn't fun anymore because she was stealing my identity by trying to be like me. Yet mutual friends informed me she was posting mean comments about/to me as if I was reading her page like she was reading mine. I blocked her on Facebook, posted stuff to make her mad if she saw it, and sure enough she had seen it so it's obvious she is able to stalk me from a different account. IT'S SCARY!! What is even more scary to me at this point is this person is not only trying to be like me, she's saying things about me that are untrue and that she is actually doing. Hell she's probably reading this and will make her own tumblr now. She says I'm stalking her when in reality, she's stalking me!! The reason I know is because I don't look at her, someone else tells me things she says about me. BUT SHE IS LOOKING AT ME! When I post on my moms Facebook to trick her to see if she's still stalking me from a fake account, since she's blocked, SURE ENOUGH, she is stalking my moms Facebook, and she's even able to read what I write on my moms page. Which is weird because she shouldn't be able to read anything I write since she is blocked! I don't know what else to do at this point because I deactivated my pinterest and blocked her on all other online sites, blocked her cell number, and she still insists on inserting herself into my business. Stalking is so scary, I'm so confused as to why she even wants to look at my stuff?!?! It's like it's a sick game that I quit playing 3 weeks ago yet she is still up in my business. Knowing WHY she is stalking me would be great! I haven't responded to her in over 3 weeks but she's still carrying on. I just wished she'd pretend I don't exist. That's what I do until someone who knows us both, usually family, tells me she is up to something and then I am reminded of her existence. Ugh WHY?!?!

Stalking is very real, very disturbing, very scary, and downright unnecessary!!

[mandymoran81]

When I'm in a Mac Cosmetics store or Sephora it's comparable to a kid in a candy store!!! I love new makeup!! LOVE..love..LOVE!!!

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Winter in the Blood (Official Trailer) I met Chaske Spencer back in 2010. I was definitely at my hottest, thinnest, most self destructive phase of my life. I knew we had a big star staying at the Resort on my reservation but I didn't think twice when at 9 am came a room service order for Steak and Eggs. I delivered it to a darker than usual room and a hot shirtless guy. Did I mention tall? I love me a tall dark handsome man. I sauntered in and set his stuff on the table, as he motioned me to do so. His trunks were just thrown on, not zipped, buckle hanging on both ends. A very sexy moment in deed…just wished I knew he was THE Chaske Spencer, I would have asked for an autograph…or maybe I would have been super shy and acted goofy, then he might have found me repulsive. But an hour or so later, he came into the restaurant to meet someone, and he stared at me, walking back and forth, just stared. "SOMETIMES THE MEMORY IS MORE REAL THEN THE EXPERIENCE"

[mandymoran81]

**Eeeek******, just ordered this pretty lil baby…. Nars Issist Dual Intensity Eyeshadow Palette - limited edition - $79