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hello / Mr. Blue / 28 / there's quite a lot here / I talk a lot about what I want to write and actually sometimes do // I try to keep things tagged and neat / AO3 - Manuscriptor

[bahari-official]

blood work? i sure hope it does

[iwillbitenotongue]

knew from a young age that i was weird and unfixable

[manuscript-or]

being the first person into a hobby and having a richer friend join the hobby second and watching them be able to afford everything in the hobby more than u is a unique form of torture and hell

[jessremade-deactivated20150405]

I SA W THUSI GIF ON MY DASH AND IC ANT STOP LAUGIHNGH

THE WAY HE SITS WHILE UNDER A BOX IS SO CUTE THO

[chiarrara]

why was messi lowkey serving saddam hussein hiding spot

[caspercryptid]

The really unfortunate thing about mental health progress is that sometimes you realize you've made it in the form of "wow, I haven't felt this bad in a fucking while"

[caspercryptid]

On the one hand it's a bit of a pick me up in a dark place to know that this will pass because it has passed before on the other hand sometimes it isn't entirely a pleasant thought to go "wow, I used to feel like this all the time. That was pretty fucking bad. It's pretty bad right now too also."

[caspercryptid]

Someday your current baseline will be the sort of thing you consider A Really Bad Day. It does get better.

[stonefemmesiren]

a lot of you really need to internalize that acting avoidant isn't cute at all and that it will cost you experiences and life outcomes if you don't change course

[riftclaw]

[nyaa]

I SUGAI@4ugaii

[seizuredaughter-deactivated2026]

if you follow me you DO have a chance to fuck me NEVER give up

[hotvampireadjacent]

[manuscript-or]

they should invent a 'driving ur friend to work' where u get all the benefits of driving ur friend to work but u don't have to drive

[dollsallt]

wip

fulfilling ancient prophecies… they told me this would happen….

[nonbinary-wrath-month]

The performative disgust that many ostensibly trans-friendly people have for tdicks is just a lefty version of conservatives' disgust for vulvas tacked onto the idea that testosterone downgrades and mutilates the bodies of those trans people who take it willingly.

"Tdicks are hideous and revolting and unhygienic and destructive to your sex life and nobody actually wants one and nobody's actually attracted to them and are you really really really sure you want to make yourself unfuckable and undesirable to me to alter your genitals so drastically--" You are the weakest link.

[nonbinary-wrath-month]

Some of you still believe very strongly that everyone who has ever been forced into femalehood by patriarchy ought to be pretty, feminine, and fuckable according to patriarchal beauty standards, and that to choose otherwise is to spiritually degrade oneself. And I can tell you all still think that, because the primary objection people seem to have with trans people on T is that T will supposedly make one "ugly". That it will turn you from a delicate fairy into a hideous, smelly ape possessed by your libido, and you don't want that, do you? (The implication: It's wrong to want that, because then patriarchal cis men won't want to fuck you, and you're supposed to want to be their fucktoys!)

There is no place where this is more obvious than when people talk about tdicks. Tdicks are not disgusting or unhygienic or dysfunctional. They look totally unremarkable and can be cleaned just fine. But they're not what "ought" to be there according to patriarchy. Now there is a very tangible (and phallic) reminder that transition cannot be undone and that this person is not interested in being a walking hole and nothing else.

So patriarchy punishes these individuals in the way it is used to punishing people it wants to keep subordinate: by slamming the "ugly, ugly, ugly" button. This takes very little adjustment; it already believes that the vulva is disgusting and that is why it makes one inferior. So they tweak one parameter and say: tdicks are ugly. Tdicks are sickening, nauseating, foul to behold and foul to smell and foul to penetrate with and foul to have. A self-respecting female trans person would never want something so gross, so mutilated, so ugly, ugly, ugly. And that is why these trans people are bad.

Needless to say I am not amused by self-proclaimed feminists who hold their noses and announce how horrified they are to the world when somebody brings up tdicks. Part of that is because I expect feminists to be able to hold a conversation about sex and genitalia without gagging. But part of that is because this is the consequence of letting personal disgust dictate your politics. If what you are disgusted by dictates your politics, then not only are you acting not on principles but kneejerk reflexes, but you are also allowing the society around you to dictate your morality via dictating what you are disgusted by. What you are disgusted by is not innate. Somebody told you that T makes these trans people ugly and that this ugliness gives you a free pass to degrade them and their genitalia and their transition. Who told you that? And why did you believe them?

[thequantumranger]

Pokémon Concierge (2023-)

[homunculus-argument]

Wednesday the 15th. What an excellent day. Middle of the week, middle of the month. Truly, we are in the middle of things.

[freeuseshanehollander]

Nurse Jesse has Had Enough™️ (and it's not even 9am)

[mousegirlheart]