you just don’t anymore like i don’t even matter

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you just don’t anymore like i don’t even matter
My friend told me that the boy she’s talking to has been ignoring her for 17 hours. It made me laugh because she was so precise about the timing but it also brought back flashbacks. The days I’d be anxious and desperate for him to reply. I’d sit and wait and check my phone hundreds of times, only to be met with silence. I’d check if his Snapchat score went higher, wondering who he’s talking to and why he hasn’t replied to me. Am I too boring? Is he with friends and too ashamed to text me in their presence? My mind would race with all these possibilities and I was so naive to the truth: he didn’t like me. It took me half a year to come to the realization. A boy who truly wants you will make it known, don’t settle for anything less.
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self care is getting so drunk that you forget you hate yourself
i’m sorry if i run
i’m sorry if i hurt you
ive always chose flight
never stayed to fight
for what i wanted
ive always run away
i never chose to stay
i try to avoid getting hurt
but hurt myself in the process
please don’t let me run
please tell me to stay
please don’t let me get hurt again
im terrified of the unknown
my anxiety holds me back
i live in fear of life
but for you
i’m willing to risk it all
to stay
to get hurt
to fight for what i want
please don’t make me regret it
in college now,
not exactly as i expected
thriving but dying inside
hey best friend
hey best friend,
Are you proud of me now?
I found a boy that makes me want to stay,
You always told me to stop running,
“you’re not meredith grey,’ you’d say,
“stop running from love.”
but this time i’m not running.
I listened to you for once.
I wish i ran.
I’m being ripped to shreds.
Love is tearing me apart.
this is why i always run
im sorry i always run
im sorry im afraid of love
im sorry im always going to run
im never going to stop running
one day ill find someone that wont let me run
i bet you’re gonna like the one that wont let me run
you’ll finally be proud of me
i miss you
im sorry
im sorry
im so sorry
i love you
hey best friend,
i met a new boy,
he makes me want to stay
turns out he’s even better at running than me
and all of this is just a game for him to play
and now i’ve been left in the dust
i feel a lot like meredith grey these days
i took your advice again
except this time he ran
and i didn’t stand a chance
hopefully someday
i’ll find someone who decides to stay
i miss you
i’m sorry
i love you
please come back
the 100 + textposts ft my smol bi baby
ミ★ HAPPY PRIDE MONTH ミ★
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i am SO over emotions and fake ass bitches,,, i cannot wait for college where i'll have so many friends and can be me and won't feel so alone in the world!!!
TO BE COMPLETELY HONEST I REMEMBER EVERYTHING BUT READING THESE TWEETS AGAIN AFTER SO MANY MONTHS IT ALMOST FEELS SURREAL LIKE “I CANT BELIEVE THIS PERSON IS ME”
god bless you grawly
I’m screaming someone DMed me asking for me to help them with their homework
reblog if it’s okay to DM you asking for homework help
friend: i never knew u were gay
me: ya it wasnt relevant to your plot didnt want to seem like i was diverse for no reason :/