Me myself and my thoughts!!

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When her intro hit’s home..

Am I dead? Or is this one of those dreams, those horrible dreams, that seem like they last forever? If I am alive, why? Why? If there is a God or whatever, something, somewhere, why have been I been abandoned by everyone and everything I've ever know? I've ever loved? Stranded. What is the lesson? What is the point? God give me a sign or I have to give up. I can't do this anymore. Please just let me die, being alive hurts too much. 

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when you hear about the ex

so i had my nephews over last night they are the father of my childrens sisters kids the ex better known as. we’ve been apart a year but my nephews feel like their suffering because their uncles new partner has ruined their family he’s changed dramtically from being a family man to pushing everyone away who is important to him for her shes a real arsehole 

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Insomnia

couldn’t sleep don’t know if its because my brain refuses to let me stop thinking about the last shit year i had. I tried everything to get to sleep so i thought why not start blogging so i can let me shit out on social media lol.

Missing someone who i fell for really hard knowing he isn’t good for me but my heart still cries out for him even though he’s now in another state which is good considering i always end up back on his door step doesn’t stop the longing to wanna be with him and the fact its now him that’s cut me off hurts even more things were left in a really bad way life sucks in my heart at the moment.