Batfam x neglected!reader
Prologue
It was a chilly night, even for Gotham. Reader lay in her bed, her chest filled with anger. Memories surged without permission, birthdays spent alone, school awards that only Alfred went to when he had time. The nights she cried to sleep. But there was not only anger there, not disgust. From the depths of her heart, disgust of indescribable magnitude. But Reader did not let it last long as her eyes fell on the new Vivienne Westwood earrings, all negative feelings left her body and she began to thank Bruce for being so rich and never caring about money. It was not as if Reader herself cared about him and his little hypocritical psychotic little family, maybe that was why she never felt bad when she spent so much money on clothes, jewelry, shoes and perfume makeup. If he was incapable of fatherhood, at least he could do this much for his only biological daughter. It was fair. She is already excited waiting and counting the days until she can leave this house and this "family". Yet she feels sadness in her heart when she thinks about how she wanted to leave Gotham and with whom. Of course, she was stupid to indulge in childish fantasies. What did she think about herself? That she would be the one to be happy? That she would be loved? A pitiful shame seized her from the thought of how she had thought and how her feelings had blinded her. Those feelings that always burned so hard in her chest that she could almost feel the blinding burning pain and a hole that she felt like could never be filled again. Shame was so deep in her heart that it had almost consumed her whole soul. But was it so wrong that she wanted to be loved? How did she want to experience what it was like to be hugged and kissed? She doesn't know. Maybe it was a bad idea. Maybe it was her fault for believing that there was something in her that could be loved and adored. But there isn't and never was. Maybe it was naivety. Maybe it was desperation. She doesn't know and she never will. But it doesn't matter anymore maybe it never did.
WARNING: English in not my first language eveything in translated. There will be mistakes a lot of mistakes. This is my first even fanfic and i have no idea what im doing. Please bear how bad this will be. While it says x reader this is not reader fanfic i planned it as one but shes basically Oc at this point Also the next chapters will be longer than this. Lots of love<3