I Hate Myself and I Want to Die

Trans Fem, she/it, tomboyish girl thing. Some strain of minor nobility. Transsexual because I'm only into trans people.

[harperthegoblin]

I wanna light the whole globe on fire. I'm sick of being mistreated.

[harperthegoblin]

Heard Mamdani is opening a trans health clinic but isn't providing care for people under 19. Genuinely want to kill this man.

[spaceshipsandpurpledrank]

TLDR: this white queer person tried to hold other white queer people accountable for their racism and they DID NOT LIKE THAT

[creatingblackcharacters]

Well, okay then!

[mousidy]

love getting a queer clothing ad and they're selling booty shorts that say "this pussy's nonbinary too" and a jockstrap that says "faggot" all over it. so like. can a penis be nonbinary or.......

[mousidy]

out of curiosity I looked through their entire (very large) collection of booty shorts and there was a lot of "faggot" and "alpha male" and "he him hole" and a lot of pussy puns... but don't worry! they didn't forget trans women transgirls! 😃

[mousidy]

with this on top

[tongue-twists]

stealing an observation from a friend : learning how ttrpgs work through actual play is like learning how to fuck by watching porn.

[tongue-twists]

it's edited. it's at the very least partly pre-written. it's rehearsed. those are professional actors. this is a performance. they are doing this for the benefit of the viewer not each other. this is not how it is outside of a studio. if you expect this out of your partners you are a dick. if you try to attain this you will make nobody happy especially not yourself.

[harperthegoblin]

@catgirldomesticationguide I want your take on this

[catgirldomesticationguide]

i agree yeah! its definitely a thing where people (especially dnd 5e players) expect a "critical role" experience for a home game, despite everyone on critical role being actors who are getting paid for all of that whilst any random gm Isn't

[tongue-twists]

stealing an observation from a friend : learning how ttrpgs work through actual play is like learning how to fuck by watching porn.

[tongue-twists]

it's edited. it's at the very least partly pre-written. it's rehearsed. those are professional actors. this is a performance. they are doing this for the benefit of the viewer not each other. this is not how it is outside of a studio. if you expect this out of your partners you are a dick. if you try to attain this you will make nobody happy especially not yourself.

[harperthegoblin]

@catgirldomesticationguide I want your take on this

[tim-official]

what world do people imagine their fursonae exist inside of. I love how undefined it is. some people are like "this is my sona Hryàxe, a hybrid dragon with ice powers who has been alive through three astral ages and toppled many kingdoms of men" and someone else is like "this is my sona he's an arctic fox named blurt and hes a barista in Toronto who loves to play mahjong." And then blurt and hryàxe are lovingly having sex on a tropical beach somewhere. and I'm like how'd they get to the beach

[tim-official]

what world do people imagine their fursonae exist inside of. I love how undefined it is. some people are like "this is my sona Hryàxe, a hybrid dragon with ice powers who has been alive through three astral ages and toppled many kingdoms of men" and someone else is like "this is my sona he's an arctic fox named blurt and hes a barista in Toronto who loves to play mahjong." And then blurt and hryàxe are lovingly having sex on a tropical beach somewhere. and I'm like how'd they get to the beach

[princess-of-phyresis]

sort of frustrating to see so many of my peers reposting rhetoric which boils down to "the new bathroom ban is bad because now trans men have to go into the women's and what if *gasp* a terf thinks he's the sort of tranny she's afraid of!?!?!?"

like that's cool and all but I have to go to the mens and am at heightened risk of assault or worse. no but you're right it would be worse to be mistaken for someone like me yeah that would be worse for you i guess.

do you know when people challenge me in a bathroom it's not a mistake? that they're correct? do you know how scary that is? that they know what I am and are willing to use the full weight of the law to ruin my life? that there is no defence I can present that is good enough?

[princess-of-phyresis]

A lot of people have never actually been the spectre haunting people's politics and it shows

[princessdraconic]

there is not enough i can do for the people i care most deeply about

[princessdraconic]

ugh! circumstances being what they are i cannot do what would be most meaningful! every word i share is hollow! only actions matter and i cannot act in a way that adequately performs my care!!! fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

[princessdraconic]

oh yes, let me send the message "i wish i lived nearby" to you for seventieth time. "i wish i could help out in person" yeah i know you probably wish that too. "i wish that i could hug you" and now you're stuck trying to reassure me that im a good friend. which is not what i want. i want to help you. fuck.

[lady-of-vitreous-sight]

Hey just so you know you typed the word "that" twice consecutively in your latest post

well it just so happens that that that was actually intended to be there

[mousidy]

can we get one day a year where it's just trans women on earth

[transsexual-feminism]

Unironically that would be so wonderful. I might even go swimming, and I definitely would go to bars or similar spaces I'd be too scared of otherwise.

Transmisogyny so deeply effects the ways in which I am interpreted in social spaces that its (incomplete, admittedly, given internalized transmisogyny would still exist) removal from those spaces would instantly change my behaviour. Even things like grocery shopping and my job would be just a joy if transfems were the only people who I saw.

[theonehitwonder]

okay, you know what? Running away shouldn’t be a crime. It shouldn’t be dangerous, either. Any kid should be able to leave their parents if they want, for any reason. No I’m not kidding.

“But Rue, where will these kids stay? Do you want them on the streets?”

of course not. In an ideal world, a kids would have multiple adults other than their parents they could look to for care, but I recognize that that will never be a reality for every single child. So: youth shelters, if they have nowhere else to go. There should be clean, warm shelters where anyone under 18 can stay for as long as they need, no questions asked. (And of course shelters that aren’t just for kids, but we’re talking about youth rights right now)

“But Rue,” I hear you say, “what if some moody teenager runs away after an argument?”

First of all, I’d rather a thousand moody teenagers run away than one abused child be trapped. Second, so what if one does? A kid needs time away from their parents, so they leave. The vast majority of them will get some time to cool down and then go back home, and if they don’t want to go back, period? Then nine times out of ten, they have a good reason. (Because yes, as hard as it is for you to believe, kids are humans who have common sense.)

“Okay, but what about the one time out of ten the kid doesn’t have a good reason?”

Then the kid doesn’t have a good reason. It doesn’t change anything. If someone wants to break up with their partner because of something stupid, you wouldn’t say they legally shouldn’t be able to. (And if you would, then you’re just a bad person.) No one should have to be in a relationship, romantic or otherwise, that they don’t want to be in.

[julia-miraclerat]

"I feel an aching desire to speak to you and take up your time and attention" most normal thing to think about someone

[julia-miraclerat]

Real normal reblog to like ratio on this one girls

[oupyfactory]

maybe the single funniest twitter comment I've ever seen

[mousidy]

how TMEs talk

[harperthegoblin]

I need to watch Gushing over Magical Girls at some point. Everyone keep suggesting it

[catgirldomesticationguide]

im so excited for when lenin dialecticly materialises down the chimney this marxmas