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Too cute for this world.
âNo, not really. I mean, I guess not. Nothing new. Decent listeners are always the best to talk to though, Iâll remember that.â
âI figured Iâve done plenty of complaining about my life, so I should return the favor and offer my ears to someone else. Iâm usually around if you change your mind, or at least... I hope to be around.â
âOh.â Jace laughed, shrugging a shoulder. âIâm fine. I was just thinking about⊠everything, I guess. Sorry about that.â
âItâs okay, donât worry about it. Anything you want to talk about? Iâm a pretty decent listener, I think.â
âIâm⊠Iâm sorry, I totally zoned out. What was that?â
âNothing too important. I was just asking if you were alright because I noticed the whole totally zoned out look.â
âIs that really what you think?â She shook her head. âMarcus, you gained strength and patience. You gained me.â
âYeah, thatâs exactly what I think. Yeah, Iâve gained some friends, but thatâs the worst part. That just means I have that much more to lose in a few months when I die in some hospital. And Iâm far from strong, trust me.â
Lockie didnât dare look at Marcus, he bit down on his lip and stared away from him trying to put into words what he needed to say, it was important he had to be honest with him. âMarcusâŠâ He mumbled, turning his head to look at him. âI got Jordy pregnant.â
Marcus looked at Lockie, his eyebrows moving together in confusion as he watched him. Something seemed to be bothering Lockie, and when Lockie finally spoke Marcus felt like his heart had stopped entirely.He was shocked and couldnât help the sadness that swept over him. âOh.â He uttered simply, slowly withdrawing his hand and setting it on his lap instead. âAre you and her together?â
I'm going to fix things. I have to. I want to.
What are you talking about? Fix what?
âBecause if it was easy, we will never learn. When things fall apart, maybe it wasnât meant to be. Stop being upset about what you lost, and just focus on what you gained.â
âItâs hard to focus on what youâve gained when you havenât gained anything.â
âYou sound like me before I got here. There were so many things I diidnât know how to do, but I tried anyway. Thatâs the best way you can learn.â
âWhy does life have to be so damn complicated? I just- I want to go back to being a healthy, happy Yale student with a completely functional family. It all fell apart so fast and Iâll never get any of it back.â
Lockie didnât talk for a while, he just stared away. âWhen you saw me, that day when I was drunk and I lashed out at you. I got an email from the guy in my story. Iâm pretty sure his wife rejected him and he wanted me because He thought iâd take him back.â He said with a sigh. âI was angry at the world and I shouldnât have taken it out on you, just because I lashed out, didnât mean that I didntâ care, I always cared. Youâre the first person that Iâve cared about here Marcus.â He admitted looking up at him.
Marcus held Lockieâs hand, gently squeezing it as he listened to Lockieâs words. âI understand.â Marcus said quietly, looking at Lockie in return. âI promised myself I wouldnât... end up caring about anyone the way I care about you. But, here we are.â Marcus laughed quietly, then let out a slow sigh. âI know itâs terrifying to care about someone, but thereâs nothing to be afraid of with me. Except for, you know, the obvious. You donât have to deal with those things alone, you can talk to me about them, let me help you.â