Heart breaks
I've got my heart broken once. Sorry to all my ex-es - it wasn't you. I think even my lovely dog's death wasn't that much - but of course it was much, but maybe in a different kind of being broken hearted. I wanted to say there are different kind of a heart broken, but I guess each of them is about loss, death. When we finish our relationship with somebody it's like this person is still alive but it's dead to us. We don't talk anymore usually, it's better for our feelings not to talk for a while.
My broken heart felt like everything in my life was over, even before it actually started. Maybe it was an accumulation of smaller pieces of already broken heart. So many things happened that year... I think I was grieving cause of three reasons which I'm not going to describe. And it was like three people have died, actually one did.
I'm a tough person. I know that. I'm annoying sometimes, I'm being intrusive - mostly for the people I really like. I care about theirs opinion, and this is how I'm showing that to them. I'm also very sympathetic, sensitive girl, who can have her heart broken but it's not simple I must say. It takes a long way to be in love for real. I might be falling in love or be romantically infatuated - actually it's very easy for me. I usually fall in love with the picture in my head. Which is not very good I guess.
