staying gold.

An ode to food, feelings, thoughts, and things.

[fattributes]

Bánh Mì Đặc Biệt

[sharpenededgess]

[miamaimania]

Twelve panes of quiet, one of green ⊞

[gabrielamarcia]

[balzog]

[mareesie]

This is lovely and would also likely scare me at night.

[foodat88]

[lustingfood]

It's my birthday today! I made fish n chips + lemon blueberry cake to celebrate. (♡)

[mareesie]

Omggg this all looks so good 🤤

[mareesie]

My husband helped regulate me this morning and I haven’t felt that relief in the past few days. Cortisol spikes are crazy, dude.

[sonandheirofnothinginparticular]

[mareesie]

I wish I could evaporate into the sky before every time I fall back down into the earth.

[easterndelights]

天狗の台所 Tengu’s Kitchen S2 (2024) | Food Compilation - 7 / ?

[mareesie]

LOLLL this got the filter that said “potentially mature content” 😂🙃

[perfectfeelings]

“Goodnight and great love to you. We see the same stars.”

— George Mallory

[vintage-tigre]

The Hare and the Tortoise illustrated by Brian Wildsmith, 1966 (this printing 1993)

[mareesie]

Another Sign

One of my kids who has ADHD does hip hop and is frequently dancing. During the Mindfulness Game, the question was “Can you do a good job on multiple things if you’re doing them at the same time?”. He pauses for a moment to think, and then BUSTS out singing “My loneliness is killing me!” WHILE dancing. Then he goes, “I love Britney Spears.”

My only reply could be, “You’re right. It is possible to do a good job singing and dancing at the same time. I love Britney too.”

And so does Kuya Jason.

[mareesie]

Signs

I had been asking for signs, though a part of me didn't think I was ready. I was worried about getting a sign during a session that would make me emotional and pull my service away from my patients. And then I started to have some dreams with Marv, but wasn't sure how clear of a sign it was...I was skeptical and unsure of the message. So I greedily asked for even more clarity. Signs that my earthly mind might be able to comprehend and digest.

Then this week, signs from my spirit team. Tuesday during D&D, Ralph sang Yellow Submarine--my dad's favorite song. The next morning, I dreamt of Kuya Jay being at our childhood home. I offered him food, to which he replied "Oh thanks, Meese, for offering me our own food." (HAHAH) Then Kuya Scott was there all of a sudden, seemingly out of nowhere. And behind him, lights flashing (another sign from Marv). I recognized that I was dreaming. Kuya Scott and I hugged Kuya Jason in a tight and loving embrace.

Thank you for the clear signs, my loved ones, thank you.

[oldwinesoultoo]

[dreamyeuphory]

~ Well, hello there...! ~