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Polyamorous bisexual with bipolar

[ap-kinda-lit]

Inuyasha: I hate being touched. The last time I was touched it was in close combat with a demon. Sango: Kagome is literally cuddling you right now. Inuyasha: That's different.

[nowadayz]

:)

[areweforgiven]

being mentally ill is so embarrasing how can you explain to a normal person that you had to psych yourself up for half an hour to like get off the floor

[booksquoteslife]

“I hate solitude, but I am afraid of intimacy. The substance of my life is a private conversation with myself which to turn into a dialogue would be equivalent to self-destruction.”

— Iris Murdoch, Under the Net

[destinymarie]

i’m scared i’ll never be able to fully heal and that i’ll have to carry the weight of everything forever

[caseykaui-deactivated20220420]

[realizes]

[j-k-i-ng]

“Autumn leaves & swans”🍁 by | IG Bee

Yamanashi Prefecture, Japan

[ka-go-me]

                                   ῳąɬƈɧıŋɠ ყơų; ɱąƙɛʂ ɱɛ ɧą℘℘ყ

【★】~ Twitter

[books-n-quotes]

“A witty quote proves nothing.” ― Voltaire

[understands]

[destroymylife]

[archivistsammy]

#eyelashes

[juliawvicker]

Sam & Dean Celebration Week

Day V: You know what? We are home.

[humansofqueer]

Don't confuse bisexuality for indecisiveness and being greedy!

- day 1

[polyamproud]

Replacing your jealous feelings with compersion isn’t just a simple swap. As children, we had to learn what each emotion was as it came up. It took us years to be able to recognize them, identify them, name them, parse them. Most of us still struggle to do it. If you only just learned about compersion, how can you expect yourself to recognize it or even access it at all? Treat yourself with the compassion with which your partners treat you. You’re worth the effort.

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[everylittlethingtheydoispainful]

Healthy people who say stuff like “they’re still doing things so they can’t be in THAT much pain” need to understand that after a certain point pain becomes boring. No, you never get used to the pain, but you do gradually become bored. After months or years of mindless suffering in bed eventually you learn how to watch TV, do a light hobby, etc. even while in extreme pain, simply because chronic pain is incredibly dull and humans need entertainment.

[grimreaper2021]

As someone with a chronic pain syndrome this is true