Discover Me

reader/writer/listener ig: @maria_paulaxx

[deeplifequotes]

If you have been brutally broken, but still have the courage to be gentle to others then you deserve a love deeper than the ocean itself.

Nikita Gill (via deeplifequotes)

[sleepbby]

me as a mother: girl what he do

[themano-deactivated20190925]

[maria-axo]

I haven't slept for days and all I did was sleep today. I've been drunk three times in 4 days just trying to make myself feel better. My friends aren't my friends and those who I consider real friends are far away. I lost my best friend and love of my life in a split second. And it kills me everyday to have to pretend like I don't want him and that a mutual breakup was good. I miss feeling loved I miss everything about him and I don't have it anymore and I don't think he'll ever come back to me. Nobody ever does. I should know this. I should know better than to let anyone in it only ends with me alone at 2 am wondering what I could've done to not push away everyone in my life so far that they don't want to come back. I hate myself for it. I blame myself for everything and I don't know when I'll be able to fully accept things for the way they are. When will I be happy with myself? When will people stop leaving me? I'm so full of love I may be sad but I love the world around me I guess I'm just insane and out of touch with reality. I pour my heart out to others but that's pointless. They just take the good things and the memories and walk away.

[sine-tuo-amore]

When there’s despair and only despair, what do you do? When there’s no rage, no sadness, nothing. What do you do? When there’s no happiness, no excitement, nothing. What do you do? What is life without the plethora of emotions we were supposed to have? That we have had and have no more? When there’s despair and only despair, what do you do?

[maria-axo]

I really miss you and I want my best friend and the love of my life next to me again but you're not coming back at least not for now

[may-13th]

[wnq-writers]

One of the most heartbreaking losses is losing not only a lover, but a friend. You lose the side that gave you butterflies in your stomach and soft kisses on your skin, but you also lose the shoulder you often cried on, the one who made you laugh. You lose the person you loved before you actually loved them.

its-bleedingink (via wnq-writers)

[maria-axo]

The darkness slowly creeps back with a slight panic and I'm terrified

[mvaljean525]

[sprousetwinsblog]

[hella90s]

when you’re trying to end the fight and they make a stupid comment

[baara]

“ok so in the middle of a vine my brother found a snake in the kitchen”

[shoggoth-the-bitch]

This is a work of art.

[eziocauthon89]

OK, but where was that vine going originally?

[growlift-deactivated20161002]

“wHOA W H AT THE FUUUUUUUUUCK”

[11anothergirl11]

I hope you find someone that mindlessly strokes your legs and massages your back and plays with your hair and I hope that you feel like You’re home when you look at them.

(via itcuddles)

[imhavingacrisis-deactivated2016]

look of the day: that afterglow u get from crying for hours

[eclecticpandas]

why do I keep apologizing for things that aren’t my fault?

[childmagazine]