mariamelmahdy

Finance Undergrad, 25 years, Egyptian

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i am optimistic and determined this time 💪🏼 #notgivingup

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i feel lonely even when surrounded by everyone.

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I feel unseen ..

i feel neglected, unseen and alone .. as if it’s all happening all over again .. the same feeling, the same scenes, just different people.

like everyone is better, more worthy and even more fun .. i can be interesting to get to know at the beginning but then people seem to lose their interest in me .. i can never seem to keep people interested in knowing me.

i need to feel that i exist no matter who is there, what is happening or where we are .. to feel that everyone can be there but i can never lose my place in his heart .. i need to feel seen.

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if only he would understand this ..

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just love it!

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My First

I’ve wanted to start my own blog for as long as i can remember. I wanted to pour out all my random and unfiltered thoughts some place. Not even sure what I want to write about yet, but I just want to start. Hoping this turns out to be as exciting as I imagined it would. So, here I go ..