im thinking... something...

every one of my character fixations just come down to "they're just this big (🤏) why wouldn't I like them?"

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thinking about that time I was showing a first grader my sketchbook and she accidentally flipped to my boys kissing page

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my hero academia is so crossover-able

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dr stone is such a beautiful anime with beautiful scenes and moments and it really is just tooth rotting cotton candy fluff

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it might be platonic it might be romantic, but whatever it is, it's homosexual

redraw of this anime scene:

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I have many stressful things going on in my life right now. however I feel weirdly un-stressed for the amount of things in my life that would stress the average person out...

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going to all four days of lollapalooza with a friend and it's just hitting me that I spent $500 on my ticket and I also have to spend money for a hotel and food

summer lovin' at my jooooobbbbb

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the other day, a coworker I already have a rocky relationship with butted in to my task that I was doing, as she's done before. I had literally just gotten to work and it was the first I saw her, I was fed up immediately becasue I didn't want to deal with her right away and that be my whole shift, so I told her what's what and basically said don't barge in to my tasks you aren't helping you're just in the way.

like an hour later she had gone home and I was telling my other coworkers what happened (they don't really like her either) and my manager had come up to us and said she told him that "I don't think Mari hates me, some autistic people just don't like people in their space"

my first thought was excuse me??? I was so mad I had to take a minute to myself. she's lucky she had gone home I would have decked her.

the way my manager put it, the way the tone sounded, it sounded like she was saying she wasn't at fault, or more specifically, it was MY fault I got so mad at her.

and it's not like it's a one off thing that happened, or I'm the only one that doesn't like her. in fact, all my coworkers seem to not like her and stuff like this has happened so many times I dread coming to work on her shifts and just mentioning her name is an automatic loud groan from everyone in the general area

I don't work there anymore for unrelated reasons so I won't see her again, but if I ever do see her in public it's on sight

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I'm all updated with the seraph of the end manga now and mikayuu is canon there's no fucking way they're not

spoilers in one of the pictures below the cut btw

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windbreaker feels like a fanfiction

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shinoa but pronounced like quinoa

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I can't handle when characters say stuff like "I'm not here to make friends" it gives me so much second hand embarrassment because they think they're so cool and they're definitely not and all I think is man ur about to be friended up so hard TT

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anime/manga character makes big dramatic speech about how they're all that and just crickets is so second hand embarrassment just kill me now

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I can't handle when characters say stuff like "I'm not here to make friends" it gives me so much second hand embarrassment because they think they're so cool and they're definitely not and all I think is man ur about to be friended up so hard TT

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happy birthday bakugou katsuki. the only reason i know it’s your birthday is because it’s on weed day. happy 4/20

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I zone out in class a lot but sometimes I lock back in to see whats going on but the shit on the board is too confusing so I just give up and zone back out

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the TikTok hot bar has burned into my phone screen. someone call a psychic medium.

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on the surface, to strangers, because I don't know them, I am kind and soft; I don't know you, who you are, what you've been or who you will be. below that, to most everyone, I am harsh; blunt or some say immaturely mean. and below that, I am understanding, to all, becasue I don't know you, but whether you tell me everything in your heart or nothing at all, I will believe you; you are more. and below that, at the core of it all, is all the love and hate I hold for myself.

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the worst feeling in the history of ever has got to be unintentionally causing distress and mild issues for a good friend, especially when those issues don't typically stress you, so you thought nothing of it at first until your friend was visibly stressed and you just think to yourself. I did that. and you can repent as much as you like but it doesn't change that fact that it happened.