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10 Things Your Abuser Will Never Tell You

1. That time at the beginning of the relationship when I treated you like a queen/king/etc. was mostly just to lure you in.

2. I’m not in love with you. I’m in love with an idea I have in my head based on you, and also some fantasies I’ve had.

3. You’re not crazy. I just want you to think that.

4. Sometimes I get a glimpse of the reality of my behavior, but it’s too scary, so I shut it down and keep treating you the way I treat you.

5. I actually believe that it’s your job to meet my needs.

6. Your social support system terrifies me.

7. I hurt you because I want power and control, and I want power and control because it feels good and I’m insecure, scared, and weak.

8. I want you to believe that if you work hard enough you can fix the relationship, but that’s all a lie.

9. I keep telling you that you disappoint me because I want to keep you unstable and on the defensive.

10. Being alone is better than being with me.

(feel free to add more)

clpolk

11. I will make arguments that are actually diametrically opposed to each other if that’s what it takes to see myself as a decent reasonable person who has been burdened by you. Pointing this out will enrage me.

madeofpatterns

And even if you are crazy, that doesn’t justify any of the things I’m doing to you.

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12. You do not deserve to be treated like this. Nothing could ever make you deserve it.

13. Not all abusive relationships entail physical abuse.

14. I am calculatedly manipulative. I know what I’m doing. Everything I do and say, whether kind or cruel, is for a reason: to sustain my control over you.

15. I am a liar. I will always lie to you.

melanin-is-honey

16. I will make sure that you pay for anything you do that makes me feel as though you have lessened my control over you.

17. I will attempt to destroy anything that takes your attention away from me, that makes me feel as though you are not centered on me, as though you do not “put me first”.

18. I will alienate you from those closest to you. I will make sure that you are too ashamed, too guilty, to share what is going on with others. And when you do share, you will blame yourself before you blame me.

19. I will go through your phone. I will read even the conversations you have with your mother. What you confide in her terrifies me. Your social support system terrifies me.

20. I will maintain the most docile, pleasant of public personas while I destroy you behind closed doors.

21. I was always this. I was never anything different.

imdoctorkirby

All of this.

kerryrenaissance

22. I will not let you leave. I decide when the relationship ends, not you. If it’s not on my terms, it’s not happening.

antvibe-deactivated20180514

perks-of-having-no-wifi-thoughts

My heart changes. It can make me feel alive and inanimate in a matter of seconds… And it terrifies me - not being able to control what conducts every action and movement within me.

Perks of having no Wifi (via perks0fhavingn0wifi-thoughts)

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I’ve been victimized a couple of times. I believe we all become a subject of victimization one time or another. We give in and fight not against the malignous intentions of the evil minded. We let venomous words possess our thoughts, letting them take over, as we become someone else… just like the contamination of a whole river due to a single drop of ink.

Perks of having no Wifi (via perks0fhavingn0wifi-thoughts)

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You figure it all out when its too late, when theres nothing left.. but chaos. Chaos came first, and it is what bring us to our downfall. The foreign time that was lent to us by our romantic heart, breaks us, as we think we have forever, but we never do.

Perks of having no Wifi (via perks0fhavingn0wifi-thoughts)

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I crave things I shouldn’t.

Perks of having no Wifi (via perks0fhavingn0wifi-thoughts)

inritum

reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

ghostdog07

OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.

THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.

The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.

AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.

THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.

deathklaue

YOOOOOOO

I SAW THIS ON MY DASH THE OTHER DAY AND THOUGHT “ITS WORTH A TRY” SO I WISHED I COULD GET A 3DS

LITERALLY LIKE 4 DAYS LATER MY DAD SENT ME A PICTURE OF THE 3DS XL HE BOUGHT FOR ME WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL

IM STILL FREAKING OUT ABOUT THIS

doryishness

holy fuck, I didn’t expect this to work, I was like psh, whatever it’s just a quick reblog, but I wished my Dad would actually respond back to me AND HE FUCKING DID A FEW DAYS LATER, I GOT A FUCKING TEXT FROM MY DAD TODAY WHO HASN’T SPOKEN OR RESPONDED TO ME IN MONTHS HOLY FUCK WHAT IS THIS MAGIC IT WORKS.

victoriaringsinyourears

I WANTED TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND AND I DIDN’T THINK I’D GET DAYS OFF BUT THIS WEEKEND I’M HEADING UP THERE??? THIS IS CRAZY SHIT

lenshade

SO LIKE I JOKINGLY WISHED FOR MY OWN LEN KAGAMINE AND THEN LIKE A WEEK LATER I GOT A LEN NENDOROID??? H ELP

themixedbagofwhat

WTF OKAY SO THIS SHOT ACTUALLY WORKS BECAUSE WHEN I WISHED, I HAD WISHED MY CRUSH WOULD LIKE ME BACK AND GUESS WHAT? I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW. WHAT THE HELLLLL?????

wodkat

ok I’ve said this before but IM DOING IT AGAIN THE FIRST TIME I SAW THIS, MY WISH DID COME TRUE SO I REBLOGED AGAIN AND SAID IT IN THE TAGS BUT THEN I WISHED FOR SMTH ELSE AND IT LITERALLY LITERALLY HAPPENED LIKE A COUPLE DAYS LATER WHAT THE HELL SO NOW IM WRITING THIS HERE FOR YOU BC I DONT BELIEVE IN THIS CRAP BUT STILL IT’S AN AWFULLY BIG COINCIDENCE

acstiel

THE BOY I FELL I LOVE WITH LEFT TO TRAVEL THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD AND HAS BEEN GONE NOW FOR 3 MONTHS. WE HAVENT SPOKEN SINCE BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO MAKE HIM FEEL TRAPPED TO ME AND NOT ENJOY HIS TIME SO I WAITED FOR HIM TO CONTACT ME FIRST. I SAW THIS ON A PARTICULARLY LOW DAY WHEN I WAS MISSING HIM SO MUCH I CRIED FROM THE PAIN, GUYS I REALLY LOVE HIM, SO I THOUGHT MEH WHAT THE FUCK, AND WISHED HE WOULD JUST LET ME KNOW HE WAS OKAY.

GUYS.

HE FUCKING CALLED ME 20 MINUTES LATER

20 FUCKNG. MINUTES. LATER.

GOOD THINGS DO HAPPEN. AND ITS IN THIS POST.

juststrokemyglabella

I wish for someone to leave something in my ask.

adweeb-deactivated20160228

OKAY SO I ASKED FOR A HEDGEHOG AND NOW GUESS WHO HAS A PET HEDGEHOG

redandbrunette

i want you to stay for one day and one nigh with me and give me sp much love i dont have to cry of lonliness tonight, every night

swiftaylrs

no bUT THE LAST TIME I DID THIS SHIT I WISHED MEETING MY IDOL AND IT WAS RIGHT BEFORE I FCKING GOT THE FCKING EMAIL SAYING I WAS GOING TO MEET TAYLOR OH MY GOD

openyourthird-eye

REBLOGGING AGAIN BC THE FIRST TIME I REBLOGGED THIS I WISHED TO GET OUT OF MY MISERABLE TOWN AND I MOVED TO NORTH CAROLINA (a whOLE NEW STATE!!!! FAR FAR AWAY) AND THEN I SAW THIS AGAIN AND I WISHED TO TRAVEL MORE AND GUESS WHAT LIL BUDDY! I WENT TO ENGLAND AND FRANCE AND NOW IM GOING TO THAILAND AND TAIWAN THIS SUMMER. SO NOW IM REBLOGGING AGAIN I SWEAR TO GOD THIS WORKS!!!