𝔐𝔞𝔯𝔦´𝔰

It's been 10 years since the last time I slept/J Just a girl with too much free time and too many hobbies.

[marifrommars]

So… For those who didn't watch Quakity's live today, watch it. I will just say a few things.

First of all, fuck any of you who actively or innocently had anything to do with Quakity's doxing. He didn't deserve this. I hope you are happy now. He gave everything he cold to this project. Something he treated like a son, and now he won't even be part of it anymore, out of fear.

Secondly, as much as I feel that Quakity is to be genuine about resolving all the problems that Qsmp had, everything is not yet 100% dealt with, the situation with the admins has to be resolved as quickly as possible, we are talking about lives here, who gave everything for a project that didn't treat them well.

Thirdly, I will no longer be part of this community for now. I will continue to support Ccs, but I will not, nor do I want to, consume anything else of the server. This project was Quakity´s, and without hjm it doesn't make sense to me. Qsmp was about bringing communities together, but unfortunately, there are bad people everywhere. In the end, EVERYONE sucked. I'm tired of suffering for a community that doesn't care about something they supposedly "loved so much".

At the moment I just hope that the admins are okay. I hope Quakity can overcome this and focus on other things. And may this community one day return to what it was. I miss what we were.

If you need to talk, my dm is there. Stay safe and well. XX

Então… Para aqueles que não assistiram a live do Quakity hoje, assistam. Eu vou falar sobre o assunto brevemente.

Primeiramente, foda-se qualquer um de vocês que tenha ativamente ou inocentemente algo a haver com o Doxing do Quakity. Ele não merecia isso. Eu espero que vocês estejam felizes agora. Ele deu tudo de si neste projeto, algo que ele tratava como um filho, e agora nem sequer vai mais fazer parte, por medo.

Segundamente, por muito que eu sinta que o Quakity esteja a ser genuino sobre resolver os problemas que o Qsmp teve, ainda não está tudo 100% tratado, a situação com os adms tem que ser resolvida o mais rapido possivel, estamos a falar de vidas aqui, que deram tudo de si por um projeto que não as tratou bem.

Terceiramente, não farei mais parte desta comunidade por enquanto. Continuarei a apoiar os Cc´s, mas não vou, nem quero, consumir mais nada sobre o servidor. Este projeto era do Quakity, e sem ele não faz sentido para mim. O Qsmp era sobre unir comunidades, mas infelizmente, existem pessoas ruins em todo lado. No final, TODOS foram uma merda. Para mim já deu, estou cansada de sofrer por uma comunidade que não se importa por algo que supostamente "Amavam tanto".

De momento só espero que os adms fiquem bem. Espero que o Quakity possa ultrapassar isto e focar-se em outras coisas. E que esta comunidade possa um dia voltar ao que foi. Sinto saudade do que eramos.

Se precisarem de conversar, minha dm tá ai. Fiquem seguros e bem.

[marifrommars]

Serious Talk.

I've been wanting to talk about this topic for a while now, but after everything that's been happening recently with Minecraft YouTubers, I think it's a topic worth discussing. (Please read the tw in the tags, before reading the rest) And no, this blog will not be about Wilbur or GNF. I'm not going to talk about the accusations or which side I'm on, after all I know very little about these people, as I've never been in their audience. In these types of situations, I always hope that everyone is okay, especially the victims. But again, this blog is not about them, they are just the starting point for me to decide to express my opinion on this matter.

Whenever something happens in this style, where an influencer/famous person is accused of something, I see dozens, if not hundreds of comments in this style "If it weren't for them I wouldn't be here today" "They're the reason I survived__" "They got me out of depression" Etc.. I want to say right away that I feel very proud of these people for being here today, for having overcome the worst phases of their lives, and living to see all this happen. However, I want to make something very clear here. It wasn't THEM. They weren't the ones who saved you. They are not the reason you are here now. YOU are. The only person who fought to be here today was YOU. The only person who knows everything YOU went through, who had to live through pain and suffering to see another day.

the only person who had to survive was YOU Yes. They may have been the starting point. Yes. They may have given you motivation to want to fight. But no. They weren't the ones who saved you YOU save yourself.

I know it hurts, but you don't know these people, and they don't know YOU! As much as "They seem to care", you are not part of their lives. Stop forgetting your battles and giving credit to people who don't even know what YOU went through!

You are here today, not because one of them saved you. You are here today, because of your strength, your perseverance, your effort, your blood and sweat. Please. Stop putting your life in their hands. They don't deserve you. You are incredible, you deserve to win, after all the struggle, all the pain. Was you. Only you. And I feel proud of you.

If you EVER need to talk, dm me. It can be about anything. Im here for You. Not to save. But to help you find a reason to save yourself.

-Love you, be safe <3

[marifrommars]

She looked up at the sky.

"look, a comet!"

I looked at her.

"It's beautiful…" I said

"Your smile" I thought

You held my hand and guided me to the north.

I held your hand, and I prayed that I would never have to let go.

[marifrommars]

Stiil needs a name, any suggestions?

(Ainda precisa de um nome, alguma sugestão?)

[trashfangirlsworld]

Hello! I've been inactive due to the current events in the mcyt community, but I've been keeping up with the qsmp admin situation and I thought I'd share some opinions because the amount of doomposting I've seen the last few weeks has been more than I've seen in any fandom in a while and I feel like it's reached the point where people really need to chill the fuck out because they're not thinking straight and actively not helping. Everything I'm gonna say is based on stuff I've seen on both tumblr and twitter.

they should not promote/release merch! : one of the things that baffles me the most tbh; how do you expect any employee to be payed then? Merch is so far the only big source of income for the server besides q's own cc salary or whatever income they get through the official qsmp channel on twitch and youtube (which I don't think is a lot). "I get that they said they have no funds, but still it doesn't feel right"... sorry but at this point I don't know what to tell you, do you expect them to pull money out of their asses? You can't demand that they stop making merch and then complain that they can't afford the twitter admins at the same time. If you don't feel comfortable buying anything from them it's fine obviously, but if your reason for it is that you're helping the admins then I have bad news for you. I have seen people propose that quackity sets up a patreon, and while I think it would be a good idea, I understand why he's not doing it, since with the merch he can at least give something back to the people that choose to support his project instead of people just giving him money for free, especially with what's happening now. Also with how much hate he's been receiving simply for the merch I can't imagine that a patreon would be recieved well.

we don't know if the money is going to the admins/ they should not use pomme's likeness! : the money is definitely going to go to the employees and admins because otherwise the server would not last. And as much as I understand people feeling protective over pomme's admin, quackity studios is very much allowed to sell merch of the character because it is not the likeness of the admin, it's a minecraft model made by the people that work there. Would you have rathered they skip her character entirely? Do you really think that would have been okay?. Also correct me if I'm wrong, but I've seen posts and tweets saying that pomme's admin has been confirmed to come back with the other eggs whenever it happens by pierre, who talked with her admin.

the admins of the update accounts got fired, it means they want to fire everyone, they aren't making things better! : it sucks that the updates accounts had to end and I feel bad for every twitter admin that clearly cared a lot about the project, but unfortunately it had to happen if there simply isn't enough money to pay them adequately like they deserved and ultimately the update accounts were not essential to keep the project going, so it makes sense that they were let go unfortunately. This is not gonna be the case for the egg admins because if they got fired (which they didn't), the server would basically end. Just because a cc does not know when they will be back does not mean it's not gonna happen. Just because tubbo randomly said that he's not sure if they will be back does not mean they were fired; tubbo is normally not a reliable source of information, even less so when he's been live nonstop for the past 20 days, which is prior to everything happening. If you genuinely didn't expect a reduction in non essential staff considering everything, then you have unreasonable expectations on how this stuff goes. As I write this, I'm seeing people saying that "they would understand this decision if q had set up a patreon to pay the admins", and once again I don't understand how people don't realize why quackity might not be keen on the idea of having his fans pay his own employees for his own project instead of, you know, doing it himself; and, again, do not fool yourself into thinking it would be recieved well. That being said, it's fair to criticize how everything was communicated to the admins, but I'll get to this in more detail later.

quackity should not have uninstalled social media, he's trying to avoid everything! : he's not avoiding anything, he's been off social media for a while now, which is why it took him that long to remove wilbur from the server. He has every right to not want to look at social media, as his focus should be on restructuring his server instead of doomscrolling on twitter because people think he needs to see how much people dislike him. The only people that he should talk to are those that have important information to tell him, like josè with the document. He explicitly said on stream where to contact him if you have helpful information and I'm sure that despite multiple well liked posts saying not to spam his email, people are definitely doing it anyway, which is probably gonna slow the whole thing down even more. I hope josè's document is able to be seen with pierre's help as well.

quackity studios is not communicating with their employees and leaving them in the dark and that's not okay : I agree with this. i think a huge chunk of doomposting lately has been due the lack of communication not with the audience, but with the admins, and they deserve to know what is happening behind the scenes more then us since this is about their current or future job.... that being said, I do kind of understand why they're being so secretive and shutting everyone out, and that's due to all the "leaks" that have been spread online. I understand the anger but I really wish some people would realize that discussing leaked bts lore stuff in ccs discord servers does not help the situation at all and instead makes it seem like they're only doing this to rile up the fandom against quackity studios by using the lore of people's fav characters.

At the end of the day, I think people just aren't used to dealing with a situation that does not have a clear cut solution and someone to clearly hate, so the result is this doomposting and the over aggressiveness toward anything related to the project. Personally, I haven't witnessed anything that made me lose faith in the qsmp like some people have been saying, as every change that we've seen so far coincides with what quackity said on stream a while ago. I only wish things were communicated properly to the admins clearly, as they're the ones most affected, so I hope that's resolved soon. Ultimately quackity is singlehandedly restructuring the server from basically zero, has had to fire people that were misusing money and power and, depending on what josè's document said, is probably gonna have to fire some more. This is not an easy process, nor a quick one, you're not gonna hear about sunshine and rainbows for a while and doomposting about everything you hear because you expected quick change is useless. Think before you speak, have a clear head and most importantly have empathy.

[marifrommars]

(I'm just going to reblog this, because it was the best take I've seen so far, about the whole QSMP situation) This situation with Qsmp makes me extremely sad. Qsmp is an incredible project and has brought together so many different communities, so it's really hard to see the problems it is facing. But honestly, I see no reason to leave the boat. I hope everyone involved gets paid from now on and the people who suffered from this can be compensated. But I saw a lot of people wanting the project to end and I think that is extremely unfair. I've been very disappointed with the Qsmp community in general for a while now, especially those who have been persecuting Latino communities, but I really don't understand what the community wants anymore. I hope everything gets resolved. To the Admins who were wronged. I really appreciate everything you did, you were the soul of the project, and your work was one of the things that made Qsmp what it is today, I hope you stay well and safe.

[emotionalwords]

[marifrommars]

<3 And drink some water.

[marifrommars]

Para terminar o assunto

Vi algumas pessoas a questionar sobre o "melhor amigo", e vi outras a dizer que era o Felps. Muito provavelmente foi. O Cellbit já disse algumas vezes como o Felps é o seu melhor amigo e como ele salvou a sua vida. Mas não há confirmação nenhuma. O Felps não disse nada até agora e duvido que ele dirá, já que tal como o Cellbit, ele não gosto de expor a sua vida pessoal, e muito menos exporia algo tão pessoal sobre o melhor amigo dele. Por isso, também não tentem tirar satisfação dele, ou encher o bapo de perguntas. Eu falo do Felps, mas eu peço que façam o mesmo com os outros, especialmente a Lorena (namorada do Cellbit). Ela tem sido incrível para ele, e aguentado muito também, por favor não a chateiem. Deixem eles seguirem em frente e viverem as vidas deles em paz Fiquem seguros e bebam muita agua.

[marifrommars]

To finish the matter

I saw some people asking about the "best friend", and I saw others saying it was Felps. Most likely it was. Cellbit has already said a few times how Felps is his best friend and how he saved his life. But there is no confirmation. Felps hasn't said anything so far and I doubt he will, since like Cellbit, he doesn't like exposing his personal life, and much less would he expose something so personal about his best friend. Therefore, don't try to make him happy or fill bapo with questions. I'm talking about Felps, but I ask you to do the same with the others, especially Lorena (Cellbit's girlfriend). She's been amazing to him, and put up with a lot too, please don't upset her. Let them move on and live their lives in peace Stay safe and drink lots of water.

[marifrommars]

Acerca do Cellbit

Nem sei por onde começar a falar sobre essa situação. Eu raramente entro no Twitter, só para ver uma fanart aqui e ali. Foi por isso que descobri que tudo estava a acontecer com um vídeo do YouTube. Assim que o documento foi mencionado, corri para o perfil do Cellbit para ler tudo, e juro. Foram uns dos 20 minutos mais sufocantes da minha vida. Eu não conseguia parar de chorar de tristeza e raiva. Porque acompanho de perto todo o ódio que a Cellbit sofreu todos esses anos. Cada vez que alguém falava dele, em qualquer plataforma, os comentários ficavam repletos de pessoas odiosas e insuportáveis. Às vezes ele nem estava envolvido no assunto, mas a culpa era dele. Porque ele era “arrogante”, “abusivo”, “Um psicopata”. Li cada linha de sua declaração com desgosto no coração, embora já soubesse muitas das coisas que estavam escritas ali.

Doeu muito ter que ver tudo o que ele teve que fazer, para provar sua inocência em um crime que ele mesmo vivenciou. Ninguém deveria passar por isso, ninguém deveria expor sua vida pessoal dessa forma. Infelizmente, o que a Cellbit menos queria aconteceu. Sua vida e seus traumas ficam expostos para todos verem, como se ele fosse uma atração de circo. Espero que ele esteja bem e fico feliz que ele tenha pessoas incríveis ao seu lado, como a Lore, Bagi e Felps. O Bagi já confirmou que está bem, e estão cuidando dele, espero que ele supere tudo isso e volte ainda mais forte. Agora, por favor, da próxima vez que ele abrir live, NÃO mencione o que aconteceu. Não tentem fazer com que ele fale sobre isso, não encham o chat dele com perguntas e não perguntem sobre o QSMP. Apenas aproveitem o que ele estiver a fazer, sigam as regras e fique seguro. Se ele quiser falar sobre o que aconteceu, ele irá, se não quiser, deixem-no em paz. Ele só quer paz. Ele merece paz.

[marifrommars]

About Cellbit

I don't even know where to start talking about this situation. I rarely go on Twitter, just to see a fanart here and there. That's why I discovered that everything was happening with a YouTube video. As soon as the decoment was mentioned, I rushed over to Cellbit's profile to read it all. I swear It was one of the most suffocating 20 minutes of my life. I couldn't stop crying with sadness and anger. Because I closely follow all the hate that Cellbit has suffered all these years. Every time someone talked about him, on any platform, the comments were filled with hateful and insufferable people. Sometimes he wasn't even involved in the matter, but the blame was on him. Because he was "arrogant" "abusive" "A Psychopath". I read each line of his statment with disgust in my heart, even though I already knew many of the things that were written there.

It hurt a lot to have to see everything he had to do, to prove his innocence in a crime that he himself experienced. No one should have to go through this, no one should have to expose their personal life in this way. Unfortunately, what Cellbit least wanted happened. His life and traumas are exposed for everyone to see, as if he were an attraction in a circus. I hope he's doing well, and I'm glad he has amazing people by his sidem, like Lore, Bagi and Felps. Bagi has already confirmed that he is fine, and they are taking care of him, I hope he can overcome all this and come back even stronger. Now, please, the next time he goes live, DO NOT mention what happened. Don't try to get him to talk about it, don't fill his chat with questions and don't ask about QSMP. Just enjoy whatever he's doing, and follow the rules and stay safe. If he wants to talk about what happened, he will, if he doesn't want to, leave him alone. He just wants peace. He deserves peace.

[marifrommars]

Dear QSMP Community

I Hope you guys are proud.

To be honest, there isn't much I can say that hasn't been said before. But I want to say that I am deeply disappointed in the QSMP community. The amount of hateful comments I saw, before Cellbit spoke, were absurd. I haven't been following the server for a while. (Because I only watch Felps' POV) But I never expected such a thing to happen. I honestly don't know to what extent I feel safe in a community that preferred to attack a person who has already suffered so much. I'm sad, upset and disgusted. And for those who weren't involved in these hate comments. This blog is NOT FOR YOU. It is for those who have decided to ignore the Brazilian community and spread misinformation, hate and racism. I hope you have read the Cellbit statement to the end, and thought about your actions. I'm not expecting an apology, but at least understand the mistake you made.

And to all my dear Brazilian friends, I am extremely sorry for everything that happened. You didn't deserve all this. I hope everyone is safe and well, and if I can be of any help. (Even if it's just to talk) Feel free to DM me. Lots of hugs and love from Portugal.

Querida Comunidade do QSMP

Espero que estejam orgulhosos.

Para ser honesta, não há muito que eu possa dizer que não tenha sido dito antes. Mas quero dizer que estou profundamente dececionada com a comunidade do QSMP. A quantidade de comentários odiosos que vi, antes de Cellbit dar o seu ponto de vista, era absurda. Faz um tempo que não acompanho o servidor. (Porque eu apenas assisto o POV do Felps) Mas nunca esperei que tal coisa acontecesse. Sinceramente não sei até que ponto me sinto segura numa comunidade que preferiu atacar uma pessoa que já sofreu tanto, sem saber da historia completa. Estou triste, chateada e enojada. E para aqueles que não estiveram envolvidos nesses comentários de ódio. Este blog NÃO É PARA VOCÊS. É para aqueles que decidiram ignorar a comunidade brasileira e espalhar desinformação, ódio e racismo. Espero que tenham lido a declaração da Cellbit até o fim e pensado nas vossas ações Não estou há espera um pedido de desculpas, mas pelo menos entendam o erro que vocês cometeram.

E a todos os meus queridos amigos brasileiros, sinto muito por tudo o que aconteceu. Vocês não mereciam tudo isto. Espero que todos estejam seguros e bem, e se eu puder ajudar em alguma coisa. (Mesmo que seja só para conversar) Fiquem à vontade para me mandar uma DM. Muitos abraços e amor de Portugal.

[marifrommars]

I just watched the first 4 episodes of Hazbin Hotel and I have so much to say, OH LORD, this shit is incredible! As much as I miss the old voices, I feel that the new voice actors did a great job, and I'm excited for the next episodes. The music is phenomenal, and the fourth episode is simply a bomb of emotions! The only negative thing so far is that they have had very little interaction with Alastor, I'm really curious to know why they are guarding him so much. I hope to see more of him in the future! Other than that, I feel like it was worth waiting so long for the series, I think the team has done a great job so far. I'll probably talk about this with more spoilers in other posts.

[marifrommars]

The Necessary Sacrifice

“She looked up with a saddened look, her chest ached, it burned as if it had been doused in fire. Lying on a bed of stone, her blood flowed, filling all around her with bright red. She cried. Because she trusted. But for him, she was nothing more than a necessary sacrifice.“

-MariFromMars

[marifrommars]

Just on of my comfort shipps part:2

ReikixLanga

[marifrommars]

I love car trips ♡♡

[marifrommars]

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[marifrommars]

Just one of my confort shipps, Lumity ♡