Tam-Tam

Side blog for Yellowjackets Agere 20y/o She/They

[mariibarradefender]

I’m officially back being active on this account (I’m not lying this time, I swear), and I want to get back into writing, so if anyone wants to send me requests or HC’s, I’ll be very happy to answer them. And I’ve been really into The Pitt, if anyone also wants to send requests or HC’s about that, I’d love to answer them as well.

The characters for The Pitt I'll write for:

Joy Kwon

Emma Nolan

Samira Mohan

Dana Evans

Victoria Javadi

Cassie McKay

Baran Al-Hashimi

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Okay I’m not gonna lie I like completely forgot that I had this blog for a bit and honestly my interest in writing for Yellowjackets just isn’t there anymore and got replaced with Kpop and I’m not sure if I should just delete this blog and create a whole other blog for me writing Kpop stuff or if I should rebrand it where I’m just writing for Kpop and keep the Yellowjackets (and few The Pitt stuff) I’ve written so anyone can comeback and read it if they want but I’m not confident most people do I’m not really sure what I should do tbh

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My K-pop obsession has come back full force, so here are all the groups I think the yellowjackets would love, along with their favorite song. Also, these are only gonna be girl groups, since those are the only groups I stan.

I don't really see Tai liking any K-pop, but she will go out of her way to buy those who do their favorite groups' albums and stuff.

Van absolutely loves ITZY, and favorite song is WANNABE. Tried to do Ryujin’s iconic shoulder dance and failed miserably.

Shauna would like Girls' Generation (SNSD) and Into the New World would be her favorite song. She only got into K-pop cause Jackie was into it. She really only likes Girls' Generation, though, and that's because Jackie likes them.

Jackie is the same as Shauna, she loves Girls' Generation her favorite song by them is Gee. Crashout of the century when she found out that Jessica got kicked out of the group. And ever worse one when it was revealed as to why she got kicked out.

Mari would love Red Velvet (yes, I'm making Mari like red velvet cause their my favorite group, sue me). She says her favorite song is Peek-a-boo, cause its a bit more mature, but in reality, she LOVES Umpah Umpah.

I remember posting something saying how Misty would like S.E.S, and that still stays true; she would love them, but I don't really see her having a favorite song; she loves them all.

Nat is the same as Tai. I don't really see her liking any K-pop groups, but she does like U-Go-Girl by Lee Hyori.

Akilah is a die hard Gfriend fan and she knows it's one of their most popular songs but she LOVES Me Gustas Tu.

I can see Kristen really liking the Wonder Girls and 'Nobody' being her favorite song. She learned the dance to Nobody in about an hour and then showed everyone.

Lottie is a more casual listener. I don't see her getting into any groups or having a favorite song, but she'll listen to it if someone's playing it.

Laura Lee doesn't care that much but she will gladly take anyone to go see their favorite group in concert no matter how far the drive is.

Robin likes TWICE, and since she's not the most well-coordinated, she really likes TT cause the dance was really easy to learn.

Britt only listens to one group, and that's 2NE1, and she absolutely loves I Am The Best like it is her all-time favorite song ever.

If any of y'all wanna send me ask about it I'll be far more than happy to answer

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Can I also maybe get a lalaloopsy doll pretty please 🥺🥺

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for you i picked Spots Splatter Splash!! She’s super colourful and I think she would definitely be Mari’s favourite!! She’s also super creative just like your writing!!

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AAAAAAA OMG I LOVE IT

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Emma stayed over at Cassie’s with Victoria once cause Dana was busy. Emma and Victoria watched K-pop demon hunters, so the next time Emma regressed with Dana, she just kept singing " Soda Pop and it drove Dana insane.

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Happy Easter everyone! No matter what you're doing today I hope you're all having a great day :D I'm so super proud of getting this out today, considering I only started writing it this morning since I may have forgotten about doing anything for you all.. ANYWAYS here's baby Mari with a cutie-patootie Nat and Van and a small snippet of teen Shauna!

(Not pictured: Misty actually sneaking into her easter bunny costume that's genuinely terrifying and ends up scaring all the little ones)

To put it mildly, a lot of the caregivers dreaded Easter morning. No one wanted to be woken up by half a dozen sugar-high toddlers at 6, which was how everyone knew Easter would go. Last year, the first Easter they had all spent back together, Mel had gone barging to Shauna’s room to wake her, which sent Shauna running into Jackie’s room, which created a knockon effect that woke the whole house. 

Tai had given everyone strict instructions - no one was allowed to go egg hunting until everyone was awake and ready. Which of course meant that she was prepared for another Christmas morning, where a few little ones had woken up in the early hours of the morning and decided they couldn’t sleep any longer. But of course, her friends loved to throw spanners into whatever planning works she had. 

Mari had been a whirlwind all morning - she had woken half the house up just after dawn screeching her head of from her bed, giggling and clapping to herself when Tai had burst into the door. Then, when Tai had asked her questions and questions about what was wrong Mari just looked at her with her big brown eyes and just stared back. Tai had quickly figured out that she had dropped much younger than usual - well, duh -and had tried to settle her back down, Van had come bounding in, demanding to ‘see the baby’. 

Naturally Mari has revelled in Van’s attention, babbling and whining like a siren, and Tai had left her in Van’s sticky little hands while she went and saw who else was awake. Laura Lee, bless the kid, was walking up the stairs trying to screw the lid on a sippy bottle filled with water. 

“Lot’s awake and I think she’s thirsty. ‘M making her a bottle.” 

“Aw, thank you honey. Here, let me help. That one's pretty tricky.”

Tai had helped her screw the lid on and kissed her on her forehead, before sending her off to Lottie’s room. Cooing good morning to Lottie from the door. 

She had seen Jackie and Shauna from the hall. Shauna has been looking ready to kill, but Jackie was scratching her back and promising to make her a coffee. Tai decided they probably needed a minute. 

Misty was sleeping, or Tai guessed she was. Her door was shut and her lights were all off, so she figured to give her a sleep in. It wouldn’t be long before somebody woke her up anyway. 

Akilah and Mel were huddled half asleep by a door, being herded into the bathroom by Gen. Mel was holding a deep red tissue to her nose and Akilah was hovering next to her anxiously, trying to insist she help. 

Gen sent Tai a look, and Tai snaked her arm around Akilah’s shoulders, asking her to come do a head count before egg hunting. Akilah tried to hang around a little longer but eventually gave way when Mel started getting a little more panicked. 

“Good girl. You excited for the Easter Bunny?”

Akilah nodded and looked up at Tai.

“Can we watch the Yogi Bear Easter? I like that one.”

Tai knew what Akilah was trying to do - her choices often got drowned out by other... louder voices. 

“‘Course we can. Do you have it on video?” Akilah hummed and nodded. “Why don’t you go put it on for a bit, watch some before everyone else is down?” 

Akilah ran off after that, which left Tai safe to go see Nat. Sometimes she was unpredictable around holidays. No one blamed her of course, but she knew that Nat was very private when she didn’t feel as strong as usual. 

Tai was right - Nat was sitting up in bed blinking around, her hair all tousled and her dummy hanging off its clip. 

“Morning sleepy girl.” Tai sat on the edge of her bed and opened her arms, inviting Nat in but not forcing her. “Mari wake you up, hey?”  Nat nodded and looked at Tai, debating whether to fall into her arms.

“The Easter Bunny's been. Look here.” Tai showed Nat the small basket at the edge of the bed. 

Everyone had been unsure of how to do Easter this year. Too much chocolate wasn’t really on the cards, not everyone liked it and Mel and Jackie couldn’t eat a lot of it, so everyone thought it would be a good idea to do an egg hunt but also recreate these cute Easter baskets Jackie had found in a magazine. 

They had swapped names a little like a secret Santa, and Nat had scored gold. In her basket was a deck of blank tapes, some nail polish and a cute pair of purple bunny ears. “Look, want to try these on?” Tai picked the ears out and offered them to her. Nat blinked owlishly and nodded, letting Tai put them on her head. 

Tai’s heart melted - Nat looked adorable. 

“All ready to go look for eggs?” Tai asked. She had probably hurry - she had left Mari and Van alone for long enough, let alone everyone else. 

Nat let her wrangle her out of her twisted sheets and walked behind Tai happily. She was just as enamoured with the baby as Van had been, even if she was quieter about it. Nat crawled onto the bed and began to sift through the items Van had brought to Mari for some reason. She settled on the spritzer bottle of hair detangler and sprayed some in her mouth. Van giggled, of course they thought this was a grand game, and tried to copy her. 

“Maybe not guys. I don’t know what Mar put in there. I’ll get you both a drink in a second.” Tai held her hand out for the bottle and moved to help Mari sit up. At hearing giggles and action Mari had begun to whine and writhe, no doubt hating that she was missing out on something. 

Van grabbed out the ears from Mari’s basket, she had a pair of yellow ones with sparkles in the middle. Very fitting. 

“Here Mar. You wear ears too.” Van squished them onto Mari’s head, getting them caught in the knots as they went. Mari squealed indignantly at that, and started to shake her head and paw at Van’s hands. Tai eased them off her head and smoothed back her hair, turning to Van next.

“C’mere.” She pulled Van closer and swept their hair out of their eyes and slipped the ears onto them. “Hop, hop little bunny.”

Van and Nat looked at each other like a lightbulb had gone off in their heads. 

“Hop! Hop, hop, hop!” Van parrotted, stomping around the floor. Although Nat stayed quiet she began bouncing on her knees on the bed. 

Mari tried to join in too - of course she would - and her babbles varied in tone like a penny whistle. 

“Right, right. Hop, hop, hop downstairs you too. Akilah’s downstairs, go sit with her. And no sneaking for eggs!”

They both ran out and Tai turned to Mari. 

“You ready to go look for some eggs?” Mari sucked her thumb and grinned toothily at Tai. She stepped up to Mari and hoisted her under the arms. “Up you get babygirl.”

Mari wrapped her legs around Tai’s waist and sighed happily into her neck. “I think you’re going to keep me sane today bubba.”

Tai bounced Mari and grabbed her dummy off the dresser. “Are you ready?” Tai looked down the hall where there were squeals and shrieks, “Let’s go then.”

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I would love to hear your thoughts on 1, 2 and 3 for Lottie!!

1. Why do they wear diapers? (comfort? necessity?)

Necessity. She regresses so young that she's padded 24/7 whenever she's little.

2. When did they start wearing diapers?

The day moved into the house together, and Laura Lee realized just how young Lottie got.

3. How do they feel about wearing diapers? (shy? angry? chill?)

Since Lottie’s in babyspace a good bit of the time, little Lottie doesn't really have an opinion or feelings about it. Big Lottie, however, used to be embarrassed about having to wear diapers whenever she regressed. Still, now that she's a bit more comfortable and secure about her regression, she's actually pretty chill about it and doesn't really care. She'll actually talk to some of the other littles who are a bit more embarrassed about having to wear any kind of padding and help them get more comfortable with the idea.

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7, 13 and 19 for Mari please!!

7. Pull-Ups or Tape Diapers?

Pull-Ups 100%, they’re more discreet and are easier to hide under clothes.

13. Have they ever had a daytime accident?

More than she would like to admit. The first one, though, was a few months into living together after coming back from the wilderness. She was regressed a little younger than usual. Akilah and her were playing, she didn't realize she had to go until she couldn't hold it anymore, and suddenly felt a warmth spread across her lap. She was absolutely mortified, but Akilah went and got Van, and Van handled it really well. After she got Mari calmed down after getting her cleaned up and changed, she put her down for a nap.

19. How does their CG feel about the little one wearing diapers?

All the caregivers who know that Mari wears padding (aka all of them) are very happy with it. Anything that can make Mari’s regression easier and more comfortable for her is what all the caregivers are on board with. And if she's wearing padding when she has a nighttime accident, it makes it a bit easier to deal with, since it’s easier to hide that she had an accident and to clean up.

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Diaper Ask Game! ✨SFW INTERACTION ONLY✨

This was made with Characters/Fictional people in mind, which is why it is phrased with they/them, but you are more than welcome to answer these questions as yourself!

Why do they wear diapers? (comfort? necessity?)

When did they start wearing diapers?

How do they feel about wearing diapers? (shy? angry? chill?)

Do they prefer thicker or thinner diapers?

What are their favorite patterns/designs?

Do they like wetness indicators?

Pull-Ups or Tape Diapers?

Cloth or Disposable?

What’s their Dream Diaper?

What’s the best diaper they’ve ever had before?

Do they like the smell of baby powder?

What scent of baby powder is their favorite? (or would be their favorite? feel free to make one up!)

Have they ever had a daytime accident?

Do they wet the bed?

Who changes them? (their cg? anyone who’s comfortable? only themself?)

Do they use a changing mat or a changing table? What does the mat/table look like?

What’s their favorite thing to wear over a diaper? (pants? skirts? diaper cover? nothing at all?)

Do they have a diaper bag? What does it look like?

How does their CG feel about the little one wearing diapers?

Who is their CG? Does their CG wear diapers as well?

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I have four days off this week so I’ll be happy to answer any requests/ Hc’s about Yellowjackets or the Pitt

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Joy is one of the only littles not to have an official caregiver, and it stresses everyone out a lot. Like she's regressed around the others, and they have all taken care of her when she was little, but it's only when a playdate is scheduled, or they're all hanging out outside of work, and she ends up regressing by accident. But if she were to regress at home by herself, she's not gonna call anyone.

Dana and Al-Hashimi don't want to push her into getting a caregiver if she doesn't feel like she needs it, but it still stresses them out. It's not until one day that Joy comes into work with a bandage wrapped around the palm of her hand. When Samira saw it, asked what it was, and Joy told her that she had regressed the night before, dropped a glass plate, and while cleaning it up, accidentally cut herself. Samira rightfully freaked out about this and told Emma, who told Dana and Al-Hashimi, who both said to hell with it, she is not safe to regress alone and needs someone to watch her.

After that shift, Dana, Al-Hashimi, and McKay talk to Joy about it and ask if she's ready to have a caregiver. Joy ends up admitting that if she asked any of them to be her caregiver, she'd be stepping on toes, since they've all already got their own littles to look after. She didn't wanna be a burden since she can regress pretty young at times and sometimes doesn't speak English, and she's still embarrassed by her regression.

They reassure her that she wouldn't be stepping on anyone's toes, nor would she be a burden at all and that she doesn't have to say yes but to please consider talking to either of them about being her caregiver or if she still wasn't comfortable or sure to ask them she can always ask Emma or Samira since they're both technically flips.

After a few weeks of thinking about it, she ends up talking with both Smaira and Al-Hashimi about them serving as her caregivers, and they both agree. Samira is her primary caregiver, and Al-Hashimi is her caregiver, and she is Samira's caregiver whenever she regresses too.

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Do you have any HCs for characters we typically see as caregivers, like Cassie or Dana, as regressors or flips?

I can really only see Dana in a caregiver role, but Cassie, I could see being a flip something with Al-Hashimi. I can see her being a flip as well.

Dana is aware of both of their regressions and is always ready to help care for them whenever they need it.

Neither of them regresses often and will do so only if they really need to.

Cassie got an Easy-Bake oven from Princess as a gag gift for her birthday one year, and she doesn't use it when she's big, but will actually encourage Victoria to use it; she loves it when she's little.

Dana is always concerned that she might get sick from it, but Cassie never does, and it never ceases to amaze Dana that she somehow never gets sick from it.

Al-Hashimi is a bit more embarrassed about her regression than Cassie, who is more open about it.

It took a while for Al-Hashimi to open up about her regression to anyone.

Only two people know about Al-Hashimis regression: Samira and Dana.

Samira is always happy to take on a caregiver role for Al-Hashimi, because 9 times out of 10, it's the other way around.

Dana tried to introduce a small Cassie to a small Al-Hashimi when they happened to be regressed at the same time, but it didn't go the way she'd hoped.

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Sometimes, if Joy is having a hard day and is regressed or about to have a tantrum, a surprising yet really effective way to get her to calm down is to give her a deck of playing cards. She loves to organize them and make sure there is a diamond, heart, club, and spade in each set of cards.

Samira discovered this by complete accident. She noticed Joy trying to color-code some books she had lying around after a particularly rough day, and getting frustrated because there weren’t the same number of books in each stack. So Samira gave her a deck of cards instead, and that worked.

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Headcanons for Cg!Al-Hashimi and Little!Trinity???

Loved your ficlet of them!!!

Little!Trinity w/ Cg!Al-Hashimi

The only times Al-Hashimi takes care of Trinity are when she and Garcia fight over something and when Whitaker or anyone else isn't available.

However, Al-Hashimi is the established babysitter for the littles when any of the caregivers are busy or unavailable.

So no matter how little she has cared for Trinity, she still has all the things she knows she'll need when she's little.

Trinity absolutely loves paw patrol and has nicknamed Al-Hashimi’s German Shepherd puppy Chase, and has called him that so much that Al-Hashimi changed his name from Mars to Chase.

Trinity doesn't regress to babyspace often, but when she does, it's almost always with Al-Hashimi. As a result, Al-Hashimi has a lot of Trinity's babyspace stuff.

Al-Hashimi will shamelessly bribe Trinity with mac and cheese whenever she needs her to do something.

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I know you didn’t have this in your but could you do little!Trinity Santos who’s scared of fireworks and a CG!Al-Hashimi who finds her??

(This is really short but I hope you like it anon)

Al-Hashimi just finished up her first day as an attending at PTMC and her first Fourth of July shift in a trauma center.

Samira had invited her over to the park across the street with a few others to have what Samira called a ‘post-shift debrief’. She could already hear the fireworks going off outside and was on her way out to join when something out of the corner of her eye caught her attention. It was the headstrong R2 Trinity Santos.

She was tucked away in a small corner of the hallway and looked like she was curled in on herself, crying, and looking absolutely terrified. Al-Hashimi carefully approached her, not wanting to scare her any more than she already is.

“Dr.Santos, is everything alright?” she asked, concern laced in her voice as well as confusion.

All she was met with was a childlike whine and a barely audible “go away.” At that moment, multiple fireworks went off at once, and Trinity once again shrank in on herself, her hand shot up to cover her ears, and what could only be described as a shrink came out of her mouth. Al-Hashimi realized then that Trinity was a regressor and was probably regressed right now.

She gave her a sympathetic smile and took a step closer. “The fireworks are really scary, huh?”

Trinity gave a nod and slowly looked up to look at Al-Hashimi with suspicion. Al-Hashimi just kept talking.

“You don’t have to talk, but can you nod and shake your head?”

Trinity gave a nod.

“Okay, good. Now, do you want me to stay with you?”

Another nod.

“Can I come closer?”

Another nod, and Al-Hashimi walked over closer to her.

“Do you wanna stay here till the fireworks are over?”

Trinity shakes her head this time.

“Okay, do you wanna come over to my place? I don’t live far, and you’ll be safe, and I’ll make you whatever you want for dinner, I promise.”

Trinity spoke this time, “Mac and Cheese?”

Al-Hashimi let out a small laugh, “Yes, I can make you Mac and Cheese.”

Suddenly, Trinity stopped crying and started smiling. Seemingly forgotten about the fireworks at the mention of having Mac and Cheese for dinner, Al-Hashimi couldn’t help but smile back at her.



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I would love more lil Samira HC! Maybe how she and CG! Al-Hashimi interact? Maybe how she can trust someone to look after her after Robby blew up at her? Love ya! 🩷

(this ask made me realize that I forgot to put Al-Hashimi on my list for people in the Pitt that I’ll write for and that I all forgot to pin it so thank you so much anon/srs)

After witnessing Samira's panic attack, Baran had an inkling that Samira might be a regressor. She just wasn’t entirely sure until Robby let it slip after she confronted him about how he treated her during said panic attack. After their shift, she invites Samira over to “catch up after not seeing each other for a while.” She talks to Samira about her regression and what she can do to help.

Samira ends up confessing everything about Dr.Collins and how she felt when she left, how she turned to Dr.Robby for support, and he was doing really well with it until he wasn’t, and then how she felt after today and how she feels like she might not trust him enough to regress around him again. Baran sits and listens to her, and when Samira’s done, she tells her that whenever she feels like she might need someone to help her when she’s regressed, not to be afraid to call, and she’ll gladly come and help. It doesn’t take long for Samira to take her up on that offer. And it doesn’t take long for them to become comfortable with each other.

Baran was absolutely ecstatic when Samira asked her to be her official caregiver. And she is probably the best caregiver Samira could have. She remembers every little thing about her. Like how Samira has a small freckle on the back of her left ankle (she noticed it once). Or how she knows that bananas are Samira’s favorite fruit, and how she prefers to eat them cut up. Baran also started learning a little bit of Tamil after she realized that sometimes, if Samira is regressed enough, she’ll say some words in Tamil. And the most important thing is that she is so, so, so very patient with Samira, since she has such a wide range of ages she’ll regress to depending on how stressed she is (4-11). Baran knows exactly what to do in every possible situation/scenario, how to calm down a distraught 4 y/o regressed Samira, as well as a distraught 11 y/o regressed Samira.

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lil samira w/ mama dana hcs?

Pla ans thank you!!

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Little!Samira w/ Cg!Dana

Dana rarely gets to care for a regressed Samira, and it's even rarer when it's not during an Emma and Samira playdate.

Dana loves to care for Samira when she's regressed, since it's not often she gets to care for her when she's big.

Samira is a very sensitive regressor and needs almost constant reassurance and love. Dana is so patient with Samira whenever Samira asks her if she's doing a good job, and Dana will always tell her how well she's doing, even if it's her 10th time asking.

Dana found out by complete accident how much Samira likes cats. Everyone knows that Samira is a cat person, but turns out she'll let you know that, instead of purring, tigers will actually chuff as a way to greet other tigers.

Samira knows so much about cats it's crazy

Dana, however, knows absolutely nothing about cats since she only has a poodle she rescued from a shelter. So she will sit for hours with Samira, listing all the cool things she knows about cats.

After this knowledge is revealed, Dana gifts Samira Warrior cat books for her birthday that year, and she absolutely loves them and tells Dana everything that happens in the books.