Marina Soryal

Not so normal.

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It all happened so fast one minute was “I like you” the second “I broke up with her” the third was “let’s build a home together” it’s all so crazy.

He told me he loved me on the 18th of august, the day after they broke up, he said he’s been pining over me for a very long time and it wasn’t fair to her so he told her everything, he asked for some time to fully recover, he said he doesn’t want me as a rebound and I told him yes ofc take all the time you need, the next day I saw him by chance and he told me “I cannot not tell you I love you because I do, I did for a long time”.

Two days after we went to Ikea for some reason and we saw our home we agreed on almost everything and he said “whatever it takes and however long it takes us, I’ll marry you because i can’t let you go now, I can’t imagine a life without you” he always has a way with words he’s such a sweet, romantic, passionate person and I love him so much.

Now I can I say, I’m his and his mine.

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I thought I was the only one

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He’s determined to crack me and i can’t stop him, I’m scared, I’ve never let anybody in, but I don’t wanna stop him.

He asked me “do I give off the vibes that I’m into you or anyone for that matter?” and I straight out told him “no, absolutely not”.

I didn’t know how to tell him.

At 12 AM when I was barely awake he texted “Whatchya doing?” I told him I was watching the office and I asked “you home?”, And he said “no”, I said “do you think I could sneak out in the middle of the night?”…To meet him of course, to which he replied “I think you can” “question is” “ should you?”. He doesn’t know that if he told me to come I would’ve, even if the doors creaked.

He said I was cheeky.

The following day, his brother got his grades and it wasn’t the best so I said “I feel like I need to give y’all hugs” and he said “tbh i think I need some”.

I would’ve driven to your house, knocked on your door, gave you the biggest hug, small kisses everywhere and left, if I could.

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It’s not getting any easier!

He gave me he’s full attention, as did I.

He made me talk and ramble for hours, so did he.

We sat together just the two of us for more than 3 hours, i got to know him and asked him all these dumb would you rather questions. He mentioned his love language was physical touch and it’s mine too. He told me about his mum and how she passed away, he talked about his younger brother and all the anger he possess.

I talked to him about my friends, how no one is trying anymore and he told me “it’s not your fault you’re a friend-able person” and that made me giggle to no end. He told me I give excuses to everyone even if they wronged me and it’s true i just thought that’s what everyone does for their friends.

I think about all the times he stared at me when I wasn’t paying attention. I caught him one time and asked him “what?” And he said “nothing”. I think about all the times we accidentally touched.

Of course none of it meant anything because he also told me about his girlfriend, how it’s going well but it’s hard right now because he still has one more year of college and after he has to go serve in the army, while she’s done and waiting for him. He told me if her dad nudged her to break up with him, she will. He said “she put up with me through a lot and I think she’s tired” And so to my utter surprise he said he’d understand and respect that decision and call me a liar but if I’m madly in love with someone it doesn’t matter who’s nudging who where, I’d never leave. To me it felt more like he owes her instead of love her, but what do I know I’ve never been in a relationship before.

No matter how insulting, selfish, disgusting, disrespectful, mean and rude I was, I still stared at his lips while talking, I wanted to play with his hair, I craved listening to his laughs.

It’s not gonna get any easier.

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Fayed ✨

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I think if you aren't overly excited or saying the most random shit on the radio after winning, they should disqualify you. Bring back yelling YABADABADEE or lose the podium

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1st of July ✨

#AzharPark #Egypt #Park #Green #Summer #July

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Henry John Stock - Fire and the Sea (1912)

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He’s still in my life and I want nothing but to hug him and kiss him and tell him he’ll be mine forever

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I lost all hope

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I would imagine him and imagine that he must be out there thinking of me too. Well, I hope that if you are out there and read this, know that, yes, it’s true I’m here, and I’m just as strange as you. FK

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Lord Huron was all so right when they said "I had all and then most of you, some and now none of you."

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“I hope they break up”

I’m the right one - Me

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