mari

Do not mind me. We all need a breathing hole.

[marinagony]

@muminenf's alt account for venting and stuff. Spanglish y mierda así.

Needing a let out-er lately. That or I'm dying.

[twentysixsix]

I had my reasons (no i didn't)

[bozobq]

It’s okay we all learned a very valuable lesson today.

[twentysixsix]

What the hell are you talking about

[bozobq]

Go to bed pipsqueak

[twentysixsix]

What was that what did you say huh you wanna fight huh

[bozobq]

Maybe tomorrow I’m a bit sleepy,,

[marinagony]

Fight fight fight fight

[marinagony]

eh.

[marinagony]

Such a pathetic failure that can't even kill itself.

[marinagony]

2nd attempt of the year. The pills didn't work. I just vomited.

[marinagony]

Oh. Nevermind. It should be over soon.

[marinagony]

2nd attempt of the year. The pills didn't work. I just vomited.

[marinagony]

Hating him because every time someone says they like me I feel its just sexually when I don't feel anything at all and they have the desire to "tame" or "seduce" someone who cannot fathom it in the slightest. They don't like me, they like the thrill of winning. And even if I know they're sincere, I feel they'll try and hurt me.

I want to be held and loved. Not fucked. Why is it so hard to ask? Why am I just an object for them to lust on?

[marinagony]

Feeling lonelier than ever because I refuse to be a bother but also not wanting to be bothered. What does it take to be wanted? Not desired, just to have someone yearn your presence.

[marinagony]

Feeling I should be gone but also seeing that I am appreciated. I want another body, this one is not working as it should anymore.

[marinagony]

Ajaajsjajaja me voy a matar

[marinagony]

Stress is eating me alive while I am starving for affection. I just want to be held close without having to flinch when someone lifts a hand. Why is it so hard to ask? Why did they have to ruin me?