Button Smash when all else FAILS!

I want to be the very best, the best there ever was.

[mariosreckoning]

[mariosreckoning]

Sad

Life’s a bitch... a cruel and toxic world. We have the strength, the love, the gift of friendliness, and we are the antidote. Though we choose not use them... why are we so parasitic?

[mariosreckoning]

A fireball caught at crazy photos per second by my boss.

[mariosreckoning]

[mariosreckoning]

[mariosreckoning]

The dark world aches for a splash of the sun...

[mariosreckoning]

Why?

Why do I feel so unhappy all the time? Is it my fate to be this way, was I the chosen one to be like this so others can be happy? If so please someone tell me. If that is the answer then I will gladly accept it. If not end my misery.

[kevinfranzisamonster]

[kevinfranzisamunster]

This is my first drawing to reach over 20k notes. and not only that, but it did it in only a few days. holy shit

[mariosreckoning]

Ponder mode for the Insane me.

I tread on memories past trying to remember it all, yet I stare into the abyss of murky water only seeing parts. I know what's best though it feels as though I'm magnetized to worst. I don't know what to do anymore and giving up is not an option. Though it's highly tempting as do many have tried it passing and failing. I slit my wrist once, and tried shooting myself in the head with a 357. Magnum only for the round to be a dud... So that is no option to me anymore. I walk a fine line on yarn only to see it is holding true. My dreams all very different, but same. It's the one place I seem sane. To this note I say goodnight as I close these weary eyes and drift to sanity.

[confuchsia]

[mariosreckoning]

I am alone and that to me is the worst feeling one can feel.

Alonealonealonealonealonealonealonealonealonealonealonealonealonealonealonealonealonealone

[mariosreckoning]

Behind these eyes and sight.

Deprived from rest of body and mind, weary at all times. Sleep the one thing I wish I did more of. I lay in bed pondering of dreaded and happy times. My health decaying before these heavy eyes left with one thing on my mind... of how life is on the other side.

[mariosreckoning]

Been a while...

As my title goes, it has been a while... I had so much for this social site Tumblr. I might restart my thoughts, pry open my ideas get my mind out there. I myself seem insane to my sleep deprived eyes. To others I'm a good friend, to others an asshole, a great lover, a horrible lover, and le piece de resistance a nobody. I feel as though I suffer from multiple personality or the honest fact that I feel no emotion for anybody, or action. Here I might find sanctuary until I reach the fine line towards my next step and proceed.

[russianroulettechampion]

Who wants to cuddle?!

[mariosreckoning]

Miss the feeling of lying in bed next to a female on cold winter nights. Where the warmth of two bodies stays at a steady flow of happiness caught in the blankets marking a noch in the brain as a memory.

[girthode-deactivated20160111]

LoL daemonbjorn

[idunlikeyoumuch-deactivated2017]

HAWWW YEEEEEEE

[mariosreckoning]

o.O is that a spoon (^.~)

[diacetyl-deactivated20150609]

[gemini]

only bad thing about it is the dripping

[xanderae-deactivated20151219]

dripping is the best part what u tlkin bout willis?

[mariosreckoning]

I used to do this, loved every stage and part of it. The taste, when you feel it pass through your nostril, the adrenaline, the color, but that's why I also stopped. Lol

[mariosreckoning]

Me

I'm just a letter, word, sentence, paragraph, page, chapters, in my book.