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just about four and a half months ago i was forced to face the hardest decision i have come across in my life, and also the hardest one i will ever have to make. for a month i was torn trying to persuade myself to not believe what i knew was true. as that hope slowly diminished i was faced with the truth. a truth that i had never faced with before and a truth that i can never forget about. tears came and did not leave for what felt like so long. as i made my decision of what to do with this truth that i was faced with, i realized that no matter what i did or how hard i tried i would never be able to forget what i now knew. i made the decision on what to do with this to try to "make it better" or get rid of what had happened. but it did not change anything.

i do not know if i made this decision based on what i thought was right for myself or based on what i thought was right for the people. looking back, i did not make this decision with any thought really, i made it out of shock, with fear and with sadness. i made it out of nothing.

today, as the days continue i realize that my decision will never leave me. and that the hurt and sadness will never fully pass. that the tears will never stop. and my mind will forever wonder what could have been.