You and I are similar but different
You and Mark were different you were and extrovert and he was an introvert but there were times when you loved to be alone and be with him talking about life he loved when you were like that
Where did it all go wrong?
When one day, one month, one year passes Will we be living different lives?
The answer to this was a definite yes, you and Mark constantly argued to no end. You argued in public and in front of his label mates and yours this relationship turned for the worse there was no fixing it. Being with Mark effected your work and not in a good way your fans noticed how sad you looked and were extremely worried. As for Mark fans didnât notice because he kept a smile on his face and pretended as if his relationship wasnât going downhill rapidly
âHey Y/N can we talkâ Mark walked into the apartment you sat up preparing yourself for what you knew was going to happen
âIâve been thinking that we should break up we arenât working anymore weâve been arguing non stop over stupid things I donât want to do this anymoreâ your smile faded but reappeared you knew this was coming you felt it
Biting your younger to hide your tears you nodded âitâs fine I understand Markâ you stood up walking to the door you knew in reality it wasnât fine in fact it hurt a lot you were so in love with him
You turned around to face him âtake care Markâ
He smiled âtake careâ
With my hair tightly tied up Iâm cleaning up my messy room
You laid in bed memories flooded your mind since you two started dating you were sleeping in the same bed together so tonight was different for you.
Determined to get rid of the memories that haunt you, you take all your photos off the wall and throw the scrap book in and trash can it wasnât done but there was no use in keeping what wouldâve been your anniversary gift for him
And all the people, I look like Iâm fine I pretend to be numb and I try to smile
Your group just had a comeback you pretended to be fine so others wouldnât worry of course everyone knew about the break up you plastered on a smile and pretended to look like everything was okay if people asked how you were youâd tell them your fine and smile they buy it but your members donât
I keep thinking About our last moment The words âtake careâ was it for our plain breakup
Today you were getting your things from marks place the finale break up words replayed in your head take care was plain you wanted to say more but didnât
Knocking on his door you waited for him to answer it felt weird usually you walked in but you canât anymore
âHey Y/N come inâ you nodded and took your shoes off headed straight to the room to see your things already packed up.....he waisted no time
You picked up the small boxes and headed downstairs where he sat on the couch texting in his phone you place the boxes down to put on your shoes when the words that lingered in your mouth finally blurted out
âItâs not fineâ you said it loud and clear
âWhatâ you had no choice but to say whatâs on your mind
âItâs not fine Mark I love you so much I wanted to make our relationship work and fix what was broken but you didnât want to instead you broke my heart i told you it was fine but itâs not fine it hurtsâ at this point you were sobbing but Mark sat there just looking at you you wanted him to take you back
âYou need to go Y/Nâ he opened the door for you
It didnât go the way it did in movies they lied instead the girl is still left with a shattered heart and he moves on