MarlZeen

#halfbreed 💕

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#exBVSSrayaouting ❤ So much laughter. So much fun. So many things to catch-up. Most importantly everyone love cats. 😺 https://www.instagram.com/p/ByzxBSFhZ-C2rSL9IYg_FpGdGKDUNIbRtD-S700/?igshid=l1pepcukpn88

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A year older, a year wiser. So grateful for the things that I have achieved thus far. ❤ From today onwards is another bigger stepping stone which is Pre-Register Consodilation Posting. Another decision making to make and I hope for whatever choices I'm going to make, may Allah SWT guide me thru. P/s: 3months to survive and I am so going to plan for a graduation trip soon but first... Paramedic or Missy? 😜 (probably a solo trip & convince dad to allow me to) 😝 https://www.instagram.com/p/ByOZipLhHLrQJjgGYtPSIV3Hiw3nEG7EtQ4bus0/?igshid=2shev9quhkqu

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Yo sé que me buscas en todos lados, a mí (at Asia/Singapore) https://www.instagram.com/marlzeen/p/Brx2xpVhkYziDPYUh_67P6Sd7uGK6RxJxSIAvg0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=zbp1kuf3wggx

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"Make way for the G-O double D, E-S-S I spare no enemies in this dress" #welcometokayeel https://www.instagram.com/marlzeen/p/BrfaXF-BPUDu4nljNW-cbs7AHfMvb5EAMJEorA0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1xf1umvqzywei

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"You more often recognize your inadequacies rather than your strength. " ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜 P/s: Holidays are here but I am so (NOT) ready for the things coming ahead. 🤓 https://www.instagram.com/marlzeen/p/BrWnTA6B2TVtCGa2yXdpLjsm9_Sxbk5Jx5G3as0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=11t3oz2493i28

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"Mirror mirror on the wall... Who is the ugliest of them all..." https://www.instagram.com/marlzeen/p/Bq5xtGsBd4NvWzZe0RJmvdPviZ2SBUhettJSAk0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=m34sxge735u6

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Attempt to pose as if I'm in the 90s. ❤ https://www.instagram.com/marlzeen/p/Bqg4pIvhHf_iSfORwV8zL6gLNRUOlWrI4WmesE0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1qikbbsdh0rj3

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All cats are beautiful ♡

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Meeting me the first time will be like.. Picture 1: the first impression I give to ppl. 😒 Picture 2: "OKAY GUYSSS... LET'S DO THIS! " 🤓 ❤❤❤ #sundayootd #weddingaffair https://www.instagram.com/marlzeen/p/BqVuN4dBLixt0f1GksASREA9nC65p0Qe2G0kQ80/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1b6uhdfe2i7r9

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1st November 2018

Alhamdulillah... I can't thank Allah SWT enough for what have just happened today. Today, mom cried so hard when she saw my first brother. They hugged each other and it was really an emotional moment for me. It's been 3years. Yes 3years! I guess... Ego is the biggest hurdle to every relationship. Even the relationship with our families. I've realized that... Am I supposed to live in this world to just fix my family's relationship? I hoped that... Things will get better from today onwards. If one day Allah SWT is gonna take my life away, I hoped that my family will stay close to one another. I do not want another wreckage. It is exhausting to be honest just to think abt it. May Allah SWT give me strength and patient to every situation. In Shaa Allah. ❤

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Yesterday, my family and I had a mini birthday celebration for my late eldest sister's 41st birthday. We have forgotten about her existence. My parents have never forgotten her but instead keeping her in their prayers. I remembered how my father told me their tragic story on how they've lost their first bundle of joy. It was 16th Oct 1977 that my late sister, Asmarena Bte Samsi was born as a stillborn. My mother had to go through a C-section in order to give birth to her and was put under General Anaesthesia(GA). Not knowing that actually she gave birth to a stillborn. Woke up after the GA have worn off and still thinking that she gave birth to a living baby. My parents have been standing strong and accepted their fate. Losing their first bundle of joy. It hurts. Every year they have to go through test after test. The test they were tested with getting harder and harder. I wonder how do they actually do that? Still believe that Allah SWT gave them all these test to actually see how strong their faith towards Him. I am very very grateful to Allah SWT for giving parents like them. I keep telling myself... so if my parents can go through every hardships, "Why can't I?"

My aunt keep claiming that my sister is beautiful. Her features are better than mine. Like sharper nose. Bigger eyes. Fair skin. When I heard that, I don't feel jealous at all. I am actually more excited. I wanted to meet her so much. I want to tell her everything. Like I wanted to love her so much. Fight with her. Go gym together. Go hangout together. I want to do all that together with my sister. A real sister. But it's okay. Who knows we can do so much in the heaven. In Shaa Allah. Kak Rena... you will always be in prayers from now onwards. ❤❤❤

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Aww so cute

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Aww so cute

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How the Prophet Would Complain

It is related that when Abu Talib died, the Prophet (صلى الله عليه و سلم) went out on foot to Ta’if to call its people to Islam. They rejected his call, and he walked away until he got to the shade of a tree. So, he prayed tworak’at and said:

اللهم إني أشكو إليك ضعف قوتي وهواني على الناس أنت أرحم الراحمين إلى من تكلني إلى عدو يتجهمني أم إلى قريب ملكته أمري إن لم تكن غضبان علي فلا أبالي غير أن عافيتك أوسع لي أعوذ بوجهك الذي أشرقت له الظلمات وصلح عليه أمر الدنيا والآخرة أن ينزل بي غضبك أو يحل بي سخطك لك العتبى حتى ترضى ولا قوة إلا بالله

“O Allah, I complain to You of my weakness and my insignificance in the eyes of the people. You are the most Merciful. No matter who You have put me at the mercy of – an enemy who will be stern with me, or a friend to look after my affairs – as long as You are not Angry with me, then I don’t care. However, the relief You bring would be more comfortable for me. I seek refuge with Your Face – for which the darkness has lit up, and the affairs of this world and the next are organized – from being afflicted with Your Wrath or deserving of Your Anger. You have the right to admonish as You please, and there is no might nor power except by Allah.”

Look at how even in such moments of his life, all he cared about (صلى الله عليه و سلم) was whether or not Allah was Pleased with him.

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If you are meant to marry her then you will. You don’t have to go out for years, have a physical relationship, play Romeo and Juliet, stress about your age, rant on social media about obstacles and disobey Allah to ensure that. If that promotion is written for you then you’ll get it. You don’t have to sell your principles, play politics in the workplace, switch on work colleagues and sell your soul to the manager to make sure it happens. If you are meant to pass those exams then you definitely will. You don’t have to miss prayers and abandon fasting in ramadan to make sure that can happen.

There is not a force in the heavens and the earth who can prevent you from anything that Allah has written for you. He is al-Razzaq. He is the one who sustains everything in the heavens and the earth. He does not ask you for rizq. He simply asks you to obey Him, to remain patient and have taqwa. Allah has promised that He shall make a path of ease for all those who remain conscious of Him and He shall provide for them from places that they could never have imagine existed.

Shaykh Mohammad Aslam