Marmalade power

[marm-alade-power]

Haii haii!! Second askblog because!!!!!! I can!!!!! The voices are winning!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This time, It's actually a more developed oc rather than a general blog based off of an angel lol

Anyway, This blog is for a power oc, Named Marmalade! (Silly, I know)

LORE SUMMARY: In general, They're just another discipline of Gabriel. They used to be VERY boastful and mean to others in the past, Which gives them a pretty bad reputation among most powers. (Feel free to acknowledge that in case you're roleplaying an angel character)

However, after some "unspecified" incident, (as seen from the broken helmet) Their demeanor has completely flipped over. Now, more often than not they're just clueless and silly (and probably still the worst discipline ever, But for different reasons now lol)

Got questions about backstory??? Honestly go crazy, but I'll warn, Marmalade will deny all help and questions regarding the topic <3

RANDOM FACTS (may get updated sometimes):

-Pronouns are They/Them or It/Its.

-Favorite food is sponges. Why? Idk. They're built different. It has a lot of opinions about sponges if you really wanna know.

-Currently residing in heaven, In a very secluded area. This is mostly because they're avoiding trainings/classes... (It also lives in a treehouse, Which is.. an interesting way to avoid the law! /hj)

-Due to the aforementioned 'incident', Marmalade struggles with Facial recognition, Coordination/Balance, and more along those lines. (It basically just has brain damage but not like heaven has an advanced medical system to diagnose or care about that...)

-Has a Hispanic accent. Why? I'm projecting I think that's why. -Partially blind (again, That incident). Mainly on the right side of its face- 2 of the eyes are completely blind, While the other two on that side are only partially blind.

RULES:

Bigotry of any kind is NOT acceptable. Don't even try, I will not engage with it.

Suggestive asks are okay, To be honest I don't care about such topics, But I'd advice to mostly keep it sfw.

You can talk about shipping, As long as you keep the conversation respectful towards everyone.

If I don't answer an ask you've sent, Do not resend it. I likely chose to not answer it for my own reasons. (Though, Sometimes it can also be just me not having time to answer, Still, don't resend)

If anything I post/say is hurtful, please don't feel scared to contact me, I do not mean any harm and I'm here to have fun and roleplay.

RELEVANT TAGS: #Marmaladeposting - In character posts/roleplaying #Marmaladeasks - answering asks from inbox #Marmalongs - Longer/ongoing roleplays #Wafflingaround - Me/out of character posts

Either way, that is all !!! Thank you for sticking around, And please be patient! I won't always be available to answer, I have my own reasons and things to do. Seeya around!! Silly drawings for references below(↓)

[marm-alade-power]

The shadows around you begin to twist aggressively as you lay in your cage, something has been enraged, something or someone… of a higher power. It doesn’t take long for your surroundings to be completely shrouded in shadows, a low droning noise echoing all around… whispers and shouts… an untamable horror has come for you.

@shadow-of-the-father

[Something about the shadows stood out to it, Not in the sense that it was fear- But it almost felt like.. Dying. For a brief moment, It almost felt a bit relieved to see it happen- But it didn't last long, For what followed was only those strange sounds surrounding it everywhere.] [It stayed on the floor, Turning to their side- As if it could simply ignore the noise, Yet it wouldn't stop the noises. Their breathing became a bit heavier, A sense of dread slowly consuming its thoughts- Like dying was suddenly scary, for once.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You…”

A voice echoed out from all directions, it was low, dark, and definitely enraged… yet no one could be seen, at least, not at the present moment, but you could definitely sense a presence… someone was there, inside the shadows… which one..? It was impossible to tell

“…Never once would I have thought that a Power could be so brutal… yet here I am… being proven wrong…”

A white light can be seen within one of the shadows, it looked like an eye, yet no being formed… the atmosphere was getting more intense… suffocating… where was this entity..? And who was it..?

“…I am going to enjoy this…”

( @marm-alade-power )

[marm-alade-power]

[Despite how it could feel its own heartbeat increasing, It wouldn't move away from its position. It did try to glance over to see who was there, But upon realizing it couldn't even see it- It couldn't be bothered to search anymore.] "I'm sure I could name one power who's more brutal than me.." [It muttered under its breath, Somehow it still felt anger towards Verchiel- It could never let go from the events that led to this moment. Yet again, Its fear wasn't enough to make it move out of its position. It lied upon the floor, Keeping its head low.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You speak of Verchiel… but she is in no way as willingly psychotic as you…”

The voice seems to become even darker, filled with malice, could this being have some kind of connection with the aforementioned Power..? The droning noises along with disembodied whispers got louder as the presence grew more pronounced

“…I watched… I saw everything… my judgement is far from clouded… I know who to blame… I know who threw the first stone…”

Suddenly, shadows reached out and began to not only wrap around your limbs, but also tug on them, slowly… yet painfully… your muscles aching with each tug… and that’s when a figure emerged, a Supreme Angel with pitch black wings wearing tattered red robes adorned with golden armor…

“…And that would be you… Marmalade…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It tries to fight back against the shadows, But of course, Tugging back would do no good. It could already feel the pain not just from their limbs- But the rest of its body as well, As their injuries were far from healed.] "G-Great, Another one of Verchiel's bodyguards! W-What now? You're gonna say I hurt your 'daughter'?" [While it tried to sound sassy in its reply, It clearly couldn't stop the pain from taking over- It squirmed a bit, Before getting tired again.] "You know... For someone who 'saw everything', You really don't sound like you've seen my side of the story..."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

The Supreme Angel didn’t answer, he refused to give you the information that you wanted, this time… he’d remain in control of how everything would play out, he was the puppeteer, he was The Watcher…

“…I saw… but Verchiel was not acting of her own volition… unlike you… her psyche is fractured… what you faced was something she could not control… the real her was unconscious…”

Bezaliel continued to command his shadows to pull at your limbs, approaching slowly, his golden face armor and halved halo shining with a holy light… you could tell that this Supreme Angel was not fallen… he still remained among the ranks of those on high…

“…What made you think that she was in control… Marmalade..? Have you ever stopped to think that maybe… just maybe… something had gone wrong..? No… you definitely did not… for all you care about is saving your own skin…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its body was shaking, Even the smallest tug would force its other injuries to let out more pain. And yet, It laughed- A wheezy and pained laughter that could barely hide its pain.]

"I-I don't believe it... Y-You're just like everybody else....."

[Tears were already streaming down its face, As it laughed more and more. Before eventually going completely silent, Its tone becoming colder within seconds.]

"Am I Genuinely in the wrong here? Am I going crazy? WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK THESE BANDAGES ARE COVERING?! HAVE YOU SEEN WHAT SHE'S DONE? HAVE YOU EVEN FUCKING SEEN ME!?-"

[Just yelling took too much effort, Making it cough a bit-]

"S-Sure... Fine.. I guess I should just- Forgive and forget! After all, Her poor soul would never dare to hurt a fly...."

"H-Honestly.. If 'not being in control' is a good excuse to be forgiven... Why does that not apply to me? Do you actually think I control myself? Or do you just believe I'm some sort of.. U-Unforgivable monster? D-Do you think I... Want to hurt others..?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…I told you before… I saw everything… the shadows are where I lurk… where I reside…”

Bezaliel continued to approach slowly, his pure white right eye glowing while the vertical eye on his throat emoted his frustration, you could see how his left arm was… massive, blood red, clawed, and demonic…

“…I spoke with Verchiel… and she showed a strong desire to change… I know she is not exempt from what happened… but at least she feels regret… unlike you…”

The Supreme Angel commanded his shadows to continue tugging on your limbs as he watched, making sure everything was as calculated as it could be, he wasn’t one to easily give in when someone he cares about is being thrown under the bus so easily

“…Every time someone has tried to help you… Marmalade… you either run… or lash out… no willingness to change is ever shown… time and time again the opportunity has presented itself… and you flee like a pathetic bird…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It tried to focus its power in order to teleport away, Yet- Something was preventing it from even doing anything. It gasped for air after their attempts at escaping, How ironic it was to attempt to run as Bezaliel spoke of how it tends to flee.] "Nobody wants to help me... Even the one that helps me thinks I'm wrong..." "Y-You know... I wanted to apologize at first, But all I received was a near death experience. She didn't even want to hear my apology- And even if I did apologize, All I did was yell at her ONCE!! WHAT ABOUT THAT MEANS I SHOULD JUST DIE!?-" [Again, It tried to keep a smile on its face- As a way to hide away anything it might truly feel towards the situation. Its weak laughter only proved how little it cared about the other side of the story.] "A-All I wanted.. Was to not fucking die. Is it really so wrong...?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Archangel Cassiel offered you help… did he not..?”

Bezaliel was now towering over you fully, his pitch black wings puffed up and fully outstretched, it was beyond obvious just how frustrated he was with you… with your excuses…

“…And how did you respond..? By attacking and running… a kind being tried to shelter you… and yet that did nothing for your senseless behavior… you only have yourself to blame…”

The Supreme Angel flicked his right wrist and the shadows that held your limbs tightened their grips even more, there was no escape from this being… this Angel of Shadows… was he truly holy..? The light from his halved halo didn’t lie…

“…You took your frustrations out on one who was receiving the help she needed… Marmalade… do not think for a second that mercy will be shown… wanting to not die… does not give you the right to attempt to take the life of another… nothing justifies it…”

[marm-alade-power]

[As it felt the grip on its limbs tighten, It let out a pained noise- Shutting its eyes as the pain kept taking over its body.] "W-Why... Why is she always forgiven? I can also say I didn't mean it, I-I wasn't.. Trying to hurt anybody-" [For once, That smile was gone for a few moments. It looked around, Trying to examine the situation- Of course, It was in danger, But it almost seemed like it was thinking about something else... Like an idea popped into its mind.] "I-If you think I deserve punishment, Then that means Verchiel deserves one too. It's only fair that she takes some responsibility!- W-What? Are you seriously going to say that a simple 'sorry' is enough for what she's done!?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You were given many opportunities to say such things… to change your ways… to return to sanity…”

Bezaliel kneeled down in front of you, he pure white right eye practically piercing your soul, you could tell that he had no intentions of hearing any excuses, his mind was made up, nothing would change it

“…And yet you did not… you ran… never once found a reason to turn back and actively seek someone out… unlike Verchiel…”

The Supreme Angel’s voice was filled with malice, he truly couldn’t stand you, and all that you’ve done, usually he was much more willing to hear others out… but now? No such thing existed, not now…

“…Do not think for a second that I allowed her to walk away with just an apology, Marmalade… but as I have said… she showed true willingness to change… she is not like you… a coward who only attacks those who are weaker than them… I know your past…”

[marm-alade-power]

"Oh it's easy for you to forgive her....." [This time, It didn't try to move in any way. It kept staring right back at Bezaliel, In an attempt to look more confident in its own words. Despite how fast its heartbeat was going, It let out a breathy laugh before speaking again-] "You talk a lot for someone who claims he's been doing nothing but watch, I mean seriously- Who's really the coward here? The one who fights, Or the one who always watches from the sidelines?" "Perhaps that muzzle on your face is there for a good reason, I liked you more when you didn't talk." [Its smile only kept getting bigger, After throwing those weak insults- It spit in the direction of Bezaliel's face, Clearly, All it wanted was to piss him off. It began laughing, Occasionally coughing while doing so, As it tried to find every way to disrespect Bezaliel's authority.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel didn’t respond, he refused to play into your delusions further, but the moment her heard you not only call him a coward but also refer to his golden face armor as a muzzle… his pitch black wings puffed up slightly…

“…I am no coward… I am the last holy member of a damned group known as The Watchers… it is my job to observe… to gather information… the shadows are my domain… as “The Shadow of God”… it is what I was created to do…”

The Supreme Angel was trying his best to remain calm, but as soon as you spat at him, he took a breath and grabbed your throat with his massive, blood red, clawed, and demonic left hand… a searing pain akin to Hellfire immediately surged through your body upon contact

“…Do you honestly think I am not a fighter, Marmalade..? I have had my fair share of battles over the eons of my life… ones you never would have survived… so I suggest you watch your words… lest you lose the ability to speak entirely…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its laughter was cut short as soon as Bezaliel grabbed its neck, Not even a scream came out of its mouth- Tears were simply falling more and more from its eyes as it tried to squirm around. It kept gasping for air while struggling to speak, Most of the noises it let out were incomprehensible- As the pain was too unbearable to even allow it to form words.] "Y-You- Gh- I-...Nonono..- F-Fuck..-" [Still, With the bit of energy it had left- It tried to form a sentence, Most of its eyes kept rapidly turning to random directions. Until eventually, One eye had managed to keep its focus more on Bezaliel. Was it really trying to smile now again?] "I-Is... T-That- All you can do?-"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Once again, Bezaliel didn’t respond, instead he focused more heavily on keeping his grip tight on your throat, making sure that the searing Hellfire pain wouldn’t diminish, he was mad and you needed to know fully

“…You invoked my ire… all of this falls on you, not me… if only you decided to not make an attempt at Verchiel’s life… then you would not be in this situation…”

The Supreme Angel’s voice held a growl the more he spoke, it was obvious that he was done playing games with you, he wouldn’t hear any more of what you had to say… now? Torment and punishment was on his mind

“…Do you truly wish for me to unleash more of what I have… Marmalade..? Do you find this pain enjoyable..? How disgusting… I could tear you apart… right here, right now… but that would be an act of mercy… and I am not willing to show such a thing…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It kept trying to tease, However- Most of its words were completely incomprehensible this time, It could barely make noises at all. Only a few choked sounds as it started breathing heavily. Its body fighting to move itself anywhere, But to no avail.] [Its eyes wide open, As tears would fall down its face. The wings on its head were flapping rapidly, But began slowing down the more it felt its neck being choked by the fire- Like it was getting tired of attempting to escape. Its breath sounded as if it wanted to laugh again, Yet it could barely bring itself to do so. Still, There was an attempt to do so, As if this genuinely was what it wanted.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Now you decide to shut that beak of yours…”

The shadows that surround Bezaliel begin to move in a very erratic fashion, was something else hidden within them? It was clear that he had full control over each one, the shadows were his domain after all

“…This searing pain akin to Hellfire that you feel… blame The Council for cursing my left arm to begin with… I was not created with this… not that it matters to a neophyte like you…”

The Supreme Angel’s pitch black wings puffed up even more and began to extend outwards, a sign that he was more than just enraged… something was changing in him, yet you didn’t know what it could possibly be, Hell, you didn’t even know who he was to begin with

“…All bark… no bite… it seems as though when you are faced with a being higher than you… all that gall is lost… some high and mighty bastard you are… Marmalade… the shadows will become something worth fearing… I shall make sure of that…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Their pained sounds were slowly getting quieter, As its vision got blurry. It only kept breathing heavily, It could barely make out anything within the shadows. Its body could barely handle much more, Feeling lightheaded from the pain. It stared into Bezaliel's eyes for a moment, Somehow it was waiting for him to keep going.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Are you challenging me..?”

Bezaliel took the stare as an immediate challenge, hostility rising, with his pitch black wings fully outstretched, he removed his left hand from your throat slowly, making sure that the searing pain wouldn’t vanish instantly

“…This is a mistake you shall definitely regret… challenging a Watcher is the last thing you want to do… we are not known for backing down…”

The Supreme Angel realized he was beginning to lose control of his senses, something was taking over… a feeling from eons ago… and it was not connected to his other self, Bartzabel… a certain voice whispered in his mind… chills ran down his spine… it was the voice of his fallen sadistic leader…

“…As I stated before, Marmalade… mercy was never an option for you… just because my grip has eased does not mean that you are free… far from it… you will learn to fear me…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It desperately gasped for air, Forcing it to come back to its senses in an instant. It could still feel the pain on its neck, Yet it tried to keep that eye contact.] "W-Why'd you-.... Why'd you stop....?" [Their entire body was shaking, Feathers falling out while it kept breathing heavily- Coughing and wheezing as it wanted to laugh again. It knew exactly what it wanted, Every moment it was teasing was simply in hope that it could die from this.] "A-Are..-Are you-......scared to kill me?.."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Do you honestly think that is my only method of torture..?”

Bezaliel got on one knee and stared dangerously into your multiple eyes, his pure white right eye glowing a striking holy white, completely contrasting with not just the shadows… but everything he was doing…

“…If you think I am scared to kill the likes of you…”

The Supreme Angel commanded for his shadows to wrap around your stomach, restricting more of your movements… he wasn’t fucking around, if his gaze was anything to go by… something wasn’t right with him, but that didn’t matter to you

“Break it… unleash all that you are… traitor…”

“…Think again, Marmalade… I know exactly how to break your mind… body… and soul… do not think for a second that any of this will be painless… punishment is needed… no… required… and I intend to give you the full scope of what I am made of…”

[marm-alade-power]

[As the shadows wrapped around its stomach, It began coughing- Like it could distinctly feel its organs moving in its own body, It couldn't stop thinking about something like that happening again. Soon, It gagged a bit- With a drop of blood coming out of its mouth.]

"W-Well- Gh- I-..."

[By now, It could barely hold its head up- Most of its body had already gone limp from the pain, It couldn't keep holding eye contact anymore.]

"W-What.. Are you waiting for.... C..Coward?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You continue to desire death…”

Bezaliel makes sure that his shadows don’t break your skin, but he does want them beneath your feathers, this is punishment and torture for all you’ve done… he desires to have you feel the correct pain, nothing too excessive, yet at the same time, nothing too lenient…

“…Such a thing would be too merciful to you… and do you know why..?”

The Supreme Angel kept his piercing gaze on you at all times, constantly debating whether or not now was the right time to unleash his other self, Bartzabel, or not… yes, he was furious… but it didn’t seem like the right time… it was too soon…

“…Because neophytes like you, Marmalade… do not deserve the easy way out, at all… you must suffer for what you did… not die from it… understood..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[It let out another weak chuckle, At this point, This wasn't the first time someone had said the same thing. It simply sounded.. Tired, This time.]

"....Of course. A-As if I didn't suffer enough..."

[Its eyes closed, Like it was trying to die on purpose by now. Slowly, its breathing became weaker, With a soft light growing around its body for a split second. Marmalade's expression slightly changed, Seemingly upset at the fact that dying just didn't work- But it didn't stop trying, As if dying on purpose was even possible to begin with. Crying while whispering softly, It couldn't do anything but beg for death.]

"Please.. Pleasepleaseplease..."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel was getting tired of hearing you constantly beg for death, for a luxury that never was going to be bestowed upon you to begin with… he was going to torture you, not kill you…

“…Cease this begging…”

The Supreme Angel exhaled heavily then grabbed the top of your head with his left hand, making sure to inflict the same searing pain as before, he was so close to calling Bartzabel to the forefront…

“…Do you truly wish to force my hand even further, Marmalade..? To experience something that will break you..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[With the touch upon its head- It immediately stopped whispering, And began taking deeper and faster breaths. Feeling its head hurting was strangely not out of the ordinary, Especially right where its scar was- Yet having pain directed there only reminded it of that day, Just another one of those times that it had almost died.] "..Y-You.. Know what I want.." [It wouldn't stop crying, This time, Their sobbing sounded more desperate- If Bezaliel wasn't going to let it die, It had to find a way to force that to happen- With no other ideas on how to get what it wanted, It took one last breath, And tried to hold its breath.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Cease…”

Bezaliel pulls you up by the feathers on your head, he knows exactly what you’re trying to do and he’d be damned if he’d allow it… no one gets to end the torture prematurely, not on his watch

“…Offing yourself is not an option… you will suffer… understood..?”

The Supreme Angel’s voice was harsh and held a lethal tone, he wasn’t playing around, he was done with your games and pathetic attempts at ending things… huffing, he let go of the feathers on your head and stood up

“…I tire of this slow torture, Marmalade… especially considering the fact that you think you can end things so soon… no… within the shadows… you play by my rules… and I am FAR from finished with you…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Obviously, Its pathetic attempt at holding its breath didn't last long- If anything, It only made itself feel dizzier with that attempt. It took a deep breath as soon as it was grabbed by the feathers, Slowly steadying their heartbeat.] "I-I..... T-That's..... What.. Everybody says..." [It genuinely just sounded tired, This time, It had stopped attempting to do anything. Its body was just still, With its eyes wide open- It only had a blank expression, It couldn't laugh it off again, Even if it wanted to.] "...Just............ Do something... I-I don't-... I don't know....."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel stared you down with that seemingly undying piercing glare, with a flick of his right wrist, the shadows lifted you up until you were suspended in midair, every limb still tightly wrapped in said shadows

“…Very well… but remember… you asked for this, Marmalade… what is about to happen is nothing but further torture… the likes of which you shall never forget…”

Upon saying that, the Supreme Angel’s shadow began to twist aggressively, almost like it was alive, no longer something that trailed behind him… taking a breath, he lowered his head and began to say something in Latin… an incantation of sorts…

“…O tenebrae, tenebrae, quae dormitant in crepusculo... umbrae odii... ex animo meo involuto, clamo... veni ad me, o Bartzabel..!”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its expression didn't change, All it did was let out a sigh- Even if it knew what to expect, Their fear only lingered in the back of its mind.] "I-I.. really didn't ask for this- But not like anybody asks me what I want..." [It mumbled under its breath, At this point, It was more annoyed that this torture couldn't pass by faster. But of course, It just knew how much others enjoyed watching it suffer, Nobody would simply let it go easily. From there, It simply chose to stay quiet, There really wasn't any way out of it.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Without responding, Bezaliel lifts his head back up, pure white right eye glowing intensely, the shadow behind him moving aggressively, almost as if responding to the chant, the air around you grew much more suffocating…

“…It matters not… you are in my domain, Marmalade… and shall receive full punishment for what you have done… to both Verchiel… and Cassiel…”

The Supreme Angel stood tall as a massive figure emerged from his shadow, it looked more like a demon than anything else, but its entire presence was enough to send horrible chills down your spine…

“…Bartzabel… assist me in this torture… understood..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its feathers puffed out, Like it subconsciously knew it needed to feel more fear. While it tried to keep itself calm, Yet its wings had a hint of yellow while being reminded of Verchiel.] "...I-I didn't..... Ugh..... W-Whatever...." [Ironically, It didn't consider Cassiel as much while thinking back on the events. Still, It didn't have the energy to even argue against him.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Bartzabel…”

Bezaliel turned his head slightly to face the being who was now floating beside him, its pitch black hip wings fully extended, you could sense the pure and unfiltered malice radiating off of it

“DON’T HAVE TO TELL ME TWICE! I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THIS PIGEON DID! AND I KNOW WHAT IT DESERVES!”

The Supreme Angel nodded, not saying a word, before stepping back and allowing the being, now known as Bartzabel to take his place, he towered over you easily, the living shadow(?) was way taller than Bezaliel…

“YOU! DON’T THINK FOR A FUCKING SECOND THAT YOU’RE SAFE FROM ME! THE PHYSICAL MANIFESTATION OF HIS RAGE AND POWER! I’M GONNA ENJOY EVERY SECOND OF THIS!”

[marm-alade-power]

[Marmalade was caught off guard by Bartzabel's sudden appearance, Almost like it was already dozing off earlier.] "....Ah.." [It simply examined the shadows, The pain surrounding its body wouldn't stop- It was breathing heavily due to the pain, Yet it let out a chuckle.] "Are you guys planning on torturing me, Or are you just gonna keep being dramatic...?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“INSIGNIFICANT PIGEON!!”

Bezaliel didn’t react, he didn’t even try to pull Bartzabel back, if anything… he just stood there, arms crossed, pitch black wings fully extended, then he gave his other self a nod, granting permission

“I’LL ERASE THAT SMUG LIGHT FROM YOUR VERY SOUL!! HERE AND NOW!!”

The Supreme Angel only watched on as Bartzabel lunged forward, his massive blood red hands immediately tearing feathers away from skin, aiming for the chest… he wasn’t very familiar fast, angry, and held no regard for your safety… no… you were fully at his mercy

“HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!”

[marm-alade-power]

[For the first time, It began screaming. Its body trying so hard to run away in that moment, Yet nothing would work. It shut its eyes, Not wanting to even look in the direction of its own chest. Just feeling the blood dripping was enough to give it a clear picture of what was going on, Despite this not being the first time.. It hurt way more than it expected.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“THAT’S IT! SCREAM! BEG FOR A MERCY THAT YOU’LL NEVER RECEIVE!”

Bartzabel taunted with that mind splitting loud voice of his while tearing more feathers away from your chest until he got the opening he needed, a way to reach the ribcage, his target…

“…Go…”

Upon being given permission by Bezaliel, the 10 foot tall shadow being sunk his claws into your chest cavity and tore it open, blood splattering everywhere, but Bartzabel didn’t care, this was a rush of violence he so desperately needed

“SCREAM! CRY! BEG FOR DEATH! YOU’LL NEVER GET IT! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its screams continued, As much as it could while it slowly got weaker. It didn't take long for it to feel lightheaded, And eventually- Its screams turned into incomprehensible sobs. For as much as it was begging for something to happen, Only now had it started trying to take it back.] [However, It could barely bring itself to form a sentence. All it could do was cry and whimper in pain, While its head stayed low. It couldn't move its body, Which forced it to look down upon the bloody mess that its own body had become. It felt disgusted to see its organs again, Making it gag, With blood dripping out from its mouth too.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“MORE! SCREAM MORE! FEED ME YOUR DESPAIR!”

Obviously drunk with bloodlust, Bartzabel continues to tear open the chest cavity until the ribcage was fully exposed, Bezaliel just continued watching on, not once interfering

“THIS WILL MAKE YOU WISH ALL THAT YOU DID WAS BUT A WAKING NIGHTMARE!!”

With that decree, he grabbed ahold of every rib and began pulling, tugging, not caring how your body spasmed with each movement, Bartzabel had one goal…

“HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!”

[marm-alade-power]

[Despite it all, It wouldn't scream again. By now, It became quiet- Even while crying, It was silent. Yet it was still breathing, Its heart was still beating somehow- Its organs were functioning, And exposed for all to see. While its eyes seemed to be focused a lot on its own body, Its vision was too blurry to truly make out the details.] [Though it didn't need to see every detail to feel exactly what was happening, Its limbs were twitching occasionally- As it felt its previous injury from the stomach begin to open too. Causing it to throw up a mix of blood and fluids onto Bartzabel's hand, And on top of its own body as well.] [And even with all of that, It stayed quiet, There wasn't a noise horrible enough to express the pain. Only the faint light wrapping its body could describe such pain, Its mind was fuzzy, Was it really going to die for once? Somehow, That was the only hope it has felt for a while.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“YOU DISGUSTING RATBIRD!!!”

Upon having such fluids land on one of his hands, Bartzabel became even more enraged, a horrible error was made, the last thing anyone wanted to do was further upset the physical manifestation of a being’s rage and power after all

“YOU’LL PAY FOR THIS!! IN THE MOST PAINFUL WAY I’VE BEEN GIVEN PERMISSION TO CARRY OUT!!”

Aggressive and seething, Bartzabel slammed his left fist into your ribcage with a very brutal force, causing every rib to shatter immediately, blood pouring more, it seemed like he was Hellbent on killing you, when…

“…Bartzabel… that is more than enough… we have proven our point… Marmalade does not deserve death… return to me, now…”

[marm-alade-power]

[After having its ribs broken, It hadn't reacted at all. It was awake, But the pain has gone so far to the point of making it numb. Too much was hurting at once, Simply breathing would hurt.] [With blood still pouring out of its mouth and body, It began closing its eyes slowly. The last thing it could see was its own mess of a body, Destroyed in ways it would never forget. A light shined again around its body, Yet it didn't die. The light kept pulsing, Like it desperately needed to die- And yet again, It couldn't die.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

With Bartzabel now back in Bezaliel’s shadow, no longer visible, he approaches you, there’s no way in Hell he’s gonna let you die, no, the purpose of torture is just that, death was never the end goal

“…Your punishment has been served… and your light still shines… death was never an option for you to begin with…”

Taking a breath, the Supreme Angel conjures shadows that enter your exposed chest cavity, it feels… very strange… and unpleasant… but there’s nothing you can do

“…I hate leaving messes… so I shall do you a favor, Marmalade… I shall stitch up your wound here… with my shadows… but do not expect it to be pleasant…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Once it felt the shadows crawl within its body, It started shaking more- That sensation between its organs forced it to snap back to reality, Despite how dizzy it still felt- The light finally stopped pulsing. Its eyes were suddenly wide open, Staring at Bezaliel in tears in its eyes and blood in its mouth.] [While breathing heavily, It started making pained noises- It almost sounded like it wanted to ask for mercy, Yet it didn't know if mercy meant death, Or just an end to its suffering. "Sorry" Was the only word that made any sense between its incomprehensible sentences, And it kept repeating that while mumbling.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel didn’t respond, if anything he was too focused on his craft, being an angel who was able to bend every shadow to his will… it still needed concentration, he couldn’t waste it on idle chatter

“…You sure as Hell should be sorry…”

The Supreme Angel’s pitch black wings puffed up a bit as he continued to not only half heartedly reattach every broken rib to ensure that none of them pierced a vital organ but also worked to stitch up the chest cavity, it was easy to tell how annoyed he was

“…If only you did not resort to attempted murder, Marmalade… I know Verchiel is not exempt from this either… but you took it a step too far… remember that…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It was unclear on how much was Marmalade actually capable of understanding at the moment, Yet it seems that it understood enough to stop asking for forgiveness. Its wings somehow had a hint of yellow at the mention of Verchiel's name, Despite how weak it felt- It's like it couldn't help the way it still felt towards him.]

[From there, It remained quiet. As quiet as it could, Considering the immense pain it felt. It was simply waiting for the moment it would all be over.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel knew he wouldn’t be able to get you to talk, so instead, the Supreme Angel focused more on stitching up the wound in your chest cavity, he hated leaving behind a mess after all, and this was no exception… although he caused you an immense amount of pain and suffering, you couldn’t deny that he was gentle when it came to healing… after a while, the shadows retreated, the wound completely stitched up…

“…Expect there to be a massive scar, Marmalade… all I did was close the wound… be grateful for such a thing… after all… I hate leaving behind a mess…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its heartbeat had finally slowed down, Enough to keep itself breathing steadily. Still, It refused to even lift up its head in his direction. Its emotions were unclear, After all this- Was it feeling guilt for once? Or just more fear? It couldn't tell, The only thing that was clear now was the pain it felt.] [Yet again, It wouldn't let out a word. It looked frustrated, As if it hadn't learned a thing from this experience- It never could think of itself as someone who deserves such a thing. But how come it was scared to say that to his face? Perhaps somewhere it did believe that it deserved to bleed this way.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Now get out of my sight, Marmalade… and pray that you never end up here again… for the punishment will be way worse…”

Bezaliel walks towards the shadows again, not looking back, everything had been cleaned up, there were no traces of blood left, but the Supreme Angel knew he made his point known… you wouldn’t forget this… exhaling, he vanished into the shadows and the intense ones soon followed him, almost as if nothing had happened to begin with…

[marm-alade-power]

[...] [Marmalade teleported itself back onto the mattress and waited... Hopefully for death.]

[marm-alade-power]

The shadows around you begin to twist aggressively as you lay in your cage, something has been enraged, something or someone… of a higher power. It doesn’t take long for your surroundings to be completely shrouded in shadows, a low droning noise echoing all around… whispers and shouts… an untamable horror has come for you.

@shadow-of-the-father

[Something about the shadows stood out to it, Not in the sense that it was fear- But it almost felt like.. Dying. For a brief moment, It almost felt a bit relieved to see it happen- But it didn't last long, For what followed was only those strange sounds surrounding it everywhere.] [It stayed on the floor, Turning to their side- As if it could simply ignore the noise, Yet it wouldn't stop the noises. Their breathing became a bit heavier, A sense of dread slowly consuming its thoughts- Like dying was suddenly scary, for once.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You…”

A voice echoed out from all directions, it was low, dark, and definitely enraged… yet no one could be seen, at least, not at the present moment, but you could definitely sense a presence… someone was there, inside the shadows… which one..? It was impossible to tell

“…Never once would I have thought that a Power could be so brutal… yet here I am… being proven wrong…”

A white light can be seen within one of the shadows, it looked like an eye, yet no being formed… the atmosphere was getting more intense… suffocating… where was this entity..? And who was it..?

“…I am going to enjoy this…”

( @marm-alade-power )

[marm-alade-power]

[Despite how it could feel its own heartbeat increasing, It wouldn't move away from its position. It did try to glance over to see who was there, But upon realizing it couldn't even see it- It couldn't be bothered to search anymore.] "I'm sure I could name one power who's more brutal than me.." [It muttered under its breath, Somehow it still felt anger towards Verchiel- It could never let go from the events that led to this moment. Yet again, Its fear wasn't enough to make it move out of its position. It lied upon the floor, Keeping its head low.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You speak of Verchiel… but she is in no way as willingly psychotic as you…”

The voice seems to become even darker, filled with malice, could this being have some kind of connection with the aforementioned Power..? The droning noises along with disembodied whispers got louder as the presence grew more pronounced

“…I watched… I saw everything… my judgement is far from clouded… I know who to blame… I know who threw the first stone…”

Suddenly, shadows reached out and began to not only wrap around your limbs, but also tug on them, slowly… yet painfully… your muscles aching with each tug… and that’s when a figure emerged, a Supreme Angel with pitch black wings wearing tattered red robes adorned with golden armor…

“…And that would be you… Marmalade…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It tries to fight back against the shadows, But of course, Tugging back would do no good. It could already feel the pain not just from their limbs- But the rest of its body as well, As their injuries were far from healed.] "G-Great, Another one of Verchiel's bodyguards! W-What now? You're gonna say I hurt your 'daughter'?" [While it tried to sound sassy in its reply, It clearly couldn't stop the pain from taking over- It squirmed a bit, Before getting tired again.] "You know... For someone who 'saw everything', You really don't sound like you've seen my side of the story..."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

The Supreme Angel didn’t answer, he refused to give you the information that you wanted, this time… he’d remain in control of how everything would play out, he was the puppeteer, he was The Watcher…

“…I saw… but Verchiel was not acting of her own volition… unlike you… her psyche is fractured… what you faced was something she could not control… the real her was unconscious…”

Bezaliel continued to command his shadows to pull at your limbs, approaching slowly, his golden face armor and halved halo shining with a holy light… you could tell that this Supreme Angel was not fallen… he still remained among the ranks of those on high…

“…What made you think that she was in control… Marmalade..? Have you ever stopped to think that maybe… just maybe… something had gone wrong..? No… you definitely did not… for all you care about is saving your own skin…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its body was shaking, Even the smallest tug would force its other injuries to let out more pain. And yet, It laughed- A wheezy and pained laughter that could barely hide its pain.]

"I-I don't believe it... Y-You're just like everybody else....."

[Tears were already streaming down its face, As it laughed more and more. Before eventually going completely silent, Its tone becoming colder within seconds.]

"Am I Genuinely in the wrong here? Am I going crazy? WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK THESE BANDAGES ARE COVERING?! HAVE YOU SEEN WHAT SHE'S DONE? HAVE YOU EVEN FUCKING SEEN ME!?-"

[Just yelling took too much effort, Making it cough a bit-]

"S-Sure... Fine.. I guess I should just- Forgive and forget! After all, Her poor soul would never dare to hurt a fly...."

"H-Honestly.. If 'not being in control' is a good excuse to be forgiven... Why does that not apply to me? Do you actually think I control myself? Or do you just believe I'm some sort of.. U-Unforgivable monster? D-Do you think I... Want to hurt others..?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…I told you before… I saw everything… the shadows are where I lurk… where I reside…”

Bezaliel continued to approach slowly, his pure white right eye glowing while the vertical eye on his throat emoted his frustration, you could see how his left arm was… massive, blood red, clawed, and demonic…

“…I spoke with Verchiel… and she showed a strong desire to change… I know she is not exempt from what happened… but at least she feels regret… unlike you…”

The Supreme Angel commanded his shadows to continue tugging on your limbs as he watched, making sure everything was as calculated as it could be, he wasn’t one to easily give in when someone he cares about is being thrown under the bus so easily

“…Every time someone has tried to help you… Marmalade… you either run… or lash out… no willingness to change is ever shown… time and time again the opportunity has presented itself… and you flee like a pathetic bird…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It tried to focus its power in order to teleport away, Yet- Something was preventing it from even doing anything. It gasped for air after their attempts at escaping, How ironic it was to attempt to run as Bezaliel spoke of how it tends to flee.] "Nobody wants to help me... Even the one that helps me thinks I'm wrong..." "Y-You know... I wanted to apologize at first, But all I received was a near death experience. She didn't even want to hear my apology- And even if I did apologize, All I did was yell at her ONCE!! WHAT ABOUT THAT MEANS I SHOULD JUST DIE!?-" [Again, It tried to keep a smile on its face- As a way to hide away anything it might truly feel towards the situation. Its weak laughter only proved how little it cared about the other side of the story.] "A-All I wanted.. Was to not fucking die. Is it really so wrong...?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Archangel Cassiel offered you help… did he not..?”

Bezaliel was now towering over you fully, his pitch black wings puffed up and fully outstretched, it was beyond obvious just how frustrated he was with you… with your excuses…

“…And how did you respond..? By attacking and running… a kind being tried to shelter you… and yet that did nothing for your senseless behavior… you only have yourself to blame…”

The Supreme Angel flicked his right wrist and the shadows that held your limbs tightened their grips even more, there was no escape from this being… this Angel of Shadows… was he truly holy..? The light from his halved halo didn’t lie…

“…You took your frustrations out on one who was receiving the help she needed… Marmalade… do not think for a second that mercy will be shown… wanting to not die… does not give you the right to attempt to take the life of another… nothing justifies it…”

[marm-alade-power]

[As it felt the grip on its limbs tighten, It let out a pained noise- Shutting its eyes as the pain kept taking over its body.] "W-Why... Why is she always forgiven? I can also say I didn't mean it, I-I wasn't.. Trying to hurt anybody-" [For once, That smile was gone for a few moments. It looked around, Trying to examine the situation- Of course, It was in danger, But it almost seemed like it was thinking about something else... Like an idea popped into its mind.] "I-If you think I deserve punishment, Then that means Verchiel deserves one too. It's only fair that she takes some responsibility!- W-What? Are you seriously going to say that a simple 'sorry' is enough for what she's done!?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You were given many opportunities to say such things… to change your ways… to return to sanity…”

Bezaliel kneeled down in front of you, he pure white right eye practically piercing your soul, you could tell that he had no intentions of hearing any excuses, his mind was made up, nothing would change it

“…And yet you did not… you ran… never once found a reason to turn back and actively seek someone out… unlike Verchiel…”

The Supreme Angel’s voice was filled with malice, he truly couldn’t stand you, and all that you’ve done, usually he was much more willing to hear others out… but now? No such thing existed, not now…

“…Do not think for a second that I allowed her to walk away with just an apology, Marmalade… but as I have said… she showed true willingness to change… she is not like you… a coward who only attacks those who are weaker than them… I know your past…”

[marm-alade-power]

"Oh it's easy for you to forgive her....." [This time, It didn't try to move in any way. It kept staring right back at Bezaliel, In an attempt to look more confident in its own words. Despite how fast its heartbeat was going, It let out a breathy laugh before speaking again-] "You talk a lot for someone who claims he's been doing nothing but watch, I mean seriously- Who's really the coward here? The one who fights, Or the one who always watches from the sidelines?" "Perhaps that muzzle on your face is there for a good reason, I liked you more when you didn't talk." [Its smile only kept getting bigger, After throwing those weak insults- It spit in the direction of Bezaliel's face, Clearly, All it wanted was to piss him off. It began laughing, Occasionally coughing while doing so, As it tried to find every way to disrespect Bezaliel's authority.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel didn’t respond, he refused to play into your delusions further, but the moment her heard you not only call him a coward but also refer to his golden face armor as a muzzle… his pitch black wings puffed up slightly…

“…I am no coward… I am the last holy member of a damned group known as The Watchers… it is my job to observe… to gather information… the shadows are my domain… as “The Shadow of God”… it is what I was created to do…”

The Supreme Angel was trying his best to remain calm, but as soon as you spat at him, he took a breath and grabbed your throat with his massive, blood red, clawed, and demonic left hand… a searing pain akin to Hellfire immediately surged through your body upon contact

“…Do you honestly think I am not a fighter, Marmalade..? I have had my fair share of battles over the eons of my life… ones you never would have survived… so I suggest you watch your words… lest you lose the ability to speak entirely…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its laughter was cut short as soon as Bezaliel grabbed its neck, Not even a scream came out of its mouth- Tears were simply falling more and more from its eyes as it tried to squirm around. It kept gasping for air while struggling to speak, Most of the noises it let out were incomprehensible- As the pain was too unbearable to even allow it to form words.] "Y-You- Gh- I-...Nonono..- F-Fuck..-" [Still, With the bit of energy it had left- It tried to form a sentence, Most of its eyes kept rapidly turning to random directions. Until eventually, One eye had managed to keep its focus more on Bezaliel. Was it really trying to smile now again?] "I-Is... T-That- All you can do?-"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Once again, Bezaliel didn’t respond, instead he focused more heavily on keeping his grip tight on your throat, making sure that the searing Hellfire pain wouldn’t diminish, he was mad and you needed to know fully

“…You invoked my ire… all of this falls on you, not me… if only you decided to not make an attempt at Verchiel’s life… then you would not be in this situation…”

The Supreme Angel’s voice held a growl the more he spoke, it was obvious that he was done playing games with you, he wouldn’t hear any more of what you had to say… now? Torment and punishment was on his mind

“…Do you truly wish for me to unleash more of what I have… Marmalade..? Do you find this pain enjoyable..? How disgusting… I could tear you apart… right here, right now… but that would be an act of mercy… and I am not willing to show such a thing…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It kept trying to tease, However- Most of its words were completely incomprehensible this time, It could barely make noises at all. Only a few choked sounds as it started breathing heavily. Its body fighting to move itself anywhere, But to no avail.] [Its eyes wide open, As tears would fall down its face. The wings on its head were flapping rapidly, But began slowing down the more it felt its neck being choked by the fire- Like it was getting tired of attempting to escape. Its breath sounded as if it wanted to laugh again, Yet it could barely bring itself to do so. Still, There was an attempt to do so, As if this genuinely was what it wanted.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Now you decide to shut that beak of yours…”

The shadows that surround Bezaliel begin to move in a very erratic fashion, was something else hidden within them? It was clear that he had full control over each one, the shadows were his domain after all

“…This searing pain akin to Hellfire that you feel… blame The Council for cursing my left arm to begin with… I was not created with this… not that it matters to a neophyte like you…”

The Supreme Angel’s pitch black wings puffed up even more and began to extend outwards, a sign that he was more than just enraged… something was changing in him, yet you didn’t know what it could possibly be, Hell, you didn’t even know who he was to begin with

“…All bark… no bite… it seems as though when you are faced with a being higher than you… all that gall is lost… some high and mighty bastard you are… Marmalade… the shadows will become something worth fearing… I shall make sure of that…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Their pained sounds were slowly getting quieter, As its vision got blurry. It only kept breathing heavily, It could barely make out anything within the shadows. Its body could barely handle much more, Feeling lightheaded from the pain. It stared into Bezaliel's eyes for a moment, Somehow it was waiting for him to keep going.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Are you challenging me..?”

Bezaliel took the stare as an immediate challenge, hostility rising, with his pitch black wings fully outstretched, he removed his left hand from your throat slowly, making sure that the searing pain wouldn’t vanish instantly

“…This is a mistake you shall definitely regret… challenging a Watcher is the last thing you want to do… we are not known for backing down…”

The Supreme Angel realized he was beginning to lose control of his senses, something was taking over… a feeling from eons ago… and it was not connected to his other self, Bartzabel… a certain voice whispered in his mind… chills ran down his spine… it was the voice of his fallen sadistic leader…

“…As I stated before, Marmalade… mercy was never an option for you… just because my grip has eased does not mean that you are free… far from it… you will learn to fear me…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It desperately gasped for air, Forcing it to come back to its senses in an instant. It could still feel the pain on its neck, Yet it tried to keep that eye contact.] "W-Why'd you-.... Why'd you stop....?" [Their entire body was shaking, Feathers falling out while it kept breathing heavily- Coughing and wheezing as it wanted to laugh again. It knew exactly what it wanted, Every moment it was teasing was simply in hope that it could die from this.] "A-Are..-Are you-......scared to kill me?.."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Do you honestly think that is my only method of torture..?”

Bezaliel got on one knee and stared dangerously into your multiple eyes, his pure white right eye glowing a striking holy white, completely contrasting with not just the shadows… but everything he was doing…

“…If you think I am scared to kill the likes of you…”

The Supreme Angel commanded for his shadows to wrap around your stomach, restricting more of your movements… he wasn’t fucking around, if his gaze was anything to go by… something wasn’t right with him, but that didn’t matter to you

“Break it… unleash all that you are… traitor…”

“…Think again, Marmalade… I know exactly how to break your mind… body… and soul… do not think for a second that any of this will be painless… punishment is needed… no… required… and I intend to give you the full scope of what I am made of…”

[marm-alade-power]

[As the shadows wrapped around its stomach, It began coughing- Like it could distinctly feel its organs moving in its own body, It couldn't stop thinking about something like that happening again. Soon, It gagged a bit- With a drop of blood coming out of its mouth.]

"W-Well- Gh- I-..."

[By now, It could barely hold its head up- Most of its body had already gone limp from the pain, It couldn't keep holding eye contact anymore.]

"W-What.. Are you waiting for.... C..Coward?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You continue to desire death…”

Bezaliel makes sure that his shadows don’t break your skin, but he does want them beneath your feathers, this is punishment and torture for all you’ve done… he desires to have you feel the correct pain, nothing too excessive, yet at the same time, nothing too lenient…

“…Such a thing would be too merciful to you… and do you know why..?”

The Supreme Angel kept his piercing gaze on you at all times, constantly debating whether or not now was the right time to unleash his other self, Bartzabel, or not… yes, he was furious… but it didn’t seem like the right time… it was too soon…

“…Because neophytes like you, Marmalade… do not deserve the easy way out, at all… you must suffer for what you did… not die from it… understood..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[It let out another weak chuckle, At this point, This wasn't the first time someone had said the same thing. It simply sounded.. Tired, This time.]

"....Of course. A-As if I didn't suffer enough..."

[Its eyes closed, Like it was trying to die on purpose by now. Slowly, its breathing became weaker, With a soft light growing around its body for a split second. Marmalade's expression slightly changed, Seemingly upset at the fact that dying just didn't work- But it didn't stop trying, As if dying on purpose was even possible to begin with. Crying while whispering softly, It couldn't do anything but beg for death.]

"Please.. Pleasepleaseplease..."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel was getting tired of hearing you constantly beg for death, for a luxury that never was going to be bestowed upon you to begin with… he was going to torture you, not kill you…

“…Cease this begging…”

The Supreme Angel exhaled heavily then grabbed the top of your head with his left hand, making sure to inflict the same searing pain as before, he was so close to calling Bartzabel to the forefront…

“…Do you truly wish to force my hand even further, Marmalade..? To experience something that will break you..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[With the touch upon its head- It immediately stopped whispering, And began taking deeper and faster breaths. Feeling its head hurting was strangely not out of the ordinary, Especially right where its scar was- Yet having pain directed there only reminded it of that day, Just another one of those times that it had almost died.] "..Y-You.. Know what I want.." [It wouldn't stop crying, This time, Their sobbing sounded more desperate- If Bezaliel wasn't going to let it die, It had to find a way to force that to happen- With no other ideas on how to get what it wanted, It took one last breath, And tried to hold its breath.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Cease…”

Bezaliel pulls you up by the feathers on your head, he knows exactly what you’re trying to do and he’d be damned if he’d allow it… no one gets to end the torture prematurely, not on his watch

“…Offing yourself is not an option… you will suffer… understood..?”

The Supreme Angel’s voice was harsh and held a lethal tone, he wasn’t playing around, he was done with your games and pathetic attempts at ending things… huffing, he let go of the feathers on your head and stood up

“…I tire of this slow torture, Marmalade… especially considering the fact that you think you can end things so soon… no… within the shadows… you play by my rules… and I am FAR from finished with you…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Obviously, Its pathetic attempt at holding its breath didn't last long- If anything, It only made itself feel dizzier with that attempt. It took a deep breath as soon as it was grabbed by the feathers, Slowly steadying their heartbeat.] "I-I..... T-That's..... What.. Everybody says..." [It genuinely just sounded tired, This time, It had stopped attempting to do anything. Its body was just still, With its eyes wide open- It only had a blank expression, It couldn't laugh it off again, Even if it wanted to.] "...Just............ Do something... I-I don't-... I don't know....."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel stared you down with that seemingly undying piercing glare, with a flick of his right wrist, the shadows lifted you up until you were suspended in midair, every limb still tightly wrapped in said shadows

“…Very well… but remember… you asked for this, Marmalade… what is about to happen is nothing but further torture… the likes of which you shall never forget…”

Upon saying that, the Supreme Angel’s shadow began to twist aggressively, almost like it was alive, no longer something that trailed behind him… taking a breath, he lowered his head and began to say something in Latin… an incantation of sorts…

“…O tenebrae, tenebrae, quae dormitant in crepusculo... umbrae odii... ex animo meo involuto, clamo... veni ad me, o Bartzabel..!”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its expression didn't change, All it did was let out a sigh- Even if it knew what to expect, Their fear only lingered in the back of its mind.] "I-I.. really didn't ask for this- But not like anybody asks me what I want..." [It mumbled under its breath, At this point, It was more annoyed that this torture couldn't pass by faster. But of course, It just knew how much others enjoyed watching it suffer, Nobody would simply let it go easily. From there, It simply chose to stay quiet, There really wasn't any way out of it.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Without responding, Bezaliel lifts his head back up, pure white right eye glowing intensely, the shadow behind him moving aggressively, almost as if responding to the chant, the air around you grew much more suffocating…

“…It matters not… you are in my domain, Marmalade… and shall receive full punishment for what you have done… to both Verchiel… and Cassiel…”

The Supreme Angel stood tall as a massive figure emerged from his shadow, it looked more like a demon than anything else, but its entire presence was enough to send horrible chills down your spine…

“…Bartzabel… assist me in this torture… understood..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its feathers puffed out, Like it subconsciously knew it needed to feel more fear. While it tried to keep itself calm, Yet its wings had a hint of yellow while being reminded of Verchiel.] "...I-I didn't..... Ugh..... W-Whatever...." [Ironically, It didn't consider Cassiel as much while thinking back on the events. Still, It didn't have the energy to even argue against him.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Bartzabel…”

Bezaliel turned his head slightly to face the being who was now floating beside him, its pitch black hip wings fully extended, you could sense the pure and unfiltered malice radiating off of it

“DON’T HAVE TO TELL ME TWICE! I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THIS PIGEON DID! AND I KNOW WHAT IT DESERVES!”

The Supreme Angel nodded, not saying a word, before stepping back and allowing the being, now known as Bartzabel to take his place, he towered over you easily, the living shadow(?) was way taller than Bezaliel…

“YOU! DON’T THINK FOR A FUCKING SECOND THAT YOU’RE SAFE FROM ME! THE PHYSICAL MANIFESTATION OF HIS RAGE AND POWER! I’M GONNA ENJOY EVERY SECOND OF THIS!”

[marm-alade-power]

[Marmalade was caught off guard by Bartzabel's sudden appearance, Almost like it was already dozing off earlier.] "....Ah.." [It simply examined the shadows, The pain surrounding its body wouldn't stop- It was breathing heavily due to the pain, Yet it let out a chuckle.] "Are you guys planning on torturing me, Or are you just gonna keep being dramatic...?"

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“INSIGNIFICANT PIGEON!!”

Bezaliel didn’t react, he didn’t even try to pull Bartzabel back, if anything… he just stood there, arms crossed, pitch black wings fully extended, then he gave his other self a nod, granting permission

“I’LL ERASE THAT SMUG LIGHT FROM YOUR VERY SOUL!! HERE AND NOW!!”

The Supreme Angel only watched on as Bartzabel lunged forward, his massive blood red hands immediately tearing feathers away from skin, aiming for the chest… he wasn’t very familiar fast, angry, and held no regard for your safety… no… you were fully at his mercy

“HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!”

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[For the first time, It began screaming. Its body trying so hard to run away in that moment, Yet nothing would work. It shut its eyes, Not wanting to even look in the direction of its own chest. Just feeling the blood dripping was enough to give it a clear picture of what was going on, Despite this not being the first time.. It hurt way more than it expected.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“THAT’S IT! SCREAM! BEG FOR A MERCY THAT YOU’LL NEVER RECEIVE!”

Bartzabel taunted with that mind splitting loud voice of his while tearing more feathers away from your chest until he got the opening he needed, a way to reach the ribcage, his target…

“…Go…”

Upon being given permission by Bezaliel, the 10 foot tall shadow being sunk his claws into your chest cavity and tore it open, blood splattering everywhere, but Bartzabel didn’t care, this was a rush of violence he so desperately needed

“SCREAM! CRY! BEG FOR DEATH! YOU’LL NEVER GET IT! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its screams continued, As much as it could while it slowly got weaker. It didn't take long for it to feel lightheaded, And eventually- Its screams turned into incomprehensible sobs. For as much as it was begging for something to happen, Only now had it started trying to take it back.] [However, It could barely bring itself to form a sentence. All it could do was cry and whimper in pain, While its head stayed low. It couldn't move its body, Which forced it to look down upon the bloody mess that its own body had become. It felt disgusted to see its organs again, Making it gag, With blood dripping out from its mouth too.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“MORE! SCREAM MORE! FEED ME YOUR DESPAIR!”

Obviously drunk with bloodlust, Bartzabel continues to tear open the chest cavity until the ribcage was fully exposed, Bezaliel just continued watching on, not once interfering

“THIS WILL MAKE YOU WISH ALL THAT YOU DID WAS BUT A WAKING NIGHTMARE!!”

With that decree, he grabbed ahold of every rib and began pulling, tugging, not caring how your body spasmed with each movement, Bartzabel had one goal…

“HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!”

[marm-alade-power]

[Despite it all, It wouldn't scream again. By now, It became quiet- Even while crying, It was silent. Yet it was still breathing, Its heart was still beating somehow- Its organs were functioning, And exposed for all to see. While its eyes seemed to be focused a lot on its own body, Its vision was too blurry to truly make out the details.] [Though it didn't need to see every detail to feel exactly what was happening, Its limbs were twitching occasionally- As it felt its previous injury from the stomach begin to open too. Causing it to throw up a mix of blood and fluids onto Bartzabel's hand, And on top of its own body as well.] [And even with all of that, It stayed quiet, There wasn't a noise horrible enough to express the pain. Only the faint light wrapping its body could describe such pain, Its mind was fuzzy, Was it really going to die for once? Somehow, That was the only hope it has felt for a while.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“YOU DISGUSTING RATBIRD!!!”

Upon having such fluids land on one of his hands, Bartzabel became even more enraged, a horrible error was made, the last thing anyone wanted to do was further upset the physical manifestation of a being’s rage and power after all

“YOU’LL PAY FOR THIS!! IN THE MOST PAINFUL WAY I’VE BEEN GIVEN PERMISSION TO CARRY OUT!!”

Aggressive and seething, Bartzabel slammed his left fist into your ribcage with a very brutal force, causing every rib to shatter immediately, blood pouring more, it seemed like he was Hellbent on killing you, when…

“…Bartzabel… that is more than enough… we have proven our point… Marmalade does not deserve death… return to me, now…”

[marm-alade-power]

[After having its ribs broken, It hadn't reacted at all. It was awake, But the pain has gone so far to the point of making it numb. Too much was hurting at once, Simply breathing would hurt.] [With blood still pouring out of its mouth and body, It began closing its eyes slowly. The last thing it could see was its own mess of a body, Destroyed in ways it would never forget. A light shined again around its body, Yet it didn't die. The light kept pulsing, Like it desperately needed to die- And yet again, It couldn't die.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

With Bartzabel now back in Bezaliel’s shadow, no longer visible, he approaches you, there’s no way in Hell he’s gonna let you die, no, the purpose of torture is just that, death was never the end goal

“…Your punishment has been served… and your light still shines… death was never an option for you to begin with…”

Taking a breath, the Supreme Angel conjures shadows that enter your exposed chest cavity, it feels… very strange… and unpleasant… but there’s nothing you can do

“…I hate leaving messes… so I shall do you a favor, Marmalade… I shall stitch up your wound here… with my shadows… but do not expect it to be pleasant…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Once it felt the shadows crawl within its body, It started shaking more- That sensation between its organs forced it to snap back to reality, Despite how dizzy it still felt- The light finally stopped pulsing. Its eyes were suddenly wide open, Staring at Bezaliel in tears in its eyes and blood in its mouth.] [While breathing heavily, It started making pained noises- It almost sounded like it wanted to ask for mercy, Yet it didn't know if mercy meant death, Or just an end to its suffering. "Sorry" Was the only word that made any sense between its incomprehensible sentences, And it kept repeating that while mumbling.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel didn’t respond, if anything he was too focused on his craft, being an angel who was able to bend every shadow to his will… it still needed concentration, he couldn’t waste it on idle chatter

“…You sure as Hell should be sorry…”

The Supreme Angel’s pitch black wings puffed up a bit as he continued to not only half heartedly reattach every broken rib to ensure that none of them pierced a vital organ but also worked to stitch up the chest cavity, it was easy to tell how annoyed he was

“…If only you did not resort to attempted murder, Marmalade… I know Verchiel is not exempt from this either… but you took it a step too far… remember that…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It was unclear on how much was Marmalade actually capable of understanding at the moment, Yet it seems that it understood enough to stop asking for forgiveness. Its wings somehow had a hint of yellow at the mention of Verchiel's name, Despite how weak it felt- It's like it couldn't help the way it still felt towards him.]

[From there, It remained quiet. As quiet as it could, Considering the immense pain it felt. It was simply waiting for the moment it would all be over.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel knew he wouldn’t be able to get you to talk, so instead, the Supreme Angel focused more on stitching up the wound in your chest cavity, he hated leaving behind a mess after all, and this was no exception… although he caused you an immense amount of pain and suffering, you couldn’t deny that he was gentle when it came to healing… after a while, the shadows retreated, the wound completely stitched up…

“…Expect there to be a massive scar, Marmalade… all I did was close the wound… be grateful for such a thing… after all… I hate leaving behind a mess…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its heartbeat had finally slowed down, Enough to keep itself breathing steadily. Still, It refused to even lift up its head in his direction. Its emotions were unclear, After all this- Was it feeling guilt for once? Or just more fear? It couldn't tell, The only thing that was clear now was the pain it felt.] [Yet again, It wouldn't let out a word. It looked frustrated, As if it hadn't learned a thing from this experience- It never could think of itself as someone who deserves such a thing. But how come it was scared to say that to his face? Perhaps somewhere it did believe that it deserved to bleed this way.]

[marm-alade-power]

The shadows around you begin to twist aggressively as you lay in your cage, something has been enraged, something or someone… of a higher power. It doesn’t take long for your surroundings to be completely shrouded in shadows, a low droning noise echoing all around… whispers and shouts… an untamable horror has come for you.

@shadow-of-the-father

[Something about the shadows stood out to it, Not in the sense that it was fear- But it almost felt like.. Dying. For a brief moment, It almost felt a bit relieved to see it happen- But it didn't last long, For what followed was only those strange sounds surrounding it everywhere.] [It stayed on the floor, Turning to their side- As if it could simply ignore the noise, Yet it wouldn't stop the noises. Their breathing became a bit heavier, A sense of dread slowly consuming its thoughts- Like dying was suddenly scary, for once.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You…”

A voice echoed out from all directions, it was low, dark, and definitely enraged… yet no one could be seen, at least, not at the present moment, but you could definitely sense a presence… someone was there, inside the shadows… which one..? It was impossible to tell

“…Never once would I have thought that a Power could be so brutal… yet here I am… being proven wrong…”

A white light can be seen within one of the shadows, it looked like an eye, yet no being formed… the atmosphere was getting more intense… suffocating… where was this entity..? And who was it..?

“…I am going to enjoy this…”

( @marm-alade-power )

[marm-alade-power]

[Despite how it could feel its own heartbeat increasing, It wouldn't move away from its position. It did try to glance over to see who was there, But upon realizing it couldn't even see it- It couldn't be bothered to search anymore.] "I'm sure I could name one power who's more brutal than me.." [It muttered under its breath, Somehow it still felt anger towards Verchiel- It could never let go from the events that led to this moment. Yet again, Its fear wasn't enough to make it move out of its position. It lied upon the floor, Keeping its head low.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You speak of Verchiel… but she is in no way as willingly psychotic as you…”

The voice seems to become even darker, filled with malice, could this being have some kind of connection with the aforementioned Power..? The droning noises along with disembodied whispers got louder as the presence grew more pronounced

“…I watched… I saw everything… my judgement is far from clouded… I know who to blame… I know who threw the first stone…”

Suddenly, shadows reached out and began to not only wrap around your limbs, but also tug on them, slowly… yet painfully… your muscles aching with each tug… and that’s when a figure emerged, a Supreme Angel with pitch black wings wearing tattered red robes adorned with golden armor…

“…And that would be you… Marmalade…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It tries to fight back against the shadows, But of course, Tugging back would do no good. It could already feel the pain not just from their limbs- But the rest of its body as well, As their injuries were far from healed.] "G-Great, Another one of Verchiel's bodyguards! W-What now? You're gonna say I hurt your 'daughter'?" [While it tried to sound sassy in its reply, It clearly couldn't stop the pain from taking over- It squirmed a bit, Before getting tired again.] "You know... For someone who 'saw everything', You really don't sound like you've seen my side of the story..."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

The Supreme Angel didn’t answer, he refused to give you the information that you wanted, this time… he’d remain in control of how everything would play out, he was the puppeteer, he was The Watcher…

“…I saw… but Verchiel was not acting of her own volition… unlike you… her psyche is fractured… what you faced was something she could not control… the real her was unconscious…”

Bezaliel continued to command his shadows to pull at your limbs, approaching slowly, his golden face armor and halved halo shining with a holy light… you could tell that this Supreme Angel was not fallen… he still remained among the ranks of those on high…

“…What made you think that she was in control… Marmalade..? Have you ever stopped to think that maybe… just maybe… something had gone wrong..? No… you definitely did not… for all you care about is saving your own skin…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its body was shaking, Even the smallest tug would force its other injuries to let out more pain. And yet, It laughed- A wheezy and pained laughter that could barely hide its pain.]

"I-I don't believe it... Y-You're just like everybody else....."

[Tears were already streaming down its face, As it laughed more and more. Before eventually going completely silent, Its tone becoming colder within seconds.]

"Am I Genuinely in the wrong here? Am I going crazy? WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK THESE BANDAGES ARE COVERING?! HAVE YOU SEEN WHAT SHE'S DONE? HAVE YOU EVEN FUCKING SEEN ME!?-"

[Just yelling took too much effort, Making it cough a bit-]

"S-Sure... Fine.. I guess I should just- Forgive and forget! After all, Her poor soul would never dare to hurt a fly...."

"H-Honestly.. If 'not being in control' is a good excuse to be forgiven... Why does that not apply to me? Do you actually think I control myself? Or do you just believe I'm some sort of.. U-Unforgivable monster? D-Do you think I... Want to hurt others..?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…I told you before… I saw everything… the shadows are where I lurk… where I reside…”

Bezaliel continued to approach slowly, his pure white right eye glowing while the vertical eye on his throat emoted his frustration, you could see how his left arm was… massive, blood red, clawed, and demonic…

“…I spoke with Verchiel… and she showed a strong desire to change… I know she is not exempt from what happened… but at least she feels regret… unlike you…”

The Supreme Angel commanded his shadows to continue tugging on your limbs as he watched, making sure everything was as calculated as it could be, he wasn’t one to easily give in when someone he cares about is being thrown under the bus so easily

“…Every time someone has tried to help you… Marmalade… you either run… or lash out… no willingness to change is ever shown… time and time again the opportunity has presented itself… and you flee like a pathetic bird…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It tried to focus its power in order to teleport away, Yet- Something was preventing it from even doing anything. It gasped for air after their attempts at escaping, How ironic it was to attempt to run as Bezaliel spoke of how it tends to flee.] "Nobody wants to help me... Even the one that helps me thinks I'm wrong..." "Y-You know... I wanted to apologize at first, But all I received was a near death experience. She didn't even want to hear my apology- And even if I did apologize, All I did was yell at her ONCE!! WHAT ABOUT THAT MEANS I SHOULD JUST DIE!?-" [Again, It tried to keep a smile on its face- As a way to hide away anything it might truly feel towards the situation. Its weak laughter only proved how little it cared about the other side of the story.] "A-All I wanted.. Was to not fucking die. Is it really so wrong...?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Archangel Cassiel offered you help… did he not..?”

Bezaliel was now towering over you fully, his pitch black wings puffed up and fully outstretched, it was beyond obvious just how frustrated he was with you… with your excuses…

“…And how did you respond..? By attacking and running… a kind being tried to shelter you… and yet that did nothing for your senseless behavior… you only have yourself to blame…”

The Supreme Angel flicked his right wrist and the shadows that held your limbs tightened their grips even more, there was no escape from this being… this Angel of Shadows… was he truly holy..? The light from his halved halo didn’t lie…

“…You took your frustrations out on one who was receiving the help she needed… Marmalade… do not think for a second that mercy will be shown… wanting to not die… does not give you the right to attempt to take the life of another… nothing justifies it…”

[marm-alade-power]

[As it felt the grip on its limbs tighten, It let out a pained noise- Shutting its eyes as the pain kept taking over its body.] "W-Why... Why is she always forgiven? I can also say I didn't mean it, I-I wasn't.. Trying to hurt anybody-" [For once, That smile was gone for a few moments. It looked around, Trying to examine the situation- Of course, It was in danger, But it almost seemed like it was thinking about something else... Like an idea popped into its mind.] "I-If you think I deserve punishment, Then that means Verchiel deserves one too. It's only fair that she takes some responsibility!- W-What? Are you seriously going to say that a simple 'sorry' is enough for what she's done!?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You were given many opportunities to say such things… to change your ways… to return to sanity…”

Bezaliel kneeled down in front of you, he pure white right eye practically piercing your soul, you could tell that he had no intentions of hearing any excuses, his mind was made up, nothing would change it

“…And yet you did not… you ran… never once found a reason to turn back and actively seek someone out… unlike Verchiel…”

The Supreme Angel’s voice was filled with malice, he truly couldn’t stand you, and all that you’ve done, usually he was much more willing to hear others out… but now? No such thing existed, not now…

“…Do not think for a second that I allowed her to walk away with just an apology, Marmalade… but as I have said… she showed true willingness to change… she is not like you… a coward who only attacks those who are weaker than them… I know your past…”

[marm-alade-power]

"Oh it's easy for you to forgive her....." [This time, It didn't try to move in any way. It kept staring right back at Bezaliel, In an attempt to look more confident in its own words. Despite how fast its heartbeat was going, It let out a breathy laugh before speaking again-] "You talk a lot for someone who claims he's been doing nothing but watch, I mean seriously- Who's really the coward here? The one who fights, Or the one who always watches from the sidelines?" "Perhaps that muzzle on your face is there for a good reason, I liked you more when you didn't talk." [Its smile only kept getting bigger, After throwing those weak insults- It spit in the direction of Bezaliel's face, Clearly, All it wanted was to piss him off. It began laughing, Occasionally coughing while doing so, As it tried to find every way to disrespect Bezaliel's authority.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel didn’t respond, he refused to play into your delusions further, but the moment her heard you not only call him a coward but also refer to his golden face armor as a muzzle… his pitch black wings puffed up slightly…

“…I am no coward… I am the last holy member of a damned group known as The Watchers… it is my job to observe… to gather information… the shadows are my domain… as “The Shadow of God”… it is what I was created to do…”

The Supreme Angel was trying his best to remain calm, but as soon as you spat at him, he took a breath and grabbed your throat with his massive, blood red, clawed, and demonic left hand… a searing pain akin to Hellfire immediately surged through your body upon contact

“…Do you honestly think I am not a fighter, Marmalade..? I have had my fair share of battles over the eons of my life… ones you never would have survived… so I suggest you watch your words… lest you lose the ability to speak entirely…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its laughter was cut short as soon as Bezaliel grabbed its neck, Not even a scream came out of its mouth- Tears were simply falling more and more from its eyes as it tried to squirm around. It kept gasping for air while struggling to speak, Most of the noises it let out were incomprehensible- As the pain was too unbearable to even allow it to form words.] "Y-You- Gh- I-...Nonono..- F-Fuck..-" [Still, With the bit of energy it had left- It tried to form a sentence, Most of its eyes kept rapidly turning to random directions. Until eventually, One eye had managed to keep its focus more on Bezaliel. Was it really trying to smile now again?] "I-Is... T-That- All you can do?-"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Once again, Bezaliel didn’t respond, instead he focused more heavily on keeping his grip tight on your throat, making sure that the searing Hellfire pain wouldn’t diminish, he was mad and you needed to know fully

“…You invoked my ire… all of this falls on you, not me… if only you decided to not make an attempt at Verchiel’s life… then you would not be in this situation…”

The Supreme Angel’s voice held a growl the more he spoke, it was obvious that he was done playing games with you, he wouldn’t hear any more of what you had to say… now? Torment and punishment was on his mind

“…Do you truly wish for me to unleash more of what I have… Marmalade..? Do you find this pain enjoyable..? How disgusting… I could tear you apart… right here, right now… but that would be an act of mercy… and I am not willing to show such a thing…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It kept trying to tease, However- Most of its words were completely incomprehensible this time, It could barely make noises at all. Only a few choked sounds as it started breathing heavily. Its body fighting to move itself anywhere, But to no avail.] [Its eyes wide open, As tears would fall down its face. The wings on its head were flapping rapidly, But began slowing down the more it felt its neck being choked by the fire- Like it was getting tired of attempting to escape. Its breath sounded as if it wanted to laugh again, Yet it could barely bring itself to do so. Still, There was an attempt to do so, As if this genuinely was what it wanted.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Now you decide to shut that beak of yours…”

The shadows that surround Bezaliel begin to move in a very erratic fashion, was something else hidden within them? It was clear that he had full control over each one, the shadows were his domain after all

“…This searing pain akin to Hellfire that you feel… blame The Council for cursing my left arm to begin with… I was not created with this… not that it matters to a neophyte like you…”

The Supreme Angel’s pitch black wings puffed up even more and began to extend outwards, a sign that he was more than just enraged… something was changing in him, yet you didn’t know what it could possibly be, Hell, you didn’t even know who he was to begin with

“…All bark… no bite… it seems as though when you are faced with a being higher than you… all that gall is lost… some high and mighty bastard you are… Marmalade… the shadows will become something worth fearing… I shall make sure of that…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Their pained sounds were slowly getting quieter, As its vision got blurry. It only kept breathing heavily, It could barely make out anything within the shadows. Its body could barely handle much more, Feeling lightheaded from the pain. It stared into Bezaliel's eyes for a moment, Somehow it was waiting for him to keep going.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Are you challenging me..?”

Bezaliel took the stare as an immediate challenge, hostility rising, with his pitch black wings fully outstretched, he removed his left hand from your throat slowly, making sure that the searing pain wouldn’t vanish instantly

“…This is a mistake you shall definitely regret… challenging a Watcher is the last thing you want to do… we are not known for backing down…”

The Supreme Angel realized he was beginning to lose control of his senses, something was taking over… a feeling from eons ago… and it was not connected to his other self, Bartzabel… a certain voice whispered in his mind… chills ran down his spine… it was the voice of his fallen sadistic leader…

“…As I stated before, Marmalade… mercy was never an option for you… just because my grip has eased does not mean that you are free… far from it… you will learn to fear me…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It desperately gasped for air, Forcing it to come back to its senses in an instant. It could still feel the pain on its neck, Yet it tried to keep that eye contact.] "W-Why'd you-.... Why'd you stop....?" [Their entire body was shaking, Feathers falling out while it kept breathing heavily- Coughing and wheezing as it wanted to laugh again. It knew exactly what it wanted, Every moment it was teasing was simply in hope that it could die from this.] "A-Are..-Are you-......scared to kill me?.."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Do you honestly think that is my only method of torture..?”

Bezaliel got on one knee and stared dangerously into your multiple eyes, his pure white right eye glowing a striking holy white, completely contrasting with not just the shadows… but everything he was doing…

“…If you think I am scared to kill the likes of you…”

The Supreme Angel commanded for his shadows to wrap around your stomach, restricting more of your movements… he wasn’t fucking around, if his gaze was anything to go by… something wasn’t right with him, but that didn’t matter to you

“Break it… unleash all that you are… traitor…”

“…Think again, Marmalade… I know exactly how to break your mind… body… and soul… do not think for a second that any of this will be painless… punishment is needed… no… required… and I intend to give you the full scope of what I am made of…”

[marm-alade-power]

[As the shadows wrapped around its stomach, It began coughing- Like it could distinctly feel its organs moving in its own body, It couldn't stop thinking about something like that happening again. Soon, It gagged a bit- With a drop of blood coming out of its mouth.]

"W-Well- Gh- I-..."

[By now, It could barely hold its head up- Most of its body had already gone limp from the pain, It couldn't keep holding eye contact anymore.]

"W-What.. Are you waiting for.... C..Coward?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You continue to desire death…”

Bezaliel makes sure that his shadows don’t break your skin, but he does want them beneath your feathers, this is punishment and torture for all you’ve done… he desires to have you feel the correct pain, nothing too excessive, yet at the same time, nothing too lenient…

“…Such a thing would be too merciful to you… and do you know why..?”

The Supreme Angel kept his piercing gaze on you at all times, constantly debating whether or not now was the right time to unleash his other self, Bartzabel, or not… yes, he was furious… but it didn’t seem like the right time… it was too soon…

“…Because neophytes like you, Marmalade… do not deserve the easy way out, at all… you must suffer for what you did… not die from it… understood..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[It let out another weak chuckle, At this point, This wasn't the first time someone had said the same thing. It simply sounded.. Tired, This time.]

"....Of course. A-As if I didn't suffer enough..."

[Its eyes closed, Like it was trying to die on purpose by now. Slowly, its breathing became weaker, With a soft light growing around its body for a split second. Marmalade's expression slightly changed, Seemingly upset at the fact that dying just didn't work- But it didn't stop trying, As if dying on purpose was even possible to begin with. Crying while whispering softly, It couldn't do anything but beg for death.]

"Please.. Pleasepleaseplease..."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel was getting tired of hearing you constantly beg for death, for a luxury that never was going to be bestowed upon you to begin with… he was going to torture you, not kill you…

“…Cease this begging…”

The Supreme Angel exhaled heavily then grabbed the top of your head with his left hand, making sure to inflict the same searing pain as before, he was so close to calling Bartzabel to the forefront…

“…Do you truly wish to force my hand even further, Marmalade..? To experience something that will break you..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[With the touch upon its head- It immediately stopped whispering, And began taking deeper and faster breaths. Feeling its head hurting was strangely not out of the ordinary, Especially right where its scar was- Yet having pain directed there only reminded it of that day, Just another one of those times that it had almost died.] "..Y-You.. Know what I want.." [It wouldn't stop crying, This time, Their sobbing sounded more desperate- If Bezaliel wasn't going to let it die, It had to find a way to force that to happen- With no other ideas on how to get what it wanted, It took one last breath, And tried to hold its breath.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Cease…”

Bezaliel pulls you up by the feathers on your head, he knows exactly what you’re trying to do and he’d be damned if he’d allow it… no one gets to end the torture prematurely, not on his watch

“…Offing yourself is not an option… you will suffer… understood..?”

The Supreme Angel’s voice was harsh and held a lethal tone, he wasn’t playing around, he was done with your games and pathetic attempts at ending things… huffing, he let go of the feathers on your head and stood up

“…I tire of this slow torture, Marmalade… especially considering the fact that you think you can end things so soon… no… within the shadows… you play by my rules… and I am FAR from finished with you…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Obviously, Its pathetic attempt at holding its breath didn't last long- If anything, It only made itself feel dizzier with that attempt. It took a deep breath as soon as it was grabbed by the feathers, Slowly steadying their heartbeat.] "I-I..... T-That's..... What.. Everybody says..." [It genuinely just sounded tired, This time, It had stopped attempting to do anything. Its body was just still, With its eyes wide open- It only had a blank expression, It couldn't laugh it off again, Even if it wanted to.] "...Just............ Do something... I-I don't-... I don't know....."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel stared you down with that seemingly undying piercing glare, with a flick of his right wrist, the shadows lifted you up until you were suspended in midair, every limb still tightly wrapped in said shadows

“…Very well… but remember… you asked for this, Marmalade… what is about to happen is nothing but further torture… the likes of which you shall never forget…”

Upon saying that, the Supreme Angel’s shadow began to twist aggressively, almost like it was alive, no longer something that trailed behind him… taking a breath, he lowered his head and began to say something in Latin… an incantation of sorts…

“…O tenebrae, tenebrae, quae dormitant in crepusculo... umbrae odii... ex animo meo involuto, clamo... veni ad me, o Bartzabel..!”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its expression didn't change, All it did was let out a sigh- Even if it knew what to expect, Their fear only lingered in the back of its mind.] "I-I.. really didn't ask for this- But not like anybody asks me what I want..." [It mumbled under its breath, At this point, It was more annoyed that this torture couldn't pass by faster. But of course, It just knew how much others enjoyed watching it suffer, Nobody would simply let it go easily. From there, It simply chose to stay quiet, There really wasn't any way out of it.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Without responding, Bezaliel lifts his head back up, pure white right eye glowing intensely, the shadow behind him moving aggressively, almost as if responding to the chant, the air around you grew much more suffocating…

“…It matters not… you are in my domain, Marmalade… and shall receive full punishment for what you have done… to both Verchiel… and Cassiel…”

The Supreme Angel stood tall as a massive figure emerged from his shadow, it looked more like a demon than anything else, but its entire presence was enough to send horrible chills down your spine…

“…Bartzabel… assist me in this torture… understood..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its feathers puffed out, Like it subconsciously knew it needed to feel more fear. While it tried to keep itself calm, Yet its wings had a hint of yellow while being reminded of Verchiel.] "...I-I didn't..... Ugh..... W-Whatever...." [Ironically, It didn't consider Cassiel as much while thinking back on the events. Still, It didn't have the energy to even argue against him.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Bartzabel…”

Bezaliel turned his head slightly to face the being who was now floating beside him, its pitch black hip wings fully extended, you could sense the pure and unfiltered malice radiating off of it

“DON’T HAVE TO TELL ME TWICE! I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THIS PIGEON DID! AND I KNOW WHAT IT DESERVES!”

The Supreme Angel nodded, not saying a word, before stepping back and allowing the being, now known as Bartzabel to take his place, he towered over you easily, the living shadow(?) was way taller than Bezaliel…

“YOU! DON’T THINK FOR A FUCKING SECOND THAT YOU’RE SAFE FROM ME! THE PHYSICAL MANIFESTATION OF HIS RAGE AND POWER! I’M GONNA ENJOY EVERY SECOND OF THIS!”

[marm-alade-power]

[Marmalade was caught off guard by Bartzabel's sudden appearance, Almost like it was already dozing off earlier.] "....Ah.." [It simply examined the shadows, The pain surrounding its body wouldn't stop- It was breathing heavily due to the pain, Yet it let out a chuckle.] "Are you guys planning on torturing me, Or are you just gonna keep being dramatic...?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“INSIGNIFICANT PIGEON!!”

Bezaliel didn’t react, he didn’t even try to pull Bartzabel back, if anything… he just stood there, arms crossed, pitch black wings fully extended, then he gave his other self a nod, granting permission

“I’LL ERASE THAT SMUG LIGHT FROM YOUR VERY SOUL!! HERE AND NOW!!”

The Supreme Angel only watched on as Bartzabel lunged forward, his massive blood red hands immediately tearing feathers away from skin, aiming for the chest… he wasn’t very familiar fast, angry, and held no regard for your safety… no… you were fully at his mercy

“HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!”

[marm-alade-power]

[For the first time, It began screaming. Its body trying so hard to run away in that moment, Yet nothing would work. It shut its eyes, Not wanting to even look in the direction of its own chest. Just feeling the blood dripping was enough to give it a clear picture of what was going on, Despite this not being the first time.. It hurt way more than it expected.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“THAT’S IT! SCREAM! BEG FOR A MERCY THAT YOU’LL NEVER RECEIVE!”

Bartzabel taunted with that mind splitting loud voice of his while tearing more feathers away from your chest until he got the opening he needed, a way to reach the ribcage, his target…

“…Go…”

Upon being given permission by Bezaliel, the 10 foot tall shadow being sunk his claws into your chest cavity and tore it open, blood splattering everywhere, but Bartzabel didn’t care, this was a rush of violence he so desperately needed

“SCREAM! CRY! BEG FOR DEATH! YOU’LL NEVER GET IT! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its screams continued, As much as it could while it slowly got weaker. It didn't take long for it to feel lightheaded, And eventually- Its screams turned into incomprehensible sobs. For as much as it was begging for something to happen, Only now had it started trying to take it back.] [However, It could barely bring itself to form a sentence. All it could do was cry and whimper in pain, While its head stayed low. It couldn't move its body, Which forced it to look down upon the bloody mess that its own body had become. It felt disgusted to see its organs again, Making it gag, With blood dripping out from its mouth too.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“MORE! SCREAM MORE! FEED ME YOUR DESPAIR!”

Obviously drunk with bloodlust, Bartzabel continues to tear open the chest cavity until the ribcage was fully exposed, Bezaliel just continued watching on, not once interfering

“THIS WILL MAKE YOU WISH ALL THAT YOU DID WAS BUT A WAKING NIGHTMARE!!”

With that decree, he grabbed ahold of every rib and began pulling, tugging, not caring how your body spasmed with each movement, Bartzabel had one goal…

“HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!”

[marm-alade-power]

[Despite it all, It wouldn't scream again. By now, It became quiet- Even while crying, It was silent. Yet it was still breathing, Its heart was still beating somehow- Its organs were functioning, And exposed for all to see. While its eyes seemed to be focused a lot on its own body, Its vision was too blurry to truly make out the details.] [Though it didn't need to see every detail to feel exactly what was happening, Its limbs were twitching occasionally- As it felt its previous injury from the stomach begin to open too. Causing it to throw up a mix of blood and fluids onto Bartzabel's hand, And on top of its own body as well.] [And even with all of that, It stayed quiet, There wasn't a noise horrible enough to express the pain. Only the faint light wrapping its body could describe such pain, Its mind was fuzzy, Was it really going to die for once? Somehow, That was the only hope it has felt for a while.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“YOU DISGUSTING RATBIRD!!!”

Upon having such fluids land on one of his hands, Bartzabel became even more enraged, a horrible error was made, the last thing anyone wanted to do was further upset the physical manifestation of a being’s rage and power after all

“YOU’LL PAY FOR THIS!! IN THE MOST PAINFUL WAY I’VE BEEN GIVEN PERMISSION TO CARRY OUT!!”

Aggressive and seething, Bartzabel slammed his left fist into your ribcage with a very brutal force, causing every rib to shatter immediately, blood pouring more, it seemed like he was Hellbent on killing you, when…

“…Bartzabel… that is more than enough… we have proven our point… Marmalade does not deserve death… return to me, now…”

[marm-alade-power]

[After having its ribs broken, It hadn't reacted at all. It was awake, But the pain has gone so far to the point of making it numb. Too much was hurting at once, Simply breathing would hurt.] [With blood still pouring out of its mouth and body, It began closing its eyes slowly. The last thing it could see was its own mess of a body, Destroyed in ways it would never forget. A light shined again around its body, Yet it didn't die. The light kept pulsing, Like it desperately needed to die- And yet again, It couldn't die.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

With Bartzabel now back in Bezaliel’s shadow, no longer visible, he approaches you, there’s no way in Hell he’s gonna let you die, no, the purpose of torture is just that, death was never the end goal

“…Your punishment has been served… and your light still shines… death was never an option for you to begin with…”

Taking a breath, the Supreme Angel conjures shadows that enter your exposed chest cavity, it feels… very strange… and unpleasant… but there’s nothing you can do

“…I hate leaving messes… so I shall do you a favor, Marmalade… I shall stitch up your wound here… with my shadows… but do not expect it to be pleasant…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Once it felt the shadows crawl within its body, It started shaking more- That sensation between its organs forced it to snap back to reality, Despite how dizzy it still felt- The light finally stopped pulsing. Its eyes were suddenly wide open, Staring at Bezaliel in tears in its eyes and blood in its mouth.] [While breathing heavily, It started making pained noises- It almost sounded like it wanted to ask for mercy, Yet it didn't know if mercy meant death, Or just an end to its suffering. "Sorry" Was the only word that made any sense between its incomprehensible sentences, And it kept repeating that while mumbling.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel didn’t respond, if anything he was too focused on his craft, being an angel who was able to bend every shadow to his will… it still needed concentration, he couldn’t waste it on idle chatter

“…You sure as Hell should be sorry…”

The Supreme Angel’s pitch black wings puffed up a bit as he continued to not only half heartedly reattach every broken rib to ensure that none of them pierced a vital organ but also worked to stitch up the chest cavity, it was easy to tell how annoyed he was

“…If only you did not resort to attempted murder, Marmalade… I know Verchiel is not exempt from this either… but you took it a step too far… remember that…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It was unclear on how much was Marmalade actually capable of understanding at the moment, Yet it seems that it understood enough to stop asking for forgiveness. Its wings somehow had a hint of yellow at the mention of Verchiel's name, Despite how weak it felt- It's like it couldn't help the way it still felt towards him.]

[From there, It remained quiet. As quiet as it could, Considering the immense pain it felt. It was simply waiting for the moment it would all be over.]

[marm-alade-power]

The shadows around you begin to twist aggressively as you lay in your cage, something has been enraged, something or someone… of a higher power. It doesn’t take long for your surroundings to be completely shrouded in shadows, a low droning noise echoing all around… whispers and shouts… an untamable horror has come for you.

@shadow-of-the-father

[Something about the shadows stood out to it, Not in the sense that it was fear- But it almost felt like.. Dying. For a brief moment, It almost felt a bit relieved to see it happen- But it didn't last long, For what followed was only those strange sounds surrounding it everywhere.] [It stayed on the floor, Turning to their side- As if it could simply ignore the noise, Yet it wouldn't stop the noises. Their breathing became a bit heavier, A sense of dread slowly consuming its thoughts- Like dying was suddenly scary, for once.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You…”

A voice echoed out from all directions, it was low, dark, and definitely enraged… yet no one could be seen, at least, not at the present moment, but you could definitely sense a presence… someone was there, inside the shadows… which one..? It was impossible to tell

“…Never once would I have thought that a Power could be so brutal… yet here I am… being proven wrong…”

A white light can be seen within one of the shadows, it looked like an eye, yet no being formed… the atmosphere was getting more intense… suffocating… where was this entity..? And who was it..?

“…I am going to enjoy this…”

( @marm-alade-power )

[marm-alade-power]

[Despite how it could feel its own heartbeat increasing, It wouldn't move away from its position. It did try to glance over to see who was there, But upon realizing it couldn't even see it- It couldn't be bothered to search anymore.] "I'm sure I could name one power who's more brutal than me.." [It muttered under its breath, Somehow it still felt anger towards Verchiel- It could never let go from the events that led to this moment. Yet again, Its fear wasn't enough to make it move out of its position. It lied upon the floor, Keeping its head low.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You speak of Verchiel… but she is in no way as willingly psychotic as you…”

The voice seems to become even darker, filled with malice, could this being have some kind of connection with the aforementioned Power..? The droning noises along with disembodied whispers got louder as the presence grew more pronounced

“…I watched… I saw everything… my judgement is far from clouded… I know who to blame… I know who threw the first stone…”

Suddenly, shadows reached out and began to not only wrap around your limbs, but also tug on them, slowly… yet painfully… your muscles aching with each tug… and that’s when a figure emerged, a Supreme Angel with pitch black wings wearing tattered red robes adorned with golden armor…

“…And that would be you… Marmalade…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It tries to fight back against the shadows, But of course, Tugging back would do no good. It could already feel the pain not just from their limbs- But the rest of its body as well, As their injuries were far from healed.] "G-Great, Another one of Verchiel's bodyguards! W-What now? You're gonna say I hurt your 'daughter'?" [While it tried to sound sassy in its reply, It clearly couldn't stop the pain from taking over- It squirmed a bit, Before getting tired again.] "You know... For someone who 'saw everything', You really don't sound like you've seen my side of the story..."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

The Supreme Angel didn’t answer, he refused to give you the information that you wanted, this time… he’d remain in control of how everything would play out, he was the puppeteer, he was The Watcher…

“…I saw… but Verchiel was not acting of her own volition… unlike you… her psyche is fractured… what you faced was something she could not control… the real her was unconscious…”

Bezaliel continued to command his shadows to pull at your limbs, approaching slowly, his golden face armor and halved halo shining with a holy light… you could tell that this Supreme Angel was not fallen… he still remained among the ranks of those on high…

“…What made you think that she was in control… Marmalade..? Have you ever stopped to think that maybe… just maybe… something had gone wrong..? No… you definitely did not… for all you care about is saving your own skin…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its body was shaking, Even the smallest tug would force its other injuries to let out more pain. And yet, It laughed- A wheezy and pained laughter that could barely hide its pain.]

"I-I don't believe it... Y-You're just like everybody else....."

[Tears were already streaming down its face, As it laughed more and more. Before eventually going completely silent, Its tone becoming colder within seconds.]

"Am I Genuinely in the wrong here? Am I going crazy? WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK THESE BANDAGES ARE COVERING?! HAVE YOU SEEN WHAT SHE'S DONE? HAVE YOU EVEN FUCKING SEEN ME!?-"

[Just yelling took too much effort, Making it cough a bit-]

"S-Sure... Fine.. I guess I should just- Forgive and forget! After all, Her poor soul would never dare to hurt a fly...."

"H-Honestly.. If 'not being in control' is a good excuse to be forgiven... Why does that not apply to me? Do you actually think I control myself? Or do you just believe I'm some sort of.. U-Unforgivable monster? D-Do you think I... Want to hurt others..?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…I told you before… I saw everything… the shadows are where I lurk… where I reside…”

Bezaliel continued to approach slowly, his pure white right eye glowing while the vertical eye on his throat emoted his frustration, you could see how his left arm was… massive, blood red, clawed, and demonic…

“…I spoke with Verchiel… and she showed a strong desire to change… I know she is not exempt from what happened… but at least she feels regret… unlike you…”

The Supreme Angel commanded his shadows to continue tugging on your limbs as he watched, making sure everything was as calculated as it could be, he wasn’t one to easily give in when someone he cares about is being thrown under the bus so easily

“…Every time someone has tried to help you… Marmalade… you either run… or lash out… no willingness to change is ever shown… time and time again the opportunity has presented itself… and you flee like a pathetic bird…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It tried to focus its power in order to teleport away, Yet- Something was preventing it from even doing anything. It gasped for air after their attempts at escaping, How ironic it was to attempt to run as Bezaliel spoke of how it tends to flee.] "Nobody wants to help me... Even the one that helps me thinks I'm wrong..." "Y-You know... I wanted to apologize at first, But all I received was a near death experience. She didn't even want to hear my apology- And even if I did apologize, All I did was yell at her ONCE!! WHAT ABOUT THAT MEANS I SHOULD JUST DIE!?-" [Again, It tried to keep a smile on its face- As a way to hide away anything it might truly feel towards the situation. Its weak laughter only proved how little it cared about the other side of the story.] "A-All I wanted.. Was to not fucking die. Is it really so wrong...?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Archangel Cassiel offered you help… did he not..?”

Bezaliel was now towering over you fully, his pitch black wings puffed up and fully outstretched, it was beyond obvious just how frustrated he was with you… with your excuses…

“…And how did you respond..? By attacking and running… a kind being tried to shelter you… and yet that did nothing for your senseless behavior… you only have yourself to blame…”

The Supreme Angel flicked his right wrist and the shadows that held your limbs tightened their grips even more, there was no escape from this being… this Angel of Shadows… was he truly holy..? The light from his halved halo didn’t lie…

“…You took your frustrations out on one who was receiving the help she needed… Marmalade… do not think for a second that mercy will be shown… wanting to not die… does not give you the right to attempt to take the life of another… nothing justifies it…”

[marm-alade-power]

[As it felt the grip on its limbs tighten, It let out a pained noise- Shutting its eyes as the pain kept taking over its body.] "W-Why... Why is she always forgiven? I can also say I didn't mean it, I-I wasn't.. Trying to hurt anybody-" [For once, That smile was gone for a few moments. It looked around, Trying to examine the situation- Of course, It was in danger, But it almost seemed like it was thinking about something else... Like an idea popped into its mind.] "I-If you think I deserve punishment, Then that means Verchiel deserves one too. It's only fair that she takes some responsibility!- W-What? Are you seriously going to say that a simple 'sorry' is enough for what she's done!?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You were given many opportunities to say such things… to change your ways… to return to sanity…”

Bezaliel kneeled down in front of you, he pure white right eye practically piercing your soul, you could tell that he had no intentions of hearing any excuses, his mind was made up, nothing would change it

“…And yet you did not… you ran… never once found a reason to turn back and actively seek someone out… unlike Verchiel…”

The Supreme Angel’s voice was filled with malice, he truly couldn’t stand you, and all that you’ve done, usually he was much more willing to hear others out… but now? No such thing existed, not now…

“…Do not think for a second that I allowed her to walk away with just an apology, Marmalade… but as I have said… she showed true willingness to change… she is not like you… a coward who only attacks those who are weaker than them… I know your past…”

[marm-alade-power]

"Oh it's easy for you to forgive her....." [This time, It didn't try to move in any way. It kept staring right back at Bezaliel, In an attempt to look more confident in its own words. Despite how fast its heartbeat was going, It let out a breathy laugh before speaking again-] "You talk a lot for someone who claims he's been doing nothing but watch, I mean seriously- Who's really the coward here? The one who fights, Or the one who always watches from the sidelines?" "Perhaps that muzzle on your face is there for a good reason, I liked you more when you didn't talk." [Its smile only kept getting bigger, After throwing those weak insults- It spit in the direction of Bezaliel's face, Clearly, All it wanted was to piss him off. It began laughing, Occasionally coughing while doing so, As it tried to find every way to disrespect Bezaliel's authority.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel didn’t respond, he refused to play into your delusions further, but the moment her heard you not only call him a coward but also refer to his golden face armor as a muzzle… his pitch black wings puffed up slightly…

“…I am no coward… I am the last holy member of a damned group known as The Watchers… it is my job to observe… to gather information… the shadows are my domain… as “The Shadow of God”… it is what I was created to do…”

The Supreme Angel was trying his best to remain calm, but as soon as you spat at him, he took a breath and grabbed your throat with his massive, blood red, clawed, and demonic left hand… a searing pain akin to Hellfire immediately surged through your body upon contact

“…Do you honestly think I am not a fighter, Marmalade..? I have had my fair share of battles over the eons of my life… ones you never would have survived… so I suggest you watch your words… lest you lose the ability to speak entirely…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its laughter was cut short as soon as Bezaliel grabbed its neck, Not even a scream came out of its mouth- Tears were simply falling more and more from its eyes as it tried to squirm around. It kept gasping for air while struggling to speak, Most of the noises it let out were incomprehensible- As the pain was too unbearable to even allow it to form words.] "Y-You- Gh- I-...Nonono..- F-Fuck..-" [Still, With the bit of energy it had left- It tried to form a sentence, Most of its eyes kept rapidly turning to random directions. Until eventually, One eye had managed to keep its focus more on Bezaliel. Was it really trying to smile now again?] "I-Is... T-That- All you can do?-"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Once again, Bezaliel didn’t respond, instead he focused more heavily on keeping his grip tight on your throat, making sure that the searing Hellfire pain wouldn’t diminish, he was mad and you needed to know fully

“…You invoked my ire… all of this falls on you, not me… if only you decided to not make an attempt at Verchiel’s life… then you would not be in this situation…”

The Supreme Angel’s voice held a growl the more he spoke, it was obvious that he was done playing games with you, he wouldn’t hear any more of what you had to say… now? Torment and punishment was on his mind

“…Do you truly wish for me to unleash more of what I have… Marmalade..? Do you find this pain enjoyable..? How disgusting… I could tear you apart… right here, right now… but that would be an act of mercy… and I am not willing to show such a thing…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It kept trying to tease, However- Most of its words were completely incomprehensible this time, It could barely make noises at all. Only a few choked sounds as it started breathing heavily. Its body fighting to move itself anywhere, But to no avail.] [Its eyes wide open, As tears would fall down its face. The wings on its head were flapping rapidly, But began slowing down the more it felt its neck being choked by the fire- Like it was getting tired of attempting to escape. Its breath sounded as if it wanted to laugh again, Yet it could barely bring itself to do so. Still, There was an attempt to do so, As if this genuinely was what it wanted.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Now you decide to shut that beak of yours…”

The shadows that surround Bezaliel begin to move in a very erratic fashion, was something else hidden within them? It was clear that he had full control over each one, the shadows were his domain after all

“…This searing pain akin to Hellfire that you feel… blame The Council for cursing my left arm to begin with… I was not created with this… not that it matters to a neophyte like you…”

The Supreme Angel’s pitch black wings puffed up even more and began to extend outwards, a sign that he was more than just enraged… something was changing in him, yet you didn’t know what it could possibly be, Hell, you didn’t even know who he was to begin with

“…All bark… no bite… it seems as though when you are faced with a being higher than you… all that gall is lost… some high and mighty bastard you are… Marmalade… the shadows will become something worth fearing… I shall make sure of that…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Their pained sounds were slowly getting quieter, As its vision got blurry. It only kept breathing heavily, It could barely make out anything within the shadows. Its body could barely handle much more, Feeling lightheaded from the pain. It stared into Bezaliel's eyes for a moment, Somehow it was waiting for him to keep going.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Are you challenging me..?”

Bezaliel took the stare as an immediate challenge, hostility rising, with his pitch black wings fully outstretched, he removed his left hand from your throat slowly, making sure that the searing pain wouldn’t vanish instantly

“…This is a mistake you shall definitely regret… challenging a Watcher is the last thing you want to do… we are not known for backing down…”

The Supreme Angel realized he was beginning to lose control of his senses, something was taking over… a feeling from eons ago… and it was not connected to his other self, Bartzabel… a certain voice whispered in his mind… chills ran down his spine… it was the voice of his fallen sadistic leader…

“…As I stated before, Marmalade… mercy was never an option for you… just because my grip has eased does not mean that you are free… far from it… you will learn to fear me…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It desperately gasped for air, Forcing it to come back to its senses in an instant. It could still feel the pain on its neck, Yet it tried to keep that eye contact.] "W-Why'd you-.... Why'd you stop....?" [Their entire body was shaking, Feathers falling out while it kept breathing heavily- Coughing and wheezing as it wanted to laugh again. It knew exactly what it wanted, Every moment it was teasing was simply in hope that it could die from this.] "A-Are..-Are you-......scared to kill me?.."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Do you honestly think that is my only method of torture..?”

Bezaliel got on one knee and stared dangerously into your multiple eyes, his pure white right eye glowing a striking holy white, completely contrasting with not just the shadows… but everything he was doing…

“…If you think I am scared to kill the likes of you…”

The Supreme Angel commanded for his shadows to wrap around your stomach, restricting more of your movements… he wasn’t fucking around, if his gaze was anything to go by… something wasn’t right with him, but that didn’t matter to you

“Break it… unleash all that you are… traitor…”

“…Think again, Marmalade… I know exactly how to break your mind… body… and soul… do not think for a second that any of this will be painless… punishment is needed… no… required… and I intend to give you the full scope of what I am made of…”

[marm-alade-power]

[As the shadows wrapped around its stomach, It began coughing- Like it could distinctly feel its organs moving in its own body, It couldn't stop thinking about something like that happening again. Soon, It gagged a bit- With a drop of blood coming out of its mouth.]

"W-Well- Gh- I-..."

[By now, It could barely hold its head up- Most of its body had already gone limp from the pain, It couldn't keep holding eye contact anymore.]

"W-What.. Are you waiting for.... C..Coward?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You continue to desire death…”

Bezaliel makes sure that his shadows don’t break your skin, but he does want them beneath your feathers, this is punishment and torture for all you’ve done… he desires to have you feel the correct pain, nothing too excessive, yet at the same time, nothing too lenient…

“…Such a thing would be too merciful to you… and do you know why..?”

The Supreme Angel kept his piercing gaze on you at all times, constantly debating whether or not now was the right time to unleash his other self, Bartzabel, or not… yes, he was furious… but it didn’t seem like the right time… it was too soon…

“…Because neophytes like you, Marmalade… do not deserve the easy way out, at all… you must suffer for what you did… not die from it… understood..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[It let out another weak chuckle, At this point, This wasn't the first time someone had said the same thing. It simply sounded.. Tired, This time.]

"....Of course. A-As if I didn't suffer enough..."

[Its eyes closed, Like it was trying to die on purpose by now. Slowly, its breathing became weaker, With a soft light growing around its body for a split second. Marmalade's expression slightly changed, Seemingly upset at the fact that dying just didn't work- But it didn't stop trying, As if dying on purpose was even possible to begin with. Crying while whispering softly, It couldn't do anything but beg for death.]

"Please.. Pleasepleaseplease..."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel was getting tired of hearing you constantly beg for death, for a luxury that never was going to be bestowed upon you to begin with… he was going to torture you, not kill you…

“…Cease this begging…”

The Supreme Angel exhaled heavily then grabbed the top of your head with his left hand, making sure to inflict the same searing pain as before, he was so close to calling Bartzabel to the forefront…

“…Do you truly wish to force my hand even further, Marmalade..? To experience something that will break you..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[With the touch upon its head- It immediately stopped whispering, And began taking deeper and faster breaths. Feeling its head hurting was strangely not out of the ordinary, Especially right where its scar was- Yet having pain directed there only reminded it of that day, Just another one of those times that it had almost died.] "..Y-You.. Know what I want.." [It wouldn't stop crying, This time, Their sobbing sounded more desperate- If Bezaliel wasn't going to let it die, It had to find a way to force that to happen- With no other ideas on how to get what it wanted, It took one last breath, And tried to hold its breath.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Cease…”

Bezaliel pulls you up by the feathers on your head, he knows exactly what you’re trying to do and he’d be damned if he’d allow it… no one gets to end the torture prematurely, not on his watch

“…Offing yourself is not an option… you will suffer… understood..?”

The Supreme Angel’s voice was harsh and held a lethal tone, he wasn’t playing around, he was done with your games and pathetic attempts at ending things… huffing, he let go of the feathers on your head and stood up

“…I tire of this slow torture, Marmalade… especially considering the fact that you think you can end things so soon… no… within the shadows… you play by my rules… and I am FAR from finished with you…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Obviously, Its pathetic attempt at holding its breath didn't last long- If anything, It only made itself feel dizzier with that attempt. It took a deep breath as soon as it was grabbed by the feathers, Slowly steadying their heartbeat.] "I-I..... T-That's..... What.. Everybody says..." [It genuinely just sounded tired, This time, It had stopped attempting to do anything. Its body was just still, With its eyes wide open- It only had a blank expression, It couldn't laugh it off again, Even if it wanted to.] "...Just............ Do something... I-I don't-... I don't know....."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel stared you down with that seemingly undying piercing glare, with a flick of his right wrist, the shadows lifted you up until you were suspended in midair, every limb still tightly wrapped in said shadows

“…Very well… but remember… you asked for this, Marmalade… what is about to happen is nothing but further torture… the likes of which you shall never forget…”

Upon saying that, the Supreme Angel’s shadow began to twist aggressively, almost like it was alive, no longer something that trailed behind him… taking a breath, he lowered his head and began to say something in Latin… an incantation of sorts…

“…O tenebrae, tenebrae, quae dormitant in crepusculo... umbrae odii... ex animo meo involuto, clamo... veni ad me, o Bartzabel..!”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its expression didn't change, All it did was let out a sigh- Even if it knew what to expect, Their fear only lingered in the back of its mind.] "I-I.. really didn't ask for this- But not like anybody asks me what I want..." [It mumbled under its breath, At this point, It was more annoyed that this torture couldn't pass by faster. But of course, It just knew how much others enjoyed watching it suffer, Nobody would simply let it go easily. From there, It simply chose to stay quiet, There really wasn't any way out of it.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Without responding, Bezaliel lifts his head back up, pure white right eye glowing intensely, the shadow behind him moving aggressively, almost as if responding to the chant, the air around you grew much more suffocating…

“…It matters not… you are in my domain, Marmalade… and shall receive full punishment for what you have done… to both Verchiel… and Cassiel…”

The Supreme Angel stood tall as a massive figure emerged from his shadow, it looked more like a demon than anything else, but its entire presence was enough to send horrible chills down your spine…

“…Bartzabel… assist me in this torture… understood..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its feathers puffed out, Like it subconsciously knew it needed to feel more fear. While it tried to keep itself calm, Yet its wings had a hint of yellow while being reminded of Verchiel.] "...I-I didn't..... Ugh..... W-Whatever...." [Ironically, It didn't consider Cassiel as much while thinking back on the events. Still, It didn't have the energy to even argue against him.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Bartzabel…”

Bezaliel turned his head slightly to face the being who was now floating beside him, its pitch black hip wings fully extended, you could sense the pure and unfiltered malice radiating off of it

“DON’T HAVE TO TELL ME TWICE! I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THIS PIGEON DID! AND I KNOW WHAT IT DESERVES!”

The Supreme Angel nodded, not saying a word, before stepping back and allowing the being, now known as Bartzabel to take his place, he towered over you easily, the living shadow(?) was way taller than Bezaliel…

“YOU! DON’T THINK FOR A FUCKING SECOND THAT YOU’RE SAFE FROM ME! THE PHYSICAL MANIFESTATION OF HIS RAGE AND POWER! I’M GONNA ENJOY EVERY SECOND OF THIS!”

[marm-alade-power]

[Marmalade was caught off guard by Bartzabel's sudden appearance, Almost like it was already dozing off earlier.] "....Ah.." [It simply examined the shadows, The pain surrounding its body wouldn't stop- It was breathing heavily due to the pain, Yet it let out a chuckle.] "Are you guys planning on torturing me, Or are you just gonna keep being dramatic...?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“INSIGNIFICANT PIGEON!!”

Bezaliel didn’t react, he didn’t even try to pull Bartzabel back, if anything… he just stood there, arms crossed, pitch black wings fully extended, then he gave his other self a nod, granting permission

“I’LL ERASE THAT SMUG LIGHT FROM YOUR VERY SOUL!! HERE AND NOW!!”

The Supreme Angel only watched on as Bartzabel lunged forward, his massive blood red hands immediately tearing feathers away from skin, aiming for the chest… he wasn’t very familiar fast, angry, and held no regard for your safety… no… you were fully at his mercy

“HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!”

[marm-alade-power]

[For the first time, It began screaming. Its body trying so hard to run away in that moment, Yet nothing would work. It shut its eyes, Not wanting to even look in the direction of its own chest. Just feeling the blood dripping was enough to give it a clear picture of what was going on, Despite this not being the first time.. It hurt way more than it expected.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“THAT’S IT! SCREAM! BEG FOR A MERCY THAT YOU’LL NEVER RECEIVE!”

Bartzabel taunted with that mind splitting loud voice of his while tearing more feathers away from your chest until he got the opening he needed, a way to reach the ribcage, his target…

“…Go…”

Upon being given permission by Bezaliel, the 10 foot tall shadow being sunk his claws into your chest cavity and tore it open, blood splattering everywhere, but Bartzabel didn’t care, this was a rush of violence he so desperately needed

“SCREAM! CRY! BEG FOR DEATH! YOU’LL NEVER GET IT! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its screams continued, As much as it could while it slowly got weaker. It didn't take long for it to feel lightheaded, And eventually- Its screams turned into incomprehensible sobs. For as much as it was begging for something to happen, Only now had it started trying to take it back.] [However, It could barely bring itself to form a sentence. All it could do was cry and whimper in pain, While its head stayed low. It couldn't move its body, Which forced it to look down upon the bloody mess that its own body had become. It felt disgusted to see its organs again, Making it gag, With blood dripping out from its mouth too.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“MORE! SCREAM MORE! FEED ME YOUR DESPAIR!”

Obviously drunk with bloodlust, Bartzabel continues to tear open the chest cavity until the ribcage was fully exposed, Bezaliel just continued watching on, not once interfering

“THIS WILL MAKE YOU WISH ALL THAT YOU DID WAS BUT A WAKING NIGHTMARE!!”

With that decree, he grabbed ahold of every rib and began pulling, tugging, not caring how your body spasmed with each movement, Bartzabel had one goal…

“HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!”

[marm-alade-power]

[Despite it all, It wouldn't scream again. By now, It became quiet- Even while crying, It was silent. Yet it was still breathing, Its heart was still beating somehow- Its organs were functioning, And exposed for all to see. While its eyes seemed to be focused a lot on its own body, Its vision was too blurry to truly make out the details.] [Though it didn't need to see every detail to feel exactly what was happening, Its limbs were twitching occasionally- As it felt its previous injury from the stomach begin to open too. Causing it to throw up a mix of blood and fluids onto Bartzabel's hand, And on top of its own body as well.] [And even with all of that, It stayed quiet, There wasn't a noise horrible enough to express the pain. Only the faint light wrapping its body could describe such pain, Its mind was fuzzy, Was it really going to die for once? Somehow, That was the only hope it has felt for a while.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“YOU DISGUSTING RATBIRD!!!”

Upon having such fluids land on one of his hands, Bartzabel became even more enraged, a horrible error was made, the last thing anyone wanted to do was further upset the physical manifestation of a being’s rage and power after all

“YOU’LL PAY FOR THIS!! IN THE MOST PAINFUL WAY I’VE BEEN GIVEN PERMISSION TO CARRY OUT!!”

Aggressive and seething, Bartzabel slammed his left fist into your ribcage with a very brutal force, causing every rib to shatter immediately, blood pouring more, it seemed like he was Hellbent on killing you, when…

“…Bartzabel… that is more than enough… we have proven our point… Marmalade does not deserve death… return to me, now…”

[marm-alade-power]

[After having its ribs broken, It hadn't reacted at all. It was awake, But the pain has gone so far to the point of making it numb. Too much was hurting at once, Simply breathing would hurt.] [With blood still pouring out of its mouth and body, It began closing its eyes slowly. The last thing it could see was its own mess of a body, Destroyed in ways it would never forget. A light shined again around its body, Yet it didn't die. The light kept pulsing, Like it desperately needed to die- And yet again, It couldn't die.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

With Bartzabel now back in Bezaliel’s shadow, no longer visible, he approaches you, there’s no way in Hell he’s gonna let you die, no, the purpose of torture is just that, death was never the end goal

“…Your punishment has been served… and your light still shines… death was never an option for you to begin with…”

Taking a breath, the Supreme Angel conjures shadows that enter your exposed chest cavity, it feels… very strange… and unpleasant… but there’s nothing you can do

“…I hate leaving messes… so I shall do you a favor, Marmalade… I shall stitch up your wound here… with my shadows… but do not expect it to be pleasant…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Once it felt the shadows crawl within its body, It started shaking more- That sensation between its organs forced it to snap back to reality, Despite how dizzy it still felt- The light finally stopped pulsing. Its eyes were suddenly wide open, Staring at Bezaliel in tears in its eyes and blood in its mouth.] [While breathing heavily, It started making pained noises- It almost sounded like it wanted to ask for mercy, Yet it didn't know if mercy meant death, Or just an end to its suffering. "Sorry" Was the only word that made any sense between its incomprehensible sentences, And it kept repeating that while mumbling.]

[marm-alade-power]

The shadows around you begin to twist aggressively as you lay in your cage, something has been enraged, something or someone… of a higher power. It doesn’t take long for your surroundings to be completely shrouded in shadows, a low droning noise echoing all around… whispers and shouts… an untamable horror has come for you.

@shadow-of-the-father

[Something about the shadows stood out to it, Not in the sense that it was fear- But it almost felt like.. Dying. For a brief moment, It almost felt a bit relieved to see it happen- But it didn't last long, For what followed was only those strange sounds surrounding it everywhere.] [It stayed on the floor, Turning to their side- As if it could simply ignore the noise, Yet it wouldn't stop the noises. Their breathing became a bit heavier, A sense of dread slowly consuming its thoughts- Like dying was suddenly scary, for once.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You…”

A voice echoed out from all directions, it was low, dark, and definitely enraged… yet no one could be seen, at least, not at the present moment, but you could definitely sense a presence… someone was there, inside the shadows… which one..? It was impossible to tell

“…Never once would I have thought that a Power could be so brutal… yet here I am… being proven wrong…”

A white light can be seen within one of the shadows, it looked like an eye, yet no being formed… the atmosphere was getting more intense… suffocating… where was this entity..? And who was it..?

“…I am going to enjoy this…”

( @marm-alade-power )

[marm-alade-power]

[Despite how it could feel its own heartbeat increasing, It wouldn't move away from its position. It did try to glance over to see who was there, But upon realizing it couldn't even see it- It couldn't be bothered to search anymore.] "I'm sure I could name one power who's more brutal than me.." [It muttered under its breath, Somehow it still felt anger towards Verchiel- It could never let go from the events that led to this moment. Yet again, Its fear wasn't enough to make it move out of its position. It lied upon the floor, Keeping its head low.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You speak of Verchiel… but she is in no way as willingly psychotic as you…”

The voice seems to become even darker, filled with malice, could this being have some kind of connection with the aforementioned Power..? The droning noises along with disembodied whispers got louder as the presence grew more pronounced

“…I watched… I saw everything… my judgement is far from clouded… I know who to blame… I know who threw the first stone…”

Suddenly, shadows reached out and began to not only wrap around your limbs, but also tug on them, slowly… yet painfully… your muscles aching with each tug… and that’s when a figure emerged, a Supreme Angel with pitch black wings wearing tattered red robes adorned with golden armor…

“…And that would be you… Marmalade…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It tries to fight back against the shadows, But of course, Tugging back would do no good. It could already feel the pain not just from their limbs- But the rest of its body as well, As their injuries were far from healed.] "G-Great, Another one of Verchiel's bodyguards! W-What now? You're gonna say I hurt your 'daughter'?" [While it tried to sound sassy in its reply, It clearly couldn't stop the pain from taking over- It squirmed a bit, Before getting tired again.] "You know... For someone who 'saw everything', You really don't sound like you've seen my side of the story..."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

The Supreme Angel didn’t answer, he refused to give you the information that you wanted, this time… he’d remain in control of how everything would play out, he was the puppeteer, he was The Watcher…

“…I saw… but Verchiel was not acting of her own volition… unlike you… her psyche is fractured… what you faced was something she could not control… the real her was unconscious…”

Bezaliel continued to command his shadows to pull at your limbs, approaching slowly, his golden face armor and halved halo shining with a holy light… you could tell that this Supreme Angel was not fallen… he still remained among the ranks of those on high…

“…What made you think that she was in control… Marmalade..? Have you ever stopped to think that maybe… just maybe… something had gone wrong..? No… you definitely did not… for all you care about is saving your own skin…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its body was shaking, Even the smallest tug would force its other injuries to let out more pain. And yet, It laughed- A wheezy and pained laughter that could barely hide its pain.]

"I-I don't believe it... Y-You're just like everybody else....."

[Tears were already streaming down its face, As it laughed more and more. Before eventually going completely silent, Its tone becoming colder within seconds.]

"Am I Genuinely in the wrong here? Am I going crazy? WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK THESE BANDAGES ARE COVERING?! HAVE YOU SEEN WHAT SHE'S DONE? HAVE YOU EVEN FUCKING SEEN ME!?-"

[Just yelling took too much effort, Making it cough a bit-]

"S-Sure... Fine.. I guess I should just- Forgive and forget! After all, Her poor soul would never dare to hurt a fly...."

"H-Honestly.. If 'not being in control' is a good excuse to be forgiven... Why does that not apply to me? Do you actually think I control myself? Or do you just believe I'm some sort of.. U-Unforgivable monster? D-Do you think I... Want to hurt others..?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…I told you before… I saw everything… the shadows are where I lurk… where I reside…”

Bezaliel continued to approach slowly, his pure white right eye glowing while the vertical eye on his throat emoted his frustration, you could see how his left arm was… massive, blood red, clawed, and demonic…

“…I spoke with Verchiel… and she showed a strong desire to change… I know she is not exempt from what happened… but at least she feels regret… unlike you…”

The Supreme Angel commanded his shadows to continue tugging on your limbs as he watched, making sure everything was as calculated as it could be, he wasn’t one to easily give in when someone he cares about is being thrown under the bus so easily

“…Every time someone has tried to help you… Marmalade… you either run… or lash out… no willingness to change is ever shown… time and time again the opportunity has presented itself… and you flee like a pathetic bird…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It tried to focus its power in order to teleport away, Yet- Something was preventing it from even doing anything. It gasped for air after their attempts at escaping, How ironic it was to attempt to run as Bezaliel spoke of how it tends to flee.] "Nobody wants to help me... Even the one that helps me thinks I'm wrong..." "Y-You know... I wanted to apologize at first, But all I received was a near death experience. She didn't even want to hear my apology- And even if I did apologize, All I did was yell at her ONCE!! WHAT ABOUT THAT MEANS I SHOULD JUST DIE!?-" [Again, It tried to keep a smile on its face- As a way to hide away anything it might truly feel towards the situation. Its weak laughter only proved how little it cared about the other side of the story.] "A-All I wanted.. Was to not fucking die. Is it really so wrong...?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Archangel Cassiel offered you help… did he not..?”

Bezaliel was now towering over you fully, his pitch black wings puffed up and fully outstretched, it was beyond obvious just how frustrated he was with you… with your excuses…

“…And how did you respond..? By attacking and running… a kind being tried to shelter you… and yet that did nothing for your senseless behavior… you only have yourself to blame…”

The Supreme Angel flicked his right wrist and the shadows that held your limbs tightened their grips even more, there was no escape from this being… this Angel of Shadows… was he truly holy..? The light from his halved halo didn’t lie…

“…You took your frustrations out on one who was receiving the help she needed… Marmalade… do not think for a second that mercy will be shown… wanting to not die… does not give you the right to attempt to take the life of another… nothing justifies it…”

[marm-alade-power]

[As it felt the grip on its limbs tighten, It let out a pained noise- Shutting its eyes as the pain kept taking over its body.] "W-Why... Why is she always forgiven? I can also say I didn't mean it, I-I wasn't.. Trying to hurt anybody-" [For once, That smile was gone for a few moments. It looked around, Trying to examine the situation- Of course, It was in danger, But it almost seemed like it was thinking about something else... Like an idea popped into its mind.] "I-If you think I deserve punishment, Then that means Verchiel deserves one too. It's only fair that she takes some responsibility!- W-What? Are you seriously going to say that a simple 'sorry' is enough for what she's done!?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You were given many opportunities to say such things… to change your ways… to return to sanity…”

Bezaliel kneeled down in front of you, he pure white right eye practically piercing your soul, you could tell that he had no intentions of hearing any excuses, his mind was made up, nothing would change it

“…And yet you did not… you ran… never once found a reason to turn back and actively seek someone out… unlike Verchiel…”

The Supreme Angel’s voice was filled with malice, he truly couldn’t stand you, and all that you’ve done, usually he was much more willing to hear others out… but now? No such thing existed, not now…

“…Do not think for a second that I allowed her to walk away with just an apology, Marmalade… but as I have said… she showed true willingness to change… she is not like you… a coward who only attacks those who are weaker than them… I know your past…”

[marm-alade-power]

"Oh it's easy for you to forgive her....." [This time, It didn't try to move in any way. It kept staring right back at Bezaliel, In an attempt to look more confident in its own words. Despite how fast its heartbeat was going, It let out a breathy laugh before speaking again-] "You talk a lot for someone who claims he's been doing nothing but watch, I mean seriously- Who's really the coward here? The one who fights, Or the one who always watches from the sidelines?" "Perhaps that muzzle on your face is there for a good reason, I liked you more when you didn't talk." [Its smile only kept getting bigger, After throwing those weak insults- It spit in the direction of Bezaliel's face, Clearly, All it wanted was to piss him off. It began laughing, Occasionally coughing while doing so, As it tried to find every way to disrespect Bezaliel's authority.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel didn’t respond, he refused to play into your delusions further, but the moment her heard you not only call him a coward but also refer to his golden face armor as a muzzle… his pitch black wings puffed up slightly…

“…I am no coward… I am the last holy member of a damned group known as The Watchers… it is my job to observe… to gather information… the shadows are my domain… as “The Shadow of God”… it is what I was created to do…”

The Supreme Angel was trying his best to remain calm, but as soon as you spat at him, he took a breath and grabbed your throat with his massive, blood red, clawed, and demonic left hand… a searing pain akin to Hellfire immediately surged through your body upon contact

“…Do you honestly think I am not a fighter, Marmalade..? I have had my fair share of battles over the eons of my life… ones you never would have survived… so I suggest you watch your words… lest you lose the ability to speak entirely…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its laughter was cut short as soon as Bezaliel grabbed its neck, Not even a scream came out of its mouth- Tears were simply falling more and more from its eyes as it tried to squirm around. It kept gasping for air while struggling to speak, Most of the noises it let out were incomprehensible- As the pain was too unbearable to even allow it to form words.] "Y-You- Gh- I-...Nonono..- F-Fuck..-" [Still, With the bit of energy it had left- It tried to form a sentence, Most of its eyes kept rapidly turning to random directions. Until eventually, One eye had managed to keep its focus more on Bezaliel. Was it really trying to smile now again?] "I-Is... T-That- All you can do?-"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Once again, Bezaliel didn’t respond, instead he focused more heavily on keeping his grip tight on your throat, making sure that the searing Hellfire pain wouldn’t diminish, he was mad and you needed to know fully

“…You invoked my ire… all of this falls on you, not me… if only you decided to not make an attempt at Verchiel’s life… then you would not be in this situation…”

The Supreme Angel’s voice held a growl the more he spoke, it was obvious that he was done playing games with you, he wouldn’t hear any more of what you had to say… now? Torment and punishment was on his mind

“…Do you truly wish for me to unleash more of what I have… Marmalade..? Do you find this pain enjoyable..? How disgusting… I could tear you apart… right here, right now… but that would be an act of mercy… and I am not willing to show such a thing…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It kept trying to tease, However- Most of its words were completely incomprehensible this time, It could barely make noises at all. Only a few choked sounds as it started breathing heavily. Its body fighting to move itself anywhere, But to no avail.] [Its eyes wide open, As tears would fall down its face. The wings on its head were flapping rapidly, But began slowing down the more it felt its neck being choked by the fire- Like it was getting tired of attempting to escape. Its breath sounded as if it wanted to laugh again, Yet it could barely bring itself to do so. Still, There was an attempt to do so, As if this genuinely was what it wanted.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Now you decide to shut that beak of yours…”

The shadows that surround Bezaliel begin to move in a very erratic fashion, was something else hidden within them? It was clear that he had full control over each one, the shadows were his domain after all

“…This searing pain akin to Hellfire that you feel… blame The Council for cursing my left arm to begin with… I was not created with this… not that it matters to a neophyte like you…”

The Supreme Angel’s pitch black wings puffed up even more and began to extend outwards, a sign that he was more than just enraged… something was changing in him, yet you didn’t know what it could possibly be, Hell, you didn’t even know who he was to begin with

“…All bark… no bite… it seems as though when you are faced with a being higher than you… all that gall is lost… some high and mighty bastard you are… Marmalade… the shadows will become something worth fearing… I shall make sure of that…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Their pained sounds were slowly getting quieter, As its vision got blurry. It only kept breathing heavily, It could barely make out anything within the shadows. Its body could barely handle much more, Feeling lightheaded from the pain. It stared into Bezaliel's eyes for a moment, Somehow it was waiting for him to keep going.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Are you challenging me..?”

Bezaliel took the stare as an immediate challenge, hostility rising, with his pitch black wings fully outstretched, he removed his left hand from your throat slowly, making sure that the searing pain wouldn’t vanish instantly

“…This is a mistake you shall definitely regret… challenging a Watcher is the last thing you want to do… we are not known for backing down…”

The Supreme Angel realized he was beginning to lose control of his senses, something was taking over… a feeling from eons ago… and it was not connected to his other self, Bartzabel… a certain voice whispered in his mind… chills ran down his spine… it was the voice of his fallen sadistic leader…

“…As I stated before, Marmalade… mercy was never an option for you… just because my grip has eased does not mean that you are free… far from it… you will learn to fear me…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It desperately gasped for air, Forcing it to come back to its senses in an instant. It could still feel the pain on its neck, Yet it tried to keep that eye contact.] "W-Why'd you-.... Why'd you stop....?" [Their entire body was shaking, Feathers falling out while it kept breathing heavily- Coughing and wheezing as it wanted to laugh again. It knew exactly what it wanted, Every moment it was teasing was simply in hope that it could die from this.] "A-Are..-Are you-......scared to kill me?.."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Do you honestly think that is my only method of torture..?”

Bezaliel got on one knee and stared dangerously into your multiple eyes, his pure white right eye glowing a striking holy white, completely contrasting with not just the shadows… but everything he was doing…

“…If you think I am scared to kill the likes of you…”

The Supreme Angel commanded for his shadows to wrap around your stomach, restricting more of your movements… he wasn’t fucking around, if his gaze was anything to go by… something wasn’t right with him, but that didn’t matter to you

“Break it… unleash all that you are… traitor…”

“…Think again, Marmalade… I know exactly how to break your mind… body… and soul… do not think for a second that any of this will be painless… punishment is needed… no… required… and I intend to give you the full scope of what I am made of…”

[marm-alade-power]

[As the shadows wrapped around its stomach, It began coughing- Like it could distinctly feel its organs moving in its own body, It couldn't stop thinking about something like that happening again. Soon, It gagged a bit- With a drop of blood coming out of its mouth.]

"W-Well- Gh- I-..."

[By now, It could barely hold its head up- Most of its body had already gone limp from the pain, It couldn't keep holding eye contact anymore.]

"W-What.. Are you waiting for.... C..Coward?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You continue to desire death…”

Bezaliel makes sure that his shadows don’t break your skin, but he does want them beneath your feathers, this is punishment and torture for all you’ve done… he desires to have you feel the correct pain, nothing too excessive, yet at the same time, nothing too lenient…

“…Such a thing would be too merciful to you… and do you know why..?”

The Supreme Angel kept his piercing gaze on you at all times, constantly debating whether or not now was the right time to unleash his other self, Bartzabel, or not… yes, he was furious… but it didn’t seem like the right time… it was too soon…

“…Because neophytes like you, Marmalade… do not deserve the easy way out, at all… you must suffer for what you did… not die from it… understood..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[It let out another weak chuckle, At this point, This wasn't the first time someone had said the same thing. It simply sounded.. Tired, This time.]

"....Of course. A-As if I didn't suffer enough..."

[Its eyes closed, Like it was trying to die on purpose by now. Slowly, its breathing became weaker, With a soft light growing around its body for a split second. Marmalade's expression slightly changed, Seemingly upset at the fact that dying just didn't work- But it didn't stop trying, As if dying on purpose was even possible to begin with. Crying while whispering softly, It couldn't do anything but beg for death.]

"Please.. Pleasepleaseplease..."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel was getting tired of hearing you constantly beg for death, for a luxury that never was going to be bestowed upon you to begin with… he was going to torture you, not kill you…

“…Cease this begging…”

The Supreme Angel exhaled heavily then grabbed the top of your head with his left hand, making sure to inflict the same searing pain as before, he was so close to calling Bartzabel to the forefront…

“…Do you truly wish to force my hand even further, Marmalade..? To experience something that will break you..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[With the touch upon its head- It immediately stopped whispering, And began taking deeper and faster breaths. Feeling its head hurting was strangely not out of the ordinary, Especially right where its scar was- Yet having pain directed there only reminded it of that day, Just another one of those times that it had almost died.] "..Y-You.. Know what I want.." [It wouldn't stop crying, This time, Their sobbing sounded more desperate- If Bezaliel wasn't going to let it die, It had to find a way to force that to happen- With no other ideas on how to get what it wanted, It took one last breath, And tried to hold its breath.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Cease…”

Bezaliel pulls you up by the feathers on your head, he knows exactly what you’re trying to do and he’d be damned if he’d allow it… no one gets to end the torture prematurely, not on his watch

“…Offing yourself is not an option… you will suffer… understood..?”

The Supreme Angel’s voice was harsh and held a lethal tone, he wasn’t playing around, he was done with your games and pathetic attempts at ending things… huffing, he let go of the feathers on your head and stood up

“…I tire of this slow torture, Marmalade… especially considering the fact that you think you can end things so soon… no… within the shadows… you play by my rules… and I am FAR from finished with you…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Obviously, Its pathetic attempt at holding its breath didn't last long- If anything, It only made itself feel dizzier with that attempt. It took a deep breath as soon as it was grabbed by the feathers, Slowly steadying their heartbeat.] "I-I..... T-That's..... What.. Everybody says..." [It genuinely just sounded tired, This time, It had stopped attempting to do anything. Its body was just still, With its eyes wide open- It only had a blank expression, It couldn't laugh it off again, Even if it wanted to.] "...Just............ Do something... I-I don't-... I don't know....."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel stared you down with that seemingly undying piercing glare, with a flick of his right wrist, the shadows lifted you up until you were suspended in midair, every limb still tightly wrapped in said shadows

“…Very well… but remember… you asked for this, Marmalade… what is about to happen is nothing but further torture… the likes of which you shall never forget…”

Upon saying that, the Supreme Angel’s shadow began to twist aggressively, almost like it was alive, no longer something that trailed behind him… taking a breath, he lowered his head and began to say something in Latin… an incantation of sorts…

“…O tenebrae, tenebrae, quae dormitant in crepusculo... umbrae odii... ex animo meo involuto, clamo... veni ad me, o Bartzabel..!”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its expression didn't change, All it did was let out a sigh- Even if it knew what to expect, Their fear only lingered in the back of its mind.] "I-I.. really didn't ask for this- But not like anybody asks me what I want..." [It mumbled under its breath, At this point, It was more annoyed that this torture couldn't pass by faster. But of course, It just knew how much others enjoyed watching it suffer, Nobody would simply let it go easily. From there, It simply chose to stay quiet, There really wasn't any way out of it.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Without responding, Bezaliel lifts his head back up, pure white right eye glowing intensely, the shadow behind him moving aggressively, almost as if responding to the chant, the air around you grew much more suffocating…

“…It matters not… you are in my domain, Marmalade… and shall receive full punishment for what you have done… to both Verchiel… and Cassiel…”

The Supreme Angel stood tall as a massive figure emerged from his shadow, it looked more like a demon than anything else, but its entire presence was enough to send horrible chills down your spine…

“…Bartzabel… assist me in this torture… understood..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its feathers puffed out, Like it subconsciously knew it needed to feel more fear. While it tried to keep itself calm, Yet its wings had a hint of yellow while being reminded of Verchiel.] "...I-I didn't..... Ugh..... W-Whatever...." [Ironically, It didn't consider Cassiel as much while thinking back on the events. Still, It didn't have the energy to even argue against him.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Bartzabel…”

Bezaliel turned his head slightly to face the being who was now floating beside him, its pitch black hip wings fully extended, you could sense the pure and unfiltered malice radiating off of it

“DON’T HAVE TO TELL ME TWICE! I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THIS PIGEON DID! AND I KNOW WHAT IT DESERVES!”

The Supreme Angel nodded, not saying a word, before stepping back and allowing the being, now known as Bartzabel to take his place, he towered over you easily, the living shadow(?) was way taller than Bezaliel…

“YOU! DON’T THINK FOR A FUCKING SECOND THAT YOU’RE SAFE FROM ME! THE PHYSICAL MANIFESTATION OF HIS RAGE AND POWER! I’M GONNA ENJOY EVERY SECOND OF THIS!”

[marm-alade-power]

[Marmalade was caught off guard by Bartzabel's sudden appearance, Almost like it was already dozing off earlier.] "....Ah.." [It simply examined the shadows, The pain surrounding its body wouldn't stop- It was breathing heavily due to the pain, Yet it let out a chuckle.] "Are you guys planning on torturing me, Or are you just gonna keep being dramatic...?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“INSIGNIFICANT PIGEON!!”

Bezaliel didn’t react, he didn’t even try to pull Bartzabel back, if anything… he just stood there, arms crossed, pitch black wings fully extended, then he gave his other self a nod, granting permission

“I’LL ERASE THAT SMUG LIGHT FROM YOUR VERY SOUL!! HERE AND NOW!!”

The Supreme Angel only watched on as Bartzabel lunged forward, his massive blood red hands immediately tearing feathers away from skin, aiming for the chest… he wasn’t very familiar fast, angry, and held no regard for your safety… no… you were fully at his mercy

“HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!”

[marm-alade-power]

[For the first time, It began screaming. Its body trying so hard to run away in that moment, Yet nothing would work. It shut its eyes, Not wanting to even look in the direction of its own chest. Just feeling the blood dripping was enough to give it a clear picture of what was going on, Despite this not being the first time.. It hurt way more than it expected.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“THAT’S IT! SCREAM! BEG FOR A MERCY THAT YOU’LL NEVER RECEIVE!”

Bartzabel taunted with that mind splitting loud voice of his while tearing more feathers away from your chest until he got the opening he needed, a way to reach the ribcage, his target…

“…Go…”

Upon being given permission by Bezaliel, the 10 foot tall shadow being sunk his claws into your chest cavity and tore it open, blood splattering everywhere, but Bartzabel didn’t care, this was a rush of violence he so desperately needed

“SCREAM! CRY! BEG FOR DEATH! YOU’LL NEVER GET IT! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its screams continued, As much as it could while it slowly got weaker. It didn't take long for it to feel lightheaded, And eventually- Its screams turned into incomprehensible sobs. For as much as it was begging for something to happen, Only now had it started trying to take it back.] [However, It could barely bring itself to form a sentence. All it could do was cry and whimper in pain, While its head stayed low. It couldn't move its body, Which forced it to look down upon the bloody mess that its own body had become. It felt disgusted to see its organs again, Making it gag, With blood dripping out from its mouth too.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“MORE! SCREAM MORE! FEED ME YOUR DESPAIR!”

Obviously drunk with bloodlust, Bartzabel continues to tear open the chest cavity until the ribcage was fully exposed, Bezaliel just continued watching on, not once interfering

“THIS WILL MAKE YOU WISH ALL THAT YOU DID WAS BUT A WAKING NIGHTMARE!!”

With that decree, he grabbed ahold of every rib and began pulling, tugging, not caring how your body spasmed with each movement, Bartzabel had one goal…

“HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!”

[marm-alade-power]

[Despite it all, It wouldn't scream again. By now, It became quiet- Even while crying, It was silent. Yet it was still breathing, Its heart was still beating somehow- Its organs were functioning, And exposed for all to see. While its eyes seemed to be focused a lot on its own body, Its vision was too blurry to truly make out the details.] [Though it didn't need to see every detail to feel exactly what was happening, Its limbs were twitching occasionally- As it felt its previous injury from the stomach begin to open too. Causing it to throw up a mix of blood and fluids onto Bartzabel's hand, And on top of its own body as well.] [And even with all of that, It stayed quiet, There wasn't a noise horrible enough to express the pain. Only the faint light wrapping its body could describe such pain, Its mind was fuzzy, Was it really going to die for once? Somehow, That was the only hope it has felt for a while.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“YOU DISGUSTING RATBIRD!!!”

Upon having such fluids land on one of his hands, Bartzabel became even more enraged, a horrible error was made, the last thing anyone wanted to do was further upset the physical manifestation of a being’s rage and power after all

“YOU’LL PAY FOR THIS!! IN THE MOST PAINFUL WAY I’VE BEEN GIVEN PERMISSION TO CARRY OUT!!”

Aggressive and seething, Bartzabel slammed his left fist into your ribcage with a very brutal force, causing every rib to shatter immediately, blood pouring more, it seemed like he was Hellbent on killing you, when…

“…Bartzabel… that is more than enough… we have proven our point… Marmalade does not deserve death… return to me, now…”

[marm-alade-power]

[After having its ribs broken, It hadn't reacted at all. It was awake, But the pain has gone so far to the point of making it numb. Too much was hurting at once, Simply breathing would hurt.] [With blood still pouring out of its mouth and body, It began closing its eyes slowly. The last thing it could see was its own mess of a body, Destroyed in ways it would never forget. A light shined again around its body, Yet it didn't die. The light kept pulsing, Like it desperately needed to die- And yet again, It couldn't die.]

[marm-alade-power]

There is a knock at Marmalade's door, one that sounds rather cautious. A deadpan voice from the opposite side calls out.

"Hey, heard some shit happened. Brought you a good luck present, even if it probably won't help with...everything."

On the other side of the door is the Power named Charis, with a bag full of jams around his shoulder, holding one large jar of orange marmalade.

@threelostpowers

[Hiding in the lower layers of heaven was Marmalade's home. That house was so far secluded from most places- That simply finding it has taken you long enough.] [Upon closer inspection, You notice the door is not even locked. Though, That is likely due to Marmalade's home being a literal treehouse. Due to the overgrown branches covering the windows, You can't make out much from what's inside.] [After knocking on the door, You briefly hear what sounds like papers rustling- Before everything going silent again.] [Nobody answers the door.]

[threelostpowers]

"Marmalade. I know you're in there. I am not here to threaten you. Can I...come in?"

Charis balances the jar on the palm of his golden arm carefully before reaching for the door. He keeps his hand on the door before continuing.

"Or at the least say something. Even a no is fine."

[marm-alade-power]

"Wait... You're right.. I've never seen earth either!" [It really did look excited to think about earth, Ironically- It had only heard about the place through books up until now.] "Though, I don't know if there's anything to see there right now, Is there? I mean I wouldn't know- Wait!! Have you read any books about earth?? There's actually a lot of books in the libraries about lots of.. Earth stuff-" "That is... If you just want to 'know stuff', I'm sure no book would compare to actually seeing earth itself.."

[marm-alade-power]

The shadows around you begin to twist aggressively as you lay in your cage, something has been enraged, something or someone… of a higher power. It doesn’t take long for your surroundings to be completely shrouded in shadows, a low droning noise echoing all around… whispers and shouts… an untamable horror has come for you.

@shadow-of-the-father

[Something about the shadows stood out to it, Not in the sense that it was fear- But it almost felt like.. Dying. For a brief moment, It almost felt a bit relieved to see it happen- But it didn't last long, For what followed was only those strange sounds surrounding it everywhere.] [It stayed on the floor, Turning to their side- As if it could simply ignore the noise, Yet it wouldn't stop the noises. Their breathing became a bit heavier, A sense of dread slowly consuming its thoughts- Like dying was suddenly scary, for once.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You…”

A voice echoed out from all directions, it was low, dark, and definitely enraged… yet no one could be seen, at least, not at the present moment, but you could definitely sense a presence… someone was there, inside the shadows… which one..? It was impossible to tell

“…Never once would I have thought that a Power could be so brutal… yet here I am… being proven wrong…”

A white light can be seen within one of the shadows, it looked like an eye, yet no being formed… the atmosphere was getting more intense… suffocating… where was this entity..? And who was it..?

“…I am going to enjoy this…”

( @marm-alade-power )

[marm-alade-power]

[Despite how it could feel its own heartbeat increasing, It wouldn't move away from its position. It did try to glance over to see who was there, But upon realizing it couldn't even see it- It couldn't be bothered to search anymore.] "I'm sure I could name one power who's more brutal than me.." [It muttered under its breath, Somehow it still felt anger towards Verchiel- It could never let go from the events that led to this moment. Yet again, Its fear wasn't enough to make it move out of its position. It lied upon the floor, Keeping its head low.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You speak of Verchiel… but she is in no way as willingly psychotic as you…”

The voice seems to become even darker, filled with malice, could this being have some kind of connection with the aforementioned Power..? The droning noises along with disembodied whispers got louder as the presence grew more pronounced

“…I watched… I saw everything… my judgement is far from clouded… I know who to blame… I know who threw the first stone…”

Suddenly, shadows reached out and began to not only wrap around your limbs, but also tug on them, slowly… yet painfully… your muscles aching with each tug… and that’s when a figure emerged, a Supreme Angel with pitch black wings wearing tattered red robes adorned with golden armor…

“…And that would be you… Marmalade…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It tries to fight back against the shadows, But of course, Tugging back would do no good. It could already feel the pain not just from their limbs- But the rest of its body as well, As their injuries were far from healed.] "G-Great, Another one of Verchiel's bodyguards! W-What now? You're gonna say I hurt your 'daughter'?" [While it tried to sound sassy in its reply, It clearly couldn't stop the pain from taking over- It squirmed a bit, Before getting tired again.] "You know... For someone who 'saw everything', You really don't sound like you've seen my side of the story..."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

The Supreme Angel didn’t answer, he refused to give you the information that you wanted, this time… he’d remain in control of how everything would play out, he was the puppeteer, he was The Watcher…

“…I saw… but Verchiel was not acting of her own volition… unlike you… her psyche is fractured… what you faced was something she could not control… the real her was unconscious…”

Bezaliel continued to command his shadows to pull at your limbs, approaching slowly, his golden face armor and halved halo shining with a holy light… you could tell that this Supreme Angel was not fallen… he still remained among the ranks of those on high…

“…What made you think that she was in control… Marmalade..? Have you ever stopped to think that maybe… just maybe… something had gone wrong..? No… you definitely did not… for all you care about is saving your own skin…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its body was shaking, Even the smallest tug would force its other injuries to let out more pain. And yet, It laughed- A wheezy and pained laughter that could barely hide its pain.]

"I-I don't believe it... Y-You're just like everybody else....."

[Tears were already streaming down its face, As it laughed more and more. Before eventually going completely silent, Its tone becoming colder within seconds.]

"Am I Genuinely in the wrong here? Am I going crazy? WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK THESE BANDAGES ARE COVERING?! HAVE YOU SEEN WHAT SHE'S DONE? HAVE YOU EVEN FUCKING SEEN ME!?-"

[Just yelling took too much effort, Making it cough a bit-]

"S-Sure... Fine.. I guess I should just- Forgive and forget! After all, Her poor soul would never dare to hurt a fly...."

"H-Honestly.. If 'not being in control' is a good excuse to be forgiven... Why does that not apply to me? Do you actually think I control myself? Or do you just believe I'm some sort of.. U-Unforgivable monster? D-Do you think I... Want to hurt others..?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…I told you before… I saw everything… the shadows are where I lurk… where I reside…”

Bezaliel continued to approach slowly, his pure white right eye glowing while the vertical eye on his throat emoted his frustration, you could see how his left arm was… massive, blood red, clawed, and demonic…

“…I spoke with Verchiel… and she showed a strong desire to change… I know she is not exempt from what happened… but at least she feels regret… unlike you…”

The Supreme Angel commanded his shadows to continue tugging on your limbs as he watched, making sure everything was as calculated as it could be, he wasn’t one to easily give in when someone he cares about is being thrown under the bus so easily

“…Every time someone has tried to help you… Marmalade… you either run… or lash out… no willingness to change is ever shown… time and time again the opportunity has presented itself… and you flee like a pathetic bird…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It tried to focus its power in order to teleport away, Yet- Something was preventing it from even doing anything. It gasped for air after their attempts at escaping, How ironic it was to attempt to run as Bezaliel spoke of how it tends to flee.] "Nobody wants to help me... Even the one that helps me thinks I'm wrong..." "Y-You know... I wanted to apologize at first, But all I received was a near death experience. She didn't even want to hear my apology- And even if I did apologize, All I did was yell at her ONCE!! WHAT ABOUT THAT MEANS I SHOULD JUST DIE!?-" [Again, It tried to keep a smile on its face- As a way to hide away anything it might truly feel towards the situation. Its weak laughter only proved how little it cared about the other side of the story.] "A-All I wanted.. Was to not fucking die. Is it really so wrong...?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Archangel Cassiel offered you help… did he not..?”

Bezaliel was now towering over you fully, his pitch black wings puffed up and fully outstretched, it was beyond obvious just how frustrated he was with you… with your excuses…

“…And how did you respond..? By attacking and running… a kind being tried to shelter you… and yet that did nothing for your senseless behavior… you only have yourself to blame…”

The Supreme Angel flicked his right wrist and the shadows that held your limbs tightened their grips even more, there was no escape from this being… this Angel of Shadows… was he truly holy..? The light from his halved halo didn’t lie…

“…You took your frustrations out on one who was receiving the help she needed… Marmalade… do not think for a second that mercy will be shown… wanting to not die… does not give you the right to attempt to take the life of another… nothing justifies it…”

[marm-alade-power]

[As it felt the grip on its limbs tighten, It let out a pained noise- Shutting its eyes as the pain kept taking over its body.] "W-Why... Why is she always forgiven? I can also say I didn't mean it, I-I wasn't.. Trying to hurt anybody-" [For once, That smile was gone for a few moments. It looked around, Trying to examine the situation- Of course, It was in danger, But it almost seemed like it was thinking about something else... Like an idea popped into its mind.] "I-If you think I deserve punishment, Then that means Verchiel deserves one too. It's only fair that she takes some responsibility!- W-What? Are you seriously going to say that a simple 'sorry' is enough for what she's done!?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You were given many opportunities to say such things… to change your ways… to return to sanity…”

Bezaliel kneeled down in front of you, he pure white right eye practically piercing your soul, you could tell that he had no intentions of hearing any excuses, his mind was made up, nothing would change it

“…And yet you did not… you ran… never once found a reason to turn back and actively seek someone out… unlike Verchiel…”

The Supreme Angel’s voice was filled with malice, he truly couldn’t stand you, and all that you’ve done, usually he was much more willing to hear others out… but now? No such thing existed, not now…

“…Do not think for a second that I allowed her to walk away with just an apology, Marmalade… but as I have said… she showed true willingness to change… she is not like you… a coward who only attacks those who are weaker than them… I know your past…”

[marm-alade-power]

"Oh it's easy for you to forgive her....." [This time, It didn't try to move in any way. It kept staring right back at Bezaliel, In an attempt to look more confident in its own words. Despite how fast its heartbeat was going, It let out a breathy laugh before speaking again-] "You talk a lot for someone who claims he's been doing nothing but watch, I mean seriously- Who's really the coward here? The one who fights, Or the one who always watches from the sidelines?" "Perhaps that muzzle on your face is there for a good reason, I liked you more when you didn't talk." [Its smile only kept getting bigger, After throwing those weak insults- It spit in the direction of Bezaliel's face, Clearly, All it wanted was to piss him off. It began laughing, Occasionally coughing while doing so, As it tried to find every way to disrespect Bezaliel's authority.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel didn’t respond, he refused to play into your delusions further, but the moment her heard you not only call him a coward but also refer to his golden face armor as a muzzle… his pitch black wings puffed up slightly…

“…I am no coward… I am the last holy member of a damned group known as The Watchers… it is my job to observe… to gather information… the shadows are my domain… as “The Shadow of God”… it is what I was created to do…”

The Supreme Angel was trying his best to remain calm, but as soon as you spat at him, he took a breath and grabbed your throat with his massive, blood red, clawed, and demonic left hand… a searing pain akin to Hellfire immediately surged through your body upon contact

“…Do you honestly think I am not a fighter, Marmalade..? I have had my fair share of battles over the eons of my life… ones you never would have survived… so I suggest you watch your words… lest you lose the ability to speak entirely…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its laughter was cut short as soon as Bezaliel grabbed its neck, Not even a scream came out of its mouth- Tears were simply falling more and more from its eyes as it tried to squirm around. It kept gasping for air while struggling to speak, Most of the noises it let out were incomprehensible- As the pain was too unbearable to even allow it to form words.] "Y-You- Gh- I-...Nonono..- F-Fuck..-" [Still, With the bit of energy it had left- It tried to form a sentence, Most of its eyes kept rapidly turning to random directions. Until eventually, One eye had managed to keep its focus more on Bezaliel. Was it really trying to smile now again?] "I-Is... T-That- All you can do?-"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Once again, Bezaliel didn’t respond, instead he focused more heavily on keeping his grip tight on your throat, making sure that the searing Hellfire pain wouldn’t diminish, he was mad and you needed to know fully

“…You invoked my ire… all of this falls on you, not me… if only you decided to not make an attempt at Verchiel’s life… then you would not be in this situation…”

The Supreme Angel’s voice held a growl the more he spoke, it was obvious that he was done playing games with you, he wouldn’t hear any more of what you had to say… now? Torment and punishment was on his mind

“…Do you truly wish for me to unleash more of what I have… Marmalade..? Do you find this pain enjoyable..? How disgusting… I could tear you apart… right here, right now… but that would be an act of mercy… and I am not willing to show such a thing…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It kept trying to tease, However- Most of its words were completely incomprehensible this time, It could barely make noises at all. Only a few choked sounds as it started breathing heavily. Its body fighting to move itself anywhere, But to no avail.] [Its eyes wide open, As tears would fall down its face. The wings on its head were flapping rapidly, But began slowing down the more it felt its neck being choked by the fire- Like it was getting tired of attempting to escape. Its breath sounded as if it wanted to laugh again, Yet it could barely bring itself to do so. Still, There was an attempt to do so, As if this genuinely was what it wanted.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Now you decide to shut that beak of yours…”

The shadows that surround Bezaliel begin to move in a very erratic fashion, was something else hidden within them? It was clear that he had full control over each one, the shadows were his domain after all

“…This searing pain akin to Hellfire that you feel… blame The Council for cursing my left arm to begin with… I was not created with this… not that it matters to a neophyte like you…”

The Supreme Angel’s pitch black wings puffed up even more and began to extend outwards, a sign that he was more than just enraged… something was changing in him, yet you didn’t know what it could possibly be, Hell, you didn’t even know who he was to begin with

“…All bark… no bite… it seems as though when you are faced with a being higher than you… all that gall is lost… some high and mighty bastard you are… Marmalade… the shadows will become something worth fearing… I shall make sure of that…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Their pained sounds were slowly getting quieter, As its vision got blurry. It only kept breathing heavily, It could barely make out anything within the shadows. Its body could barely handle much more, Feeling lightheaded from the pain. It stared into Bezaliel's eyes for a moment, Somehow it was waiting for him to keep going.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Are you challenging me..?”

Bezaliel took the stare as an immediate challenge, hostility rising, with his pitch black wings fully outstretched, he removed his left hand from your throat slowly, making sure that the searing pain wouldn’t vanish instantly

“…This is a mistake you shall definitely regret… challenging a Watcher is the last thing you want to do… we are not known for backing down…”

The Supreme Angel realized he was beginning to lose control of his senses, something was taking over… a feeling from eons ago… and it was not connected to his other self, Bartzabel… a certain voice whispered in his mind… chills ran down his spine… it was the voice of his fallen sadistic leader…

“…As I stated before, Marmalade… mercy was never an option for you… just because my grip has eased does not mean that you are free… far from it… you will learn to fear me…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It desperately gasped for air, Forcing it to come back to its senses in an instant. It could still feel the pain on its neck, Yet it tried to keep that eye contact.] "W-Why'd you-.... Why'd you stop....?" [Their entire body was shaking, Feathers falling out while it kept breathing heavily- Coughing and wheezing as it wanted to laugh again. It knew exactly what it wanted, Every moment it was teasing was simply in hope that it could die from this.] "A-Are..-Are you-......scared to kill me?.."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Do you honestly think that is my only method of torture..?”

Bezaliel got on one knee and stared dangerously into your multiple eyes, his pure white right eye glowing a striking holy white, completely contrasting with not just the shadows… but everything he was doing…

“…If you think I am scared to kill the likes of you…”

The Supreme Angel commanded for his shadows to wrap around your stomach, restricting more of your movements… he wasn’t fucking around, if his gaze was anything to go by… something wasn’t right with him, but that didn’t matter to you

“Break it… unleash all that you are… traitor…”

“…Think again, Marmalade… I know exactly how to break your mind… body… and soul… do not think for a second that any of this will be painless… punishment is needed… no… required… and I intend to give you the full scope of what I am made of…”

[marm-alade-power]

[As the shadows wrapped around its stomach, It began coughing- Like it could distinctly feel its organs moving in its own body, It couldn't stop thinking about something like that happening again. Soon, It gagged a bit- With a drop of blood coming out of its mouth.]

"W-Well- Gh- I-..."

[By now, It could barely hold its head up- Most of its body had already gone limp from the pain, It couldn't keep holding eye contact anymore.]

"W-What.. Are you waiting for.... C..Coward?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You continue to desire death…”

Bezaliel makes sure that his shadows don’t break your skin, but he does want them beneath your feathers, this is punishment and torture for all you’ve done… he desires to have you feel the correct pain, nothing too excessive, yet at the same time, nothing too lenient…

“…Such a thing would be too merciful to you… and do you know why..?”

The Supreme Angel kept his piercing gaze on you at all times, constantly debating whether or not now was the right time to unleash his other self, Bartzabel, or not… yes, he was furious… but it didn’t seem like the right time… it was too soon…

“…Because neophytes like you, Marmalade… do not deserve the easy way out, at all… you must suffer for what you did… not die from it… understood..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[It let out another weak chuckle, At this point, This wasn't the first time someone had said the same thing. It simply sounded.. Tired, This time.]

"....Of course. A-As if I didn't suffer enough..."

[Its eyes closed, Like it was trying to die on purpose by now. Slowly, its breathing became weaker, With a soft light growing around its body for a split second. Marmalade's expression slightly changed, Seemingly upset at the fact that dying just didn't work- But it didn't stop trying, As if dying on purpose was even possible to begin with. Crying while whispering softly, It couldn't do anything but beg for death.]

"Please.. Pleasepleaseplease..."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel was getting tired of hearing you constantly beg for death, for a luxury that never was going to be bestowed upon you to begin with… he was going to torture you, not kill you…

“…Cease this begging…”

The Supreme Angel exhaled heavily then grabbed the top of your head with his left hand, making sure to inflict the same searing pain as before, he was so close to calling Bartzabel to the forefront…

“…Do you truly wish to force my hand even further, Marmalade..? To experience something that will break you..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[With the touch upon its head- It immediately stopped whispering, And began taking deeper and faster breaths. Feeling its head hurting was strangely not out of the ordinary, Especially right where its scar was- Yet having pain directed there only reminded it of that day, Just another one of those times that it had almost died.] "..Y-You.. Know what I want.." [It wouldn't stop crying, This time, Their sobbing sounded more desperate- If Bezaliel wasn't going to let it die, It had to find a way to force that to happen- With no other ideas on how to get what it wanted, It took one last breath, And tried to hold its breath.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Cease…”

Bezaliel pulls you up by the feathers on your head, he knows exactly what you’re trying to do and he’d be damned if he’d allow it… no one gets to end the torture prematurely, not on his watch

“…Offing yourself is not an option… you will suffer… understood..?”

The Supreme Angel’s voice was harsh and held a lethal tone, he wasn’t playing around, he was done with your games and pathetic attempts at ending things… huffing, he let go of the feathers on your head and stood up

“…I tire of this slow torture, Marmalade… especially considering the fact that you think you can end things so soon… no… within the shadows… you play by my rules… and I am FAR from finished with you…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Obviously, Its pathetic attempt at holding its breath didn't last long- If anything, It only made itself feel dizzier with that attempt. It took a deep breath as soon as it was grabbed by the feathers, Slowly steadying their heartbeat.] "I-I..... T-That's..... What.. Everybody says..." [It genuinely just sounded tired, This time, It had stopped attempting to do anything. Its body was just still, With its eyes wide open- It only had a blank expression, It couldn't laugh it off again, Even if it wanted to.] "...Just............ Do something... I-I don't-... I don't know....."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel stared you down with that seemingly undying piercing glare, with a flick of his right wrist, the shadows lifted you up until you were suspended in midair, every limb still tightly wrapped in said shadows

“…Very well… but remember… you asked for this, Marmalade… what is about to happen is nothing but further torture… the likes of which you shall never forget…”

Upon saying that, the Supreme Angel’s shadow began to twist aggressively, almost like it was alive, no longer something that trailed behind him… taking a breath, he lowered his head and began to say something in Latin… an incantation of sorts…

“…O tenebrae, tenebrae, quae dormitant in crepusculo... umbrae odii... ex animo meo involuto, clamo... veni ad me, o Bartzabel..!”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its expression didn't change, All it did was let out a sigh- Even if it knew what to expect, Their fear only lingered in the back of its mind.] "I-I.. really didn't ask for this- But not like anybody asks me what I want..." [It mumbled under its breath, At this point, It was more annoyed that this torture couldn't pass by faster. But of course, It just knew how much others enjoyed watching it suffer, Nobody would simply let it go easily. From there, It simply chose to stay quiet, There really wasn't any way out of it.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Without responding, Bezaliel lifts his head back up, pure white right eye glowing intensely, the shadow behind him moving aggressively, almost as if responding to the chant, the air around you grew much more suffocating…

“…It matters not… you are in my domain, Marmalade… and shall receive full punishment for what you have done… to both Verchiel… and Cassiel…”

The Supreme Angel stood tall as a massive figure emerged from his shadow, it looked more like a demon than anything else, but its entire presence was enough to send horrible chills down your spine…

“…Bartzabel… assist me in this torture… understood..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its feathers puffed out, Like it subconsciously knew it needed to feel more fear. While it tried to keep itself calm, Yet its wings had a hint of yellow while being reminded of Verchiel.] "...I-I didn't..... Ugh..... W-Whatever...." [Ironically, It didn't consider Cassiel as much while thinking back on the events. Still, It didn't have the energy to even argue against him.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Bartzabel…”

Bezaliel turned his head slightly to face the being who was now floating beside him, its pitch black hip wings fully extended, you could sense the pure and unfiltered malice radiating off of it

“DON’T HAVE TO TELL ME TWICE! I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THIS PIGEON DID! AND I KNOW WHAT IT DESERVES!”

The Supreme Angel nodded, not saying a word, before stepping back and allowing the being, now known as Bartzabel to take his place, he towered over you easily, the living shadow(?) was way taller than Bezaliel…

“YOU! DON’T THINK FOR A FUCKING SECOND THAT YOU’RE SAFE FROM ME! THE PHYSICAL MANIFESTATION OF HIS RAGE AND POWER! I’M GONNA ENJOY EVERY SECOND OF THIS!”

[marm-alade-power]

[Marmalade was caught off guard by Bartzabel's sudden appearance, Almost like it was already dozing off earlier.] "....Ah.." [It simply examined the shadows, The pain surrounding its body wouldn't stop- It was breathing heavily due to the pain, Yet it let out a chuckle.] "Are you guys planning on torturing me, Or are you just gonna keep being dramatic...?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“INSIGNIFICANT PIGEON!!”

Bezaliel didn’t react, he didn’t even try to pull Bartzabel back, if anything… he just stood there, arms crossed, pitch black wings fully extended, then he gave his other self a nod, granting permission

“I’LL ERASE THAT SMUG LIGHT FROM YOUR VERY SOUL!! HERE AND NOW!!”

The Supreme Angel only watched on as Bartzabel lunged forward, his massive blood red hands immediately tearing feathers away from skin, aiming for the chest… he wasn’t very familiar fast, angry, and held no regard for your safety… no… you were fully at his mercy

“HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!”

[marm-alade-power]

[For the first time, It began screaming. Its body trying so hard to run away in that moment, Yet nothing would work. It shut its eyes, Not wanting to even look in the direction of its own chest. Just feeling the blood dripping was enough to give it a clear picture of what was going on, Despite this not being the first time.. It hurt way more than it expected.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“THAT’S IT! SCREAM! BEG FOR A MERCY THAT YOU’LL NEVER RECEIVE!”

Bartzabel taunted with that mind splitting loud voice of his while tearing more feathers away from your chest until he got the opening he needed, a way to reach the ribcage, his target…

“…Go…”

Upon being given permission by Bezaliel, the 10 foot tall shadow being sunk his claws into your chest cavity and tore it open, blood splattering everywhere, but Bartzabel didn’t care, this was a rush of violence he so desperately needed

“SCREAM! CRY! BEG FOR DEATH! YOU’LL NEVER GET IT! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its screams continued, As much as it could while it slowly got weaker. It didn't take long for it to feel lightheaded, And eventually- Its screams turned into incomprehensible sobs. For as much as it was begging for something to happen, Only now had it started trying to take it back.] [However, It could barely bring itself to form a sentence. All it could do was cry and whimper in pain, While its head stayed low. It couldn't move its body, Which forced it to look down upon the bloody mess that its own body had become. It felt disgusted to see its organs again, Making it gag, With blood dripping out from its mouth too.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“MORE! SCREAM MORE! FEED ME YOUR DESPAIR!”

Obviously drunk with bloodlust, Bartzabel continues to tear open the chest cavity until the ribcage was fully exposed, Bezaliel just continued watching on, not once interfering

“THIS WILL MAKE YOU WISH ALL THAT YOU DID WAS BUT A WAKING NIGHTMARE!!”

With that decree, he grabbed ahold of every rib and began pulling, tugging, not caring how your body spasmed with each movement, Bartzabel had one goal…

“HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!”

[marm-alade-power]

[Despite it all, It wouldn't scream again. By now, It became quiet- Even while crying, It was silent. Yet it was still breathing, Its heart was still beating somehow- Its organs were functioning, And exposed for all to see. While its eyes seemed to be focused a lot on its own body, Its vision was too blurry to truly make out the details.] [Though it didn't need to see every detail to feel exactly what was happening, Its limbs were twitching occasionally- As it felt its previous injury from the stomach begin to open too. Causing it to throw up a mix of blood and fluids onto Bartzabel's hand, And on top of its own body as well.] [And even with all of that, It stayed quiet, There wasn't a noise horrible enough to express the pain. Only the faint light wrapping its body could describe such pain, Its mind was fuzzy, Was it really going to die for once? Somehow, That was the only hope it has felt for a while.]

[marm-alade-power]

The shadows around you begin to twist aggressively as you lay in your cage, something has been enraged, something or someone… of a higher power. It doesn’t take long for your surroundings to be completely shrouded in shadows, a low droning noise echoing all around… whispers and shouts… an untamable horror has come for you.

@shadow-of-the-father

[Something about the shadows stood out to it, Not in the sense that it was fear- But it almost felt like.. Dying. For a brief moment, It almost felt a bit relieved to see it happen- But it didn't last long, For what followed was only those strange sounds surrounding it everywhere.] [It stayed on the floor, Turning to their side- As if it could simply ignore the noise, Yet it wouldn't stop the noises. Their breathing became a bit heavier, A sense of dread slowly consuming its thoughts- Like dying was suddenly scary, for once.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You…”

A voice echoed out from all directions, it was low, dark, and definitely enraged… yet no one could be seen, at least, not at the present moment, but you could definitely sense a presence… someone was there, inside the shadows… which one..? It was impossible to tell

“…Never once would I have thought that a Power could be so brutal… yet here I am… being proven wrong…”

A white light can be seen within one of the shadows, it looked like an eye, yet no being formed… the atmosphere was getting more intense… suffocating… where was this entity..? And who was it..?

“…I am going to enjoy this…”

( @marm-alade-power )

[marm-alade-power]

[Despite how it could feel its own heartbeat increasing, It wouldn't move away from its position. It did try to glance over to see who was there, But upon realizing it couldn't even see it- It couldn't be bothered to search anymore.] "I'm sure I could name one power who's more brutal than me.." [It muttered under its breath, Somehow it still felt anger towards Verchiel- It could never let go from the events that led to this moment. Yet again, Its fear wasn't enough to make it move out of its position. It lied upon the floor, Keeping its head low.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You speak of Verchiel… but she is in no way as willingly psychotic as you…”

The voice seems to become even darker, filled with malice, could this being have some kind of connection with the aforementioned Power..? The droning noises along with disembodied whispers got louder as the presence grew more pronounced

“…I watched… I saw everything… my judgement is far from clouded… I know who to blame… I know who threw the first stone…”

Suddenly, shadows reached out and began to not only wrap around your limbs, but also tug on them, slowly… yet painfully… your muscles aching with each tug… and that’s when a figure emerged, a Supreme Angel with pitch black wings wearing tattered red robes adorned with golden armor…

“…And that would be you… Marmalade…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It tries to fight back against the shadows, But of course, Tugging back would do no good. It could already feel the pain not just from their limbs- But the rest of its body as well, As their injuries were far from healed.] "G-Great, Another one of Verchiel's bodyguards! W-What now? You're gonna say I hurt your 'daughter'?" [While it tried to sound sassy in its reply, It clearly couldn't stop the pain from taking over- It squirmed a bit, Before getting tired again.] "You know... For someone who 'saw everything', You really don't sound like you've seen my side of the story..."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

The Supreme Angel didn’t answer, he refused to give you the information that you wanted, this time… he’d remain in control of how everything would play out, he was the puppeteer, he was The Watcher…

“…I saw… but Verchiel was not acting of her own volition… unlike you… her psyche is fractured… what you faced was something she could not control… the real her was unconscious…”

Bezaliel continued to command his shadows to pull at your limbs, approaching slowly, his golden face armor and halved halo shining with a holy light… you could tell that this Supreme Angel was not fallen… he still remained among the ranks of those on high…

“…What made you think that she was in control… Marmalade..? Have you ever stopped to think that maybe… just maybe… something had gone wrong..? No… you definitely did not… for all you care about is saving your own skin…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its body was shaking, Even the smallest tug would force its other injuries to let out more pain. And yet, It laughed- A wheezy and pained laughter that could barely hide its pain.]

"I-I don't believe it... Y-You're just like everybody else....."

[Tears were already streaming down its face, As it laughed more and more. Before eventually going completely silent, Its tone becoming colder within seconds.]

"Am I Genuinely in the wrong here? Am I going crazy? WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK THESE BANDAGES ARE COVERING?! HAVE YOU SEEN WHAT SHE'S DONE? HAVE YOU EVEN FUCKING SEEN ME!?-"

[Just yelling took too much effort, Making it cough a bit-]

"S-Sure... Fine.. I guess I should just- Forgive and forget! After all, Her poor soul would never dare to hurt a fly...."

"H-Honestly.. If 'not being in control' is a good excuse to be forgiven... Why does that not apply to me? Do you actually think I control myself? Or do you just believe I'm some sort of.. U-Unforgivable monster? D-Do you think I... Want to hurt others..?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…I told you before… I saw everything… the shadows are where I lurk… where I reside…”

Bezaliel continued to approach slowly, his pure white right eye glowing while the vertical eye on his throat emoted his frustration, you could see how his left arm was… massive, blood red, clawed, and demonic…

“…I spoke with Verchiel… and she showed a strong desire to change… I know she is not exempt from what happened… but at least she feels regret… unlike you…”

The Supreme Angel commanded his shadows to continue tugging on your limbs as he watched, making sure everything was as calculated as it could be, he wasn’t one to easily give in when someone he cares about is being thrown under the bus so easily

“…Every time someone has tried to help you… Marmalade… you either run… or lash out… no willingness to change is ever shown… time and time again the opportunity has presented itself… and you flee like a pathetic bird…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It tried to focus its power in order to teleport away, Yet- Something was preventing it from even doing anything. It gasped for air after their attempts at escaping, How ironic it was to attempt to run as Bezaliel spoke of how it tends to flee.] "Nobody wants to help me... Even the one that helps me thinks I'm wrong..." "Y-You know... I wanted to apologize at first, But all I received was a near death experience. She didn't even want to hear my apology- And even if I did apologize, All I did was yell at her ONCE!! WHAT ABOUT THAT MEANS I SHOULD JUST DIE!?-" [Again, It tried to keep a smile on its face- As a way to hide away anything it might truly feel towards the situation. Its weak laughter only proved how little it cared about the other side of the story.] "A-All I wanted.. Was to not fucking die. Is it really so wrong...?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Archangel Cassiel offered you help… did he not..?”

Bezaliel was now towering over you fully, his pitch black wings puffed up and fully outstretched, it was beyond obvious just how frustrated he was with you… with your excuses…

“…And how did you respond..? By attacking and running… a kind being tried to shelter you… and yet that did nothing for your senseless behavior… you only have yourself to blame…”

The Supreme Angel flicked his right wrist and the shadows that held your limbs tightened their grips even more, there was no escape from this being… this Angel of Shadows… was he truly holy..? The light from his halved halo didn’t lie…

“…You took your frustrations out on one who was receiving the help she needed… Marmalade… do not think for a second that mercy will be shown… wanting to not die… does not give you the right to attempt to take the life of another… nothing justifies it…”

[marm-alade-power]

[As it felt the grip on its limbs tighten, It let out a pained noise- Shutting its eyes as the pain kept taking over its body.] "W-Why... Why is she always forgiven? I can also say I didn't mean it, I-I wasn't.. Trying to hurt anybody-" [For once, That smile was gone for a few moments. It looked around, Trying to examine the situation- Of course, It was in danger, But it almost seemed like it was thinking about something else... Like an idea popped into its mind.] "I-If you think I deserve punishment, Then that means Verchiel deserves one too. It's only fair that she takes some responsibility!- W-What? Are you seriously going to say that a simple 'sorry' is enough for what she's done!?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You were given many opportunities to say such things… to change your ways… to return to sanity…”

Bezaliel kneeled down in front of you, he pure white right eye practically piercing your soul, you could tell that he had no intentions of hearing any excuses, his mind was made up, nothing would change it

“…And yet you did not… you ran… never once found a reason to turn back and actively seek someone out… unlike Verchiel…”

The Supreme Angel’s voice was filled with malice, he truly couldn’t stand you, and all that you’ve done, usually he was much more willing to hear others out… but now? No such thing existed, not now…

“…Do not think for a second that I allowed her to walk away with just an apology, Marmalade… but as I have said… she showed true willingness to change… she is not like you… a coward who only attacks those who are weaker than them… I know your past…”

[marm-alade-power]

"Oh it's easy for you to forgive her....." [This time, It didn't try to move in any way. It kept staring right back at Bezaliel, In an attempt to look more confident in its own words. Despite how fast its heartbeat was going, It let out a breathy laugh before speaking again-] "You talk a lot for someone who claims he's been doing nothing but watch, I mean seriously- Who's really the coward here? The one who fights, Or the one who always watches from the sidelines?" "Perhaps that muzzle on your face is there for a good reason, I liked you more when you didn't talk." [Its smile only kept getting bigger, After throwing those weak insults- It spit in the direction of Bezaliel's face, Clearly, All it wanted was to piss him off. It began laughing, Occasionally coughing while doing so, As it tried to find every way to disrespect Bezaliel's authority.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel didn’t respond, he refused to play into your delusions further, but the moment her heard you not only call him a coward but also refer to his golden face armor as a muzzle… his pitch black wings puffed up slightly…

“…I am no coward… I am the last holy member of a damned group known as The Watchers… it is my job to observe… to gather information… the shadows are my domain… as “The Shadow of God”… it is what I was created to do…”

The Supreme Angel was trying his best to remain calm, but as soon as you spat at him, he took a breath and grabbed your throat with his massive, blood red, clawed, and demonic left hand… a searing pain akin to Hellfire immediately surged through your body upon contact

“…Do you honestly think I am not a fighter, Marmalade..? I have had my fair share of battles over the eons of my life… ones you never would have survived… so I suggest you watch your words… lest you lose the ability to speak entirely…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its laughter was cut short as soon as Bezaliel grabbed its neck, Not even a scream came out of its mouth- Tears were simply falling more and more from its eyes as it tried to squirm around. It kept gasping for air while struggling to speak, Most of the noises it let out were incomprehensible- As the pain was too unbearable to even allow it to form words.] "Y-You- Gh- I-...Nonono..- F-Fuck..-" [Still, With the bit of energy it had left- It tried to form a sentence, Most of its eyes kept rapidly turning to random directions. Until eventually, One eye had managed to keep its focus more on Bezaliel. Was it really trying to smile now again?] "I-Is... T-That- All you can do?-"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Once again, Bezaliel didn’t respond, instead he focused more heavily on keeping his grip tight on your throat, making sure that the searing Hellfire pain wouldn’t diminish, he was mad and you needed to know fully

“…You invoked my ire… all of this falls on you, not me… if only you decided to not make an attempt at Verchiel’s life… then you would not be in this situation…”

The Supreme Angel’s voice held a growl the more he spoke, it was obvious that he was done playing games with you, he wouldn’t hear any more of what you had to say… now? Torment and punishment was on his mind

“…Do you truly wish for me to unleash more of what I have… Marmalade..? Do you find this pain enjoyable..? How disgusting… I could tear you apart… right here, right now… but that would be an act of mercy… and I am not willing to show such a thing…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It kept trying to tease, However- Most of its words were completely incomprehensible this time, It could barely make noises at all. Only a few choked sounds as it started breathing heavily. Its body fighting to move itself anywhere, But to no avail.] [Its eyes wide open, As tears would fall down its face. The wings on its head were flapping rapidly, But began slowing down the more it felt its neck being choked by the fire- Like it was getting tired of attempting to escape. Its breath sounded as if it wanted to laugh again, Yet it could barely bring itself to do so. Still, There was an attempt to do so, As if this genuinely was what it wanted.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Now you decide to shut that beak of yours…”

The shadows that surround Bezaliel begin to move in a very erratic fashion, was something else hidden within them? It was clear that he had full control over each one, the shadows were his domain after all

“…This searing pain akin to Hellfire that you feel… blame The Council for cursing my left arm to begin with… I was not created with this… not that it matters to a neophyte like you…”

The Supreme Angel’s pitch black wings puffed up even more and began to extend outwards, a sign that he was more than just enraged… something was changing in him, yet you didn’t know what it could possibly be, Hell, you didn’t even know who he was to begin with

“…All bark… no bite… it seems as though when you are faced with a being higher than you… all that gall is lost… some high and mighty bastard you are… Marmalade… the shadows will become something worth fearing… I shall make sure of that…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Their pained sounds were slowly getting quieter, As its vision got blurry. It only kept breathing heavily, It could barely make out anything within the shadows. Its body could barely handle much more, Feeling lightheaded from the pain. It stared into Bezaliel's eyes for a moment, Somehow it was waiting for him to keep going.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Are you challenging me..?”

Bezaliel took the stare as an immediate challenge, hostility rising, with his pitch black wings fully outstretched, he removed his left hand from your throat slowly, making sure that the searing pain wouldn’t vanish instantly

“…This is a mistake you shall definitely regret… challenging a Watcher is the last thing you want to do… we are not known for backing down…”

The Supreme Angel realized he was beginning to lose control of his senses, something was taking over… a feeling from eons ago… and it was not connected to his other self, Bartzabel… a certain voice whispered in his mind… chills ran down his spine… it was the voice of his fallen sadistic leader…

“…As I stated before, Marmalade… mercy was never an option for you… just because my grip has eased does not mean that you are free… far from it… you will learn to fear me…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It desperately gasped for air, Forcing it to come back to its senses in an instant. It could still feel the pain on its neck, Yet it tried to keep that eye contact.] "W-Why'd you-.... Why'd you stop....?" [Their entire body was shaking, Feathers falling out while it kept breathing heavily- Coughing and wheezing as it wanted to laugh again. It knew exactly what it wanted, Every moment it was teasing was simply in hope that it could die from this.] "A-Are..-Are you-......scared to kill me?.."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Do you honestly think that is my only method of torture..?”

Bezaliel got on one knee and stared dangerously into your multiple eyes, his pure white right eye glowing a striking holy white, completely contrasting with not just the shadows… but everything he was doing…

“…If you think I am scared to kill the likes of you…”

The Supreme Angel commanded for his shadows to wrap around your stomach, restricting more of your movements… he wasn’t fucking around, if his gaze was anything to go by… something wasn’t right with him, but that didn’t matter to you

“Break it… unleash all that you are… traitor…”

“…Think again, Marmalade… I know exactly how to break your mind… body… and soul… do not think for a second that any of this will be painless… punishment is needed… no… required… and I intend to give you the full scope of what I am made of…”

[marm-alade-power]

[As the shadows wrapped around its stomach, It began coughing- Like it could distinctly feel its organs moving in its own body, It couldn't stop thinking about something like that happening again. Soon, It gagged a bit- With a drop of blood coming out of its mouth.]

"W-Well- Gh- I-..."

[By now, It could barely hold its head up- Most of its body had already gone limp from the pain, It couldn't keep holding eye contact anymore.]

"W-What.. Are you waiting for.... C..Coward?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You continue to desire death…”

Bezaliel makes sure that his shadows don’t break your skin, but he does want them beneath your feathers, this is punishment and torture for all you’ve done… he desires to have you feel the correct pain, nothing too excessive, yet at the same time, nothing too lenient…

“…Such a thing would be too merciful to you… and do you know why..?”

The Supreme Angel kept his piercing gaze on you at all times, constantly debating whether or not now was the right time to unleash his other self, Bartzabel, or not… yes, he was furious… but it didn’t seem like the right time… it was too soon…

“…Because neophytes like you, Marmalade… do not deserve the easy way out, at all… you must suffer for what you did… not die from it… understood..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[It let out another weak chuckle, At this point, This wasn't the first time someone had said the same thing. It simply sounded.. Tired, This time.]

"....Of course. A-As if I didn't suffer enough..."

[Its eyes closed, Like it was trying to die on purpose by now. Slowly, its breathing became weaker, With a soft light growing around its body for a split second. Marmalade's expression slightly changed, Seemingly upset at the fact that dying just didn't work- But it didn't stop trying, As if dying on purpose was even possible to begin with. Crying while whispering softly, It couldn't do anything but beg for death.]

"Please.. Pleasepleaseplease..."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel was getting tired of hearing you constantly beg for death, for a luxury that never was going to be bestowed upon you to begin with… he was going to torture you, not kill you…

“…Cease this begging…”

The Supreme Angel exhaled heavily then grabbed the top of your head with his left hand, making sure to inflict the same searing pain as before, he was so close to calling Bartzabel to the forefront…

“…Do you truly wish to force my hand even further, Marmalade..? To experience something that will break you..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[With the touch upon its head- It immediately stopped whispering, And began taking deeper and faster breaths. Feeling its head hurting was strangely not out of the ordinary, Especially right where its scar was- Yet having pain directed there only reminded it of that day, Just another one of those times that it had almost died.] "..Y-You.. Know what I want.." [It wouldn't stop crying, This time, Their sobbing sounded more desperate- If Bezaliel wasn't going to let it die, It had to find a way to force that to happen- With no other ideas on how to get what it wanted, It took one last breath, And tried to hold its breath.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Cease…”

Bezaliel pulls you up by the feathers on your head, he knows exactly what you’re trying to do and he’d be damned if he’d allow it… no one gets to end the torture prematurely, not on his watch

“…Offing yourself is not an option… you will suffer… understood..?”

The Supreme Angel’s voice was harsh and held a lethal tone, he wasn’t playing around, he was done with your games and pathetic attempts at ending things… huffing, he let go of the feathers on your head and stood up

“…I tire of this slow torture, Marmalade… especially considering the fact that you think you can end things so soon… no… within the shadows… you play by my rules… and I am FAR from finished with you…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Obviously, Its pathetic attempt at holding its breath didn't last long- If anything, It only made itself feel dizzier with that attempt. It took a deep breath as soon as it was grabbed by the feathers, Slowly steadying their heartbeat.] "I-I..... T-That's..... What.. Everybody says..." [It genuinely just sounded tired, This time, It had stopped attempting to do anything. Its body was just still, With its eyes wide open- It only had a blank expression, It couldn't laugh it off again, Even if it wanted to.] "...Just............ Do something... I-I don't-... I don't know....."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel stared you down with that seemingly undying piercing glare, with a flick of his right wrist, the shadows lifted you up until you were suspended in midair, every limb still tightly wrapped in said shadows

“…Very well… but remember… you asked for this, Marmalade… what is about to happen is nothing but further torture… the likes of which you shall never forget…”

Upon saying that, the Supreme Angel’s shadow began to twist aggressively, almost like it was alive, no longer something that trailed behind him… taking a breath, he lowered his head and began to say something in Latin… an incantation of sorts…

“…O tenebrae, tenebrae, quae dormitant in crepusculo... umbrae odii... ex animo meo involuto, clamo... veni ad me, o Bartzabel..!”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its expression didn't change, All it did was let out a sigh- Even if it knew what to expect, Their fear only lingered in the back of its mind.] "I-I.. really didn't ask for this- But not like anybody asks me what I want..." [It mumbled under its breath, At this point, It was more annoyed that this torture couldn't pass by faster. But of course, It just knew how much others enjoyed watching it suffer, Nobody would simply let it go easily. From there, It simply chose to stay quiet, There really wasn't any way out of it.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Without responding, Bezaliel lifts his head back up, pure white right eye glowing intensely, the shadow behind him moving aggressively, almost as if responding to the chant, the air around you grew much more suffocating…

“…It matters not… you are in my domain, Marmalade… and shall receive full punishment for what you have done… to both Verchiel… and Cassiel…”

The Supreme Angel stood tall as a massive figure emerged from his shadow, it looked more like a demon than anything else, but its entire presence was enough to send horrible chills down your spine…

“…Bartzabel… assist me in this torture… understood..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its feathers puffed out, Like it subconsciously knew it needed to feel more fear. While it tried to keep itself calm, Yet its wings had a hint of yellow while being reminded of Verchiel.] "...I-I didn't..... Ugh..... W-Whatever...." [Ironically, It didn't consider Cassiel as much while thinking back on the events. Still, It didn't have the energy to even argue against him.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Bartzabel…”

Bezaliel turned his head slightly to face the being who was now floating beside him, its pitch black hip wings fully extended, you could sense the pure and unfiltered malice radiating off of it

“DON’T HAVE TO TELL ME TWICE! I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THIS PIGEON DID! AND I KNOW WHAT IT DESERVES!”

The Supreme Angel nodded, not saying a word, before stepping back and allowing the being, now known as Bartzabel to take his place, he towered over you easily, the living shadow(?) was way taller than Bezaliel…

“YOU! DON’T THINK FOR A FUCKING SECOND THAT YOU’RE SAFE FROM ME! THE PHYSICAL MANIFESTATION OF HIS RAGE AND POWER! I’M GONNA ENJOY EVERY SECOND OF THIS!”

[marm-alade-power]

[Marmalade was caught off guard by Bartzabel's sudden appearance, Almost like it was already dozing off earlier.] "....Ah.." [It simply examined the shadows, The pain surrounding its body wouldn't stop- It was breathing heavily due to the pain, Yet it let out a chuckle.] "Are you guys planning on torturing me, Or are you just gonna keep being dramatic...?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“INSIGNIFICANT PIGEON!!”

Bezaliel didn’t react, he didn’t even try to pull Bartzabel back, if anything… he just stood there, arms crossed, pitch black wings fully extended, then he gave his other self a nod, granting permission

“I’LL ERASE THAT SMUG LIGHT FROM YOUR VERY SOUL!! HERE AND NOW!!”

The Supreme Angel only watched on as Bartzabel lunged forward, his massive blood red hands immediately tearing feathers away from skin, aiming for the chest… he wasn’t very familiar fast, angry, and held no regard for your safety… no… you were fully at his mercy

“HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!”

[marm-alade-power]

[For the first time, It began screaming. Its body trying so hard to run away in that moment, Yet nothing would work. It shut its eyes, Not wanting to even look in the direction of its own chest. Just feeling the blood dripping was enough to give it a clear picture of what was going on, Despite this not being the first time.. It hurt way more than it expected.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“THAT’S IT! SCREAM! BEG FOR A MERCY THAT YOU’LL NEVER RECEIVE!”

Bartzabel taunted with that mind splitting loud voice of his while tearing more feathers away from your chest until he got the opening he needed, a way to reach the ribcage, his target…

“…Go…”

Upon being given permission by Bezaliel, the 10 foot tall shadow being sunk his claws into your chest cavity and tore it open, blood splattering everywhere, but Bartzabel didn’t care, this was a rush of violence he so desperately needed

“SCREAM! CRY! BEG FOR DEATH! YOU’LL NEVER GET IT! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its screams continued, As much as it could while it slowly got weaker. It didn't take long for it to feel lightheaded, And eventually- Its screams turned into incomprehensible sobs. For as much as it was begging for something to happen, Only now had it started trying to take it back.] [However, It could barely bring itself to form a sentence. All it could do was cry and whimper in pain, While its head stayed low. It couldn't move its body, Which forced it to look down upon the bloody mess that its own body had become. It felt disgusted to see its organs again, Making it gag, With blood dripping out from its mouth too.]

[marm-alade-power]

The shadows around you begin to twist aggressively as you lay in your cage, something has been enraged, something or someone… of a higher power. It doesn’t take long for your surroundings to be completely shrouded in shadows, a low droning noise echoing all around… whispers and shouts… an untamable horror has come for you.

@shadow-of-the-father

[Something about the shadows stood out to it, Not in the sense that it was fear- But it almost felt like.. Dying. For a brief moment, It almost felt a bit relieved to see it happen- But it didn't last long, For what followed was only those strange sounds surrounding it everywhere.] [It stayed on the floor, Turning to their side- As if it could simply ignore the noise, Yet it wouldn't stop the noises. Their breathing became a bit heavier, A sense of dread slowly consuming its thoughts- Like dying was suddenly scary, for once.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You…”

A voice echoed out from all directions, it was low, dark, and definitely enraged… yet no one could be seen, at least, not at the present moment, but you could definitely sense a presence… someone was there, inside the shadows… which one..? It was impossible to tell

“…Never once would I have thought that a Power could be so brutal… yet here I am… being proven wrong…”

A white light can be seen within one of the shadows, it looked like an eye, yet no being formed… the atmosphere was getting more intense… suffocating… where was this entity..? And who was it..?

“…I am going to enjoy this…”

( @marm-alade-power )

[marm-alade-power]

[Despite how it could feel its own heartbeat increasing, It wouldn't move away from its position. It did try to glance over to see who was there, But upon realizing it couldn't even see it- It couldn't be bothered to search anymore.] "I'm sure I could name one power who's more brutal than me.." [It muttered under its breath, Somehow it still felt anger towards Verchiel- It could never let go from the events that led to this moment. Yet again, Its fear wasn't enough to make it move out of its position. It lied upon the floor, Keeping its head low.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You speak of Verchiel… but she is in no way as willingly psychotic as you…”

The voice seems to become even darker, filled with malice, could this being have some kind of connection with the aforementioned Power..? The droning noises along with disembodied whispers got louder as the presence grew more pronounced

“…I watched… I saw everything… my judgement is far from clouded… I know who to blame… I know who threw the first stone…”

Suddenly, shadows reached out and began to not only wrap around your limbs, but also tug on them, slowly… yet painfully… your muscles aching with each tug… and that’s when a figure emerged, a Supreme Angel with pitch black wings wearing tattered red robes adorned with golden armor…

“…And that would be you… Marmalade…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It tries to fight back against the shadows, But of course, Tugging back would do no good. It could already feel the pain not just from their limbs- But the rest of its body as well, As their injuries were far from healed.] "G-Great, Another one of Verchiel's bodyguards! W-What now? You're gonna say I hurt your 'daughter'?" [While it tried to sound sassy in its reply, It clearly couldn't stop the pain from taking over- It squirmed a bit, Before getting tired again.] "You know... For someone who 'saw everything', You really don't sound like you've seen my side of the story..."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

The Supreme Angel didn’t answer, he refused to give you the information that you wanted, this time… he’d remain in control of how everything would play out, he was the puppeteer, he was The Watcher…

“…I saw… but Verchiel was not acting of her own volition… unlike you… her psyche is fractured… what you faced was something she could not control… the real her was unconscious…”

Bezaliel continued to command his shadows to pull at your limbs, approaching slowly, his golden face armor and halved halo shining with a holy light… you could tell that this Supreme Angel was not fallen… he still remained among the ranks of those on high…

“…What made you think that she was in control… Marmalade..? Have you ever stopped to think that maybe… just maybe… something had gone wrong..? No… you definitely did not… for all you care about is saving your own skin…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its body was shaking, Even the smallest tug would force its other injuries to let out more pain. And yet, It laughed- A wheezy and pained laughter that could barely hide its pain.]

"I-I don't believe it... Y-You're just like everybody else....."

[Tears were already streaming down its face, As it laughed more and more. Before eventually going completely silent, Its tone becoming colder within seconds.]

"Am I Genuinely in the wrong here? Am I going crazy? WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK THESE BANDAGES ARE COVERING?! HAVE YOU SEEN WHAT SHE'S DONE? HAVE YOU EVEN FUCKING SEEN ME!?-"

[Just yelling took too much effort, Making it cough a bit-]

"S-Sure... Fine.. I guess I should just- Forgive and forget! After all, Her poor soul would never dare to hurt a fly...."

"H-Honestly.. If 'not being in control' is a good excuse to be forgiven... Why does that not apply to me? Do you actually think I control myself? Or do you just believe I'm some sort of.. U-Unforgivable monster? D-Do you think I... Want to hurt others..?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…I told you before… I saw everything… the shadows are where I lurk… where I reside…”

Bezaliel continued to approach slowly, his pure white right eye glowing while the vertical eye on his throat emoted his frustration, you could see how his left arm was… massive, blood red, clawed, and demonic…

“…I spoke with Verchiel… and she showed a strong desire to change… I know she is not exempt from what happened… but at least she feels regret… unlike you…”

The Supreme Angel commanded his shadows to continue tugging on your limbs as he watched, making sure everything was as calculated as it could be, he wasn’t one to easily give in when someone he cares about is being thrown under the bus so easily

“…Every time someone has tried to help you… Marmalade… you either run… or lash out… no willingness to change is ever shown… time and time again the opportunity has presented itself… and you flee like a pathetic bird…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It tried to focus its power in order to teleport away, Yet- Something was preventing it from even doing anything. It gasped for air after their attempts at escaping, How ironic it was to attempt to run as Bezaliel spoke of how it tends to flee.] "Nobody wants to help me... Even the one that helps me thinks I'm wrong..." "Y-You know... I wanted to apologize at first, But all I received was a near death experience. She didn't even want to hear my apology- And even if I did apologize, All I did was yell at her ONCE!! WHAT ABOUT THAT MEANS I SHOULD JUST DIE!?-" [Again, It tried to keep a smile on its face- As a way to hide away anything it might truly feel towards the situation. Its weak laughter only proved how little it cared about the other side of the story.] "A-All I wanted.. Was to not fucking die. Is it really so wrong...?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Archangel Cassiel offered you help… did he not..?”

Bezaliel was now towering over you fully, his pitch black wings puffed up and fully outstretched, it was beyond obvious just how frustrated he was with you… with your excuses…

“…And how did you respond..? By attacking and running… a kind being tried to shelter you… and yet that did nothing for your senseless behavior… you only have yourself to blame…”

The Supreme Angel flicked his right wrist and the shadows that held your limbs tightened their grips even more, there was no escape from this being… this Angel of Shadows… was he truly holy..? The light from his halved halo didn’t lie…

“…You took your frustrations out on one who was receiving the help she needed… Marmalade… do not think for a second that mercy will be shown… wanting to not die… does not give you the right to attempt to take the life of another… nothing justifies it…”

[marm-alade-power]

[As it felt the grip on its limbs tighten, It let out a pained noise- Shutting its eyes as the pain kept taking over its body.] "W-Why... Why is she always forgiven? I can also say I didn't mean it, I-I wasn't.. Trying to hurt anybody-" [For once, That smile was gone for a few moments. It looked around, Trying to examine the situation- Of course, It was in danger, But it almost seemed like it was thinking about something else... Like an idea popped into its mind.] "I-If you think I deserve punishment, Then that means Verchiel deserves one too. It's only fair that she takes some responsibility!- W-What? Are you seriously going to say that a simple 'sorry' is enough for what she's done!?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You were given many opportunities to say such things… to change your ways… to return to sanity…”

Bezaliel kneeled down in front of you, he pure white right eye practically piercing your soul, you could tell that he had no intentions of hearing any excuses, his mind was made up, nothing would change it

“…And yet you did not… you ran… never once found a reason to turn back and actively seek someone out… unlike Verchiel…”

The Supreme Angel’s voice was filled with malice, he truly couldn’t stand you, and all that you’ve done, usually he was much more willing to hear others out… but now? No such thing existed, not now…

“…Do not think for a second that I allowed her to walk away with just an apology, Marmalade… but as I have said… she showed true willingness to change… she is not like you… a coward who only attacks those who are weaker than them… I know your past…”

[marm-alade-power]

"Oh it's easy for you to forgive her....." [This time, It didn't try to move in any way. It kept staring right back at Bezaliel, In an attempt to look more confident in its own words. Despite how fast its heartbeat was going, It let out a breathy laugh before speaking again-] "You talk a lot for someone who claims he's been doing nothing but watch, I mean seriously- Who's really the coward here? The one who fights, Or the one who always watches from the sidelines?" "Perhaps that muzzle on your face is there for a good reason, I liked you more when you didn't talk." [Its smile only kept getting bigger, After throwing those weak insults- It spit in the direction of Bezaliel's face, Clearly, All it wanted was to piss him off. It began laughing, Occasionally coughing while doing so, As it tried to find every way to disrespect Bezaliel's authority.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel didn’t respond, he refused to play into your delusions further, but the moment her heard you not only call him a coward but also refer to his golden face armor as a muzzle… his pitch black wings puffed up slightly…

“…I am no coward… I am the last holy member of a damned group known as The Watchers… it is my job to observe… to gather information… the shadows are my domain… as “The Shadow of God”… it is what I was created to do…”

The Supreme Angel was trying his best to remain calm, but as soon as you spat at him, he took a breath and grabbed your throat with his massive, blood red, clawed, and demonic left hand… a searing pain akin to Hellfire immediately surged through your body upon contact

“…Do you honestly think I am not a fighter, Marmalade..? I have had my fair share of battles over the eons of my life… ones you never would have survived… so I suggest you watch your words… lest you lose the ability to speak entirely…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its laughter was cut short as soon as Bezaliel grabbed its neck, Not even a scream came out of its mouth- Tears were simply falling more and more from its eyes as it tried to squirm around. It kept gasping for air while struggling to speak, Most of the noises it let out were incomprehensible- As the pain was too unbearable to even allow it to form words.] "Y-You- Gh- I-...Nonono..- F-Fuck..-" [Still, With the bit of energy it had left- It tried to form a sentence, Most of its eyes kept rapidly turning to random directions. Until eventually, One eye had managed to keep its focus more on Bezaliel. Was it really trying to smile now again?] "I-Is... T-That- All you can do?-"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Once again, Bezaliel didn’t respond, instead he focused more heavily on keeping his grip tight on your throat, making sure that the searing Hellfire pain wouldn’t diminish, he was mad and you needed to know fully

“…You invoked my ire… all of this falls on you, not me… if only you decided to not make an attempt at Verchiel’s life… then you would not be in this situation…”

The Supreme Angel’s voice held a growl the more he spoke, it was obvious that he was done playing games with you, he wouldn’t hear any more of what you had to say… now? Torment and punishment was on his mind

“…Do you truly wish for me to unleash more of what I have… Marmalade..? Do you find this pain enjoyable..? How disgusting… I could tear you apart… right here, right now… but that would be an act of mercy… and I am not willing to show such a thing…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It kept trying to tease, However- Most of its words were completely incomprehensible this time, It could barely make noises at all. Only a few choked sounds as it started breathing heavily. Its body fighting to move itself anywhere, But to no avail.] [Its eyes wide open, As tears would fall down its face. The wings on its head were flapping rapidly, But began slowing down the more it felt its neck being choked by the fire- Like it was getting tired of attempting to escape. Its breath sounded as if it wanted to laugh again, Yet it could barely bring itself to do so. Still, There was an attempt to do so, As if this genuinely was what it wanted.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Now you decide to shut that beak of yours…”

The shadows that surround Bezaliel begin to move in a very erratic fashion, was something else hidden within them? It was clear that he had full control over each one, the shadows were his domain after all

“…This searing pain akin to Hellfire that you feel… blame The Council for cursing my left arm to begin with… I was not created with this… not that it matters to a neophyte like you…”

The Supreme Angel’s pitch black wings puffed up even more and began to extend outwards, a sign that he was more than just enraged… something was changing in him, yet you didn’t know what it could possibly be, Hell, you didn’t even know who he was to begin with

“…All bark… no bite… it seems as though when you are faced with a being higher than you… all that gall is lost… some high and mighty bastard you are… Marmalade… the shadows will become something worth fearing… I shall make sure of that…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Their pained sounds were slowly getting quieter, As its vision got blurry. It only kept breathing heavily, It could barely make out anything within the shadows. Its body could barely handle much more, Feeling lightheaded from the pain. It stared into Bezaliel's eyes for a moment, Somehow it was waiting for him to keep going.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Are you challenging me..?”

Bezaliel took the stare as an immediate challenge, hostility rising, with his pitch black wings fully outstretched, he removed his left hand from your throat slowly, making sure that the searing pain wouldn’t vanish instantly

“…This is a mistake you shall definitely regret… challenging a Watcher is the last thing you want to do… we are not known for backing down…”

The Supreme Angel realized he was beginning to lose control of his senses, something was taking over… a feeling from eons ago… and it was not connected to his other self, Bartzabel… a certain voice whispered in his mind… chills ran down his spine… it was the voice of his fallen sadistic leader…

“…As I stated before, Marmalade… mercy was never an option for you… just because my grip has eased does not mean that you are free… far from it… you will learn to fear me…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It desperately gasped for air, Forcing it to come back to its senses in an instant. It could still feel the pain on its neck, Yet it tried to keep that eye contact.] "W-Why'd you-.... Why'd you stop....?" [Their entire body was shaking, Feathers falling out while it kept breathing heavily- Coughing and wheezing as it wanted to laugh again. It knew exactly what it wanted, Every moment it was teasing was simply in hope that it could die from this.] "A-Are..-Are you-......scared to kill me?.."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Do you honestly think that is my only method of torture..?”

Bezaliel got on one knee and stared dangerously into your multiple eyes, his pure white right eye glowing a striking holy white, completely contrasting with not just the shadows… but everything he was doing…

“…If you think I am scared to kill the likes of you…”

The Supreme Angel commanded for his shadows to wrap around your stomach, restricting more of your movements… he wasn’t fucking around, if his gaze was anything to go by… something wasn’t right with him, but that didn’t matter to you

“Break it… unleash all that you are… traitor…”

“…Think again, Marmalade… I know exactly how to break your mind… body… and soul… do not think for a second that any of this will be painless… punishment is needed… no… required… and I intend to give you the full scope of what I am made of…”

[marm-alade-power]

[As the shadows wrapped around its stomach, It began coughing- Like it could distinctly feel its organs moving in its own body, It couldn't stop thinking about something like that happening again. Soon, It gagged a bit- With a drop of blood coming out of its mouth.]

"W-Well- Gh- I-..."

[By now, It could barely hold its head up- Most of its body had already gone limp from the pain, It couldn't keep holding eye contact anymore.]

"W-What.. Are you waiting for.... C..Coward?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You continue to desire death…”

Bezaliel makes sure that his shadows don’t break your skin, but he does want them beneath your feathers, this is punishment and torture for all you’ve done… he desires to have you feel the correct pain, nothing too excessive, yet at the same time, nothing too lenient…

“…Such a thing would be too merciful to you… and do you know why..?”

The Supreme Angel kept his piercing gaze on you at all times, constantly debating whether or not now was the right time to unleash his other self, Bartzabel, or not… yes, he was furious… but it didn’t seem like the right time… it was too soon…

“…Because neophytes like you, Marmalade… do not deserve the easy way out, at all… you must suffer for what you did… not die from it… understood..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[It let out another weak chuckle, At this point, This wasn't the first time someone had said the same thing. It simply sounded.. Tired, This time.]

"....Of course. A-As if I didn't suffer enough..."

[Its eyes closed, Like it was trying to die on purpose by now. Slowly, its breathing became weaker, With a soft light growing around its body for a split second. Marmalade's expression slightly changed, Seemingly upset at the fact that dying just didn't work- But it didn't stop trying, As if dying on purpose was even possible to begin with. Crying while whispering softly, It couldn't do anything but beg for death.]

"Please.. Pleasepleaseplease..."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel was getting tired of hearing you constantly beg for death, for a luxury that never was going to be bestowed upon you to begin with… he was going to torture you, not kill you…

“…Cease this begging…”

The Supreme Angel exhaled heavily then grabbed the top of your head with his left hand, making sure to inflict the same searing pain as before, he was so close to calling Bartzabel to the forefront…

“…Do you truly wish to force my hand even further, Marmalade..? To experience something that will break you..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[With the touch upon its head- It immediately stopped whispering, And began taking deeper and faster breaths. Feeling its head hurting was strangely not out of the ordinary, Especially right where its scar was- Yet having pain directed there only reminded it of that day, Just another one of those times that it had almost died.] "..Y-You.. Know what I want.." [It wouldn't stop crying, This time, Their sobbing sounded more desperate- If Bezaliel wasn't going to let it die, It had to find a way to force that to happen- With no other ideas on how to get what it wanted, It took one last breath, And tried to hold its breath.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Cease…”

Bezaliel pulls you up by the feathers on your head, he knows exactly what you’re trying to do and he’d be damned if he’d allow it… no one gets to end the torture prematurely, not on his watch

“…Offing yourself is not an option… you will suffer… understood..?”

The Supreme Angel’s voice was harsh and held a lethal tone, he wasn’t playing around, he was done with your games and pathetic attempts at ending things… huffing, he let go of the feathers on your head and stood up

“…I tire of this slow torture, Marmalade… especially considering the fact that you think you can end things so soon… no… within the shadows… you play by my rules… and I am FAR from finished with you…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Obviously, Its pathetic attempt at holding its breath didn't last long- If anything, It only made itself feel dizzier with that attempt. It took a deep breath as soon as it was grabbed by the feathers, Slowly steadying their heartbeat.] "I-I..... T-That's..... What.. Everybody says..." [It genuinely just sounded tired, This time, It had stopped attempting to do anything. Its body was just still, With its eyes wide open- It only had a blank expression, It couldn't laugh it off again, Even if it wanted to.] "...Just............ Do something... I-I don't-... I don't know....."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel stared you down with that seemingly undying piercing glare, with a flick of his right wrist, the shadows lifted you up until you were suspended in midair, every limb still tightly wrapped in said shadows

“…Very well… but remember… you asked for this, Marmalade… what is about to happen is nothing but further torture… the likes of which you shall never forget…”

Upon saying that, the Supreme Angel’s shadow began to twist aggressively, almost like it was alive, no longer something that trailed behind him… taking a breath, he lowered his head and began to say something in Latin… an incantation of sorts…

“…O tenebrae, tenebrae, quae dormitant in crepusculo... umbrae odii... ex animo meo involuto, clamo... veni ad me, o Bartzabel..!”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its expression didn't change, All it did was let out a sigh- Even if it knew what to expect, Their fear only lingered in the back of its mind.] "I-I.. really didn't ask for this- But not like anybody asks me what I want..." [It mumbled under its breath, At this point, It was more annoyed that this torture couldn't pass by faster. But of course, It just knew how much others enjoyed watching it suffer, Nobody would simply let it go easily. From there, It simply chose to stay quiet, There really wasn't any way out of it.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Without responding, Bezaliel lifts his head back up, pure white right eye glowing intensely, the shadow behind him moving aggressively, almost as if responding to the chant, the air around you grew much more suffocating…

“…It matters not… you are in my domain, Marmalade… and shall receive full punishment for what you have done… to both Verchiel… and Cassiel…”

The Supreme Angel stood tall as a massive figure emerged from his shadow, it looked more like a demon than anything else, but its entire presence was enough to send horrible chills down your spine…

“…Bartzabel… assist me in this torture… understood..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its feathers puffed out, Like it subconsciously knew it needed to feel more fear. While it tried to keep itself calm, Yet its wings had a hint of yellow while being reminded of Verchiel.] "...I-I didn't..... Ugh..... W-Whatever...." [Ironically, It didn't consider Cassiel as much while thinking back on the events. Still, It didn't have the energy to even argue against him.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Bartzabel…”

Bezaliel turned his head slightly to face the being who was now floating beside him, its pitch black hip wings fully extended, you could sense the pure and unfiltered malice radiating off of it

“DON’T HAVE TO TELL ME TWICE! I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THIS PIGEON DID! AND I KNOW WHAT IT DESERVES!”

The Supreme Angel nodded, not saying a word, before stepping back and allowing the being, now known as Bartzabel to take his place, he towered over you easily, the living shadow(?) was way taller than Bezaliel…

“YOU! DON’T THINK FOR A FUCKING SECOND THAT YOU’RE SAFE FROM ME! THE PHYSICAL MANIFESTATION OF HIS RAGE AND POWER! I’M GONNA ENJOY EVERY SECOND OF THIS!”

[marm-alade-power]

[Marmalade was caught off guard by Bartzabel's sudden appearance, Almost like it was already dozing off earlier.] "....Ah.." [It simply examined the shadows, The pain surrounding its body wouldn't stop- It was breathing heavily due to the pain, Yet it let out a chuckle.] "Are you guys planning on torturing me, Or are you just gonna keep being dramatic...?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“INSIGNIFICANT PIGEON!!”

Bezaliel didn’t react, he didn’t even try to pull Bartzabel back, if anything… he just stood there, arms crossed, pitch black wings fully extended, then he gave his other self a nod, granting permission

“I’LL ERASE THAT SMUG LIGHT FROM YOUR VERY SOUL!! HERE AND NOW!!”

The Supreme Angel only watched on as Bartzabel lunged forward, his massive blood red hands immediately tearing feathers away from skin, aiming for the chest… he wasn’t very familiar fast, angry, and held no regard for your safety… no… you were fully at his mercy

“HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!”

[marm-alade-power]

[For the first time, It began screaming. Its body trying so hard to run away in that moment, Yet nothing would work. It shut its eyes, Not wanting to even look in the direction of its own chest. Just feeling the blood dripping was enough to give it a clear picture of what was going on, Despite this not being the first time.. It hurt way more than it expected.]

[marm-alade-power]

The shadows around you begin to twist aggressively as you lay in your cage, something has been enraged, something or someone… of a higher power. It doesn’t take long for your surroundings to be completely shrouded in shadows, a low droning noise echoing all around… whispers and shouts… an untamable horror has come for you.

@shadow-of-the-father

[Something about the shadows stood out to it, Not in the sense that it was fear- But it almost felt like.. Dying. For a brief moment, It almost felt a bit relieved to see it happen- But it didn't last long, For what followed was only those strange sounds surrounding it everywhere.] [It stayed on the floor, Turning to their side- As if it could simply ignore the noise, Yet it wouldn't stop the noises. Their breathing became a bit heavier, A sense of dread slowly consuming its thoughts- Like dying was suddenly scary, for once.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You…”

A voice echoed out from all directions, it was low, dark, and definitely enraged… yet no one could be seen, at least, not at the present moment, but you could definitely sense a presence… someone was there, inside the shadows… which one..? It was impossible to tell

“…Never once would I have thought that a Power could be so brutal… yet here I am… being proven wrong…”

A white light can be seen within one of the shadows, it looked like an eye, yet no being formed… the atmosphere was getting more intense… suffocating… where was this entity..? And who was it..?

“…I am going to enjoy this…”

( @marm-alade-power )

[marm-alade-power]

[Despite how it could feel its own heartbeat increasing, It wouldn't move away from its position. It did try to glance over to see who was there, But upon realizing it couldn't even see it- It couldn't be bothered to search anymore.] "I'm sure I could name one power who's more brutal than me.." [It muttered under its breath, Somehow it still felt anger towards Verchiel- It could never let go from the events that led to this moment. Yet again, Its fear wasn't enough to make it move out of its position. It lied upon the floor, Keeping its head low.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You speak of Verchiel… but she is in no way as willingly psychotic as you…”

The voice seems to become even darker, filled with malice, could this being have some kind of connection with the aforementioned Power..? The droning noises along with disembodied whispers got louder as the presence grew more pronounced

“…I watched… I saw everything… my judgement is far from clouded… I know who to blame… I know who threw the first stone…”

Suddenly, shadows reached out and began to not only wrap around your limbs, but also tug on them, slowly… yet painfully… your muscles aching with each tug… and that’s when a figure emerged, a Supreme Angel with pitch black wings wearing tattered red robes adorned with golden armor…

“…And that would be you… Marmalade…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It tries to fight back against the shadows, But of course, Tugging back would do no good. It could already feel the pain not just from their limbs- But the rest of its body as well, As their injuries were far from healed.] "G-Great, Another one of Verchiel's bodyguards! W-What now? You're gonna say I hurt your 'daughter'?" [While it tried to sound sassy in its reply, It clearly couldn't stop the pain from taking over- It squirmed a bit, Before getting tired again.] "You know... For someone who 'saw everything', You really don't sound like you've seen my side of the story..."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

The Supreme Angel didn’t answer, he refused to give you the information that you wanted, this time… he’d remain in control of how everything would play out, he was the puppeteer, he was The Watcher…

“…I saw… but Verchiel was not acting of her own volition… unlike you… her psyche is fractured… what you faced was something she could not control… the real her was unconscious…”

Bezaliel continued to command his shadows to pull at your limbs, approaching slowly, his golden face armor and halved halo shining with a holy light… you could tell that this Supreme Angel was not fallen… he still remained among the ranks of those on high…

“…What made you think that she was in control… Marmalade..? Have you ever stopped to think that maybe… just maybe… something had gone wrong..? No… you definitely did not… for all you care about is saving your own skin…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its body was shaking, Even the smallest tug would force its other injuries to let out more pain. And yet, It laughed- A wheezy and pained laughter that could barely hide its pain.]

"I-I don't believe it... Y-You're just like everybody else....."

[Tears were already streaming down its face, As it laughed more and more. Before eventually going completely silent, Its tone becoming colder within seconds.]

"Am I Genuinely in the wrong here? Am I going crazy? WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK THESE BANDAGES ARE COVERING?! HAVE YOU SEEN WHAT SHE'S DONE? HAVE YOU EVEN FUCKING SEEN ME!?-"

[Just yelling took too much effort, Making it cough a bit-]

"S-Sure... Fine.. I guess I should just- Forgive and forget! After all, Her poor soul would never dare to hurt a fly...."

"H-Honestly.. If 'not being in control' is a good excuse to be forgiven... Why does that not apply to me? Do you actually think I control myself? Or do you just believe I'm some sort of.. U-Unforgivable monster? D-Do you think I... Want to hurt others..?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…I told you before… I saw everything… the shadows are where I lurk… where I reside…”

Bezaliel continued to approach slowly, his pure white right eye glowing while the vertical eye on his throat emoted his frustration, you could see how his left arm was… massive, blood red, clawed, and demonic…

“…I spoke with Verchiel… and she showed a strong desire to change… I know she is not exempt from what happened… but at least she feels regret… unlike you…”

The Supreme Angel commanded his shadows to continue tugging on your limbs as he watched, making sure everything was as calculated as it could be, he wasn’t one to easily give in when someone he cares about is being thrown under the bus so easily

“…Every time someone has tried to help you… Marmalade… you either run… or lash out… no willingness to change is ever shown… time and time again the opportunity has presented itself… and you flee like a pathetic bird…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It tried to focus its power in order to teleport away, Yet- Something was preventing it from even doing anything. It gasped for air after their attempts at escaping, How ironic it was to attempt to run as Bezaliel spoke of how it tends to flee.] "Nobody wants to help me... Even the one that helps me thinks I'm wrong..." "Y-You know... I wanted to apologize at first, But all I received was a near death experience. She didn't even want to hear my apology- And even if I did apologize, All I did was yell at her ONCE!! WHAT ABOUT THAT MEANS I SHOULD JUST DIE!?-" [Again, It tried to keep a smile on its face- As a way to hide away anything it might truly feel towards the situation. Its weak laughter only proved how little it cared about the other side of the story.] "A-All I wanted.. Was to not fucking die. Is it really so wrong...?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Archangel Cassiel offered you help… did he not..?”

Bezaliel was now towering over you fully, his pitch black wings puffed up and fully outstretched, it was beyond obvious just how frustrated he was with you… with your excuses…

“…And how did you respond..? By attacking and running… a kind being tried to shelter you… and yet that did nothing for your senseless behavior… you only have yourself to blame…”

The Supreme Angel flicked his right wrist and the shadows that held your limbs tightened their grips even more, there was no escape from this being… this Angel of Shadows… was he truly holy..? The light from his halved halo didn’t lie…

“…You took your frustrations out on one who was receiving the help she needed… Marmalade… do not think for a second that mercy will be shown… wanting to not die… does not give you the right to attempt to take the life of another… nothing justifies it…”

[marm-alade-power]

[As it felt the grip on its limbs tighten, It let out a pained noise- Shutting its eyes as the pain kept taking over its body.] "W-Why... Why is she always forgiven? I can also say I didn't mean it, I-I wasn't.. Trying to hurt anybody-" [For once, That smile was gone for a few moments. It looked around, Trying to examine the situation- Of course, It was in danger, But it almost seemed like it was thinking about something else... Like an idea popped into its mind.] "I-If you think I deserve punishment, Then that means Verchiel deserves one too. It's only fair that she takes some responsibility!- W-What? Are you seriously going to say that a simple 'sorry' is enough for what she's done!?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You were given many opportunities to say such things… to change your ways… to return to sanity…”

Bezaliel kneeled down in front of you, he pure white right eye practically piercing your soul, you could tell that he had no intentions of hearing any excuses, his mind was made up, nothing would change it

“…And yet you did not… you ran… never once found a reason to turn back and actively seek someone out… unlike Verchiel…”

The Supreme Angel’s voice was filled with malice, he truly couldn’t stand you, and all that you’ve done, usually he was much more willing to hear others out… but now? No such thing existed, not now…

“…Do not think for a second that I allowed her to walk away with just an apology, Marmalade… but as I have said… she showed true willingness to change… she is not like you… a coward who only attacks those who are weaker than them… I know your past…”

[marm-alade-power]

"Oh it's easy for you to forgive her....." [This time, It didn't try to move in any way. It kept staring right back at Bezaliel, In an attempt to look more confident in its own words. Despite how fast its heartbeat was going, It let out a breathy laugh before speaking again-] "You talk a lot for someone who claims he's been doing nothing but watch, I mean seriously- Who's really the coward here? The one who fights, Or the one who always watches from the sidelines?" "Perhaps that muzzle on your face is there for a good reason, I liked you more when you didn't talk." [Its smile only kept getting bigger, After throwing those weak insults- It spit in the direction of Bezaliel's face, Clearly, All it wanted was to piss him off. It began laughing, Occasionally coughing while doing so, As it tried to find every way to disrespect Bezaliel's authority.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel didn’t respond, he refused to play into your delusions further, but the moment her heard you not only call him a coward but also refer to his golden face armor as a muzzle… his pitch black wings puffed up slightly…

“…I am no coward… I am the last holy member of a damned group known as The Watchers… it is my job to observe… to gather information… the shadows are my domain… as “The Shadow of God”… it is what I was created to do…”

The Supreme Angel was trying his best to remain calm, but as soon as you spat at him, he took a breath and grabbed your throat with his massive, blood red, clawed, and demonic left hand… a searing pain akin to Hellfire immediately surged through your body upon contact

“…Do you honestly think I am not a fighter, Marmalade..? I have had my fair share of battles over the eons of my life… ones you never would have survived… so I suggest you watch your words… lest you lose the ability to speak entirely…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its laughter was cut short as soon as Bezaliel grabbed its neck, Not even a scream came out of its mouth- Tears were simply falling more and more from its eyes as it tried to squirm around. It kept gasping for air while struggling to speak, Most of the noises it let out were incomprehensible- As the pain was too unbearable to even allow it to form words.] "Y-You- Gh- I-...Nonono..- F-Fuck..-" [Still, With the bit of energy it had left- It tried to form a sentence, Most of its eyes kept rapidly turning to random directions. Until eventually, One eye had managed to keep its focus more on Bezaliel. Was it really trying to smile now again?] "I-Is... T-That- All you can do?-"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Once again, Bezaliel didn’t respond, instead he focused more heavily on keeping his grip tight on your throat, making sure that the searing Hellfire pain wouldn’t diminish, he was mad and you needed to know fully

“…You invoked my ire… all of this falls on you, not me… if only you decided to not make an attempt at Verchiel’s life… then you would not be in this situation…”

The Supreme Angel’s voice held a growl the more he spoke, it was obvious that he was done playing games with you, he wouldn’t hear any more of what you had to say… now? Torment and punishment was on his mind

“…Do you truly wish for me to unleash more of what I have… Marmalade..? Do you find this pain enjoyable..? How disgusting… I could tear you apart… right here, right now… but that would be an act of mercy… and I am not willing to show such a thing…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It kept trying to tease, However- Most of its words were completely incomprehensible this time, It could barely make noises at all. Only a few choked sounds as it started breathing heavily. Its body fighting to move itself anywhere, But to no avail.] [Its eyes wide open, As tears would fall down its face. The wings on its head were flapping rapidly, But began slowing down the more it felt its neck being choked by the fire- Like it was getting tired of attempting to escape. Its breath sounded as if it wanted to laugh again, Yet it could barely bring itself to do so. Still, There was an attempt to do so, As if this genuinely was what it wanted.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Now you decide to shut that beak of yours…”

The shadows that surround Bezaliel begin to move in a very erratic fashion, was something else hidden within them? It was clear that he had full control over each one, the shadows were his domain after all

“…This searing pain akin to Hellfire that you feel… blame The Council for cursing my left arm to begin with… I was not created with this… not that it matters to a neophyte like you…”

The Supreme Angel’s pitch black wings puffed up even more and began to extend outwards, a sign that he was more than just enraged… something was changing in him, yet you didn’t know what it could possibly be, Hell, you didn’t even know who he was to begin with

“…All bark… no bite… it seems as though when you are faced with a being higher than you… all that gall is lost… some high and mighty bastard you are… Marmalade… the shadows will become something worth fearing… I shall make sure of that…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Their pained sounds were slowly getting quieter, As its vision got blurry. It only kept breathing heavily, It could barely make out anything within the shadows. Its body could barely handle much more, Feeling lightheaded from the pain. It stared into Bezaliel's eyes for a moment, Somehow it was waiting for him to keep going.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Are you challenging me..?”

Bezaliel took the stare as an immediate challenge, hostility rising, with his pitch black wings fully outstretched, he removed his left hand from your throat slowly, making sure that the searing pain wouldn’t vanish instantly

“…This is a mistake you shall definitely regret… challenging a Watcher is the last thing you want to do… we are not known for backing down…”

The Supreme Angel realized he was beginning to lose control of his senses, something was taking over… a feeling from eons ago… and it was not connected to his other self, Bartzabel… a certain voice whispered in his mind… chills ran down his spine… it was the voice of his fallen sadistic leader…

“…As I stated before, Marmalade… mercy was never an option for you… just because my grip has eased does not mean that you are free… far from it… you will learn to fear me…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It desperately gasped for air, Forcing it to come back to its senses in an instant. It could still feel the pain on its neck, Yet it tried to keep that eye contact.] "W-Why'd you-.... Why'd you stop....?" [Their entire body was shaking, Feathers falling out while it kept breathing heavily- Coughing and wheezing as it wanted to laugh again. It knew exactly what it wanted, Every moment it was teasing was simply in hope that it could die from this.] "A-Are..-Are you-......scared to kill me?.."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Do you honestly think that is my only method of torture..?”

Bezaliel got on one knee and stared dangerously into your multiple eyes, his pure white right eye glowing a striking holy white, completely contrasting with not just the shadows… but everything he was doing…

“…If you think I am scared to kill the likes of you…”

The Supreme Angel commanded for his shadows to wrap around your stomach, restricting more of your movements… he wasn’t fucking around, if his gaze was anything to go by… something wasn’t right with him, but that didn’t matter to you

“Break it… unleash all that you are… traitor…”

“…Think again, Marmalade… I know exactly how to break your mind… body… and soul… do not think for a second that any of this will be painless… punishment is needed… no… required… and I intend to give you the full scope of what I am made of…”

[marm-alade-power]

[As the shadows wrapped around its stomach, It began coughing- Like it could distinctly feel its organs moving in its own body, It couldn't stop thinking about something like that happening again. Soon, It gagged a bit- With a drop of blood coming out of its mouth.]

"W-Well- Gh- I-..."

[By now, It could barely hold its head up- Most of its body had already gone limp from the pain, It couldn't keep holding eye contact anymore.]

"W-What.. Are you waiting for.... C..Coward?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You continue to desire death…”

Bezaliel makes sure that his shadows don’t break your skin, but he does want them beneath your feathers, this is punishment and torture for all you’ve done… he desires to have you feel the correct pain, nothing too excessive, yet at the same time, nothing too lenient…

“…Such a thing would be too merciful to you… and do you know why..?”

The Supreme Angel kept his piercing gaze on you at all times, constantly debating whether or not now was the right time to unleash his other self, Bartzabel, or not… yes, he was furious… but it didn’t seem like the right time… it was too soon…

“…Because neophytes like you, Marmalade… do not deserve the easy way out, at all… you must suffer for what you did… not die from it… understood..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[It let out another weak chuckle, At this point, This wasn't the first time someone had said the same thing. It simply sounded.. Tired, This time.]

"....Of course. A-As if I didn't suffer enough..."

[Its eyes closed, Like it was trying to die on purpose by now. Slowly, its breathing became weaker, With a soft light growing around its body for a split second. Marmalade's expression slightly changed, Seemingly upset at the fact that dying just didn't work- But it didn't stop trying, As if dying on purpose was even possible to begin with. Crying while whispering softly, It couldn't do anything but beg for death.]

"Please.. Pleasepleaseplease..."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel was getting tired of hearing you constantly beg for death, for a luxury that never was going to be bestowed upon you to begin with… he was going to torture you, not kill you…

“…Cease this begging…”

The Supreme Angel exhaled heavily then grabbed the top of your head with his left hand, making sure to inflict the same searing pain as before, he was so close to calling Bartzabel to the forefront…

“…Do you truly wish to force my hand even further, Marmalade..? To experience something that will break you..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[With the touch upon its head- It immediately stopped whispering, And began taking deeper and faster breaths. Feeling its head hurting was strangely not out of the ordinary, Especially right where its scar was- Yet having pain directed there only reminded it of that day, Just another one of those times that it had almost died.] "..Y-You.. Know what I want.." [It wouldn't stop crying, This time, Their sobbing sounded more desperate- If Bezaliel wasn't going to let it die, It had to find a way to force that to happen- With no other ideas on how to get what it wanted, It took one last breath, And tried to hold its breath.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Cease…”

Bezaliel pulls you up by the feathers on your head, he knows exactly what you’re trying to do and he’d be damned if he’d allow it… no one gets to end the torture prematurely, not on his watch

“…Offing yourself is not an option… you will suffer… understood..?”

The Supreme Angel’s voice was harsh and held a lethal tone, he wasn’t playing around, he was done with your games and pathetic attempts at ending things… huffing, he let go of the feathers on your head and stood up

“…I tire of this slow torture, Marmalade… especially considering the fact that you think you can end things so soon… no… within the shadows… you play by my rules… and I am FAR from finished with you…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Obviously, Its pathetic attempt at holding its breath didn't last long- If anything, It only made itself feel dizzier with that attempt. It took a deep breath as soon as it was grabbed by the feathers, Slowly steadying their heartbeat.] "I-I..... T-That's..... What.. Everybody says..." [It genuinely just sounded tired, This time, It had stopped attempting to do anything. Its body was just still, With its eyes wide open- It only had a blank expression, It couldn't laugh it off again, Even if it wanted to.] "...Just............ Do something... I-I don't-... I don't know....."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel stared you down with that seemingly undying piercing glare, with a flick of his right wrist, the shadows lifted you up until you were suspended in midair, every limb still tightly wrapped in said shadows

“…Very well… but remember… you asked for this, Marmalade… what is about to happen is nothing but further torture… the likes of which you shall never forget…”

Upon saying that, the Supreme Angel’s shadow began to twist aggressively, almost like it was alive, no longer something that trailed behind him… taking a breath, he lowered his head and began to say something in Latin… an incantation of sorts…

“…O tenebrae, tenebrae, quae dormitant in crepusculo... umbrae odii... ex animo meo involuto, clamo... veni ad me, o Bartzabel..!”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its expression didn't change, All it did was let out a sigh- Even if it knew what to expect, Their fear only lingered in the back of its mind.] "I-I.. really didn't ask for this- But not like anybody asks me what I want..." [It mumbled under its breath, At this point, It was more annoyed that this torture couldn't pass by faster. But of course, It just knew how much others enjoyed watching it suffer, Nobody would simply let it go easily. From there, It simply chose to stay quiet, There really wasn't any way out of it.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Without responding, Bezaliel lifts his head back up, pure white right eye glowing intensely, the shadow behind him moving aggressively, almost as if responding to the chant, the air around you grew much more suffocating…

“…It matters not… you are in my domain, Marmalade… and shall receive full punishment for what you have done… to both Verchiel… and Cassiel…”

The Supreme Angel stood tall as a massive figure emerged from his shadow, it looked more like a demon than anything else, but its entire presence was enough to send horrible chills down your spine…

“…Bartzabel… assist me in this torture… understood..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its feathers puffed out, Like it subconsciously knew it needed to feel more fear. While it tried to keep itself calm, Yet its wings had a hint of yellow while being reminded of Verchiel.] "...I-I didn't..... Ugh..... W-Whatever...." [Ironically, It didn't consider Cassiel as much while thinking back on the events. Still, It didn't have the energy to even argue against him.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Bartzabel…”

Bezaliel turned his head slightly to face the being who was now floating beside him, its pitch black hip wings fully extended, you could sense the pure and unfiltered malice radiating off of it

“DON’T HAVE TO TELL ME TWICE! I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THIS PIGEON DID! AND I KNOW WHAT IT DESERVES!”

The Supreme Angel nodded, not saying a word, before stepping back and allowing the being, now known as Bartzabel to take his place, he towered over you easily, the living shadow(?) was way taller than Bezaliel…

“YOU! DON’T THINK FOR A FUCKING SECOND THAT YOU’RE SAFE FROM ME! THE PHYSICAL MANIFESTATION OF HIS RAGE AND POWER! I’M GONNA ENJOY EVERY SECOND OF THIS!”

[marm-alade-power]

[Marmalade was caught off guard by Bartzabel's sudden appearance, Almost like it was already dozing off earlier.] "....Ah.." [It simply examined the shadows, The pain surrounding its body wouldn't stop- It was breathing heavily due to the pain, Yet it let out a chuckle.] "Are you guys planning on torturing me, Or are you just gonna keep being dramatic...?"

[marm-alade-power]

The shadows around you begin to twist aggressively as you lay in your cage, something has been enraged, something or someone… of a higher power. It doesn’t take long for your surroundings to be completely shrouded in shadows, a low droning noise echoing all around… whispers and shouts… an untamable horror has come for you.

@shadow-of-the-father

[Something about the shadows stood out to it, Not in the sense that it was fear- But it almost felt like.. Dying. For a brief moment, It almost felt a bit relieved to see it happen- But it didn't last long, For what followed was only those strange sounds surrounding it everywhere.] [It stayed on the floor, Turning to their side- As if it could simply ignore the noise, Yet it wouldn't stop the noises. Their breathing became a bit heavier, A sense of dread slowly consuming its thoughts- Like dying was suddenly scary, for once.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You…”

A voice echoed out from all directions, it was low, dark, and definitely enraged… yet no one could be seen, at least, not at the present moment, but you could definitely sense a presence… someone was there, inside the shadows… which one..? It was impossible to tell

“…Never once would I have thought that a Power could be so brutal… yet here I am… being proven wrong…”

A white light can be seen within one of the shadows, it looked like an eye, yet no being formed… the atmosphere was getting more intense… suffocating… where was this entity..? And who was it..?

“…I am going to enjoy this…”

( @marm-alade-power )

[marm-alade-power]

[Despite how it could feel its own heartbeat increasing, It wouldn't move away from its position. It did try to glance over to see who was there, But upon realizing it couldn't even see it- It couldn't be bothered to search anymore.] "I'm sure I could name one power who's more brutal than me.." [It muttered under its breath, Somehow it still felt anger towards Verchiel- It could never let go from the events that led to this moment. Yet again, Its fear wasn't enough to make it move out of its position. It lied upon the floor, Keeping its head low.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You speak of Verchiel… but she is in no way as willingly psychotic as you…”

The voice seems to become even darker, filled with malice, could this being have some kind of connection with the aforementioned Power..? The droning noises along with disembodied whispers got louder as the presence grew more pronounced

“…I watched… I saw everything… my judgement is far from clouded… I know who to blame… I know who threw the first stone…”

Suddenly, shadows reached out and began to not only wrap around your limbs, but also tug on them, slowly… yet painfully… your muscles aching with each tug… and that’s when a figure emerged, a Supreme Angel with pitch black wings wearing tattered red robes adorned with golden armor…

“…And that would be you… Marmalade…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It tries to fight back against the shadows, But of course, Tugging back would do no good. It could already feel the pain not just from their limbs- But the rest of its body as well, As their injuries were far from healed.] "G-Great, Another one of Verchiel's bodyguards! W-What now? You're gonna say I hurt your 'daughter'?" [While it tried to sound sassy in its reply, It clearly couldn't stop the pain from taking over- It squirmed a bit, Before getting tired again.] "You know... For someone who 'saw everything', You really don't sound like you've seen my side of the story..."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

The Supreme Angel didn’t answer, he refused to give you the information that you wanted, this time… he’d remain in control of how everything would play out, he was the puppeteer, he was The Watcher…

“…I saw… but Verchiel was not acting of her own volition… unlike you… her psyche is fractured… what you faced was something she could not control… the real her was unconscious…”

Bezaliel continued to command his shadows to pull at your limbs, approaching slowly, his golden face armor and halved halo shining with a holy light… you could tell that this Supreme Angel was not fallen… he still remained among the ranks of those on high…

“…What made you think that she was in control… Marmalade..? Have you ever stopped to think that maybe… just maybe… something had gone wrong..? No… you definitely did not… for all you care about is saving your own skin…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its body was shaking, Even the smallest tug would force its other injuries to let out more pain. And yet, It laughed- A wheezy and pained laughter that could barely hide its pain.]

"I-I don't believe it... Y-You're just like everybody else....."

[Tears were already streaming down its face, As it laughed more and more. Before eventually going completely silent, Its tone becoming colder within seconds.]

"Am I Genuinely in the wrong here? Am I going crazy? WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK THESE BANDAGES ARE COVERING?! HAVE YOU SEEN WHAT SHE'S DONE? HAVE YOU EVEN FUCKING SEEN ME!?-"

[Just yelling took too much effort, Making it cough a bit-]

"S-Sure... Fine.. I guess I should just- Forgive and forget! After all, Her poor soul would never dare to hurt a fly...."

"H-Honestly.. If 'not being in control' is a good excuse to be forgiven... Why does that not apply to me? Do you actually think I control myself? Or do you just believe I'm some sort of.. U-Unforgivable monster? D-Do you think I... Want to hurt others..?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…I told you before… I saw everything… the shadows are where I lurk… where I reside…”

Bezaliel continued to approach slowly, his pure white right eye glowing while the vertical eye on his throat emoted his frustration, you could see how his left arm was… massive, blood red, clawed, and demonic…

“…I spoke with Verchiel… and she showed a strong desire to change… I know she is not exempt from what happened… but at least she feels regret… unlike you…”

The Supreme Angel commanded his shadows to continue tugging on your limbs as he watched, making sure everything was as calculated as it could be, he wasn’t one to easily give in when someone he cares about is being thrown under the bus so easily

“…Every time someone has tried to help you… Marmalade… you either run… or lash out… no willingness to change is ever shown… time and time again the opportunity has presented itself… and you flee like a pathetic bird…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It tried to focus its power in order to teleport away, Yet- Something was preventing it from even doing anything. It gasped for air after their attempts at escaping, How ironic it was to attempt to run as Bezaliel spoke of how it tends to flee.] "Nobody wants to help me... Even the one that helps me thinks I'm wrong..." "Y-You know... I wanted to apologize at first, But all I received was a near death experience. She didn't even want to hear my apology- And even if I did apologize, All I did was yell at her ONCE!! WHAT ABOUT THAT MEANS I SHOULD JUST DIE!?-" [Again, It tried to keep a smile on its face- As a way to hide away anything it might truly feel towards the situation. Its weak laughter only proved how little it cared about the other side of the story.] "A-All I wanted.. Was to not fucking die. Is it really so wrong...?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Archangel Cassiel offered you help… did he not..?”

Bezaliel was now towering over you fully, his pitch black wings puffed up and fully outstretched, it was beyond obvious just how frustrated he was with you… with your excuses…

“…And how did you respond..? By attacking and running… a kind being tried to shelter you… and yet that did nothing for your senseless behavior… you only have yourself to blame…”

The Supreme Angel flicked his right wrist and the shadows that held your limbs tightened their grips even more, there was no escape from this being… this Angel of Shadows… was he truly holy..? The light from his halved halo didn’t lie…

“…You took your frustrations out on one who was receiving the help she needed… Marmalade… do not think for a second that mercy will be shown… wanting to not die… does not give you the right to attempt to take the life of another… nothing justifies it…”

[marm-alade-power]

[As it felt the grip on its limbs tighten, It let out a pained noise- Shutting its eyes as the pain kept taking over its body.] "W-Why... Why is she always forgiven? I can also say I didn't mean it, I-I wasn't.. Trying to hurt anybody-" [For once, That smile was gone for a few moments. It looked around, Trying to examine the situation- Of course, It was in danger, But it almost seemed like it was thinking about something else... Like an idea popped into its mind.] "I-If you think I deserve punishment, Then that means Verchiel deserves one too. It's only fair that she takes some responsibility!- W-What? Are you seriously going to say that a simple 'sorry' is enough for what she's done!?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You were given many opportunities to say such things… to change your ways… to return to sanity…”

Bezaliel kneeled down in front of you, he pure white right eye practically piercing your soul, you could tell that he had no intentions of hearing any excuses, his mind was made up, nothing would change it

“…And yet you did not… you ran… never once found a reason to turn back and actively seek someone out… unlike Verchiel…”

The Supreme Angel’s voice was filled with malice, he truly couldn’t stand you, and all that you’ve done, usually he was much more willing to hear others out… but now? No such thing existed, not now…

“…Do not think for a second that I allowed her to walk away with just an apology, Marmalade… but as I have said… she showed true willingness to change… she is not like you… a coward who only attacks those who are weaker than them… I know your past…”

[marm-alade-power]

"Oh it's easy for you to forgive her....." [This time, It didn't try to move in any way. It kept staring right back at Bezaliel, In an attempt to look more confident in its own words. Despite how fast its heartbeat was going, It let out a breathy laugh before speaking again-] "You talk a lot for someone who claims he's been doing nothing but watch, I mean seriously- Who's really the coward here? The one who fights, Or the one who always watches from the sidelines?" "Perhaps that muzzle on your face is there for a good reason, I liked you more when you didn't talk." [Its smile only kept getting bigger, After throwing those weak insults- It spit in the direction of Bezaliel's face, Clearly, All it wanted was to piss him off. It began laughing, Occasionally coughing while doing so, As it tried to find every way to disrespect Bezaliel's authority.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel didn’t respond, he refused to play into your delusions further, but the moment her heard you not only call him a coward but also refer to his golden face armor as a muzzle… his pitch black wings puffed up slightly…

“…I am no coward… I am the last holy member of a damned group known as The Watchers… it is my job to observe… to gather information… the shadows are my domain… as “The Shadow of God”… it is what I was created to do…”

The Supreme Angel was trying his best to remain calm, but as soon as you spat at him, he took a breath and grabbed your throat with his massive, blood red, clawed, and demonic left hand… a searing pain akin to Hellfire immediately surged through your body upon contact

“…Do you honestly think I am not a fighter, Marmalade..? I have had my fair share of battles over the eons of my life… ones you never would have survived… so I suggest you watch your words… lest you lose the ability to speak entirely…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its laughter was cut short as soon as Bezaliel grabbed its neck, Not even a scream came out of its mouth- Tears were simply falling more and more from its eyes as it tried to squirm around. It kept gasping for air while struggling to speak, Most of the noises it let out were incomprehensible- As the pain was too unbearable to even allow it to form words.] "Y-You- Gh- I-...Nonono..- F-Fuck..-" [Still, With the bit of energy it had left- It tried to form a sentence, Most of its eyes kept rapidly turning to random directions. Until eventually, One eye had managed to keep its focus more on Bezaliel. Was it really trying to smile now again?] "I-Is... T-That- All you can do?-"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Once again, Bezaliel didn’t respond, instead he focused more heavily on keeping his grip tight on your throat, making sure that the searing Hellfire pain wouldn’t diminish, he was mad and you needed to know fully

“…You invoked my ire… all of this falls on you, not me… if only you decided to not make an attempt at Verchiel’s life… then you would not be in this situation…”

The Supreme Angel’s voice held a growl the more he spoke, it was obvious that he was done playing games with you, he wouldn’t hear any more of what you had to say… now? Torment and punishment was on his mind

“…Do you truly wish for me to unleash more of what I have… Marmalade..? Do you find this pain enjoyable..? How disgusting… I could tear you apart… right here, right now… but that would be an act of mercy… and I am not willing to show such a thing…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It kept trying to tease, However- Most of its words were completely incomprehensible this time, It could barely make noises at all. Only a few choked sounds as it started breathing heavily. Its body fighting to move itself anywhere, But to no avail.] [Its eyes wide open, As tears would fall down its face. The wings on its head were flapping rapidly, But began slowing down the more it felt its neck being choked by the fire- Like it was getting tired of attempting to escape. Its breath sounded as if it wanted to laugh again, Yet it could barely bring itself to do so. Still, There was an attempt to do so, As if this genuinely was what it wanted.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Now you decide to shut that beak of yours…”

The shadows that surround Bezaliel begin to move in a very erratic fashion, was something else hidden within them? It was clear that he had full control over each one, the shadows were his domain after all

“…This searing pain akin to Hellfire that you feel… blame The Council for cursing my left arm to begin with… I was not created with this… not that it matters to a neophyte like you…”

The Supreme Angel’s pitch black wings puffed up even more and began to extend outwards, a sign that he was more than just enraged… something was changing in him, yet you didn’t know what it could possibly be, Hell, you didn’t even know who he was to begin with

“…All bark… no bite… it seems as though when you are faced with a being higher than you… all that gall is lost… some high and mighty bastard you are… Marmalade… the shadows will become something worth fearing… I shall make sure of that…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Their pained sounds were slowly getting quieter, As its vision got blurry. It only kept breathing heavily, It could barely make out anything within the shadows. Its body could barely handle much more, Feeling lightheaded from the pain. It stared into Bezaliel's eyes for a moment, Somehow it was waiting for him to keep going.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Are you challenging me..?”

Bezaliel took the stare as an immediate challenge, hostility rising, with his pitch black wings fully outstretched, he removed his left hand from your throat slowly, making sure that the searing pain wouldn’t vanish instantly

“…This is a mistake you shall definitely regret… challenging a Watcher is the last thing you want to do… we are not known for backing down…”

The Supreme Angel realized he was beginning to lose control of his senses, something was taking over… a feeling from eons ago… and it was not connected to his other self, Bartzabel… a certain voice whispered in his mind… chills ran down his spine… it was the voice of his fallen sadistic leader…

“…As I stated before, Marmalade… mercy was never an option for you… just because my grip has eased does not mean that you are free… far from it… you will learn to fear me…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It desperately gasped for air, Forcing it to come back to its senses in an instant. It could still feel the pain on its neck, Yet it tried to keep that eye contact.] "W-Why'd you-.... Why'd you stop....?" [Their entire body was shaking, Feathers falling out while it kept breathing heavily- Coughing and wheezing as it wanted to laugh again. It knew exactly what it wanted, Every moment it was teasing was simply in hope that it could die from this.] "A-Are..-Are you-......scared to kill me?.."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Do you honestly think that is my only method of torture..?”

Bezaliel got on one knee and stared dangerously into your multiple eyes, his pure white right eye glowing a striking holy white, completely contrasting with not just the shadows… but everything he was doing…

“…If you think I am scared to kill the likes of you…”

The Supreme Angel commanded for his shadows to wrap around your stomach, restricting more of your movements… he wasn’t fucking around, if his gaze was anything to go by… something wasn’t right with him, but that didn’t matter to you

“Break it… unleash all that you are… traitor…”

“…Think again, Marmalade… I know exactly how to break your mind… body… and soul… do not think for a second that any of this will be painless… punishment is needed… no… required… and I intend to give you the full scope of what I am made of…”

[marm-alade-power]

[As the shadows wrapped around its stomach, It began coughing- Like it could distinctly feel its organs moving in its own body, It couldn't stop thinking about something like that happening again. Soon, It gagged a bit- With a drop of blood coming out of its mouth.]

"W-Well- Gh- I-..."

[By now, It could barely hold its head up- Most of its body had already gone limp from the pain, It couldn't keep holding eye contact anymore.]

"W-What.. Are you waiting for.... C..Coward?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You continue to desire death…”

Bezaliel makes sure that his shadows don’t break your skin, but he does want them beneath your feathers, this is punishment and torture for all you’ve done… he desires to have you feel the correct pain, nothing too excessive, yet at the same time, nothing too lenient…

“…Such a thing would be too merciful to you… and do you know why..?”

The Supreme Angel kept his piercing gaze on you at all times, constantly debating whether or not now was the right time to unleash his other self, Bartzabel, or not… yes, he was furious… but it didn’t seem like the right time… it was too soon…

“…Because neophytes like you, Marmalade… do not deserve the easy way out, at all… you must suffer for what you did… not die from it… understood..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[It let out another weak chuckle, At this point, This wasn't the first time someone had said the same thing. It simply sounded.. Tired, This time.]

"....Of course. A-As if I didn't suffer enough..."

[Its eyes closed, Like it was trying to die on purpose by now. Slowly, its breathing became weaker, With a soft light growing around its body for a split second. Marmalade's expression slightly changed, Seemingly upset at the fact that dying just didn't work- But it didn't stop trying, As if dying on purpose was even possible to begin with. Crying while whispering softly, It couldn't do anything but beg for death.]

"Please.. Pleasepleaseplease..."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel was getting tired of hearing you constantly beg for death, for a luxury that never was going to be bestowed upon you to begin with… he was going to torture you, not kill you…

“…Cease this begging…”

The Supreme Angel exhaled heavily then grabbed the top of your head with his left hand, making sure to inflict the same searing pain as before, he was so close to calling Bartzabel to the forefront…

“…Do you truly wish to force my hand even further, Marmalade..? To experience something that will break you..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[With the touch upon its head- It immediately stopped whispering, And began taking deeper and faster breaths. Feeling its head hurting was strangely not out of the ordinary, Especially right where its scar was- Yet having pain directed there only reminded it of that day, Just another one of those times that it had almost died.] "..Y-You.. Know what I want.." [It wouldn't stop crying, This time, Their sobbing sounded more desperate- If Bezaliel wasn't going to let it die, It had to find a way to force that to happen- With no other ideas on how to get what it wanted, It took one last breath, And tried to hold its breath.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Cease…”

Bezaliel pulls you up by the feathers on your head, he knows exactly what you’re trying to do and he’d be damned if he’d allow it… no one gets to end the torture prematurely, not on his watch

“…Offing yourself is not an option… you will suffer… understood..?”

The Supreme Angel’s voice was harsh and held a lethal tone, he wasn’t playing around, he was done with your games and pathetic attempts at ending things… huffing, he let go of the feathers on your head and stood up

“…I tire of this slow torture, Marmalade… especially considering the fact that you think you can end things so soon… no… within the shadows… you play by my rules… and I am FAR from finished with you…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Obviously, Its pathetic attempt at holding its breath didn't last long- If anything, It only made itself feel dizzier with that attempt. It took a deep breath as soon as it was grabbed by the feathers, Slowly steadying their heartbeat.] "I-I..... T-That's..... What.. Everybody says..." [It genuinely just sounded tired, This time, It had stopped attempting to do anything. Its body was just still, With its eyes wide open- It only had a blank expression, It couldn't laugh it off again, Even if it wanted to.] "...Just............ Do something... I-I don't-... I don't know....."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel stared you down with that seemingly undying piercing glare, with a flick of his right wrist, the shadows lifted you up until you were suspended in midair, every limb still tightly wrapped in said shadows

“…Very well… but remember… you asked for this, Marmalade… what is about to happen is nothing but further torture… the likes of which you shall never forget…”

Upon saying that, the Supreme Angel’s shadow began to twist aggressively, almost like it was alive, no longer something that trailed behind him… taking a breath, he lowered his head and began to say something in Latin… an incantation of sorts…

“…O tenebrae, tenebrae, quae dormitant in crepusculo... umbrae odii... ex animo meo involuto, clamo... veni ad me, o Bartzabel..!”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its expression didn't change, All it did was let out a sigh- Even if it knew what to expect, Their fear only lingered in the back of its mind.] "I-I.. really didn't ask for this- But not like anybody asks me what I want..." [It mumbled under its breath, At this point, It was more annoyed that this torture couldn't pass by faster. But of course, It just knew how much others enjoyed watching it suffer, Nobody would simply let it go easily. From there, It simply chose to stay quiet, There really wasn't any way out of it.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Without responding, Bezaliel lifts his head back up, pure white right eye glowing intensely, the shadow behind him moving aggressively, almost as if responding to the chant, the air around you grew much more suffocating…

“…It matters not… you are in my domain, Marmalade… and shall receive full punishment for what you have done… to both Verchiel… and Cassiel…”

The Supreme Angel stood tall as a massive figure emerged from his shadow, it looked more like a demon than anything else, but its entire presence was enough to send horrible chills down your spine…

“…Bartzabel… assist me in this torture… understood..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its feathers puffed out, Like it subconsciously knew it needed to feel more fear. While it tried to keep itself calm, Yet its wings had a hint of yellow while being reminded of Verchiel.] "...I-I didn't..... Ugh..... W-Whatever...." [Ironically, It didn't consider Cassiel as much while thinking back on the events. Still, It didn't have the energy to even argue against him.]

[marm-alade-power]

The shadows around you begin to twist aggressively as you lay in your cage, something has been enraged, something or someone… of a higher power. It doesn’t take long for your surroundings to be completely shrouded in shadows, a low droning noise echoing all around… whispers and shouts… an untamable horror has come for you.

@shadow-of-the-father

[Something about the shadows stood out to it, Not in the sense that it was fear- But it almost felt like.. Dying. For a brief moment, It almost felt a bit relieved to see it happen- But it didn't last long, For what followed was only those strange sounds surrounding it everywhere.] [It stayed on the floor, Turning to their side- As if it could simply ignore the noise, Yet it wouldn't stop the noises. Their breathing became a bit heavier, A sense of dread slowly consuming its thoughts- Like dying was suddenly scary, for once.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You…”

A voice echoed out from all directions, it was low, dark, and definitely enraged… yet no one could be seen, at least, not at the present moment, but you could definitely sense a presence… someone was there, inside the shadows… which one..? It was impossible to tell

“…Never once would I have thought that a Power could be so brutal… yet here I am… being proven wrong…”

A white light can be seen within one of the shadows, it looked like an eye, yet no being formed… the atmosphere was getting more intense… suffocating… where was this entity..? And who was it..?

“…I am going to enjoy this…”

( @marm-alade-power )

[marm-alade-power]

[Despite how it could feel its own heartbeat increasing, It wouldn't move away from its position. It did try to glance over to see who was there, But upon realizing it couldn't even see it- It couldn't be bothered to search anymore.] "I'm sure I could name one power who's more brutal than me.." [It muttered under its breath, Somehow it still felt anger towards Verchiel- It could never let go from the events that led to this moment. Yet again, Its fear wasn't enough to make it move out of its position. It lied upon the floor, Keeping its head low.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You speak of Verchiel… but she is in no way as willingly psychotic as you…”

The voice seems to become even darker, filled with malice, could this being have some kind of connection with the aforementioned Power..? The droning noises along with disembodied whispers got louder as the presence grew more pronounced

“…I watched… I saw everything… my judgement is far from clouded… I know who to blame… I know who threw the first stone…”

Suddenly, shadows reached out and began to not only wrap around your limbs, but also tug on them, slowly… yet painfully… your muscles aching with each tug… and that’s when a figure emerged, a Supreme Angel with pitch black wings wearing tattered red robes adorned with golden armor…

“…And that would be you… Marmalade…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It tries to fight back against the shadows, But of course, Tugging back would do no good. It could already feel the pain not just from their limbs- But the rest of its body as well, As their injuries were far from healed.] "G-Great, Another one of Verchiel's bodyguards! W-What now? You're gonna say I hurt your 'daughter'?" [While it tried to sound sassy in its reply, It clearly couldn't stop the pain from taking over- It squirmed a bit, Before getting tired again.] "You know... For someone who 'saw everything', You really don't sound like you've seen my side of the story..."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

The Supreme Angel didn’t answer, he refused to give you the information that you wanted, this time… he’d remain in control of how everything would play out, he was the puppeteer, he was The Watcher…

“…I saw… but Verchiel was not acting of her own volition… unlike you… her psyche is fractured… what you faced was something she could not control… the real her was unconscious…”

Bezaliel continued to command his shadows to pull at your limbs, approaching slowly, his golden face armor and halved halo shining with a holy light… you could tell that this Supreme Angel was not fallen… he still remained among the ranks of those on high…

“…What made you think that she was in control… Marmalade..? Have you ever stopped to think that maybe… just maybe… something had gone wrong..? No… you definitely did not… for all you care about is saving your own skin…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its body was shaking, Even the smallest tug would force its other injuries to let out more pain. And yet, It laughed- A wheezy and pained laughter that could barely hide its pain.]

"I-I don't believe it... Y-You're just like everybody else....."

[Tears were already streaming down its face, As it laughed more and more. Before eventually going completely silent, Its tone becoming colder within seconds.]

"Am I Genuinely in the wrong here? Am I going crazy? WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK THESE BANDAGES ARE COVERING?! HAVE YOU SEEN WHAT SHE'S DONE? HAVE YOU EVEN FUCKING SEEN ME!?-"

[Just yelling took too much effort, Making it cough a bit-]

"S-Sure... Fine.. I guess I should just- Forgive and forget! After all, Her poor soul would never dare to hurt a fly...."

"H-Honestly.. If 'not being in control' is a good excuse to be forgiven... Why does that not apply to me? Do you actually think I control myself? Or do you just believe I'm some sort of.. U-Unforgivable monster? D-Do you think I... Want to hurt others..?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…I told you before… I saw everything… the shadows are where I lurk… where I reside…”

Bezaliel continued to approach slowly, his pure white right eye glowing while the vertical eye on his throat emoted his frustration, you could see how his left arm was… massive, blood red, clawed, and demonic…

“…I spoke with Verchiel… and she showed a strong desire to change… I know she is not exempt from what happened… but at least she feels regret… unlike you…”

The Supreme Angel commanded his shadows to continue tugging on your limbs as he watched, making sure everything was as calculated as it could be, he wasn’t one to easily give in when someone he cares about is being thrown under the bus so easily

“…Every time someone has tried to help you… Marmalade… you either run… or lash out… no willingness to change is ever shown… time and time again the opportunity has presented itself… and you flee like a pathetic bird…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It tried to focus its power in order to teleport away, Yet- Something was preventing it from even doing anything. It gasped for air after their attempts at escaping, How ironic it was to attempt to run as Bezaliel spoke of how it tends to flee.] "Nobody wants to help me... Even the one that helps me thinks I'm wrong..." "Y-You know... I wanted to apologize at first, But all I received was a near death experience. She didn't even want to hear my apology- And even if I did apologize, All I did was yell at her ONCE!! WHAT ABOUT THAT MEANS I SHOULD JUST DIE!?-" [Again, It tried to keep a smile on its face- As a way to hide away anything it might truly feel towards the situation. Its weak laughter only proved how little it cared about the other side of the story.] "A-All I wanted.. Was to not fucking die. Is it really so wrong...?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Archangel Cassiel offered you help… did he not..?”

Bezaliel was now towering over you fully, his pitch black wings puffed up and fully outstretched, it was beyond obvious just how frustrated he was with you… with your excuses…

“…And how did you respond..? By attacking and running… a kind being tried to shelter you… and yet that did nothing for your senseless behavior… you only have yourself to blame…”

The Supreme Angel flicked his right wrist and the shadows that held your limbs tightened their grips even more, there was no escape from this being… this Angel of Shadows… was he truly holy..? The light from his halved halo didn’t lie…

“…You took your frustrations out on one who was receiving the help she needed… Marmalade… do not think for a second that mercy will be shown… wanting to not die… does not give you the right to attempt to take the life of another… nothing justifies it…”

[marm-alade-power]

[As it felt the grip on its limbs tighten, It let out a pained noise- Shutting its eyes as the pain kept taking over its body.] "W-Why... Why is she always forgiven? I can also say I didn't mean it, I-I wasn't.. Trying to hurt anybody-" [For once, That smile was gone for a few moments. It looked around, Trying to examine the situation- Of course, It was in danger, But it almost seemed like it was thinking about something else... Like an idea popped into its mind.] "I-If you think I deserve punishment, Then that means Verchiel deserves one too. It's only fair that she takes some responsibility!- W-What? Are you seriously going to say that a simple 'sorry' is enough for what she's done!?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You were given many opportunities to say such things… to change your ways… to return to sanity…”

Bezaliel kneeled down in front of you, he pure white right eye practically piercing your soul, you could tell that he had no intentions of hearing any excuses, his mind was made up, nothing would change it

“…And yet you did not… you ran… never once found a reason to turn back and actively seek someone out… unlike Verchiel…”

The Supreme Angel’s voice was filled with malice, he truly couldn’t stand you, and all that you’ve done, usually he was much more willing to hear others out… but now? No such thing existed, not now…

“…Do not think for a second that I allowed her to walk away with just an apology, Marmalade… but as I have said… she showed true willingness to change… she is not like you… a coward who only attacks those who are weaker than them… I know your past…”

[marm-alade-power]

"Oh it's easy for you to forgive her....." [This time, It didn't try to move in any way. It kept staring right back at Bezaliel, In an attempt to look more confident in its own words. Despite how fast its heartbeat was going, It let out a breathy laugh before speaking again-] "You talk a lot for someone who claims he's been doing nothing but watch, I mean seriously- Who's really the coward here? The one who fights, Or the one who always watches from the sidelines?" "Perhaps that muzzle on your face is there for a good reason, I liked you more when you didn't talk." [Its smile only kept getting bigger, After throwing those weak insults- It spit in the direction of Bezaliel's face, Clearly, All it wanted was to piss him off. It began laughing, Occasionally coughing while doing so, As it tried to find every way to disrespect Bezaliel's authority.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel didn’t respond, he refused to play into your delusions further, but the moment her heard you not only call him a coward but also refer to his golden face armor as a muzzle… his pitch black wings puffed up slightly…

“…I am no coward… I am the last holy member of a damned group known as The Watchers… it is my job to observe… to gather information… the shadows are my domain… as “The Shadow of God”… it is what I was created to do…”

The Supreme Angel was trying his best to remain calm, but as soon as you spat at him, he took a breath and grabbed your throat with his massive, blood red, clawed, and demonic left hand… a searing pain akin to Hellfire immediately surged through your body upon contact

“…Do you honestly think I am not a fighter, Marmalade..? I have had my fair share of battles over the eons of my life… ones you never would have survived… so I suggest you watch your words… lest you lose the ability to speak entirely…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its laughter was cut short as soon as Bezaliel grabbed its neck, Not even a scream came out of its mouth- Tears were simply falling more and more from its eyes as it tried to squirm around. It kept gasping for air while struggling to speak, Most of the noises it let out were incomprehensible- As the pain was too unbearable to even allow it to form words.] "Y-You- Gh- I-...Nonono..- F-Fuck..-" [Still, With the bit of energy it had left- It tried to form a sentence, Most of its eyes kept rapidly turning to random directions. Until eventually, One eye had managed to keep its focus more on Bezaliel. Was it really trying to smile now again?] "I-Is... T-That- All you can do?-"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Once again, Bezaliel didn’t respond, instead he focused more heavily on keeping his grip tight on your throat, making sure that the searing Hellfire pain wouldn’t diminish, he was mad and you needed to know fully

“…You invoked my ire… all of this falls on you, not me… if only you decided to not make an attempt at Verchiel’s life… then you would not be in this situation…”

The Supreme Angel’s voice held a growl the more he spoke, it was obvious that he was done playing games with you, he wouldn’t hear any more of what you had to say… now? Torment and punishment was on his mind

“…Do you truly wish for me to unleash more of what I have… Marmalade..? Do you find this pain enjoyable..? How disgusting… I could tear you apart… right here, right now… but that would be an act of mercy… and I am not willing to show such a thing…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It kept trying to tease, However- Most of its words were completely incomprehensible this time, It could barely make noises at all. Only a few choked sounds as it started breathing heavily. Its body fighting to move itself anywhere, But to no avail.] [Its eyes wide open, As tears would fall down its face. The wings on its head were flapping rapidly, But began slowing down the more it felt its neck being choked by the fire- Like it was getting tired of attempting to escape. Its breath sounded as if it wanted to laugh again, Yet it could barely bring itself to do so. Still, There was an attempt to do so, As if this genuinely was what it wanted.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Now you decide to shut that beak of yours…”

The shadows that surround Bezaliel begin to move in a very erratic fashion, was something else hidden within them? It was clear that he had full control over each one, the shadows were his domain after all

“…This searing pain akin to Hellfire that you feel… blame The Council for cursing my left arm to begin with… I was not created with this… not that it matters to a neophyte like you…”

The Supreme Angel’s pitch black wings puffed up even more and began to extend outwards, a sign that he was more than just enraged… something was changing in him, yet you didn’t know what it could possibly be, Hell, you didn’t even know who he was to begin with

“…All bark… no bite… it seems as though when you are faced with a being higher than you… all that gall is lost… some high and mighty bastard you are… Marmalade… the shadows will become something worth fearing… I shall make sure of that…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Their pained sounds were slowly getting quieter, As its vision got blurry. It only kept breathing heavily, It could barely make out anything within the shadows. Its body could barely handle much more, Feeling lightheaded from the pain. It stared into Bezaliel's eyes for a moment, Somehow it was waiting for him to keep going.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Are you challenging me..?”

Bezaliel took the stare as an immediate challenge, hostility rising, with his pitch black wings fully outstretched, he removed his left hand from your throat slowly, making sure that the searing pain wouldn’t vanish instantly

“…This is a mistake you shall definitely regret… challenging a Watcher is the last thing you want to do… we are not known for backing down…”

The Supreme Angel realized he was beginning to lose control of his senses, something was taking over… a feeling from eons ago… and it was not connected to his other self, Bartzabel… a certain voice whispered in his mind… chills ran down his spine… it was the voice of his fallen sadistic leader…

“…As I stated before, Marmalade… mercy was never an option for you… just because my grip has eased does not mean that you are free… far from it… you will learn to fear me…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It desperately gasped for air, Forcing it to come back to its senses in an instant. It could still feel the pain on its neck, Yet it tried to keep that eye contact.] "W-Why'd you-.... Why'd you stop....?" [Their entire body was shaking, Feathers falling out while it kept breathing heavily- Coughing and wheezing as it wanted to laugh again. It knew exactly what it wanted, Every moment it was teasing was simply in hope that it could die from this.] "A-Are..-Are you-......scared to kill me?.."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Do you honestly think that is my only method of torture..?”

Bezaliel got on one knee and stared dangerously into your multiple eyes, his pure white right eye glowing a striking holy white, completely contrasting with not just the shadows… but everything he was doing…

“…If you think I am scared to kill the likes of you…”

The Supreme Angel commanded for his shadows to wrap around your stomach, restricting more of your movements… he wasn’t fucking around, if his gaze was anything to go by… something wasn’t right with him, but that didn’t matter to you

“Break it… unleash all that you are… traitor…”

“…Think again, Marmalade… I know exactly how to break your mind… body… and soul… do not think for a second that any of this will be painless… punishment is needed… no… required… and I intend to give you the full scope of what I am made of…”

[marm-alade-power]

[As the shadows wrapped around its stomach, It began coughing- Like it could distinctly feel its organs moving in its own body, It couldn't stop thinking about something like that happening again. Soon, It gagged a bit- With a drop of blood coming out of its mouth.]

"W-Well- Gh- I-..."

[By now, It could barely hold its head up- Most of its body had already gone limp from the pain, It couldn't keep holding eye contact anymore.]

"W-What.. Are you waiting for.... C..Coward?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You continue to desire death…”

Bezaliel makes sure that his shadows don’t break your skin, but he does want them beneath your feathers, this is punishment and torture for all you’ve done… he desires to have you feel the correct pain, nothing too excessive, yet at the same time, nothing too lenient…

“…Such a thing would be too merciful to you… and do you know why..?”

The Supreme Angel kept his piercing gaze on you at all times, constantly debating whether or not now was the right time to unleash his other self, Bartzabel, or not… yes, he was furious… but it didn’t seem like the right time… it was too soon…

“…Because neophytes like you, Marmalade… do not deserve the easy way out, at all… you must suffer for what you did… not die from it… understood..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[It let out another weak chuckle, At this point, This wasn't the first time someone had said the same thing. It simply sounded.. Tired, This time.]

"....Of course. A-As if I didn't suffer enough..."

[Its eyes closed, Like it was trying to die on purpose by now. Slowly, its breathing became weaker, With a soft light growing around its body for a split second. Marmalade's expression slightly changed, Seemingly upset at the fact that dying just didn't work- But it didn't stop trying, As if dying on purpose was even possible to begin with. Crying while whispering softly, It couldn't do anything but beg for death.]

"Please.. Pleasepleaseplease..."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel was getting tired of hearing you constantly beg for death, for a luxury that never was going to be bestowed upon you to begin with… he was going to torture you, not kill you…

“…Cease this begging…”

The Supreme Angel exhaled heavily then grabbed the top of your head with his left hand, making sure to inflict the same searing pain as before, he was so close to calling Bartzabel to the forefront…

“…Do you truly wish to force my hand even further, Marmalade..? To experience something that will break you..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[With the touch upon its head- It immediately stopped whispering, And began taking deeper and faster breaths. Feeling its head hurting was strangely not out of the ordinary, Especially right where its scar was- Yet having pain directed there only reminded it of that day, Just another one of those times that it had almost died.] "..Y-You.. Know what I want.." [It wouldn't stop crying, This time, Their sobbing sounded more desperate- If Bezaliel wasn't going to let it die, It had to find a way to force that to happen- With no other ideas on how to get what it wanted, It took one last breath, And tried to hold its breath.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Cease…”

Bezaliel pulls you up by the feathers on your head, he knows exactly what you’re trying to do and he’d be damned if he’d allow it… no one gets to end the torture prematurely, not on his watch

“…Offing yourself is not an option… you will suffer… understood..?”

The Supreme Angel’s voice was harsh and held a lethal tone, he wasn’t playing around, he was done with your games and pathetic attempts at ending things… huffing, he let go of the feathers on your head and stood up

“…I tire of this slow torture, Marmalade… especially considering the fact that you think you can end things so soon… no… within the shadows… you play by my rules… and I am FAR from finished with you…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Obviously, Its pathetic attempt at holding its breath didn't last long- If anything, It only made itself feel dizzier with that attempt. It took a deep breath as soon as it was grabbed by the feathers, Slowly steadying their heartbeat.] "I-I..... T-That's..... What.. Everybody says..." [It genuinely just sounded tired, This time, It had stopped attempting to do anything. Its body was just still, With its eyes wide open- It only had a blank expression, It couldn't laugh it off again, Even if it wanted to.] "...Just............ Do something... I-I don't-... I don't know....."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel stared you down with that seemingly undying piercing glare, with a flick of his right wrist, the shadows lifted you up until you were suspended in midair, every limb still tightly wrapped in said shadows

“…Very well… but remember… you asked for this, Marmalade… what is about to happen is nothing but further torture… the likes of which you shall never forget…”

Upon saying that, the Supreme Angel’s shadow began to twist aggressively, almost like it was alive, no longer something that trailed behind him… taking a breath, he lowered his head and began to say something in Latin… an incantation of sorts…

“…O tenebrae, tenebrae, quae dormitant in crepusculo... umbrae odii... ex animo meo involuto, clamo... veni ad me, o Bartzabel..!”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its expression didn't change, All it did was let out a sigh- Even if it knew what to expect, Their fear only lingered in the back of its mind.] "I-I.. really didn't ask for this- But not like anybody asks me what I want..." [It mumbled under its breath, At this point, It was more annoyed that this torture couldn't pass by faster. But of course, It just knew how much others enjoyed watching it suffer, Nobody would simply let it go easily. From there, It simply chose to stay quiet, There really wasn't any way out of it.]

[marm-alade-power]

The shadows around you begin to twist aggressively as you lay in your cage, something has been enraged, something or someone… of a higher power. It doesn’t take long for your surroundings to be completely shrouded in shadows, a low droning noise echoing all around… whispers and shouts… an untamable horror has come for you.

@shadow-of-the-father

[Something about the shadows stood out to it, Not in the sense that it was fear- But it almost felt like.. Dying. For a brief moment, It almost felt a bit relieved to see it happen- But it didn't last long, For what followed was only those strange sounds surrounding it everywhere.] [It stayed on the floor, Turning to their side- As if it could simply ignore the noise, Yet it wouldn't stop the noises. Their breathing became a bit heavier, A sense of dread slowly consuming its thoughts- Like dying was suddenly scary, for once.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You…”

A voice echoed out from all directions, it was low, dark, and definitely enraged… yet no one could be seen, at least, not at the present moment, but you could definitely sense a presence… someone was there, inside the shadows… which one..? It was impossible to tell

“…Never once would I have thought that a Power could be so brutal… yet here I am… being proven wrong…”

A white light can be seen within one of the shadows, it looked like an eye, yet no being formed… the atmosphere was getting more intense… suffocating… where was this entity..? And who was it..?

“…I am going to enjoy this…”

( @marm-alade-power )

[marm-alade-power]

[Despite how it could feel its own heartbeat increasing, It wouldn't move away from its position. It did try to glance over to see who was there, But upon realizing it couldn't even see it- It couldn't be bothered to search anymore.] "I'm sure I could name one power who's more brutal than me.." [It muttered under its breath, Somehow it still felt anger towards Verchiel- It could never let go from the events that led to this moment. Yet again, Its fear wasn't enough to make it move out of its position. It lied upon the floor, Keeping its head low.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You speak of Verchiel… but she is in no way as willingly psychotic as you…”

The voice seems to become even darker, filled with malice, could this being have some kind of connection with the aforementioned Power..? The droning noises along with disembodied whispers got louder as the presence grew more pronounced

“…I watched… I saw everything… my judgement is far from clouded… I know who to blame… I know who threw the first stone…”

Suddenly, shadows reached out and began to not only wrap around your limbs, but also tug on them, slowly… yet painfully… your muscles aching with each tug… and that’s when a figure emerged, a Supreme Angel with pitch black wings wearing tattered red robes adorned with golden armor…

“…And that would be you… Marmalade…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It tries to fight back against the shadows, But of course, Tugging back would do no good. It could already feel the pain not just from their limbs- But the rest of its body as well, As their injuries were far from healed.] "G-Great, Another one of Verchiel's bodyguards! W-What now? You're gonna say I hurt your 'daughter'?" [While it tried to sound sassy in its reply, It clearly couldn't stop the pain from taking over- It squirmed a bit, Before getting tired again.] "You know... For someone who 'saw everything', You really don't sound like you've seen my side of the story..."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

The Supreme Angel didn’t answer, he refused to give you the information that you wanted, this time… he’d remain in control of how everything would play out, he was the puppeteer, he was The Watcher…

“…I saw… but Verchiel was not acting of her own volition… unlike you… her psyche is fractured… what you faced was something she could not control… the real her was unconscious…”

Bezaliel continued to command his shadows to pull at your limbs, approaching slowly, his golden face armor and halved halo shining with a holy light… you could tell that this Supreme Angel was not fallen… he still remained among the ranks of those on high…

“…What made you think that she was in control… Marmalade..? Have you ever stopped to think that maybe… just maybe… something had gone wrong..? No… you definitely did not… for all you care about is saving your own skin…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its body was shaking, Even the smallest tug would force its other injuries to let out more pain. And yet, It laughed- A wheezy and pained laughter that could barely hide its pain.]

"I-I don't believe it... Y-You're just like everybody else....."

[Tears were already streaming down its face, As it laughed more and more. Before eventually going completely silent, Its tone becoming colder within seconds.]

"Am I Genuinely in the wrong here? Am I going crazy? WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK THESE BANDAGES ARE COVERING?! HAVE YOU SEEN WHAT SHE'S DONE? HAVE YOU EVEN FUCKING SEEN ME!?-"

[Just yelling took too much effort, Making it cough a bit-]

"S-Sure... Fine.. I guess I should just- Forgive and forget! After all, Her poor soul would never dare to hurt a fly...."

"H-Honestly.. If 'not being in control' is a good excuse to be forgiven... Why does that not apply to me? Do you actually think I control myself? Or do you just believe I'm some sort of.. U-Unforgivable monster? D-Do you think I... Want to hurt others..?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…I told you before… I saw everything… the shadows are where I lurk… where I reside…”

Bezaliel continued to approach slowly, his pure white right eye glowing while the vertical eye on his throat emoted his frustration, you could see how his left arm was… massive, blood red, clawed, and demonic…

“…I spoke with Verchiel… and she showed a strong desire to change… I know she is not exempt from what happened… but at least she feels regret… unlike you…”

The Supreme Angel commanded his shadows to continue tugging on your limbs as he watched, making sure everything was as calculated as it could be, he wasn’t one to easily give in when someone he cares about is being thrown under the bus so easily

“…Every time someone has tried to help you… Marmalade… you either run… or lash out… no willingness to change is ever shown… time and time again the opportunity has presented itself… and you flee like a pathetic bird…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It tried to focus its power in order to teleport away, Yet- Something was preventing it from even doing anything. It gasped for air after their attempts at escaping, How ironic it was to attempt to run as Bezaliel spoke of how it tends to flee.] "Nobody wants to help me... Even the one that helps me thinks I'm wrong..." "Y-You know... I wanted to apologize at first, But all I received was a near death experience. She didn't even want to hear my apology- And even if I did apologize, All I did was yell at her ONCE!! WHAT ABOUT THAT MEANS I SHOULD JUST DIE!?-" [Again, It tried to keep a smile on its face- As a way to hide away anything it might truly feel towards the situation. Its weak laughter only proved how little it cared about the other side of the story.] "A-All I wanted.. Was to not fucking die. Is it really so wrong...?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Archangel Cassiel offered you help… did he not..?”

Bezaliel was now towering over you fully, his pitch black wings puffed up and fully outstretched, it was beyond obvious just how frustrated he was with you… with your excuses…

“…And how did you respond..? By attacking and running… a kind being tried to shelter you… and yet that did nothing for your senseless behavior… you only have yourself to blame…”

The Supreme Angel flicked his right wrist and the shadows that held your limbs tightened their grips even more, there was no escape from this being… this Angel of Shadows… was he truly holy..? The light from his halved halo didn’t lie…

“…You took your frustrations out on one who was receiving the help she needed… Marmalade… do not think for a second that mercy will be shown… wanting to not die… does not give you the right to attempt to take the life of another… nothing justifies it…”

[marm-alade-power]

[As it felt the grip on its limbs tighten, It let out a pained noise- Shutting its eyes as the pain kept taking over its body.] "W-Why... Why is she always forgiven? I can also say I didn't mean it, I-I wasn't.. Trying to hurt anybody-" [For once, That smile was gone for a few moments. It looked around, Trying to examine the situation- Of course, It was in danger, But it almost seemed like it was thinking about something else... Like an idea popped into its mind.] "I-If you think I deserve punishment, Then that means Verchiel deserves one too. It's only fair that she takes some responsibility!- W-What? Are you seriously going to say that a simple 'sorry' is enough for what she's done!?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You were given many opportunities to say such things… to change your ways… to return to sanity…”

Bezaliel kneeled down in front of you, he pure white right eye practically piercing your soul, you could tell that he had no intentions of hearing any excuses, his mind was made up, nothing would change it

“…And yet you did not… you ran… never once found a reason to turn back and actively seek someone out… unlike Verchiel…”

The Supreme Angel’s voice was filled with malice, he truly couldn’t stand you, and all that you’ve done, usually he was much more willing to hear others out… but now? No such thing existed, not now…

“…Do not think for a second that I allowed her to walk away with just an apology, Marmalade… but as I have said… she showed true willingness to change… she is not like you… a coward who only attacks those who are weaker than them… I know your past…”

[marm-alade-power]

"Oh it's easy for you to forgive her....." [This time, It didn't try to move in any way. It kept staring right back at Bezaliel, In an attempt to look more confident in its own words. Despite how fast its heartbeat was going, It let out a breathy laugh before speaking again-] "You talk a lot for someone who claims he's been doing nothing but watch, I mean seriously- Who's really the coward here? The one who fights, Or the one who always watches from the sidelines?" "Perhaps that muzzle on your face is there for a good reason, I liked you more when you didn't talk." [Its smile only kept getting bigger, After throwing those weak insults- It spit in the direction of Bezaliel's face, Clearly, All it wanted was to piss him off. It began laughing, Occasionally coughing while doing so, As it tried to find every way to disrespect Bezaliel's authority.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel didn’t respond, he refused to play into your delusions further, but the moment her heard you not only call him a coward but also refer to his golden face armor as a muzzle… his pitch black wings puffed up slightly…

“…I am no coward… I am the last holy member of a damned group known as The Watchers… it is my job to observe… to gather information… the shadows are my domain… as “The Shadow of God”… it is what I was created to do…”

The Supreme Angel was trying his best to remain calm, but as soon as you spat at him, he took a breath and grabbed your throat with his massive, blood red, clawed, and demonic left hand… a searing pain akin to Hellfire immediately surged through your body upon contact

“…Do you honestly think I am not a fighter, Marmalade..? I have had my fair share of battles over the eons of my life… ones you never would have survived… so I suggest you watch your words… lest you lose the ability to speak entirely…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its laughter was cut short as soon as Bezaliel grabbed its neck, Not even a scream came out of its mouth- Tears were simply falling more and more from its eyes as it tried to squirm around. It kept gasping for air while struggling to speak, Most of the noises it let out were incomprehensible- As the pain was too unbearable to even allow it to form words.] "Y-You- Gh- I-...Nonono..- F-Fuck..-" [Still, With the bit of energy it had left- It tried to form a sentence, Most of its eyes kept rapidly turning to random directions. Until eventually, One eye had managed to keep its focus more on Bezaliel. Was it really trying to smile now again?] "I-Is... T-That- All you can do?-"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Once again, Bezaliel didn’t respond, instead he focused more heavily on keeping his grip tight on your throat, making sure that the searing Hellfire pain wouldn’t diminish, he was mad and you needed to know fully

“…You invoked my ire… all of this falls on you, not me… if only you decided to not make an attempt at Verchiel’s life… then you would not be in this situation…”

The Supreme Angel’s voice held a growl the more he spoke, it was obvious that he was done playing games with you, he wouldn’t hear any more of what you had to say… now? Torment and punishment was on his mind

“…Do you truly wish for me to unleash more of what I have… Marmalade..? Do you find this pain enjoyable..? How disgusting… I could tear you apart… right here, right now… but that would be an act of mercy… and I am not willing to show such a thing…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It kept trying to tease, However- Most of its words were completely incomprehensible this time, It could barely make noises at all. Only a few choked sounds as it started breathing heavily. Its body fighting to move itself anywhere, But to no avail.] [Its eyes wide open, As tears would fall down its face. The wings on its head were flapping rapidly, But began slowing down the more it felt its neck being choked by the fire- Like it was getting tired of attempting to escape. Its breath sounded as if it wanted to laugh again, Yet it could barely bring itself to do so. Still, There was an attempt to do so, As if this genuinely was what it wanted.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Now you decide to shut that beak of yours…”

The shadows that surround Bezaliel begin to move in a very erratic fashion, was something else hidden within them? It was clear that he had full control over each one, the shadows were his domain after all

“…This searing pain akin to Hellfire that you feel… blame The Council for cursing my left arm to begin with… I was not created with this… not that it matters to a neophyte like you…”

The Supreme Angel’s pitch black wings puffed up even more and began to extend outwards, a sign that he was more than just enraged… something was changing in him, yet you didn’t know what it could possibly be, Hell, you didn’t even know who he was to begin with

“…All bark… no bite… it seems as though when you are faced with a being higher than you… all that gall is lost… some high and mighty bastard you are… Marmalade… the shadows will become something worth fearing… I shall make sure of that…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Their pained sounds were slowly getting quieter, As its vision got blurry. It only kept breathing heavily, It could barely make out anything within the shadows. Its body could barely handle much more, Feeling lightheaded from the pain. It stared into Bezaliel's eyes for a moment, Somehow it was waiting for him to keep going.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Are you challenging me..?”

Bezaliel took the stare as an immediate challenge, hostility rising, with his pitch black wings fully outstretched, he removed his left hand from your throat slowly, making sure that the searing pain wouldn’t vanish instantly

“…This is a mistake you shall definitely regret… challenging a Watcher is the last thing you want to do… we are not known for backing down…”

The Supreme Angel realized he was beginning to lose control of his senses, something was taking over… a feeling from eons ago… and it was not connected to his other self, Bartzabel… a certain voice whispered in his mind… chills ran down his spine… it was the voice of his fallen sadistic leader…

“…As I stated before, Marmalade… mercy was never an option for you… just because my grip has eased does not mean that you are free… far from it… you will learn to fear me…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It desperately gasped for air, Forcing it to come back to its senses in an instant. It could still feel the pain on its neck, Yet it tried to keep that eye contact.] "W-Why'd you-.... Why'd you stop....?" [Their entire body was shaking, Feathers falling out while it kept breathing heavily- Coughing and wheezing as it wanted to laugh again. It knew exactly what it wanted, Every moment it was teasing was simply in hope that it could die from this.] "A-Are..-Are you-......scared to kill me?.."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Do you honestly think that is my only method of torture..?”

Bezaliel got on one knee and stared dangerously into your multiple eyes, his pure white right eye glowing a striking holy white, completely contrasting with not just the shadows… but everything he was doing…

“…If you think I am scared to kill the likes of you…”

The Supreme Angel commanded for his shadows to wrap around your stomach, restricting more of your movements… he wasn’t fucking around, if his gaze was anything to go by… something wasn’t right with him, but that didn’t matter to you

“Break it… unleash all that you are… traitor…”

“…Think again, Marmalade… I know exactly how to break your mind… body… and soul… do not think for a second that any of this will be painless… punishment is needed… no… required… and I intend to give you the full scope of what I am made of…”

[marm-alade-power]

[As the shadows wrapped around its stomach, It began coughing- Like it could distinctly feel its organs moving in its own body, It couldn't stop thinking about something like that happening again. Soon, It gagged a bit- With a drop of blood coming out of its mouth.]

"W-Well- Gh- I-..."

[By now, It could barely hold its head up- Most of its body had already gone limp from the pain, It couldn't keep holding eye contact anymore.]

"W-What.. Are you waiting for.... C..Coward?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You continue to desire death…”

Bezaliel makes sure that his shadows don’t break your skin, but he does want them beneath your feathers, this is punishment and torture for all you’ve done… he desires to have you feel the correct pain, nothing too excessive, yet at the same time, nothing too lenient…

“…Such a thing would be too merciful to you… and do you know why..?”

The Supreme Angel kept his piercing gaze on you at all times, constantly debating whether or not now was the right time to unleash his other self, Bartzabel, or not… yes, he was furious… but it didn’t seem like the right time… it was too soon…

“…Because neophytes like you, Marmalade… do not deserve the easy way out, at all… you must suffer for what you did… not die from it… understood..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[It let out another weak chuckle, At this point, This wasn't the first time someone had said the same thing. It simply sounded.. Tired, This time.]

"....Of course. A-As if I didn't suffer enough..."

[Its eyes closed, Like it was trying to die on purpose by now. Slowly, its breathing became weaker, With a soft light growing around its body for a split second. Marmalade's expression slightly changed, Seemingly upset at the fact that dying just didn't work- But it didn't stop trying, As if dying on purpose was even possible to begin with. Crying while whispering softly, It couldn't do anything but beg for death.]

"Please.. Pleasepleaseplease..."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel was getting tired of hearing you constantly beg for death, for a luxury that never was going to be bestowed upon you to begin with… he was going to torture you, not kill you…

“…Cease this begging…”

The Supreme Angel exhaled heavily then grabbed the top of your head with his left hand, making sure to inflict the same searing pain as before, he was so close to calling Bartzabel to the forefront…

“…Do you truly wish to force my hand even further, Marmalade..? To experience something that will break you..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[With the touch upon its head- It immediately stopped whispering, And began taking deeper and faster breaths. Feeling its head hurting was strangely not out of the ordinary, Especially right where its scar was- Yet having pain directed there only reminded it of that day, Just another one of those times that it had almost died.] "..Y-You.. Know what I want.." [It wouldn't stop crying, This time, Their sobbing sounded more desperate- If Bezaliel wasn't going to let it die, It had to find a way to force that to happen- With no other ideas on how to get what it wanted, It took one last breath, And tried to hold its breath.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Cease…”

Bezaliel pulls you up by the feathers on your head, he knows exactly what you’re trying to do and he’d be damned if he’d allow it… no one gets to end the torture prematurely, not on his watch

“…Offing yourself is not an option… you will suffer… understood..?”

The Supreme Angel’s voice was harsh and held a lethal tone, he wasn’t playing around, he was done with your games and pathetic attempts at ending things… huffing, he let go of the feathers on your head and stood up

“…I tire of this slow torture, Marmalade… especially considering the fact that you think you can end things so soon… no… within the shadows… you play by my rules… and I am FAR from finished with you…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Obviously, Its pathetic attempt at holding its breath didn't last long- If anything, It only made itself feel dizzier with that attempt. It took a deep breath as soon as it was grabbed by the feathers, Slowly steadying their heartbeat.] "I-I..... T-That's..... What.. Everybody says..." [It genuinely just sounded tired, This time, It had stopped attempting to do anything. Its body was just still, With its eyes wide open- It only had a blank expression, It couldn't laugh it off again, Even if it wanted to.] "...Just............ Do something... I-I don't-... I don't know....."

[marm-alade-power]

The shadows around you begin to twist aggressively as you lay in your cage, something has been enraged, something or someone… of a higher power. It doesn’t take long for your surroundings to be completely shrouded in shadows, a low droning noise echoing all around… whispers and shouts… an untamable horror has come for you.

@shadow-of-the-father

[Something about the shadows stood out to it, Not in the sense that it was fear- But it almost felt like.. Dying. For a brief moment, It almost felt a bit relieved to see it happen- But it didn't last long, For what followed was only those strange sounds surrounding it everywhere.] [It stayed on the floor, Turning to their side- As if it could simply ignore the noise, Yet it wouldn't stop the noises. Their breathing became a bit heavier, A sense of dread slowly consuming its thoughts- Like dying was suddenly scary, for once.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You…”

A voice echoed out from all directions, it was low, dark, and definitely enraged… yet no one could be seen, at least, not at the present moment, but you could definitely sense a presence… someone was there, inside the shadows… which one..? It was impossible to tell

“…Never once would I have thought that a Power could be so brutal… yet here I am… being proven wrong…”

A white light can be seen within one of the shadows, it looked like an eye, yet no being formed… the atmosphere was getting more intense… suffocating… where was this entity..? And who was it..?

“…I am going to enjoy this…”

( @marm-alade-power )

[marm-alade-power]

[Despite how it could feel its own heartbeat increasing, It wouldn't move away from its position. It did try to glance over to see who was there, But upon realizing it couldn't even see it- It couldn't be bothered to search anymore.] "I'm sure I could name one power who's more brutal than me.." [It muttered under its breath, Somehow it still felt anger towards Verchiel- It could never let go from the events that led to this moment. Yet again, Its fear wasn't enough to make it move out of its position. It lied upon the floor, Keeping its head low.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You speak of Verchiel… but she is in no way as willingly psychotic as you…”

The voice seems to become even darker, filled with malice, could this being have some kind of connection with the aforementioned Power..? The droning noises along with disembodied whispers got louder as the presence grew more pronounced

“…I watched… I saw everything… my judgement is far from clouded… I know who to blame… I know who threw the first stone…”

Suddenly, shadows reached out and began to not only wrap around your limbs, but also tug on them, slowly… yet painfully… your muscles aching with each tug… and that’s when a figure emerged, a Supreme Angel with pitch black wings wearing tattered red robes adorned with golden armor…

“…And that would be you… Marmalade…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It tries to fight back against the shadows, But of course, Tugging back would do no good. It could already feel the pain not just from their limbs- But the rest of its body as well, As their injuries were far from healed.] "G-Great, Another one of Verchiel's bodyguards! W-What now? You're gonna say I hurt your 'daughter'?" [While it tried to sound sassy in its reply, It clearly couldn't stop the pain from taking over- It squirmed a bit, Before getting tired again.] "You know... For someone who 'saw everything', You really don't sound like you've seen my side of the story..."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

The Supreme Angel didn’t answer, he refused to give you the information that you wanted, this time… he’d remain in control of how everything would play out, he was the puppeteer, he was The Watcher…

“…I saw… but Verchiel was not acting of her own volition… unlike you… her psyche is fractured… what you faced was something she could not control… the real her was unconscious…”

Bezaliel continued to command his shadows to pull at your limbs, approaching slowly, his golden face armor and halved halo shining with a holy light… you could tell that this Supreme Angel was not fallen… he still remained among the ranks of those on high…

“…What made you think that she was in control… Marmalade..? Have you ever stopped to think that maybe… just maybe… something had gone wrong..? No… you definitely did not… for all you care about is saving your own skin…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its body was shaking, Even the smallest tug would force its other injuries to let out more pain. And yet, It laughed- A wheezy and pained laughter that could barely hide its pain.]

"I-I don't believe it... Y-You're just like everybody else....."

[Tears were already streaming down its face, As it laughed more and more. Before eventually going completely silent, Its tone becoming colder within seconds.]

"Am I Genuinely in the wrong here? Am I going crazy? WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK THESE BANDAGES ARE COVERING?! HAVE YOU SEEN WHAT SHE'S DONE? HAVE YOU EVEN FUCKING SEEN ME!?-"

[Just yelling took too much effort, Making it cough a bit-]

"S-Sure... Fine.. I guess I should just- Forgive and forget! After all, Her poor soul would never dare to hurt a fly...."

"H-Honestly.. If 'not being in control' is a good excuse to be forgiven... Why does that not apply to me? Do you actually think I control myself? Or do you just believe I'm some sort of.. U-Unforgivable monster? D-Do you think I... Want to hurt others..?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…I told you before… I saw everything… the shadows are where I lurk… where I reside…”

Bezaliel continued to approach slowly, his pure white right eye glowing while the vertical eye on his throat emoted his frustration, you could see how his left arm was… massive, blood red, clawed, and demonic…

“…I spoke with Verchiel… and she showed a strong desire to change… I know she is not exempt from what happened… but at least she feels regret… unlike you…”

The Supreme Angel commanded his shadows to continue tugging on your limbs as he watched, making sure everything was as calculated as it could be, he wasn’t one to easily give in when someone he cares about is being thrown under the bus so easily

“…Every time someone has tried to help you… Marmalade… you either run… or lash out… no willingness to change is ever shown… time and time again the opportunity has presented itself… and you flee like a pathetic bird…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It tried to focus its power in order to teleport away, Yet- Something was preventing it from even doing anything. It gasped for air after their attempts at escaping, How ironic it was to attempt to run as Bezaliel spoke of how it tends to flee.] "Nobody wants to help me... Even the one that helps me thinks I'm wrong..." "Y-You know... I wanted to apologize at first, But all I received was a near death experience. She didn't even want to hear my apology- And even if I did apologize, All I did was yell at her ONCE!! WHAT ABOUT THAT MEANS I SHOULD JUST DIE!?-" [Again, It tried to keep a smile on its face- As a way to hide away anything it might truly feel towards the situation. Its weak laughter only proved how little it cared about the other side of the story.] "A-All I wanted.. Was to not fucking die. Is it really so wrong...?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Archangel Cassiel offered you help… did he not..?”

Bezaliel was now towering over you fully, his pitch black wings puffed up and fully outstretched, it was beyond obvious just how frustrated he was with you… with your excuses…

“…And how did you respond..? By attacking and running… a kind being tried to shelter you… and yet that did nothing for your senseless behavior… you only have yourself to blame…”

The Supreme Angel flicked his right wrist and the shadows that held your limbs tightened their grips even more, there was no escape from this being… this Angel of Shadows… was he truly holy..? The light from his halved halo didn’t lie…

“…You took your frustrations out on one who was receiving the help she needed… Marmalade… do not think for a second that mercy will be shown… wanting to not die… does not give you the right to attempt to take the life of another… nothing justifies it…”

[marm-alade-power]

[As it felt the grip on its limbs tighten, It let out a pained noise- Shutting its eyes as the pain kept taking over its body.] "W-Why... Why is she always forgiven? I can also say I didn't mean it, I-I wasn't.. Trying to hurt anybody-" [For once, That smile was gone for a few moments. It looked around, Trying to examine the situation- Of course, It was in danger, But it almost seemed like it was thinking about something else... Like an idea popped into its mind.] "I-If you think I deserve punishment, Then that means Verchiel deserves one too. It's only fair that she takes some responsibility!- W-What? Are you seriously going to say that a simple 'sorry' is enough for what she's done!?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You were given many opportunities to say such things… to change your ways… to return to sanity…”

Bezaliel kneeled down in front of you, he pure white right eye practically piercing your soul, you could tell that he had no intentions of hearing any excuses, his mind was made up, nothing would change it

“…And yet you did not… you ran… never once found a reason to turn back and actively seek someone out… unlike Verchiel…”

The Supreme Angel’s voice was filled with malice, he truly couldn’t stand you, and all that you’ve done, usually he was much more willing to hear others out… but now? No such thing existed, not now…

“…Do not think for a second that I allowed her to walk away with just an apology, Marmalade… but as I have said… she showed true willingness to change… she is not like you… a coward who only attacks those who are weaker than them… I know your past…”

[marm-alade-power]

"Oh it's easy for you to forgive her....." [This time, It didn't try to move in any way. It kept staring right back at Bezaliel, In an attempt to look more confident in its own words. Despite how fast its heartbeat was going, It let out a breathy laugh before speaking again-] "You talk a lot for someone who claims he's been doing nothing but watch, I mean seriously- Who's really the coward here? The one who fights, Or the one who always watches from the sidelines?" "Perhaps that muzzle on your face is there for a good reason, I liked you more when you didn't talk." [Its smile only kept getting bigger, After throwing those weak insults- It spit in the direction of Bezaliel's face, Clearly, All it wanted was to piss him off. It began laughing, Occasionally coughing while doing so, As it tried to find every way to disrespect Bezaliel's authority.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel didn’t respond, he refused to play into your delusions further, but the moment her heard you not only call him a coward but also refer to his golden face armor as a muzzle… his pitch black wings puffed up slightly…

“…I am no coward… I am the last holy member of a damned group known as The Watchers… it is my job to observe… to gather information… the shadows are my domain… as “The Shadow of God”… it is what I was created to do…”

The Supreme Angel was trying his best to remain calm, but as soon as you spat at him, he took a breath and grabbed your throat with his massive, blood red, clawed, and demonic left hand… a searing pain akin to Hellfire immediately surged through your body upon contact

“…Do you honestly think I am not a fighter, Marmalade..? I have had my fair share of battles over the eons of my life… ones you never would have survived… so I suggest you watch your words… lest you lose the ability to speak entirely…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its laughter was cut short as soon as Bezaliel grabbed its neck, Not even a scream came out of its mouth- Tears were simply falling more and more from its eyes as it tried to squirm around. It kept gasping for air while struggling to speak, Most of the noises it let out were incomprehensible- As the pain was too unbearable to even allow it to form words.] "Y-You- Gh- I-...Nonono..- F-Fuck..-" [Still, With the bit of energy it had left- It tried to form a sentence, Most of its eyes kept rapidly turning to random directions. Until eventually, One eye had managed to keep its focus more on Bezaliel. Was it really trying to smile now again?] "I-Is... T-That- All you can do?-"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Once again, Bezaliel didn’t respond, instead he focused more heavily on keeping his grip tight on your throat, making sure that the searing Hellfire pain wouldn’t diminish, he was mad and you needed to know fully

“…You invoked my ire… all of this falls on you, not me… if only you decided to not make an attempt at Verchiel’s life… then you would not be in this situation…”

The Supreme Angel’s voice held a growl the more he spoke, it was obvious that he was done playing games with you, he wouldn’t hear any more of what you had to say… now? Torment and punishment was on his mind

“…Do you truly wish for me to unleash more of what I have… Marmalade..? Do you find this pain enjoyable..? How disgusting… I could tear you apart… right here, right now… but that would be an act of mercy… and I am not willing to show such a thing…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It kept trying to tease, However- Most of its words were completely incomprehensible this time, It could barely make noises at all. Only a few choked sounds as it started breathing heavily. Its body fighting to move itself anywhere, But to no avail.] [Its eyes wide open, As tears would fall down its face. The wings on its head were flapping rapidly, But began slowing down the more it felt its neck being choked by the fire- Like it was getting tired of attempting to escape. Its breath sounded as if it wanted to laugh again, Yet it could barely bring itself to do so. Still, There was an attempt to do so, As if this genuinely was what it wanted.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Now you decide to shut that beak of yours…”

The shadows that surround Bezaliel begin to move in a very erratic fashion, was something else hidden within them? It was clear that he had full control over each one, the shadows were his domain after all

“…This searing pain akin to Hellfire that you feel… blame The Council for cursing my left arm to begin with… I was not created with this… not that it matters to a neophyte like you…”

The Supreme Angel’s pitch black wings puffed up even more and began to extend outwards, a sign that he was more than just enraged… something was changing in him, yet you didn’t know what it could possibly be, Hell, you didn’t even know who he was to begin with

“…All bark… no bite… it seems as though when you are faced with a being higher than you… all that gall is lost… some high and mighty bastard you are… Marmalade… the shadows will become something worth fearing… I shall make sure of that…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Their pained sounds were slowly getting quieter, As its vision got blurry. It only kept breathing heavily, It could barely make out anything within the shadows. Its body could barely handle much more, Feeling lightheaded from the pain. It stared into Bezaliel's eyes for a moment, Somehow it was waiting for him to keep going.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Are you challenging me..?”

Bezaliel took the stare as an immediate challenge, hostility rising, with his pitch black wings fully outstretched, he removed his left hand from your throat slowly, making sure that the searing pain wouldn’t vanish instantly

“…This is a mistake you shall definitely regret… challenging a Watcher is the last thing you want to do… we are not known for backing down…”

The Supreme Angel realized he was beginning to lose control of his senses, something was taking over… a feeling from eons ago… and it was not connected to his other self, Bartzabel… a certain voice whispered in his mind… chills ran down his spine… it was the voice of his fallen sadistic leader…

“…As I stated before, Marmalade… mercy was never an option for you… just because my grip has eased does not mean that you are free… far from it… you will learn to fear me…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It desperately gasped for air, Forcing it to come back to its senses in an instant. It could still feel the pain on its neck, Yet it tried to keep that eye contact.] "W-Why'd you-.... Why'd you stop....?" [Their entire body was shaking, Feathers falling out while it kept breathing heavily- Coughing and wheezing as it wanted to laugh again. It knew exactly what it wanted, Every moment it was teasing was simply in hope that it could die from this.] "A-Are..-Are you-......scared to kill me?.."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Do you honestly think that is my only method of torture..?”

Bezaliel got on one knee and stared dangerously into your multiple eyes, his pure white right eye glowing a striking holy white, completely contrasting with not just the shadows… but everything he was doing…

“…If you think I am scared to kill the likes of you…”

The Supreme Angel commanded for his shadows to wrap around your stomach, restricting more of your movements… he wasn’t fucking around, if his gaze was anything to go by… something wasn’t right with him, but that didn’t matter to you

“Break it… unleash all that you are… traitor…”

“…Think again, Marmalade… I know exactly how to break your mind… body… and soul… do not think for a second that any of this will be painless… punishment is needed… no… required… and I intend to give you the full scope of what I am made of…”

[marm-alade-power]

[As the shadows wrapped around its stomach, It began coughing- Like it could distinctly feel its organs moving in its own body, It couldn't stop thinking about something like that happening again. Soon, It gagged a bit- With a drop of blood coming out of its mouth.]

"W-Well- Gh- I-..."

[By now, It could barely hold its head up- Most of its body had already gone limp from the pain, It couldn't keep holding eye contact anymore.]

"W-What.. Are you waiting for.... C..Coward?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You continue to desire death…”

Bezaliel makes sure that his shadows don’t break your skin, but he does want them beneath your feathers, this is punishment and torture for all you’ve done… he desires to have you feel the correct pain, nothing too excessive, yet at the same time, nothing too lenient…

“…Such a thing would be too merciful to you… and do you know why..?”

The Supreme Angel kept his piercing gaze on you at all times, constantly debating whether or not now was the right time to unleash his other self, Bartzabel, or not… yes, he was furious… but it didn’t seem like the right time… it was too soon…

“…Because neophytes like you, Marmalade… do not deserve the easy way out, at all… you must suffer for what you did… not die from it… understood..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[It let out another weak chuckle, At this point, This wasn't the first time someone had said the same thing. It simply sounded.. Tired, This time.]

"....Of course. A-As if I didn't suffer enough..."

[Its eyes closed, Like it was trying to die on purpose by now. Slowly, its breathing became weaker, With a soft light growing around its body for a split second. Marmalade's expression slightly changed, Seemingly upset at the fact that dying just didn't work- But it didn't stop trying, As if dying on purpose was even possible to begin with. Crying while whispering softly, It couldn't do anything but beg for death.]

"Please.. Pleasepleaseplease..."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel was getting tired of hearing you constantly beg for death, for a luxury that never was going to be bestowed upon you to begin with… he was going to torture you, not kill you…

“…Cease this begging…”

The Supreme Angel exhaled heavily then grabbed the top of your head with his left hand, making sure to inflict the same searing pain as before, he was so close to calling Bartzabel to the forefront…

“…Do you truly wish to force my hand even further, Marmalade..? To experience something that will break you..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[With the touch upon its head- It immediately stopped whispering, And began taking deeper and faster breaths. Feeling its head hurting was strangely not out of the ordinary, Especially right where its scar was- Yet having pain directed there only reminded it of that day, Just another one of those times that it had almost died.] "..Y-You.. Know what I want.." [It wouldn't stop crying, This time, Their sobbing sounded more desperate- If Bezaliel wasn't going to let it die, It had to find a way to force that to happen- With no other ideas on how to get what it wanted, It took one last breath, And tried to hold its breath.]

[marm-alade-power]

The shadows around you begin to twist aggressively as you lay in your cage, something has been enraged, something or someone… of a higher power. It doesn’t take long for your surroundings to be completely shrouded in shadows, a low droning noise echoing all around… whispers and shouts… an untamable horror has come for you.

@shadow-of-the-father

[Something about the shadows stood out to it, Not in the sense that it was fear- But it almost felt like.. Dying. For a brief moment, It almost felt a bit relieved to see it happen- But it didn't last long, For what followed was only those strange sounds surrounding it everywhere.] [It stayed on the floor, Turning to their side- As if it could simply ignore the noise, Yet it wouldn't stop the noises. Their breathing became a bit heavier, A sense of dread slowly consuming its thoughts- Like dying was suddenly scary, for once.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You…”

A voice echoed out from all directions, it was low, dark, and definitely enraged… yet no one could be seen, at least, not at the present moment, but you could definitely sense a presence… someone was there, inside the shadows… which one..? It was impossible to tell

“…Never once would I have thought that a Power could be so brutal… yet here I am… being proven wrong…”

A white light can be seen within one of the shadows, it looked like an eye, yet no being formed… the atmosphere was getting more intense… suffocating… where was this entity..? And who was it..?

“…I am going to enjoy this…”

( @marm-alade-power )

[marm-alade-power]

[Despite how it could feel its own heartbeat increasing, It wouldn't move away from its position. It did try to glance over to see who was there, But upon realizing it couldn't even see it- It couldn't be bothered to search anymore.] "I'm sure I could name one power who's more brutal than me.." [It muttered under its breath, Somehow it still felt anger towards Verchiel- It could never let go from the events that led to this moment. Yet again, Its fear wasn't enough to make it move out of its position. It lied upon the floor, Keeping its head low.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You speak of Verchiel… but she is in no way as willingly psychotic as you…”

The voice seems to become even darker, filled with malice, could this being have some kind of connection with the aforementioned Power..? The droning noises along with disembodied whispers got louder as the presence grew more pronounced

“…I watched… I saw everything… my judgement is far from clouded… I know who to blame… I know who threw the first stone…”

Suddenly, shadows reached out and began to not only wrap around your limbs, but also tug on them, slowly… yet painfully… your muscles aching with each tug… and that’s when a figure emerged, a Supreme Angel with pitch black wings wearing tattered red robes adorned with golden armor…

“…And that would be you… Marmalade…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It tries to fight back against the shadows, But of course, Tugging back would do no good. It could already feel the pain not just from their limbs- But the rest of its body as well, As their injuries were far from healed.] "G-Great, Another one of Verchiel's bodyguards! W-What now? You're gonna say I hurt your 'daughter'?" [While it tried to sound sassy in its reply, It clearly couldn't stop the pain from taking over- It squirmed a bit, Before getting tired again.] "You know... For someone who 'saw everything', You really don't sound like you've seen my side of the story..."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

The Supreme Angel didn’t answer, he refused to give you the information that you wanted, this time… he’d remain in control of how everything would play out, he was the puppeteer, he was The Watcher…

“…I saw… but Verchiel was not acting of her own volition… unlike you… her psyche is fractured… what you faced was something she could not control… the real her was unconscious…”

Bezaliel continued to command his shadows to pull at your limbs, approaching slowly, his golden face armor and halved halo shining with a holy light… you could tell that this Supreme Angel was not fallen… he still remained among the ranks of those on high…

“…What made you think that she was in control… Marmalade..? Have you ever stopped to think that maybe… just maybe… something had gone wrong..? No… you definitely did not… for all you care about is saving your own skin…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its body was shaking, Even the smallest tug would force its other injuries to let out more pain. And yet, It laughed- A wheezy and pained laughter that could barely hide its pain.]

"I-I don't believe it... Y-You're just like everybody else....."

[Tears were already streaming down its face, As it laughed more and more. Before eventually going completely silent, Its tone becoming colder within seconds.]

"Am I Genuinely in the wrong here? Am I going crazy? WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK THESE BANDAGES ARE COVERING?! HAVE YOU SEEN WHAT SHE'S DONE? HAVE YOU EVEN FUCKING SEEN ME!?-"

[Just yelling took too much effort, Making it cough a bit-]

"S-Sure... Fine.. I guess I should just- Forgive and forget! After all, Her poor soul would never dare to hurt a fly...."

"H-Honestly.. If 'not being in control' is a good excuse to be forgiven... Why does that not apply to me? Do you actually think I control myself? Or do you just believe I'm some sort of.. U-Unforgivable monster? D-Do you think I... Want to hurt others..?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…I told you before… I saw everything… the shadows are where I lurk… where I reside…”

Bezaliel continued to approach slowly, his pure white right eye glowing while the vertical eye on his throat emoted his frustration, you could see how his left arm was… massive, blood red, clawed, and demonic…

“…I spoke with Verchiel… and she showed a strong desire to change… I know she is not exempt from what happened… but at least she feels regret… unlike you…”

The Supreme Angel commanded his shadows to continue tugging on your limbs as he watched, making sure everything was as calculated as it could be, he wasn’t one to easily give in when someone he cares about is being thrown under the bus so easily

“…Every time someone has tried to help you… Marmalade… you either run… or lash out… no willingness to change is ever shown… time and time again the opportunity has presented itself… and you flee like a pathetic bird…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It tried to focus its power in order to teleport away, Yet- Something was preventing it from even doing anything. It gasped for air after their attempts at escaping, How ironic it was to attempt to run as Bezaliel spoke of how it tends to flee.] "Nobody wants to help me... Even the one that helps me thinks I'm wrong..." "Y-You know... I wanted to apologize at first, But all I received was a near death experience. She didn't even want to hear my apology- And even if I did apologize, All I did was yell at her ONCE!! WHAT ABOUT THAT MEANS I SHOULD JUST DIE!?-" [Again, It tried to keep a smile on its face- As a way to hide away anything it might truly feel towards the situation. Its weak laughter only proved how little it cared about the other side of the story.] "A-All I wanted.. Was to not fucking die. Is it really so wrong...?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Archangel Cassiel offered you help… did he not..?”

Bezaliel was now towering over you fully, his pitch black wings puffed up and fully outstretched, it was beyond obvious just how frustrated he was with you… with your excuses…

“…And how did you respond..? By attacking and running… a kind being tried to shelter you… and yet that did nothing for your senseless behavior… you only have yourself to blame…”

The Supreme Angel flicked his right wrist and the shadows that held your limbs tightened their grips even more, there was no escape from this being… this Angel of Shadows… was he truly holy..? The light from his halved halo didn’t lie…

“…You took your frustrations out on one who was receiving the help she needed… Marmalade… do not think for a second that mercy will be shown… wanting to not die… does not give you the right to attempt to take the life of another… nothing justifies it…”

[marm-alade-power]

[As it felt the grip on its limbs tighten, It let out a pained noise- Shutting its eyes as the pain kept taking over its body.] "W-Why... Why is she always forgiven? I can also say I didn't mean it, I-I wasn't.. Trying to hurt anybody-" [For once, That smile was gone for a few moments. It looked around, Trying to examine the situation- Of course, It was in danger, But it almost seemed like it was thinking about something else... Like an idea popped into its mind.] "I-If you think I deserve punishment, Then that means Verchiel deserves one too. It's only fair that she takes some responsibility!- W-What? Are you seriously going to say that a simple 'sorry' is enough for what she's done!?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You were given many opportunities to say such things… to change your ways… to return to sanity…”

Bezaliel kneeled down in front of you, he pure white right eye practically piercing your soul, you could tell that he had no intentions of hearing any excuses, his mind was made up, nothing would change it

“…And yet you did not… you ran… never once found a reason to turn back and actively seek someone out… unlike Verchiel…”

The Supreme Angel’s voice was filled with malice, he truly couldn’t stand you, and all that you’ve done, usually he was much more willing to hear others out… but now? No such thing existed, not now…

“…Do not think for a second that I allowed her to walk away with just an apology, Marmalade… but as I have said… she showed true willingness to change… she is not like you… a coward who only attacks those who are weaker than them… I know your past…”

[marm-alade-power]

"Oh it's easy for you to forgive her....." [This time, It didn't try to move in any way. It kept staring right back at Bezaliel, In an attempt to look more confident in its own words. Despite how fast its heartbeat was going, It let out a breathy laugh before speaking again-] "You talk a lot for someone who claims he's been doing nothing but watch, I mean seriously- Who's really the coward here? The one who fights, Or the one who always watches from the sidelines?" "Perhaps that muzzle on your face is there for a good reason, I liked you more when you didn't talk." [Its smile only kept getting bigger, After throwing those weak insults- It spit in the direction of Bezaliel's face, Clearly, All it wanted was to piss him off. It began laughing, Occasionally coughing while doing so, As it tried to find every way to disrespect Bezaliel's authority.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel didn’t respond, he refused to play into your delusions further, but the moment her heard you not only call him a coward but also refer to his golden face armor as a muzzle… his pitch black wings puffed up slightly…

“…I am no coward… I am the last holy member of a damned group known as The Watchers… it is my job to observe… to gather information… the shadows are my domain… as “The Shadow of God”… it is what I was created to do…”

The Supreme Angel was trying his best to remain calm, but as soon as you spat at him, he took a breath and grabbed your throat with his massive, blood red, clawed, and demonic left hand… a searing pain akin to Hellfire immediately surged through your body upon contact

“…Do you honestly think I am not a fighter, Marmalade..? I have had my fair share of battles over the eons of my life… ones you never would have survived… so I suggest you watch your words… lest you lose the ability to speak entirely…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its laughter was cut short as soon as Bezaliel grabbed its neck, Not even a scream came out of its mouth- Tears were simply falling more and more from its eyes as it tried to squirm around. It kept gasping for air while struggling to speak, Most of the noises it let out were incomprehensible- As the pain was too unbearable to even allow it to form words.] "Y-You- Gh- I-...Nonono..- F-Fuck..-" [Still, With the bit of energy it had left- It tried to form a sentence, Most of its eyes kept rapidly turning to random directions. Until eventually, One eye had managed to keep its focus more on Bezaliel. Was it really trying to smile now again?] "I-Is... T-That- All you can do?-"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Once again, Bezaliel didn’t respond, instead he focused more heavily on keeping his grip tight on your throat, making sure that the searing Hellfire pain wouldn’t diminish, he was mad and you needed to know fully

“…You invoked my ire… all of this falls on you, not me… if only you decided to not make an attempt at Verchiel’s life… then you would not be in this situation…”

The Supreme Angel’s voice held a growl the more he spoke, it was obvious that he was done playing games with you, he wouldn’t hear any more of what you had to say… now? Torment and punishment was on his mind

“…Do you truly wish for me to unleash more of what I have… Marmalade..? Do you find this pain enjoyable..? How disgusting… I could tear you apart… right here, right now… but that would be an act of mercy… and I am not willing to show such a thing…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It kept trying to tease, However- Most of its words were completely incomprehensible this time, It could barely make noises at all. Only a few choked sounds as it started breathing heavily. Its body fighting to move itself anywhere, But to no avail.] [Its eyes wide open, As tears would fall down its face. The wings on its head were flapping rapidly, But began slowing down the more it felt its neck being choked by the fire- Like it was getting tired of attempting to escape. Its breath sounded as if it wanted to laugh again, Yet it could barely bring itself to do so. Still, There was an attempt to do so, As if this genuinely was what it wanted.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Now you decide to shut that beak of yours…”

The shadows that surround Bezaliel begin to move in a very erratic fashion, was something else hidden within them? It was clear that he had full control over each one, the shadows were his domain after all

“…This searing pain akin to Hellfire that you feel… blame The Council for cursing my left arm to begin with… I was not created with this… not that it matters to a neophyte like you…”

The Supreme Angel’s pitch black wings puffed up even more and began to extend outwards, a sign that he was more than just enraged… something was changing in him, yet you didn’t know what it could possibly be, Hell, you didn’t even know who he was to begin with

“…All bark… no bite… it seems as though when you are faced with a being higher than you… all that gall is lost… some high and mighty bastard you are… Marmalade… the shadows will become something worth fearing… I shall make sure of that…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Their pained sounds were slowly getting quieter, As its vision got blurry. It only kept breathing heavily, It could barely make out anything within the shadows. Its body could barely handle much more, Feeling lightheaded from the pain. It stared into Bezaliel's eyes for a moment, Somehow it was waiting for him to keep going.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Are you challenging me..?”

Bezaliel took the stare as an immediate challenge, hostility rising, with his pitch black wings fully outstretched, he removed his left hand from your throat slowly, making sure that the searing pain wouldn’t vanish instantly

“…This is a mistake you shall definitely regret… challenging a Watcher is the last thing you want to do… we are not known for backing down…”

The Supreme Angel realized he was beginning to lose control of his senses, something was taking over… a feeling from eons ago… and it was not connected to his other self, Bartzabel… a certain voice whispered in his mind… chills ran down his spine… it was the voice of his fallen sadistic leader…

“…As I stated before, Marmalade… mercy was never an option for you… just because my grip has eased does not mean that you are free… far from it… you will learn to fear me…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It desperately gasped for air, Forcing it to come back to its senses in an instant. It could still feel the pain on its neck, Yet it tried to keep that eye contact.] "W-Why'd you-.... Why'd you stop....?" [Their entire body was shaking, Feathers falling out while it kept breathing heavily- Coughing and wheezing as it wanted to laugh again. It knew exactly what it wanted, Every moment it was teasing was simply in hope that it could die from this.] "A-Are..-Are you-......scared to kill me?.."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Do you honestly think that is my only method of torture..?”

Bezaliel got on one knee and stared dangerously into your multiple eyes, his pure white right eye glowing a striking holy white, completely contrasting with not just the shadows… but everything he was doing…

“…If you think I am scared to kill the likes of you…”

The Supreme Angel commanded for his shadows to wrap around your stomach, restricting more of your movements… he wasn’t fucking around, if his gaze was anything to go by… something wasn’t right with him, but that didn’t matter to you

“Break it… unleash all that you are… traitor…”

“…Think again, Marmalade… I know exactly how to break your mind… body… and soul… do not think for a second that any of this will be painless… punishment is needed… no… required… and I intend to give you the full scope of what I am made of…”

[marm-alade-power]

[As the shadows wrapped around its stomach, It began coughing- Like it could distinctly feel its organs moving in its own body, It couldn't stop thinking about something like that happening again. Soon, It gagged a bit- With a drop of blood coming out of its mouth.]

"W-Well- Gh- I-..."

[By now, It could barely hold its head up- Most of its body had already gone limp from the pain, It couldn't keep holding eye contact anymore.]

"W-What.. Are you waiting for.... C..Coward?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You continue to desire death…”

Bezaliel makes sure that his shadows don’t break your skin, but he does want them beneath your feathers, this is punishment and torture for all you’ve done… he desires to have you feel the correct pain, nothing too excessive, yet at the same time, nothing too lenient…

“…Such a thing would be too merciful to you… and do you know why..?”

The Supreme Angel kept his piercing gaze on you at all times, constantly debating whether or not now was the right time to unleash his other self, Bartzabel, or not… yes, he was furious… but it didn’t seem like the right time… it was too soon…

“…Because neophytes like you, Marmalade… do not deserve the easy way out, at all… you must suffer for what you did… not die from it… understood..?”

[marm-alade-power]

[It let out another weak chuckle, At this point, This wasn't the first time someone had said the same thing. It simply sounded.. Tired, This time.]

"....Of course. A-As if I didn't suffer enough..."

[Its eyes closed, Like it was trying to die on purpose by now. Slowly, its breathing became weaker, With a soft light growing around its body for a split second. Marmalade's expression slightly changed, Seemingly upset at the fact that dying just didn't work- But it didn't stop trying, As if dying on purpose was even possible to begin with. Crying while whispering softly, It couldn't do anything but beg for death.]

"Please.. Pleasepleaseplease..."

[marm-alade-power]

The shadows around you begin to twist aggressively as you lay in your cage, something has been enraged, something or someone… of a higher power. It doesn’t take long for your surroundings to be completely shrouded in shadows, a low droning noise echoing all around… whispers and shouts… an untamable horror has come for you.

@shadow-of-the-father

[Something about the shadows stood out to it, Not in the sense that it was fear- But it almost felt like.. Dying. For a brief moment, It almost felt a bit relieved to see it happen- But it didn't last long, For what followed was only those strange sounds surrounding it everywhere.] [It stayed on the floor, Turning to their side- As if it could simply ignore the noise, Yet it wouldn't stop the noises. Their breathing became a bit heavier, A sense of dread slowly consuming its thoughts- Like dying was suddenly scary, for once.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You…”

A voice echoed out from all directions, it was low, dark, and definitely enraged… yet no one could be seen, at least, not at the present moment, but you could definitely sense a presence… someone was there, inside the shadows… which one..? It was impossible to tell

“…Never once would I have thought that a Power could be so brutal… yet here I am… being proven wrong…”

A white light can be seen within one of the shadows, it looked like an eye, yet no being formed… the atmosphere was getting more intense… suffocating… where was this entity..? And who was it..?

“…I am going to enjoy this…”

( @marm-alade-power )

[marm-alade-power]

[Despite how it could feel its own heartbeat increasing, It wouldn't move away from its position. It did try to glance over to see who was there, But upon realizing it couldn't even see it- It couldn't be bothered to search anymore.] "I'm sure I could name one power who's more brutal than me.." [It muttered under its breath, Somehow it still felt anger towards Verchiel- It could never let go from the events that led to this moment. Yet again, Its fear wasn't enough to make it move out of its position. It lied upon the floor, Keeping its head low.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You speak of Verchiel… but she is in no way as willingly psychotic as you…”

The voice seems to become even darker, filled with malice, could this being have some kind of connection with the aforementioned Power..? The droning noises along with disembodied whispers got louder as the presence grew more pronounced

“…I watched… I saw everything… my judgement is far from clouded… I know who to blame… I know who threw the first stone…”

Suddenly, shadows reached out and began to not only wrap around your limbs, but also tug on them, slowly… yet painfully… your muscles aching with each tug… and that’s when a figure emerged, a Supreme Angel with pitch black wings wearing tattered red robes adorned with golden armor…

“…And that would be you… Marmalade…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It tries to fight back against the shadows, But of course, Tugging back would do no good. It could already feel the pain not just from their limbs- But the rest of its body as well, As their injuries were far from healed.] "G-Great, Another one of Verchiel's bodyguards! W-What now? You're gonna say I hurt your 'daughter'?" [While it tried to sound sassy in its reply, It clearly couldn't stop the pain from taking over- It squirmed a bit, Before getting tired again.] "You know... For someone who 'saw everything', You really don't sound like you've seen my side of the story..."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

The Supreme Angel didn’t answer, he refused to give you the information that you wanted, this time… he’d remain in control of how everything would play out, he was the puppeteer, he was The Watcher…

“…I saw… but Verchiel was not acting of her own volition… unlike you… her psyche is fractured… what you faced was something she could not control… the real her was unconscious…”

Bezaliel continued to command his shadows to pull at your limbs, approaching slowly, his golden face armor and halved halo shining with a holy light… you could tell that this Supreme Angel was not fallen… he still remained among the ranks of those on high…

“…What made you think that she was in control… Marmalade..? Have you ever stopped to think that maybe… just maybe… something had gone wrong..? No… you definitely did not… for all you care about is saving your own skin…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its body was shaking, Even the smallest tug would force its other injuries to let out more pain. And yet, It laughed- A wheezy and pained laughter that could barely hide its pain.]

"I-I don't believe it... Y-You're just like everybody else....."

[Tears were already streaming down its face, As it laughed more and more. Before eventually going completely silent, Its tone becoming colder within seconds.]

"Am I Genuinely in the wrong here? Am I going crazy? WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK THESE BANDAGES ARE COVERING?! HAVE YOU SEEN WHAT SHE'S DONE? HAVE YOU EVEN FUCKING SEEN ME!?-"

[Just yelling took too much effort, Making it cough a bit-]

"S-Sure... Fine.. I guess I should just- Forgive and forget! After all, Her poor soul would never dare to hurt a fly...."

"H-Honestly.. If 'not being in control' is a good excuse to be forgiven... Why does that not apply to me? Do you actually think I control myself? Or do you just believe I'm some sort of.. U-Unforgivable monster? D-Do you think I... Want to hurt others..?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…I told you before… I saw everything… the shadows are where I lurk… where I reside…”

Bezaliel continued to approach slowly, his pure white right eye glowing while the vertical eye on his throat emoted his frustration, you could see how his left arm was… massive, blood red, clawed, and demonic…

“…I spoke with Verchiel… and she showed a strong desire to change… I know she is not exempt from what happened… but at least she feels regret… unlike you…”

The Supreme Angel commanded his shadows to continue tugging on your limbs as he watched, making sure everything was as calculated as it could be, he wasn’t one to easily give in when someone he cares about is being thrown under the bus so easily

“…Every time someone has tried to help you… Marmalade… you either run… or lash out… no willingness to change is ever shown… time and time again the opportunity has presented itself… and you flee like a pathetic bird…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It tried to focus its power in order to teleport away, Yet- Something was preventing it from even doing anything. It gasped for air after their attempts at escaping, How ironic it was to attempt to run as Bezaliel spoke of how it tends to flee.] "Nobody wants to help me... Even the one that helps me thinks I'm wrong..." "Y-You know... I wanted to apologize at first, But all I received was a near death experience. She didn't even want to hear my apology- And even if I did apologize, All I did was yell at her ONCE!! WHAT ABOUT THAT MEANS I SHOULD JUST DIE!?-" [Again, It tried to keep a smile on its face- As a way to hide away anything it might truly feel towards the situation. Its weak laughter only proved how little it cared about the other side of the story.] "A-All I wanted.. Was to not fucking die. Is it really so wrong...?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Archangel Cassiel offered you help… did he not..?”

Bezaliel was now towering over you fully, his pitch black wings puffed up and fully outstretched, it was beyond obvious just how frustrated he was with you… with your excuses…

“…And how did you respond..? By attacking and running… a kind being tried to shelter you… and yet that did nothing for your senseless behavior… you only have yourself to blame…”

The Supreme Angel flicked his right wrist and the shadows that held your limbs tightened their grips even more, there was no escape from this being… this Angel of Shadows… was he truly holy..? The light from his halved halo didn’t lie…

“…You took your frustrations out on one who was receiving the help she needed… Marmalade… do not think for a second that mercy will be shown… wanting to not die… does not give you the right to attempt to take the life of another… nothing justifies it…”

[marm-alade-power]

[As it felt the grip on its limbs tighten, It let out a pained noise- Shutting its eyes as the pain kept taking over its body.] "W-Why... Why is she always forgiven? I can also say I didn't mean it, I-I wasn't.. Trying to hurt anybody-" [For once, That smile was gone for a few moments. It looked around, Trying to examine the situation- Of course, It was in danger, But it almost seemed like it was thinking about something else... Like an idea popped into its mind.] "I-If you think I deserve punishment, Then that means Verchiel deserves one too. It's only fair that she takes some responsibility!- W-What? Are you seriously going to say that a simple 'sorry' is enough for what she's done!?"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…You were given many opportunities to say such things… to change your ways… to return to sanity…”

Bezaliel kneeled down in front of you, he pure white right eye practically piercing your soul, you could tell that he had no intentions of hearing any excuses, his mind was made up, nothing would change it

“…And yet you did not… you ran… never once found a reason to turn back and actively seek someone out… unlike Verchiel…”

The Supreme Angel’s voice was filled with malice, he truly couldn’t stand you, and all that you’ve done, usually he was much more willing to hear others out… but now? No such thing existed, not now…

“…Do not think for a second that I allowed her to walk away with just an apology, Marmalade… but as I have said… she showed true willingness to change… she is not like you… a coward who only attacks those who are weaker than them… I know your past…”

[marm-alade-power]

"Oh it's easy for you to forgive her....." [This time, It didn't try to move in any way. It kept staring right back at Bezaliel, In an attempt to look more confident in its own words. Despite how fast its heartbeat was going, It let out a breathy laugh before speaking again-] "You talk a lot for someone who claims he's been doing nothing but watch, I mean seriously- Who's really the coward here? The one who fights, Or the one who always watches from the sidelines?" "Perhaps that muzzle on your face is there for a good reason, I liked you more when you didn't talk." [Its smile only kept getting bigger, After throwing those weak insults- It spit in the direction of Bezaliel's face, Clearly, All it wanted was to piss him off. It began laughing, Occasionally coughing while doing so, As it tried to find every way to disrespect Bezaliel's authority.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Bezaliel didn’t respond, he refused to play into your delusions further, but the moment her heard you not only call him a coward but also refer to his golden face armor as a muzzle… his pitch black wings puffed up slightly…

“…I am no coward… I am the last holy member of a damned group known as The Watchers… it is my job to observe… to gather information… the shadows are my domain… as “The Shadow of God”… it is what I was created to do…”

The Supreme Angel was trying his best to remain calm, but as soon as you spat at him, he took a breath and grabbed your throat with his massive, blood red, clawed, and demonic left hand… a searing pain akin to Hellfire immediately surged through your body upon contact

“…Do you honestly think I am not a fighter, Marmalade..? I have had my fair share of battles over the eons of my life… ones you never would have survived… so I suggest you watch your words… lest you lose the ability to speak entirely…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Its laughter was cut short as soon as Bezaliel grabbed its neck, Not even a scream came out of its mouth- Tears were simply falling more and more from its eyes as it tried to squirm around. It kept gasping for air while struggling to speak, Most of the noises it let out were incomprehensible- As the pain was too unbearable to even allow it to form words.] "Y-You- Gh- I-...Nonono..- F-Fuck..-" [Still, With the bit of energy it had left- It tried to form a sentence, Most of its eyes kept rapidly turning to random directions. Until eventually, One eye had managed to keep its focus more on Bezaliel. Was it really trying to smile now again?] "I-Is... T-That- All you can do?-"

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…”

Once again, Bezaliel didn’t respond, instead he focused more heavily on keeping his grip tight on your throat, making sure that the searing Hellfire pain wouldn’t diminish, he was mad and you needed to know fully

“…You invoked my ire… all of this falls on you, not me… if only you decided to not make an attempt at Verchiel’s life… then you would not be in this situation…”

The Supreme Angel’s voice held a growl the more he spoke, it was obvious that he was done playing games with you, he wouldn’t hear any more of what you had to say… now? Torment and punishment was on his mind

“…Do you truly wish for me to unleash more of what I have… Marmalade..? Do you find this pain enjoyable..? How disgusting… I could tear you apart… right here, right now… but that would be an act of mercy… and I am not willing to show such a thing…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It kept trying to tease, However- Most of its words were completely incomprehensible this time, It could barely make noises at all. Only a few choked sounds as it started breathing heavily. Its body fighting to move itself anywhere, But to no avail.] [Its eyes wide open, As tears would fall down its face. The wings on its head were flapping rapidly, But began slowing down the more it felt its neck being choked by the fire- Like it was getting tired of attempting to escape. Its breath sounded as if it wanted to laugh again, Yet it could barely bring itself to do so. Still, There was an attempt to do so, As if this genuinely was what it wanted.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Now you decide to shut that beak of yours…”

The shadows that surround Bezaliel begin to move in a very erratic fashion, was something else hidden within them? It was clear that he had full control over each one, the shadows were his domain after all

“…This searing pain akin to Hellfire that you feel… blame The Council for cursing my left arm to begin with… I was not created with this… not that it matters to a neophyte like you…”

The Supreme Angel’s pitch black wings puffed up even more and began to extend outwards, a sign that he was more than just enraged… something was changing in him, yet you didn’t know what it could possibly be, Hell, you didn’t even know who he was to begin with

“…All bark… no bite… it seems as though when you are faced with a being higher than you… all that gall is lost… some high and mighty bastard you are… Marmalade… the shadows will become something worth fearing… I shall make sure of that…”

[marm-alade-power]

[Their pained sounds were slowly getting quieter, As its vision got blurry. It only kept breathing heavily, It could barely make out anything within the shadows. Its body could barely handle much more, Feeling lightheaded from the pain. It stared into Bezaliel's eyes for a moment, Somehow it was waiting for him to keep going.]

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Are you challenging me..?”

Bezaliel took the stare as an immediate challenge, hostility rising, with his pitch black wings fully outstretched, he removed his left hand from your throat slowly, making sure that the searing pain wouldn’t vanish instantly

“…This is a mistake you shall definitely regret… challenging a Watcher is the last thing you want to do… we are not known for backing down…”

The Supreme Angel realized he was beginning to lose control of his senses, something was taking over… a feeling from eons ago… and it was not connected to his other self, Bartzabel… a certain voice whispered in his mind… chills ran down his spine… it was the voice of his fallen sadistic leader…

“…As I stated before, Marmalade… mercy was never an option for you… just because my grip has eased does not mean that you are free… far from it… you will learn to fear me…”

[marm-alade-power]

[It desperately gasped for air, Forcing it to come back to its senses in an instant. It could still feel the pain on its neck, Yet it tried to keep that eye contact.] "W-Why'd you-.... Why'd you stop....?" [Their entire body was shaking, Feathers falling out while it kept breathing heavily- Coughing and wheezing as it wanted to laugh again. It knew exactly what it wanted, Every moment it was teasing was simply in hope that it could die from this.] "A-Are..-Are you-......scared to kill me?.."

[shadow-of-the-father]

“…Do you honestly think that is my only method of torture..?”

Bezaliel got on one knee and stared dangerously into your multiple eyes, his pure white right eye glowing a striking holy white, completely contrasting with not just the shadows… but everything he was doing…

“…If you think I am scared to kill the likes of you…”

The Supreme Angel commanded for his shadows to wrap around your stomach, restricting more of your movements… he wasn’t fucking around, if his gaze was anything to go by… something wasn’t right with him, but that didn’t matter to you

“Break it… unleash all that you are… traitor…”

“…Think again, Marmalade… I know exactly how to break your mind… body… and soul… do not think for a second that any of this will be painless… punishment is needed… no… required… and I intend to give you the full scope of what I am made of…”

[marm-alade-power]

[As the shadows wrapped around its stomach, It began coughing- Like it could distinctly feel its organs moving in its own body, It couldn't stop thinking about something like that happening again. Soon, It gagged a bit- With a drop of blood coming out of its mouth.]

"W-Well- Gh- I-..."

[By now, It could barely hold its head up- Most of its body had already gone limp from the pain, It couldn't keep holding eye contact anymore.]

"W-What.. Are you waiting for.... C..Coward?"