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i am very very very busy with school; but i’m always rping yoko over on kik and text. it’s easier for me since i can do it right from my phone and it doesn’t require formatting; i’d love to have some more threads on those mediums, so if anyone’s interested, just drop me a message !
“ and i cried. i cried for the death of our life together. i cried for all the things that could have been, that now would never be. i would never look upon him as an old man, grey and bent in his chair. i would never again hear the sound of his gentle breath in the middle of the night. and i would never feel his flesh against mine; never, ever again. “
starter call ;;
Happy Birthday to John and Sean Lennon!
October 9, 1980: Birthday cake celebrating John’s 40 and Sean’s 5.
You are made of stardust and galaxies and I love you. Send this to your ten favorite people on this website. ❤
You are made of stardust and galaxies and I love you. Send this to your ten favorite people on this website. ❤
dreamcrboy ;;
“ happy birthday my LOVE, i’m your angel -- “
a long road to hoe ;;
@dreamcrboy ;;
they don’t leave the house much, anymore. which is alright; really, honestly alright. but yoko does find herself becoming restless every few weeks -- quickly cured by a pop to the market or a long walk by the harbor. perhaps as the years roll on, she’ll begin to venture further from their estate -- but it’s only been a year. yoko is content for now.
it’s so EASY to shop here. the town is so small, so devoid of the hustle and bustle of new york city. mrs. lennon had never been so delighted than when the locals lost their fleeting fascination with the family. not that they were ever very bold, anyhow. now they didn’t bat a STRAY eye at yoko when she stopped to debate between the kix and the grapenuts.
“ john. “
the woman bends down to her husband’s armchair, lips pressing into to a temple in the hopes of rousing him enough to take in a few bits of information. it was already a fiasco to quell the former musician in the face of her departure; if she were to allow him to wake to an unexplained absence, well. . .
“ john, darling, wake up. “
life with the lions ;;
❛ i want to. as long as ye’re in ‘ere i’m going to be in ‘ere too. ❜
he couldn’t leave yoko here all by herself. just the thought of even doing so made his insides churn with disgust. she needed him & he needed her equally, & so he was going to make sure everything else was put aside for the time being: beatles, family, living – all of it.
his calloused digits extended to reach yoko’s, but he doesn’t make her pull him over when they connect. instead, he takes a few steps towards her himself & sits himself next to her slowly, being cautious of his every move as he does this. john doesn’t want to do anything to worsen the already bad situation.
❛ i love ye, mother. ❜
“ as i love YOU, dearest. “
the woman reaches up to clasp lithe fingers about lennon’s nape, gently pulling him downward to shield her from the metaphorical peanut gallery. she allows her senses to be filled with his being; the only thing holding her afloat amidst the current sea of chaos and hate.
“ -- it’ll be FINE. ”
and yoko isn’t sure who she’s trying to convince. john or herself. either way, her grip tightens evermore.
“ you and i will be fine. “
HELLO FRIENDS ! this is the official announcement for my impending hiatus. as many of you know, i am joining the armed forces and i will be leaving for boot camp very soon !this means that i will be on a temporary hiatus starting august 2nd until the first OR second week of october. i don’t have a way of knowing an exact date yet; but of course, i will be back, so expect me around that time !
if you’d like to write to me whilst i’m away, please feel free to send me a message so that you can receive that information ! { i’m going to keep that offer exclusive to mutuals and those i’ve had ooc interactions with. } i am not sure when i’ll be getting to my para rps; i may not get the chance to do them before i go, considering i am EXTREMELY busy with paperwork, workouts and general worrying irl right now before i ship. but i WILL be doing small threads, im’s and such up until i leave !
i’m going to miss you all so much; here’s to hoping i make it out alive !
tagging those who might miss me when i’m gone ~ ; @dreamcrboy, @ladiesofthestrings, @xnowhere-man, @how-i-won-the-war, @kyokiis, @sxurmilksea, @p-aulie, @forthriight
life with the lions ;;
❛ okay. ❜
after that left the tip of his tongue, john took to standing silent in the middle of the room. his almond shaped hues stared out the partially covered window, both of them lacking the emotion that swirled so violently inside of him as they looked on at the earth below. his digits were tucked away in his large, brown fur coat, & his mind was drowning with toxic thoughts that he didn’t bother to shove away. he wanted to grieve, though he hadn’t lost anything quite yet.
the loss that dared come upon the new couple seemed inevitable to john. anything & everything he loved with his whole being always seemed to leave him before he got to say goodbye – before he wanted to say goodbye – & this time, he wanted to be prepared. the fetus that was growing inside of yoko was all john wanted, & with his whole being he loved it, so it was only correct that he wouldn’t ever get to see it grow. whatever made life work, (perhaps it was a god, he didn’t know, still), seemed to find it just that john never reach the happiness that dangled so closely to his figuratively elongated digits. it hated him, whatever it was, & he’d begun to wonder if he really was worthy of such contempt.
❛ i’ll stay ‘ere with ye until then, ❜ voiced john finally, after many moments of silence. his gaze shifted over to his lover, & an frown etched it’s way into his features – the only sign of emotion that had been shown on them in a bit. ❛ i’ve got t’ call the guys, but ‘m sure they’ll under- stand. ❜
“ you don’t have to stay if you don’t want to, john. i doubt this hospital would be very stimulating to you. “
and heaven help the staff if a restless, bored john lennon were to wreak havoc inside their white-washed sterile walls. nevertheless, yoko is thankful he’s willing to stay; it makes her pain much more bearable, knowing she isn’t alone.
a hand extends to usher the beatle closer, concerned by the sour look upon the man’s features. the concern, the unsettledness, is premature -- and yoko would prefer to leave those emotions for their future selves to deal with.
“ come here. come sit. let me hold you. “
life with the lions ;;
cont. from here ;;
“ JOHN. “
it’s not a normal occurrence for yoko to find irritation in john’s willful ignorance. but this is DIFFERENT; it would seem that her ability to coddle and soothe was lacking, now that her heart was BREAKING.
but she’s able to catch herself. there’s no point in being upset with him -- what good would that do ? this wasn’t john’s fault. maybe it’s better to redirect her anger at the universe --
“ it just means -- that i have to stay here. until the baby is born. “
because in reality, nothing had happened yet. but. . . with yoko’s track record of conception, and all the symptoms presenting, she may as well be a TICKING TIME BOMB.
“ it’ll be alright. okay ? “
Sometimes I wonder if we made a mistake. What if we weren’t supposed to let each other go? What if it was a test… and we failed?
Ranata Suzuki (via ranata-suzuki)
Because when I lost you, I lost myself.
(via smoking-black-world)
hello, happiness ;;
pain flowed throughout john like blood did, making each movement feel like the last one. he wanted to scream every time he shifted even just a bit, but he didn’t want to startle yoko or the staff, for he feared it would prolon- ged everything he needed so desperately right now. now more than ever john felt he needed to be surrounded by those who loved him. he craved reassurance & begged for love, despite his lips saying nothing of it & his eyes remaining practically vacant of emotion. deep down, through all the pain & misery, john was still the same old needy john, even if he didn’t look it; no bullet would ever puncture that.
❛ i’d luv t’ call them, especially mimi. i need to know ‘ow me cats are.❜
there it was, his sense of humor. though it wasn’t nearly as fast & good as usual, it was still there, coming out of his lips. a couple of minutes ago he wouldn’t have ev- en imagined cracking a joke, but he’d done it & it felt like progress. slow progress, nearly slug speed, but progress nonetheless, & that was good enough to make the ends of his twin-flesh turn upwards into a weak smile. that & yoko’s digits, which were trailing across his skin. they felt so nice & warm on his flesh, like a little bit of home was touching him or something like that.
❛ i luv ye yoko, i luv ye so much. ❜
“ i’m sure she’d like that -- she’s called too, of course. says she misses your weekly CHATS. “
ono struggles along with their small talk, eyes downcast as lennon professes his love for her -- and any other time she would enjoy it, but like a spooked filly, yoko shakes her head. her nerves raw, it sounds too FINAL for ono’s tastes.
“ i know you do, john -- you don’t have to tell me. i know. i love you more. “
the foreshortened asian reaches across john’s chest to lay her palm against his heart -- but hesitates, thinking better of it at the last second, lest she aggravate the wound just inches away. the bullet wound that missed lennon’s HEART by mere centimeters. just a fraction to the right, and he wouldn’t be here. but, it just happened to miss.
as if it was meant to be.
“ -- i can’t live in this world without you. “
yoko is certain her heart will still along with his, when the time finally comes. when the universe calls them to a higher understanding. but hopefully, that won’t be for a long, LONG, time.
“ i can’t. “
