I'll start to wonder if this was the thing to do

Alex Marshall. 26. Married. Guitarist, pianist, producer. Terribly indecisive. Jaimee is literally the only person I can depend on at any given time and I love her more than anyone else on this planet. {RP; Not actually Marshall}

[fiona-halliday]

The mysteries of a seal - both elegant and a fat tub of lard, hard to pin down!  From my Stuffy the Newspaper Duck piece

[marshallmallowfluff]

I just realized today that The Cab really doesn’t exist anymore.

I left ages ago and started my own thing but realizing that it’s actually dead once and for all?

It stirs up something weird in my chest and I don’t know how I feel about it but I haven’t been able to make a decision all day.

[marshallmallowfluff]

I feel different lately.

I feel....

Really good.

Really confident?

I feel like I can breathe easier living in my (our!!!!!) own space.

Especially when Jaimee is still just a door or two down.

[ohloveme]

the cab - lovesick fool 

[blue-bell-the-van]

[girlikaros]

Cameron Montgomery + Alex Marshall

[jaimeestanek]

is this bathroom cute or is it just me

[marshallmallowfluff]

both but you’re definitely cuter than the bathroom

[aeostyle-deactivated20181213]

Street to sport ready #AEOSTYLE. Shop our Men’s Any/Wear collection now at AE.com.

[volk-morya]

Sea Lion Pup on Beach by Dennis Grant

[marshallmallowfluff]

Today I spend three hours trying to decide what to eat for lunch and Zoe found me curled up in my room sobbing an hour after that.  Some days it is just so hard.

I actually still haven’t eaten, to be honestly.  I just start to worry and it’s over literally nothing.

[umyeahimwithdaband]

[huffpost]

[wandurlusting]

[jaimeestanek]

[olli-dressler-deactivated202109]

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[marshallmallowfluff]

I haven’t written a journal since May.  Yikes.

Cam and I are all settled into our apartment and things are going really well.  I think it really helps to have Jaimee so close.  Between her and Cam, I feel like I can take on the world.

I’ve been trying to make some sort of decision every day, even if it’s just what I should eat for breakfast, on my own.  Some days take longer than others, but it’s better than asking Jaimee or Cam any time I want to do something.

I still text them asking but I try not to do it as often.  Sometimes it works, and it takes me less than an hour to decide on something, but some days it takes me upwards of three hours to make a decision.

My therapist says that’s still progress though, so I’m going to take it.

[marshallmallowfluff]