someday i'm gonna break free ;

MARSHALL DONOVAN MARSHALLS Welcome to my little space on here. My name is Marshall Marshalls (yes that's my real name, my husband is a fuck) and I'm the claim advisor at Horizons College. I'm here to help the students when they take steps to their claims and teach them everything they need to know. I'm happily married to my best friend, and I'm a Dominant, so I'll answer to Sir or Professor Marshalls. Any questions, don't be scared to ask.

[marshallmarshalls]

PRIVATE TO EVERYONE EXCEPT DEAN GONZALEZ:

[deangrace-blog]

 Be aware that if we happen to discover records of the names of any students engaging in inappropriate activity, we will have to take the proper disciplinary actions against not only those students but also the teachers who encourage it. 

That said:  I think it’s admirable that you have the best interests of all of our students at heart, Mr. Marshalls.

[marshallmarshalls]

Well luckily there won’t be any records of the Switches (students or other teachers) appearing in the class. Though I’ll happily accept any punishment that could potentially come my way because of this.

They’ve gotta know people are on their side, that’s all.

[marshallmarshalls]

PRIVATE TO EVERYONE EXCEPT DEAN GONZALEZ:

[bephoebe-blog]

You’re amazing, Sir, and I thank you wholeheartedly for standing up for Switch visibility in a time when we need it most! I refuse to be reduced to merely my submissive side; especially when it’s the Dominant classes that I could most benefit from. Obviously no one even thought about that possibility when they assigned us to these classes; they just shunted us all to the submissive classes as though we’re only meant to be but one part of our full identity. 

Thank you for allowing us this opportunity! 

[marshallmarshalls]

Of course, Miss Berry. I’m glad you’ll be attending and hopefully it’ll help you and get back on track with how things are supposed to be. If I do anything to help, please don’t hesitate to ask.

[marshallmarshalls]

PRIVATE TO EVERYONE EXCEPT DEAN GONZALEZ:

[switchingsarah]

While a part of me is worried about it and the consequences, the other part is saying: ‘what the hell’, so I will attend to the Dominant remedial class. You’re amazing, Sir Marshall, thank you for helping us out. I definitely do need those classes.

[marshallmarshalls]

I’ll take whatever consequences occur if it happens, but i’m trusting that all who attend my remedial classes will know better than to tell on something that shouldn’t even need to be told on in the first place. I’m looking forward to seeing you there, Miss Berry.

[marshallmarshalls]

PRIVATE TO EVERYONE EXCEPT DEAN GONZALEZ:

[thelittlestariel-blog]

I knew you were super awesome, Sir. I think I might like to come actually. I haven’t been in a very… Dominant headspace lately. Maybe it could help. 

[marshallmarshalls]

Please feel free too, Miss Porter. I suggest also doing scenes that involve you being the Dominant. I don’t want your dominant side to be on the backburner because of these classes.

[marshallmarshalls]

PRIVATE TO EVERYONE EXCEPT DEAN GONZALEZ:

It’s taken me a bit of time debating and being on the fence about this matter, but I think it’s time I finally... do something about this. As you all are aware, I’m in charge of teaching the Dominant remedial class, and while I’m absolutely okay with the class being required to take, my concern is that no Switches are allowed in the class or on the roster. However, I’m making that change to make sure Switches are getting both classes.

While I can’t put your names on the roster without getting into trouble, I will turn a blind eye if Switches happen to sneak into the class to learn. I’m leaving this post open to the Dominants as well in hopes they will turn a blind eye to any Switches coming to this remedial class as well.

This... blind eye will be starting next remedial lesson.

[tristanmarshalls]

PRIVATE + HUSBANDOS

[tristanmarshalls]

Kids rush into things so easily. I just don’t want them getting hurt more than they already have.

I haven’t, no. I have to figure out things. There’s not complications or anything like that but I’m still… worried. I want her to like me, Marshall. She’s important to me. I’m so happy.

I’m not a teacher. That’s why it’s weird. I’m not really good at this teaching ordeal.

[marshallmarshalls]

I wouldn’t have signed them off on the claim if I didn’t think they were ready. So having them both come to me to annul it was a big shock -- and then everything that happened with Max the other day was just frightening because it’s obvious that them doing it was a disaster. And from what I can see she’s not doing too great either.

I don’t think her liking you will ever be a problem, babe. It’s kind of been a thing for a very long time and knowing that you have someone who is there to fill in all those parts makes me happy as your husband and best friend.

You’re great. So much better than you think. You wouldn’t have gotten hired by Miguel if he didn’t think so.

[tristanmarshalls]

PRIVATE + HUSBANDOS

[tristanmarshalls]

Hey, they’re all going to be okay. You and Trinity got through stuff. I know it’s different but still, if your son can get through this, so can Maxim and Kitty’s children. And Rhiannon. It’s a mess but it’ll be solved.

Honestly, I hate that I can’t take yours because conflict of interest or whatever. It’d be more interesting if I got to watch you.

I’m worried I’m not doing enough for Delaney. I’m worried I’m doing this teaching stuff wrong. I’m not a teacher, I’m an actor and a director.

[marshallmarshalls]

It’s different. Trinity had you -- you were always kind of his dad. Gabrielle got sick right after he was born. I wish they didn’t annul their claim. It’s just going to make things harder for them when he gets home and they fix things like I know they will.

Just keep going and do what they say. I don’t want any problems.

Have you talked to Delaney? Because from what I can tell, there haven’t been any complaints and you two seem like a good match. Are you happy? Babe, you’re a great teacher. You’re teaching something you’ve known for years, you can’t fuck that up.

[tristanmarshalls]

PRIVATE + HUSBANDOS

[tristanmarshalls]

The McWilde sitch? Or the law change? Has it been really bad?

I’m alright. Not as drained as you, but still worried about my students and whatnot. Not to mention the class is very… frustrating.

[marshallmarshalls]

A mix of both. This situation is now affecting three people and the two children involved even if one is stuck in the hospital for four more months. The law change is the law change. We’ve been through many of those. I hate the class, everyone hates the class.

Mm, tell me about your worries, Tristan. You know it helps to talk about them.

[tristanmarshalls]

PRIVATE + HUSBANDOS

[tristanmarshalls]

We’re liberals living the conservative life. I guess it is pretty confusing, huh?

Yeah, you’re right. You’re right. I know I can’t have everyone. Are you doing alright, though? We haven’t had a heart to heart in awhile.

[marshallmarshalls]

I’m... slightly stressed from recent events I’ve had to deal with because of work. But otherwise I’m doin’ alright.

You doin’ good, babe?

[tristanmarshalls]

PRIVATE + HUSBANDOS

[tristanmarshalls]

Yeah, but… I’m never going to replace you no matter what, silly.

Does she think you’re cheating on me or something?! Cause she’s H-O-T. Like, I’d bang her if you weren’t. :P

[marshallmarshalls]

I know that, and I’m never replacing you. I’m glad you’re happy though, babe.

I dunno. We’re kinda not your typical situation. Hey, hey. You can’t get everyone, Tristan.

[tristanmarshalls]

PRIVATE + HUSBANDOS

@marshallmarshalls

So, Mister, tell me about your love life. How’s everything going? Are you dating my replacement yet? :P

[marshallmarshalls]

Your replacement? Says the man with an actual girlfriend.

I don’t know. She doesn’t really... know what dating in a sense of what being with someone who has a husband means so we’re kinda taking it day by day.

[fcknmaxim]

[from marshall] PM: how are you doing, son?

PM: I dunno. Not well. If you knew you had to do something, but you were scared of the outcome- like having your submissive go through withdrawals because you wouldn’t be around but it’s for their own safety- what would you do?

I also don’t want to break the law but I feel like.. I sorta gotta.

[fcknmaxim]

PM: Well yeah, but still. It just.. I dunno. Struck me weird.

Well, what about how people view you?

[marshallmarshalls]

PM: I’m the claim advisor. People can’t view me that weird if they’re letting me advise their claims and shit.

Except the conservative fuckers. They get a little judgmental but eh. I know I’ll get a claim again.

[fcknmaxim]

[from marshall] PM: how are you doing, son?

PM: I dunno. Not well. If you knew you had to do something, but you were scared of the outcome- like having your submissive go through withdrawals because you wouldn’t be around but it’s for their own safety- what would you do?

I also don’t want to break the law but I feel like.. I sorta gotta.

[fcknmaxim]

PM: Thanks, I just.. don’t have a good relationship with people who claim me as their son so.. yeah.

Um..

Does having a strike effect you majorly?

[marshallmarshalls]

PM: Well you’re not my son. You’re someone I care about and want the best for.

In what ways? If you mean getting back in your claim, sometimes. More often than not if you talk to an advisor and counselor.

[fcknmaxim]

[from marshall] PM: how are you doing, son?

PM: I dunno. Not well. If you knew you had to do something, but you were scared of the outcome- like having your submissive go through withdrawals because you wouldn’t be around but it’s for their own safety- what would you do?

I also don’t want to break the law but I feel like.. I sorta gotta.

[fcknmaxim]

PM: I don’t like names like son or kid, so I was trying to get you to stop. My parents are jackasses and I’d rather not someone else try to push that on me.

I.. I mean yeah. You’re right. I really needed my Domme but she was pregnant and I didn’t want to put more stress on her. I knew what stress did for her and.. and.. I dunno.

Yeah, we did.

[marshallmarshalls]

PM: My apologies then, Max.

And I’m sure she needed you. It was... an unfortunate timing and twists of events and I think the outcome would’ve been the same.

You two will be just fine. Give yourself some time at this facility. Get your head back on straight and have a heart to heart with Miss Wilde. It’ll all fall into place. I promise you two are not the first case i’ve dealt with like this.

[fcknmaxim]

[from marshall] PM: how are you doing, son?

PM: I dunno. Not well. If you knew you had to do something, but you were scared of the outcome- like having your submissive go through withdrawals because you wouldn’t be around but it’s for their own safety- what would you do?

I also don’t want to break the law but I feel like.. I sorta gotta.

[fcknmaxim]

PM: I wouldn’t put it past me, buddy. I never got to really be a little kid for long.

Pft. I doubt that. She doesn’t even know how to talk to me and trust me to take care of her.

[marshallmarshalls]

PM: Buddy, huh?

Well from what I can tell from an expert point of view, it seems like that’s where you both falter. But you also said that you have been busy, so maybe that also had some affect in her not talking to you. Busy leads to stress, and if you’re stressed the common reaction is to not want to add stress and vice versa. If she’s stressed, you don’t want to add stress when you’re needing her.

She said that you two had a good scene the other night. Is that true?

[fcknmaxim]

[from marshall] PM: how are you doing, son?

PM: I dunno. Not well. If you knew you had to do something, but you were scared of the outcome- like having your submissive go through withdrawals because you wouldn’t be around but it’s for their own safety- what would you do?

I also don’t want to break the law but I feel like.. I sorta gotta.

[fcknmaxim]

PM: Maybe I don’t deserve good. I’m sorta a monster, pal.

Okay. Well, as long as it’s not the hospital. I don’t… What if I’m never ready to see her?

[marshallmarshalls]

PM: Fun fact, kid. Everyone has a little bit of a monster in them. But everyone is also just a scared little kid hiding behind the monster because they don’t know what the fuck they’re doing.

You will be. Because eventually your body is going to crave her again and you’ll need your Domme more than ever. As you’re aware, those kind of withdrawals are the worst, but luckily for you this time, I’m pretty sure Miss Wilde will be right there waiting to take care of you.

[fcknmaxim]

[from marshall] PM: how are you doing, son?

PM: I dunno. Not well. If you knew you had to do something, but you were scared of the outcome- like having your submissive go through withdrawals because you wouldn’t be around but it’s for their own safety- what would you do?

I also don’t want to break the law but I feel like.. I sorta gotta.

[fcknmaxim]

PM: I resent myself more than I resent Kitty. I should have done more. I should have known. I was just so fucking busy all the time and– and I just.. I hate that I didn’t do more. I know you also don’t know– I mean you do know, but like you don’t know personally how drastically my life has changed me. Like, I struggle a lot more than the average human with normal fucking tasks because I went through 8 years of something I thought was solid and now I fucking second guess my damn self all the fuckin’ time.

Like… suicide watch or some shit? This is why I was looking at a treatment facility center thing because I don’t want to be holed up in a god damn hospital like Adelaide. But I guess ultimately it’s gonna feel the same, huh?

I definitely don’t want to see Kitty if I got put in a fuckin’ hospital,, man. No way. She’d know I couldn’t take care of myself and I don’t want to guilt her either.

I.. Okay. Don’t put her on any of that shit. Just.. I’ll make sure to get her to know it’s okay if she has to submit to someone else.

[marshallmarshalls]

PM: Believe it or not, you’re still healing from your past and unfortunately it’s put a damper on a good relationship that you had. But trust me when I say that you’re going to be fine, son. I honestly and fully believe that. 

Well... it will be the facility center. But it’s going to feel like a hospital. It’s going to help out your depression, your worries, your struggles and bring you to hopefully a more solid standpoint in your life and when you’re ready to see Miss Wilde, I’ll bring her to you so you can. Sometimes all you need is that light to help shift you back on track, even when you had the light already and it got a little dim. They do come back when you get back to a good mental health place and you’re finally taking the initiative to get there. While your prior therapy was good... I think this will helpful in more ways.