First time poster, long time lurker
Ive been on tumblr for around... fuck man like 15 years? Maybe 14?
But I never posted, just reblogged and went on with my life
But I am, as a way to heal my inner child, will be posting OFTEN with stuff from random thoughts (normally with some gardening assistance), headcannons/au/short blurbs about fandoms I care about and a lot of 4/10 art!
I will edit this list as I need BUT heres a small list of fandoms/hyperfixations I will be posting about at some point!
Not in any real order than who comes to mind atm
-The Freak Circus (CURRENT MAIN SO I WILL BE POSTING ABOUT THIS TOMORROW AND IN THE COMING DAYS)
-Voltron (Always a fan here)
-ANYTHING King in Yellow
-Sonic (lowkey)
-Squishables (The company and plush lol)
-DND (PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASE)
-THE MAGNUS ARCHIVE (plEASE PLEASEPLEASEPLAES)
-VRChat (listen ok-)
-Old Tech
-Cryptids
-Various Anime
-uhhhhhh The Wii???
-Damn I really got nothing else rn
haiiii my loves >:3 you all know me for me smut writing, but envy also adores horror so YAYY you all get an OC horror blurb (also why prt 4 of 81 degrees isnt out yet- i keep leaning horror with it TwT)
WARNINGS: MDNI, horror, me and @marstato son finn, amputation, hypnosis, torture kinda, slighttt tiny itty bitty emetophobia warning, blood blood blood. pretty tame as far as horror goes but. yknow. still bloody
WC: ~1k
for context: finn is monster boy who doesn't KNOW about other monsters. hes a sea monster so he doesn't need human meat like the others, so when he goes to the circus with some coworkers and gets given a black ticket he gets really confused. he goes into the black tent and then. well. you'll see.
The tent was nearly pitch black inside, something no human could comfortably see anything in. Even Finn had to take off his glasses, his eyes adjusting quickly as he looked around.ย
His gaze was drawn to the stage in the center of the room. On it stood a man- no, not a man, not as far as he could tell- a thing clad in violet. The skin on its face and hands was dark, echoing the color of a moonless night, the color fading into an ivory shade the closer it got to its torso only to disappear under the violet suit vest it was clad in. A long appendage trailed behind it, the pseudo-tail covered in five distinct segments only to curl at its barb-tipped end. Its hair was long and sleek, the same violet-hue of its clothes as it framed that ink-dark face. Two slits were in the place a nose should be, sharp teeth emerging from its grinning mouth, eyes slanted much like that of a scorpion, sporting a smaller set just above the other two.ย
Those eyesโฆ they glowed an ominous lavender, piercing into what was clearly its prey, keeping them immobile with nothing more than a glance. Theโฆ thing glanced out into the crowd- the crowd that was now void of their coverings. Sharp, grinning teeth seemed to corner Finn at every angle, mirroring the two razor-sharp rows in his own mouth. These however seemed more sinister, ready to tear into anything that moved too fast, breathed too heavy; anything whose heart raced just a bit too quickly to be called excitement.ย
โHello my starving little monsters!โ the thing on stage called out. It glanced at its prey, motioning with two fingers to bow. They did so without expression, a blank look in their eyes behind the grinning mask. Once they were on their hands and knees, the monsterโs grin returned, one foot stepping on their back so it could strike a heroic pose. โAre you ready for dinner and a show?โ it asked, sick joy evident in its tone.ย
The crowd around Finn cheered. A clicking sound chimed in next to Finn, who glanced over only to see ant-like mandibles jeering in time with the crowd. Finn flinched away on instinct, his gaze drawing back to the stage as he heard muffled cries.ย
A woman was thrust on stage by two workers clad in pink, identical to the ones walking the rest of the circus crowd. They pushed her forward, causing her to lose her balance as her knees hit the ground. She glanced out at the crowd, tears streaming down her face as she searched desperately for a face with any amount of compassion. Her eyes stopped on Finnโs, seeing his eyes wide with complete shock as he watched the scene in front of him unfold. Her cries grew louder as she jerked against the restraints binding her arms together, forced into a position that was no doubt tugging at the ligaments of her shoulders.ย
โLike a mouse caught in a glue trapโฆโ the monster on stage spoke. It stepped away from the entranced prey only to make its way over to the more interesting one. It gently pressed the heel of its boot against her chest, stepping forward as she was forced to lay back. The crowd clapped in excitement as she fell backwards. It continued pressing forward however, its grin sharpening as a pained shriek left her covered mouth. She shook her head in despair, more tears pouring down her face. The sharp heel of the monster's boot pressed in harder, harder, until the woman screamed out in pain.ย
โDo you know what rats caught in glue traps tend to do, my precious doll?โ the monster purred out. She shook her head, her eyes squeezed shut. The monster hummed. A third worker came from behind a curtain, handing it a pair of large garden shears. It grabbed it delicately from the worker, and Finn watched them squirm away once the task was complete. His gaze turned back to the monster as it spoke again, its eyes glowing brighter than before. โWhen they get stuck, they chew their limbs off,โ it said. It leaned down, tracing the tip of the shears against the womanโs bound arms. The once cheering crowd had gone silent with anticipation, a quiet buzz filling the room as they waited excitedly for the nightmare to unfurl on the stage. โOh, but my dear mouse, it seems your mouth is not working!โ it called out. โDonโt worry, Iโll help you.โ
The womanโs scream was heard just moments before the crowdโs. The masses laughed, applauded, celebrated as the garden shears tore through the flesh of the woman's arm like butter. The bone remained intact, causing the monster to bear down the shears again, tearing another scream from the womanโs throat. Finally, after a third attempt, the bone snapped, the womanโs arm tearing off and rolling towards the edge of the stage. Blood rushed out of the wound, pooling quickly on the wood beneath her. Members of the crowd closer to the stage reached forward with hungry hands, some gathering the severed arm, others pawing at the blood, letting it coat their skin in sticky rivulets as they brought it to their mouths. The rest of the crowd simply watched, entertained by the show and content knowing they would get their maw on the womanโs other limbs in due time.ย
At first, Finn didnโt react. He felt nothing but shock, closing his throat and cementing his body in place as he could do nothing but helplessly watch the writhing figure on the stage. It took several moments for the fear to settle in, the weight of his terror crashing into him all at once. All he could manage was a gasp, bringing a shaking hand up to his mouth as bile burned the back of his throat.ย
His gaze returned to the monster, the scream trapped in his lungs forcing its way out seeing those lavender pools locked on him. The monster walked calmly to the back of the stage, never once breaking eye contact with Finn. He quickly ran out of the tent, his heart beating wildly in his chest as he searched for somewhere, anywhere he could flee to.ย
this is how he feels about this bullshit thats now gonna send his life down a whole new path because wym hes not the only one like this?? WYM THEY EAT PEOPLLEE??? JUST EAT SOME SQUID ITS JUST AS YUMMY
Who are youโฆ why are you suddenly in my feed???? WHOS FINN??????
-A VERY confused anon (Iโll change this to my normal one later)
NCDSOJNFCSDN HI THEREEEE WELCOME INNNNN
Im Mar! I dont know what else to say there!!
TLDR, Finn is an oc for the visual novel The Freak Circus, he is simply a little sea monster man who in his canon, is shipped with Harlequin
BUT
a few anons really wanna bone and i find it so so funny!
I dunno why im suddenly in your feed but stick around if you wanna! But if not I still appreciate you stopping by bc this made me giggle a little
some of you anons need to start doing an emoji if you ask often so i know whos most down bad for this twink
hes had a handful of relationships in the past
most vv abusive but thats also because he had a very bad drug problem throughout the 1900s, worst was in the 80s where he genuinely did almost die but one human guy helped him out of an OD and they got really close
they started their healing journey together but once the guy had one grey hair and thats when finn ran
ive told envy that if that man was a monster, finn never would have joined the circus and would have stuck around
Harlequin reminded him a bit of himself from back then
someone who has been hurt and has a horrible coping mechanism
i say Finn brings out the best in Harley and makes him want to be better as Harley brings back out the more reckless side of finn, in a way making finn worse
But they meet eachother at their respective levels and are happy and safe and thats what matters to me
tldr he wont want you do be worse for him
hed want you to want to be better for yourself even if he has to help you get there
So Iโm in the server with you, just no way am I saying this on main, does Finn use a diva cup on his period and if so I need to take it like a shot please and thank you, see you in the server~
you are vile
whatever happened to hi how are you
nice to meet you
but no hes a period boxer kinda guy and just washes them regularly
The first post was just a test run, this is the real deal!
We have ironed out some of the bumps, we didn't expect so many people to join in such a short amount of time; but here we are!
The Traveling Circus (TTC)
TTC is an unoffical The Freak Circus server ran by myself, @4everinlimbo @littlecharmingenvy and @marstato
This server is fully catered to how you want to experience it. It has roles for each character so that you may only see certain or all of the troupe!The only exception to this is the black ticket role.
(We are working on it i promise)
This server have many different kinds of fans; artist, writers and just those who enjoy the two!
We also have a dedicated oc channel so that you may share you OCs and their lore! (The Pink Ticket)
Of course like all things TFC related, this server is 18+ we do not have identification verification, however we do require an introduction post or social media plugs. The only exception to this is if you have a member or moderator vet for you.
This is no fool proof way to protect the server against minors, but it's a start, and of course if you do suspect someone maybe a minor do tell staff.
NOT TFC RELATED BUT JUST AS IMPORTANT TO MY SOULLL
(sorry i havent been posting finn stuff i AM planning with my ask box because theres like 10 of them but ive been thinking of a idea and ill share later)
I went to The Adventure Zone Story and Song book release last night and im so emotional
I dont have the storage on my phone to keep these videos as much as they mean something to me so my digital scrapbook it is
I met up with a VERY old cosplay friend who has no sense of anxiety and caught Justin Travis and then Clint at the back door
I got to tell him how much his choose joy monologue has shifted my perspective of life and he just was so soft and
โWell Ill tell you this, it was all my wife, it was her way of living, any soft moment from merle was from herโ and i almost cried
I did cry, just made it back to my car before i did
lowkey thinking about useing clints autograph for a โChoose Joyโ tattoo
