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actual question how does Keonho wipe his ass like pinky down Like I know itās funky in that dorm especially with Keonho and seonghyeon AND MARTIN they all be funky 100 percent
Itās harder to write then I thoughtš«”
#still working on sleep paralysis part 2
i dont think people f*cking understand how much i f*cking love martin. like he saved my f*cking life.
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Video cr: nikislight
LADY AND THE LOSERāMARTIN EDWARDS PARKšš
Main plot: you were adopted at a young age by a couple who believed they couldnāt make children of their own only to find out by the time your 18 they had a child whoās attention is surely only on their baby and the baby is coming on readers bday
(I also used my birthday but you can use yours in your head)
Warnings: Martin is called a tramp loser thug reader goes by reader by lady as a nickname cussing martin is a orphanage who is couch surfing make out trauma and fighting both physically and in words I donāt know the era this would be in but I think it would be like 60s or 2026 lowkey based on lady and the trap just more angst and dramatic and teenage
it was 11:58 September 18th in two minutes it gonna be your big day your turning eighteen and your parents are even there to see you become a adult but your adopted mother is in labor to your step sister you assume you kinda fell numb to it ever since they found out they been pregnant they either ignore you and act like you donāt exist or if you wanna hang out with them no lady we are to busy your mother is pregnant donāt be so needy
needy. needy. needy. Thatās what they always called you to their friends family itās always needy sheās been so needy lately we spoiled her rotten.
You snap out of your head as you looked at the clock 11:59 you hold the small cupcake you brought for yourself at the store and the candle you also brought yourself you lit it looked at the time at 12 you blew it out tears wet your cheeks slightly. You wipe them away
āhappy birthday to meā
you whisper in the quiet of your darkly dimmed room no one respond cause no was there.
the next morning you were asleep woken up by the sound of people shuffling in you go downstairs happily to see the baby oh⦠she was born the day after you⦠thatās cool.
you think
āMom Wanna go out maybe to a cafeā
ālady im busy isnāt it obvious fuck your so needy lately canāt read the room we have a baby you need to stop being a bratā
Hurt flashes tho your eyes quickly you swallow the lump in your throat
āyeah sorry mom.ā
you walk upstairs to see your dad heās in his office you walk over smiling
ādad wanna go to a restaurantā
āoh my lord this shit again lady Iām busy we have a baby now think of anyone beside your self your being needy againā
you sigh and force a smile forced
āsorry dad.ā
you walk to your room eyes stinging cheeks damp that evening you sit in your room then itās sunset everything is quick needy repeats in your head over and over again you grab your jacket a oversized jacket your only black mini shorts and a black tank top and basic black sneakers sambas or some shit you climb out your window gently you never done this you feel like the thugs your father warned you bout even tho your kinda the opposite.
your shoes hit the ground under you almost causing you to lose your balance but you caught yourself you walk itās almost dark know you been walking for a while when you finally snap out of your thoughts hearing whistles and you look around to see two men way to old to be cat calling a teen you walk faster trying to out distance between those two men.
eventually you hit a dead end you look around looking for away out this is why you dont sneak out you think to yourself the men caught ip
they were so close they had you corner the alcohol on their breath is sickening in this moment
āpretty thing thought she can run not knowing these streetsā
The other one snickers
ābimboā he snarls out
āplease guys leave me alone you want money i will give you money just stop..ā
You say scared and alert
āhey guys letās leave her alone your mom never taught you guys to leave woman alone?ā
a boy said blonde tall leanly muscular young your age
āmind ya business kidā
āyeah mind ya business trampā
the older men snarl out the alcohol on their breath making you tilt your head away
āAre you guys ever I dunno come up with anything else cause when I fight with men like you itās always kid tramp couch surfer be original for once now adays itās what 2026? And your in your 30s bugging a teen half your size and age is crazy to me.ā
the men roll their eyes taking a step to the boy pulling out a switchblade they eventually back off 6 minutes later you sigh deeply looking at the tall boy heās wearing a black Henley black baggy jeans black shoes and a black studded cuff bracelet a thug you think. Then you recognize his face he goes to your school he always eyes you like a dog but not in a rude way like a puppy wanting to reach out but keeps away cause they know they shouldnāt
āthanks tramp.ā You say
His face harden rolling his eyes
ādonāt call me that.ā
āOk kidā
ānot that either.ā
ācouch surferā
That made his jaw tighten and turn around and keep walking
You follow your stubborn your parents call you sure it used to be playful now itās a burden to them you ignore it
āso what do you want me to call you blondie?ā
āMartin.ā
āhm ok Martin thatās such a white boy nameā
āI am whiteā
ālike halfā
āStill white tho.ā
āwhateverā
he noticed you seemed out of it.
āisnāt today your birthday shouldnāt you be spending it with your familyā he says
āstalker much?ā You reply
āwell whatever couch surferā
you walk off he was just a punk.
his pov;
āwhy are alone on your birthdayā
He thinks to himself he is a self made orphan he can tell when people are treating you bad
he follows quietly and when you stop at your house he heard it yelling
āGod your so needy lady! Fuck off let the baby sleep!ā
that and the sound of the front door opening and shutting this is awkward you just standing there on the porch hold back tears Martin slowly walks over grabs your hand dragging you to this old niche pasta place he knew a guy who felt bad Martin was a couch surfer and how he was orphan so he gave him free food
you and Martin sit you just stare at the pasta he eats it he noticed
āEat pretty girlā
ānot hungry..ā
he sighed and forced your mouth open with use thumb on your chin you giggle you didnāt mean to but heās so cute.
later that night yall walked past a bakery he puts his hand on a small part of your lower back and lead you in he whisperer distract them you do but have no idea whatās going on you talk to the young worker
then outside you saw Martin saying come on
āok never mind i will pass thank you byeā
You walk out when you guys are away from the store he gives you a cupcake
āI didnāt see you pay for thisā
āI didnāt honey.ā
āwow real niceā
āHappy birthday prettyā
Over the months you started getting close he climbs tho your window ever night sometimes having a black eye sometimes a busted lip sometimes just to kiss you you thought it meant something
it did
until one day you would do your usual stealing game where you flirt with the worker and Martinās stole what yall needed and he would tap your back while walking to say hey letās go luv. It was fun rebellious new for you. Not for him it was good unutl you were doing it not knowing there was a another worker seeing this only saw your face this they called the cops the cops only caught you
āhey hey boys letās calm down she didnāt do anythingā
āshopp lifting kid.ā
āman let her go!ā
Martin reached out but the cop punched him (police brutality.)
āi said back up kidā
Martinās pats his busted lip
āwhat the fuck man! Let her fucking goā
they left
meanwhile when Martin was stressing how to let you out he is broke no money to bail you out he told your parents they will beat your ass and his
you were in a cell a hold cell with this tall trashy blonde older maybe 25
āwhat you doing here pretty?ā
āshop lifting with my boy- i mean friendā
āwhoās your friend he most he good if he wasnāt caughtā
āMartin?ā
āoh shit Martin Edwardās I dated him like when I was 23ā
āheās 18?.. he would be 16 thatās weird isnāt it?ā
āthat tramp is a womanizer there was me tixie fifi lulu and Rosita. And you are on that list he used us has bait thatās he plan he gets someone pretty enough to flirt with the worker steals the shit and ditches when they get caught happened to all of us didnāt expect him to do it to someone so⦠young. He usually does it to woman older then him I mean you are pretty so you probably lasted long so it doesnāt matterā
later by 8 Martin bailed you out by asking for some cash lucky it was 200 you saw him and only saw someone who used you he smiled with his busted lip
āhi luv.ā
you walk pass him knowing it thought you knew what he was doing
tixties eyes widen the second Martin saw her Martin never saved the money and asked for money to get someone out of permission never called them luv never took a beating for them he was serious about her and she fuxked it up. She fucked up his young love
ādid you say anything to her?ā
Martin asked
Trixie nodded
āI told her what you did to us.. now she thinks sheās your bait.ā
Martin eyes widen he quickly follows after you your already in his car waiting for him to drop you off
āhey baby donāt believe what she says luvā
āwhy donāt you say that to the 4 others just take me home Edwardāsā
āBaby you know I need money I need stuff! To survive you should fucking know this I sleep on friends couches my car shower at yours Iām struggling!ā
āwhy tho! Why your parents what did they do that hurt you so fucking I feel used!ā
āmy dad beat the shit out of me y/n you think I can live like that I would kill myself eventually he is a dick and my mom didnāt do jack shit man you should be one that understands wait you donāt your adopted so you can just call whatever the security argent that helps you find people to adopt and they are struggling cause you are spoiled and itpissed me off!ā
hot stringing sensation begins to form in your eyes his face flashed with regret you begin to walk out his car walking away
āBaby get back in the car you canāt walk at fucking 3 am baby please honey?ā
you kept walking eventually he gave up and drove off
later at 3 am he knocked on your window you didnāt open it he tried again your room is dark then normal itās never dark at night it opens randomly the vibes felt thick he looked for a light as he step in only to get punched not by a girl shorter then him a guy 5ā9 maybe Martin canāt see he finds the light your dad fuck sakes but where are you Martin is 6ā3 your dad is 5ā9 Martin is taller but your dad is older and more skilled
āwho think you are asshole sneaking in my daughters room you punk!ā
āhey man i donāt mean harm fuck you pack a punch..ā
Your father hits him repeatedly you heard noise you were put in a different room by your father you didnāt think anything about it and you think about it her knew the entire time the stealing Martin thatās why he moved you earlier so he can wait for Martin and beat his ass you try opening the door itās lock from the outside
you saw the window you open it and climbs on the roof edge to your bedroom window you climb tho already on the phone with the police you come in the room to see Martin black eye bloody nose and busted lip
ādad stop! Fucking stopā
your dad did you grab Martin he smirks a bloody smirk
āhi pretty.ā
you take him and lock each other in the bathroom while you clean his wounds the police came took both your dad and Martin later 4 am you asked your mom do we bail them out
āmen need to learn how to act especially if your dating himā
āDad and Martin are assholesā
later at 8 am you and your mother plus the baby go to pick them up Martin is still beat but still so handsome he smiles when he sees you the officer opens the cell he hugs you you push him away hardly making space between you
Your dad and mom peck
āPretty you knew I didnāt mean the shit I said.ā
āI donāt care Martin I brought your car just go home and stay out of my face.ā
you hand him the car keys
your family walks off and go home later that evening Martin knocked on the front door this time with a pair of Lillies. ālet him guess you stole these..ā
āno.. i brought them for you.ā
āthanks Martin.ā
you said dryly closing the door he puts his foot in the way and sighs deeply
ābaby let me explainā
āgo on then.ā
āmy dad would hurt me and my mom would watch and it scared me so so bad and i wanted to die so i ran away and the only way to survive was to scam and fight and use people and im so sorry. I actually love you.ā
You kiss me hard your parents seen
āour daughter is dating a tramp.āyour dad said
āyou were a tramp to and I dated and married youā your mom replied
ātrueā
Later you and Martin were 20 happily living together with your one daughter and son
the endšš
LADY AND THE LOSERāMARTIN EDWARDS
main plot: heavily based on lady and the tramp y/n was adopted at a very young age believing by her parents they couldnāt get pregnant years later they have a child causing reader to feel left out she runs away from home but getting lost and she meets someone to help her
warnings: reader goes by lady you can use it as a nickname in your head Martin is often called loser or tramp reader gets hit on cat called and cussing I donāt even know what era it could be up to you
You were 14 when you got adopted into a high end rich family the type that looked down on people who steal food or got into fights and people who were tramps and loser your father says those are nothing but dirty lifeless thugs.
Life was ok until your sister was born she was their real child you thought even if you were 18 you still wanted their attention whenever you asked to go shopping with your mother she would shush you away lady the baby is asleep back away
then one day your parents left home for a trip to the France they said city of love they hired a baby sister as the babysitter came she was mean and rude to you and you thought nothing off it
that night your sister was crying you get out of bed in a pair of black cotton mini shorts and a black tank top you walk to her room
you walk over quietly only to see her crib only a bassinet tripped over by the baby sitters cat that was clawing at it it tripped the baby over the baby sitter came in at the wrong time seeing you standing there look like you dropped her she gasps
ālady get out of this house this instant! Your parents warned me you been jealous brat!ā
your breath hitched
āno no i swear i love her I didnāt drop her! I would never!ā
Then smack the baby sitter smacked you a flash of white pain stroke tho your cheek followed by a numb sting feeling hot tears fall from your eyes you run downstairs fast quick eyes watering you put on those stupid pair of black kitten heels your mother brought you no jacket just a tank top and shorts
you walk around for a bit just trying to clear your head and maybe to hide your embarrassment then you heard a whistle⦠a cat called you look back only to see two shorter teenage boys maybe 5ā6 and 5ā7 sleezy thug you thought your father warnings filled your mind causing dread shoot tho your chest you quickly speed up your stupids luckily these heels wonāt tall and hard to walk in
the two twins follow quickly you started going faster and they follow
āpretty lady come back honey donāt be scaredā
āwe will treat you right pretty thing!ā
Then you hit a dead end. A wood fence your heart drops as you heard the footsteps behind you closer
āyou thought you could run love?ā
the boys gets closer their breath smelling of alcohol your father is right you shouldāve never came into this part of town.
āYou guys never heard of respecting a lady?ā
a voice said you look over great this is taller and leanly muscular great just what you needed
ātch mind your business tramp.ā
āYeah mind your business loserā
they both said
āYall never come up with anything new besides tramp and loser?..ā
the male says sarcastic
the men roll their eyes
ājust mind ya businessā
ānah i think im just stand here. This tramp just gonna stand here since I have a choice.ā
the two men glance at each other the 5ā7 one rolls his eyes and pushes you away
they walk off and shoulder bump the 6ā3 tramp shoulder he just rolled his eyes and makes a sarcastic oh.
after they leave you and the guy just looked at each other he was your age long shaggy blonde hair black Henley black baggy jeans and black shoes a black studded cuff bracelet tramp you think.
āso you goodā
āyeahā
he left you naturally followed he rolled his eyes
āno no I donāt need this whatever your name lady thatās a stupid name following meā
you did anyway and he noticed you were a rich one.
āso rich girl why are you in this side of the city.ā
āran awayā
āwow you?ā
you nod sadly his face shifts but he quickly scolds it to indifferent
āWhatās your house look like lady I could take you.ā
āI donāt wanna go backā
āWhy your one of the rich onesā
āso being rich doesnāt mean itās nice.ā
āmehā
you follow him watching as he pick pocketed a man for 50 bucks you raise your eyebrow
āgive it back.ā
he raises his eyebrows
āexcuse me lady?ā
āput it back simply.ā
he smirk his heart fluttered against his will
āok thenā
The tramp got behind the guy and gave the money to him and walked back.
āthere was that so hardā
āyeah yeah lady.ā
He noticed you found pretty early in the day when you havenāt ate
āyou hungry ladyā
āNot reallyā
his eyebrows furrow
āI dont usually get hungry this earlyā¦ā
he walks to this pasta shop with kind worker
āthis guy feeds me says he feels bad for me I aināt got parents but whatever.ā
the pasta worker eyes widen at the sight of you
āa lady Martin!? You dirty dog have a lady such a pretty lady toā
Martin didnāt correct him which flutter your heart.
the pasta came out you guys sit down outside you havenāt touch it so he grabbed the fork and put some in your mouth
you two chew slowly your pasta piece was connected so you leaned to were the pasta was connected causing you two to kiss immediately you avert the kiss he just rolled his eyes and shoved you by your forehead.
Later you guys ended up a small hill that overlooked the city itās almost different for you you were used being in the city not outside of it it was pretty and you feltā¦.close to this trampā¦
āso whatās your name tramp and how old are you.ā
āwhy do you care?ā
āI dunno just askingā
āIām 18 and Martin you?ā
ā17 and y/n.ā
His heart flutters he ignore itās passes it as heart burn
later he wa showing her how good it is to be a tramp and it is fun and she swear she felt a connection
he was teaching her how to break glass and she did and he said
āgood job baby..ā
Her heart fluttered hard very hard
Then he tried to convince to steal and she did but the police was there they put her in hand cuffs
āhey hey boys is this necessary she didnāt mean anything by it.ā
āshut up tramp you keep talking we sure take you to.ā
Martin shuts his mouth and raises his hand but tries to grab your hand he wasnāt fast enough they took you he felt a wave of panic he follows the cops he was to slow.
he sighs closing his eyes then hitting a glass window he canāt lose you not yet. But itās only been two days. He asks around
then he asks around for help and he asked this other teen 5ā8 skinny skinny boy and he got so worry for you
ādid lady know him is this her-?..ā
Martin thinks to himself
āNever mind I donāt need youā
Martin says walking off he feels a hot burning sensation in his heart heās jealous and he will admit it.
āShe likes the rich not the trampā
he thinks to himself
meanwhile at the prison.
you were throw around during the mugshot still in your regular clothing and forced in a waiting cell
a older sleezy trashy woman speaks what you doing here kid
āuh waiting for my friend..ā
āWhat friend hun.ā
āMartin..ā
āoh the tramp he is my lover once so so fine and handsomeā
Your jaw tighten as jealously burned hot in your chest he obviously liked taller trashier girls not a rich girl like you
you got out by your babysitter eventually but grounded in the room and to be honest thatās better for you To think you got your hopes up for that tramp.
Back to Martin he was asking around he found the prison they took you he asked the officers whereās a girl sheās about this height he puts a hand in the middle of his chest brown hair soft face
āI donāt know what you are to her kid but she went homeā
the officer voice said
āhey tramp..ā
Martin back tensed he knows that voice some older girl who thinks they are dating even tho heās 18 sheās 25 wait what if she said something stupud and made lady run away from him..
āwhat did you tell her!ā
ānothing hun that me and you were dating and how cute she is but heās a tamp sheās a rich girlā
āI-i donāt do that stay out of my life! I was starting to love her!ā
he says before the words caught in his throat and he walks off to find her house he did by asking around he stops infront of the window of her room he calls out
ālady!ā
āwhat.. martin.ā
āCome out so we can go on a walkā
he said with a smile
āIāll pass go ask one of your 4 girlfriendā
āLady what are you talking about luv?ā
āLulu Trixie Fifi Rosita go ask them luv?ā
his smile faded those met nothing she did
ālady those met nothingā
you just close your window and blinds he looks up at the window his eyes stringing he waits for for a bit nothing he walks until he hears glass shatter
he follows the sound heās pretty sure your home alone. Like 100 percent he saw it those two creeps from last time Martin follows them and grabbed one of them by the hood and punched him one punched him back in the eye Martin throws a another one at the other one and another he won just got pulled by police with a black eye and police
he was looking at you eye soft as he got pulled away and the two guys to later by 7 pm you bailed him out and you were there waiting for him he stands there just looking at you. He leant in to your face
you step back from him all away back to the side walks
āhey lady slow down and just listen i was 15 all these women were in their twenties I was scared and stupid and didnāt know what love was so I went to older women but y/n do really love youā
āyou donāt be stupidā
Martin grabbed your face and leant down and kissed you gently lovingly
he pulls away Martin looks down at you your eyes went soft you pull him back for a another one
later in a while 3 months sheās tired of having to travel to the bad city or have him come to your city so he grabbed his hand while he was over
Martin doesnāt have a real home he couch surfs and showers at friends so you finally got fed up and asked her parents to let him stay he was over yours you grabbed his hand and take him to her parents
ācan Martin live with usā
his eyes went wide
āI-Iā
her parents agreed
a month later. They were happily dating. The tramp and the lady.
This is actually so bad like actually shit
GO TO BED-SEONGHYEON
main plot: reader goes bed early well early to seonghyeon which is 7-10 and seonghyeon is a clingy man who wants to go a 24 hour convenience store
Contains: non idolseonghyeon x non idol impliedfem!reader could be gn!reader fluff and clingy Sean
warnings: cussing and sass grumpy reader implies short reader and size difference
It was mid july 2026 itās night but still hot You were laying down in bed your room dim only lit by a small warm lighted lamp
you have your satin bonnet on the one seonghyeon teased you about for a hour when you first let him sleep over you were watching a show it wouldāve been peaceful itās 7:06 pm you usually feel sleepy around this time
It wouldāve been peaceful if it wasnāt for your 5ā10 clingy ass boyfriend Sean well seonghyeon he was wide awake clingy and kissing your cheek trying to get you to stay up.
āSean please stop your so annoying im tired and your a living heating pad your making me hot.ā
you groan out annoyed of his body being half on top of you
āBaby donāt go to sleep itās barely seven please Iām boredā
You regret the second your mom let you sleep over his house cause she and your dad has a business trip and apparently your not trusted alone and you knew he would be clingy
āget off of me Sean.ā
He whined then it seemed he got a idea the local twenty four hour convince store itās like a 10 minute walk
ābabyyyyy please can we walk to the store and get ice cream i will pay.ā
āNo Seanā
āYes babyā
āNoā
āYesā
ānoā
āyesā
āfine if you shut up.ā
You get dressed a pair of basic black cotton shorts and whatever seonghyeon had to keep your upper half warm some sweat shirt big on you but whatever you take off your bonnet and put on your shoes and you guys walk Sean holds your hand
āStop why are you always so fucking hotā
You say rolling your eyes at his warmth he just smiles his pretty dimple smiles
āone of us has to have a warm heart and thatās me your just cold bloodedā
ācorny.ā
you reply with a straight face
you guys get to the store he grabs chocolate and a flavor for you you grab a matcha drink seonghyeon makes a face at matcha
āthat shit tastes like grassā
āshut up seanā
He leans in for a kiss you sigh and give him a kiss back he pulls way giggly you get your stuff and walk out of the store and walk back to his house. Itās a bit colder now but you lean into your human boyfriend heating fruance
At his house you eat and he notice your getting sleepier you put on your bonnet itās 9 your eyes flutter shut then Sean kissed you gently your nose lips cheek forehead and shifted you so you rested on his chest your arm over his stomach your leg over his hips his arm on your shoulder
His eyes flutter and the first time in a bit he fell asleep before 12 am
Iām trying to try more styles for my like descriptions for my posts and I tried to go for CEESQU4RED type of description cause sheās as big inspo for my writingš
āāā Ėwho takes care of you? š§· Ģ !!
pairings : ā james Ć reader (6th member!reader)
synopsis : ā you take care of everyone in cortis like itās second natureābut when it finally becomes too much, james is there to remind you that even āmomā needs someone too.
tags / warnings / genre : ā angst to comfort, fluff, established relationship, 6th member!reader, idol au, emotional, comfort, soft romance
word count : ā 1.1k
ā the thing about being the āmomā of the group⦠is that no one really notices when you start running on empty.
youāre used to itā fixing seonghyeonās hair before stage, reminding keonho where he left his jacket, handing juhoon water before he even realizes heās thirsty.
itās automatic. natural. youĀ are the one who keeps everything together.
and most days, you donāt mind.
but today feels heavier.
the schedule had been packedāinterviews, rehearsals, a last-minute recordingāand somehow, you were still the one making sure everyone else was okay.
āNonna, have you seen myāā
āon the chair,ā you answer without even looking up, adjusting martinās mic pack.
ādad, tell her to stop reading my mind, itās creepy,ā keonho mutters, earning a laugh from the others.
you smile faintly, but it doesnāt quite reach your eyes.
no one notices.
except james.
he always notices.
he watches the way your shoulders are just slightly more tense, the way your voice is softer...not in a gentle way, but in a tired one.
he doesnāt say anything right away. not in front of everyone.
instead, he waits.
until youāre alone in the hallway, finally getting a second to breathe.
āhey.ā
his voice is quiet, careful.
you look up, forcing a small smile. āhey.ā
he doesnāt buy it. not for a second.
āyou okay?ā
āmhm,ā you nod quickly. ājust tired.ā
a lie.
he steps closer anyway, his hand finding yours without hesitation. his thumb brushes over your knuckles like heās grounding you.
ādonāt do that,ā he murmurs.
ādo what?ā
ātake care of everyone else and forget about yourself.ā
your chest tightens a little at that.
āiām fine, james. really.ā
he tilts his head slightly, eyes soft but unwavering. āthen why do you look like youāre about to cry?ā
thatās what breaks it.
not fullyānot dramatically. just a quiet crack.
your eyes sting, and you look away quickly, shaking your head. āI'm not....ā
his grip on your hand tightens just a little.
āhey⦠itās okay.ā
and somehow, hearing that makes it worse.
āi justāā you inhale shakily, trying to find the words. āi donāt know, itās just a lot today.ā
he doesnāt interrupt. doesnāt rush you.
āeveryone needs something all the time and i donāt mind, i really donāt butā¦ā you laugh softly, even though it sounds a little broken. āiām just tired.ā
jamesā expression softens completely.
without a word, he pulls you into him arms wrapping around you in a way that feels steady, safe,Ā familiar.
you melt into it almost instantly.
āyou donāt have to do everything,ā he murmurs against your hair.
you shake your head slightly against his chest. ābut if i donāt, things fall apart.ā
āno,ā he says gently. āthey donāt.ā
you donāt respond to that.
because part of you still believes it.
his hand moves to the back of your head, holding you there. āyou take care of them,ā he continues softly, ābut who takes care of you?ā
you donāt have an answer.
so he gives you one.
āme.ā
your grip tightens slightly on his shirt.
āyou donāt have to be the strong one all the time,ā he says. ānot with me.ā
for a moment, everything just⦠stills.
no noise. no schedules. no expectations.
just him.
you pull back slightly, looking up at him. ātheyāre gonna start asking where mom and dad went,ā you mumble, trying to lighten the mood.
he smiles a little at that. ālet them.ā
you huff quietly. ākeonhoās gonna say something annoying.ā
āhe always does.ā
āand seonghyeonās gonna make it worse.ā
ādefinitely.ā
that earns a small, real laugh from you.
jamesā smile softens at the sound.
āsee,ā he says quietly, brushing a strand of hair away from your face, āthatās better.ā
you roll your eyes a little, but your shoulders have relaxed now.
āfive more minutes?ā he asks.
you hesitate⦠then nod.
āfive more minutes.ā
and for once, you let yourself have it.
when you walk back in, it doesnāt take long.
āohāthere they are,ā keonho grins immediately. āmom, dad, did you miss us?ā
you sigh, but thereās no real bite to it. āwhat do you need?ā
ānothing,ā he shrugs. ājust felt like calling you mom again.ā
ādonāt start,ā you warn.
ādad, sheās being mean to me,ā he adds, turning to james.
james doesnāt even hesitate. ālisten to your mom.ā
the room erupts instantly.
you stare at him, betrayed. āseriously?ā
he just smilesāsoft, knowing.
and this time, when you shake your headā¦
youāre not tired anymore.
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triggering warning opinions.
Matt proxy and Martin beef is weird on Matt proxy side he made one valid point K-pop does have a structure of black culture but they wasnāt a day cortis havenāt said appreciation towards black artists asap and more this is coming from a mixed girl that has dealt with colorism and racism and this is my opinion cause some people will have different opinions
first off cortis isnāt racist or has the Iām not racist Iām friends with black people mentality I see them making hip hop and giving appreciation to those who started it they are a group of teens who grew up as Martin said people who rap so of course heās gonna have more of a hip hop influence so as the rest of the members I donāt see them throwing the n word around or doing stuff that can potentially hurt mature colored people I do understand yes seonghyeon did wear a ski mask but is a big part of colored people style but sadly it started by the British and got popular by the colored community and thatās ok but itās not fair to target a 16 year old boy for that and the hand gestures could also be weird but they didnāt do a gang sign that had a past of hurting colored people they did the what you want hand sign and I will admit from far it does look maybe culture appropriation but if you do more research you could see it more as cultural appreciation cortis said that they inspo of a lot of their songs is based on black artist and some others (of course) but they are always appreciating cortis does rap but how I see it is love to a beautiful culture
Second off the Matt proxy thing he is 99% in the wrong. I gave him 99 instead of a hundred because he had one thing right K-pop is using black structure for their groups and the company is racist and some members of different groups like right correct but using teen boys who hasnāt shown racism and cultural hate to hate on that structure is weird specially if the leader recommend your song heās clout chasing and being aggressive and rude on purpose and is the definition of one sided beef and his fan are rude to and the cherry on the top Matt proxy is racist to calling Asian before the cortis beef c slur. And telling a Indian (I believe) who just commented on a video and he commented try again Indian and being Indian isnāt a diss cause itās a beautiful culture like every culture but when you say that itās rude you can tell by the way he said and the fact he supports a šist who is his friend says a lot about his character and reposting ever post about cortis and his beef (one sided) is giving obsessed and his music isnāt that good (in my opinion) he says cortis makes slop but heās feels like yelling and screaming and him flexing heās a self made artist is a bit embarrassing cause honey if your flexing songs like that we can tell your not a good or humble artist and your dih riding cortis fame
third of all and lastly the cortis blaccent Martin went viral for talking to his dad with non slang ok thatās normal Martin is mixed wasian Canadian and Korean he lived in Canada for a bit then moved to Korea for a big part of his life so that means he learned English from his dad being younger you learn more proper English naturally if your father is white but overtime you start finding music you like and artist influencer and you start picking up in the slang so that most likely happened to martib same thing to me so I learned (proper English even tho to me there is no proper) but later in life hanging around colored people I pick up on slang so Martin started doing it out of habit around his friends which most likely happened to them to since they are Gen Z and of course when they go home they are gonna speak more respectful to their parents so I think it isnāt Martin forcing it I think itās just habit
anyway thatās my opinion byešš
Why me?..
sleep paralysis!martin x implied fem!reader
Tw: dark romance, sleep paralysis, nightmares, angst,horror,love,abuse mentions of Manon and Niki, reader consider the baby of group, height difference with Martin, mental health struggles,abuse,equally scared demon.
4:35 am the clock says in softly dark red led lights of your clock flicker likes it taunting you but it isnāt your fault that you lay in your bed you been to scared to sleep or your not sure itās even sleeping more like closing your eyes
still being up just not moving or speaking itās scary to say the least you tried everything sleep gummies warm milk counting sheep you felt pathetic or when you do go to bed this weird scary sleep paralysis demon is always there.
then you fell asleep at 4;50 you open your eyes your room is dark and still to still it feels suffocating so so suffocating then you see him it has to be a him right?⦠but itās a sleep paralysis demon tall maybe 6ā3-7 feet. Itās human shaped just tall and leanly board. It just watches in the shadows sometimes it weeps a male weeping it sometimes claws its own skin in the shadows sometimes itās still just watching but his eyes itās so so soft.. even tho you canāt see it tho the shadows it feels soft or sometimes sad. Or even scared of itself
āHold on wait a second really y/n you think itās a signā
niki says in a deep slightly rough kinda laughing tone. Manon hits his shoulder slightly saying shut up without saying shut up she gives Riki a sharp glare like a mother scolding her child
āis it wrong to think so?⦠maybe itās a sign maybe it needs help it doesnāt hurt me? It just odd isnāt it?..ā
you say feeling pity towards it or him or whatever it is.
āY/n Iām sure itās nothing donāt worry about it just maybe do some yoga relax donāt overthink it if you want you can stay overā
Manon says softly like sheās trying to not scare a duckling or a hurt limping kitten and in this case your the limping kitten Atleast to her she seen you struggled when you were 15. She was there you guys met tho family friends she was 19 at the time you met Riki when he was 17 he was friends with Manon. You guys always been close still are they help you tho your struggles
sometimes you feel like a burden to them. Youāre 18 now barely living in a new apartment since your parents- are gone. They never wanted to leave you never once in their lifeās but a drunk driver-
āno stop donāt rememberā
you say to yourself in your head eventually the sun sets in dark blues and soft pretty oranges and pinks. Manon and Riki left and you walked to your crappy apartment with your weird creepy old man neighbor heās a weird man but you ignore it
you make it to your apartment and you were about to turn your key in when he comes walks over a beer belly balding smells like sweat.
āwhat a pretty girl like you coming home so late hm hun?ā
he says to close way to close you can smell the alcohol on his breath.
āItās barely 6 luke⦠itās not late..ā
Luke laughs deep raspy it makes chills go up your spine..
āstill no boyfriend hun?. Your so prettyā
you close your eyes together and purse your lips and sighing tho your nose you sigh as you nod and unlock your door and politely say goodnight and lock the door you walk to your window lock it
you charge into warm clothes go to the bathroom to brush your teeth then you notice your mirror has a handprint itās big but thin your breath hitched you quickly clean it trying to forget about it. You keep brushing your teeth you spit it out as you lift your head back up you saw it the shadowy figure thatās been in your dreams you look behind you quickly nothing there
you sigh slightly to calm your nerves itās nothing maybe itās sate terms or your exams but you call yourself itās a lack of sleep you think to yourself you walk to your kitchen you make food go to the living room and layed down watching tv a zombie show something walking dead or something
then your eye lids get heavy you fall asleep you have your usual dream a sleep that shadowy figure this time cuddling you and you would be lying if it wasnāt nice it felt like soft skin soft warm skin.not air not dry scale skin just warm soft skin they were whispering soft warm gibbish it sounds like words backward
you wake up to the warm feeling of sun on your face you walk up you in bed tucked in.? Thatās strange you think maybe you moved to your bed in the middle of night but your sane part was sure you didnāt. You knew you didnāt you get brave and then you grabbed your laptop and then try to translate the words the demon was whispering lliw I dinf tnod yrrow uoy efas nehw mi ereh you translate it i will find you donāt worry yourself when im here.. strange.
it shouldnāt be comforting it wasnāt but strangely it was it felt like you had someone then you realize you shouldnt feel this way. So you started avoiding sleep a week later you walk back to your apartment itās midnight you came back with food for your apartment and more need furniture and then Luke he was drunk so drunk he grabbed you by your hair and pulled you but your chest to his chest your back against his chest he whisperer
ācome in my apartment honey I will treat you right. You know that pretty girl?ā
you thrash against him heās stronger then he looks. Then something threw him back something unnatural sometype of force you grabbed the fruit and furniture that fell from your bag you quickly run in your apartment and and lock the door you put the bags you brought down as you slide down the door hands in your hair you feel like going crazy what was that what threw Luke maybe he tripped yeah he definitely tripped right..?
*that night your getting cuddle again⦠but tighter the shadowy figure breath faster and panic you rub the shadowy figures arm gently. As it whispers gibberish again you keep the words in your head please esealp tel em tuo in the morning you figure he said please let me out. You sigh Shakly
you walk out Luke is gone ?⦠ok?..
Manon opens the door with Niki behind her only to see you. Shaking dark circles hair messy scared Manon and Niki take her arm and gently leads you inside inside your explain anything
āIām not insane! I swear something threw like and someone is telling me something!ā
āOk ok y/n letās calm down take a sitā¦ā
Niki says.. his deep warm voice suddenly serious⦠not teasing or sassy Manon gently hands you water
āmaybe try therapy y/n itās for the better honey.. i know ever since your parents-ā
āyou donāt talk to me about my parents Manon! You donāt speak about them!ā
You snap Manon eyes went wide Nikiās lips part like he was gonna say something before he could you get up and grab your bag and phone you walk to the door as you walk out
āYou have to believe me.ā
you walk out in the rain by the time you get to your apartment your soaked then you saw it missing person paper Luke?⦠you saw him last nightā¦. Right what if whatever threw him took him or worse?..
you look down at the flyer in your hands just looking..
This lowkey sucks but PT2?
Keonho headcanons! Keonho x gn!Reader
this man is the definition of clingy and he can try to hide it but he isnāt nonchalant he can act like he hates affection but I can see him a day after practice or award shows heās tired he comes clinging to you this man will be little spoon.
he teases a lot I can see him being so annoying on purpose not in a bully way to say but in a romantic loving way i highly doubt he would be as teasing as he is to Martin but teasing in a maybe romantic way.
he is smiley definitely you can be doing your hair your teeth your makeup or skin care or basic human stuff and he will be there like a little puppy annoying clingy and giggley
would 100% play Roblox I see him playing older games tho maybe some newer games I definitely see him playing dress to impress Brookhaven to troll children I see him texting you at 2 am just to play
Is awkward for the first 3 months stiff shy and stuttering took him months to ask you out and he fumbled in the first ten minutes.
if he goes out with you he pays but acts like he wouldnāt and he loves buying yall matching stuff like beanies or glasses
Heās likes bugging you until you hit him in the shoulder heās just annoying if you hit him and you are older or younger he will go wow noona hit me my love broke my heart or if heās older he will go you donāt hit your hyung! My own girl hates me
first post and time writing kinda nervy and I know itās finna suck
Martin x fem curly hair reader mentions of Keonho broken pinkies katseye song mention Keonho and Martin beef and more Keonho then reader (bromance)
it was July 18th 2026⦠it was a normal live Martin with Keonho they were talking normal (as normal they can get) the laptop was set up in Martin bed Keonho added himself in sassing Martin every minute he was talking with coer.
āKeonho so can you still do pinky up bro?ā
Keonho looks at him āThatās f- I mean messed up man.ā
Keonho said
All normal right
then fans notice a curl cream not a conditioner maybe for Martinās fried to the side hair but a curl cream for curls fans think nothing of it for now maybe the boys brought it by accident
A fan pointed it out and when Martin read it he got nervous Keonho smirk he opened his mouth to say something that sounded suspiciously as itās his g- until martins hand covering his mouth and Martin said the members are here Martin ended the live
as the camera and live ended Keonho immediately bullies Martin
āyour so stupid Martin imagine leaving a sign your not single everywhere first was the jewelry then the matching bracelet the staffs gonna beat your assā
āMan why are you flaming me my beautiful kind sweet curly hair wife leaves her stuff everywhere bully her not meā
āew and second sheās gonna beat you when she finds outā
Keonho said rolling his eyes
āOh my god keep this between us. Iām scared of herā
āyour a waste of height 6ā3 and your scared of her sweet soft cutie y/nā
Keonho says mocking Martin
later a week she found out
she walks into the dorm room find Martin happy playing a game a stupid game she walks over
āMartin.ā
he looks up sheepish
āhi beautiful wife your curls look amazing please donāt hurt meā
she tugs his ear
āOw ow please I didnāt mean to y/n stop pleaseā
she drags him to the living room Keonho smirks watching
āwaste of height scared of someone 5ā0ā
Keonho says walking to the kitchen
āY/n please blame Keonhoā
āWhat did I do!?ā Keonho shouts from the kitchen
Then y/n beats Martin the end
this sucked so so bad first time writing someone pull the trigger to my skull and jump me crubstomp me.š