Marvelous Madi!

she/her cartoon lover :D matching with @dolphincat18 rant account 😛

[marvelousmadi]

HI IM GONNA DO AN INTTRO AGAIN BC I FEEL LIKE IT OK THANK U!!!

Hi uh some general information… my name is madi and uh… i’m very 67. Im an asexual lesbian (or bisexual? it’s too complicated.) I’m currently in a happeh relationship, and uh yes yes. I’m also an isfp! My favorite animals are fennec fox’s and guinea pigs (i own three! My babyeh lucy is at the bottom) And uhhhh my favorite color is red… This is starting to feel like ice breakers so i’m gonna move on… So happeh.

Some of my interests right now are The owl house, amphibia, steven universe, married in red, jackpot crash course, camp camp, heartstopper, tetro danganronpa pink (i’m not huge in this after vongpt, but i do still love some characters.) and a lot more that i’m too lazy to name!!

My current favorite singers are Laufey, Ayesha Erotica, mitski, bo burnham, sabrina carpenter, phobe bridgers, and alex g! call me basic all u want i like what i like…

Im not super online, and i literally only rant, but i do enjoy seeing other people’s art!! ok enjoy this picture of lucy 🥹

[marvelousmadi]

hi i rant.

i love my friends so very muche. like, this post is gonna be cringe, but i saw smth that upset me abt friendships recently, so i need to post abt how much my friends mean to me. my friends genuinely mean the world to me. especially the little things. like, u drew my favorite character for me? it’s going on my wall!! u wrote a card for me, it’s on my wall! i appreciate the little things to much, and i think people really take those things for granted. i can’t imagine life without my friends. without our silly moments of joy, or the moments where we laugh so hard we can’t breathe. even the moments where we get so deep into talking shit about someone (liz u know who…) are amazing. i wish i could continue to rant, but im honestly not feeling too creative. just know mi friends, i love u more than aliens.

[jayeelishere]

misery loves company

[marvelousmadi]

awww mami ☹️☹️

[h0n3ybvnny]

I like being at the function but I also love complaining.

[sweetangelkisses333]

I don’t get butterflies instead I feel like there are worms crawling in my intestines I want to throw up

[marvelousmadi]

thank you for putting this feeling into words.

[marvelousmadi]

hi i already kind ranted abt this to a friend, but i wanna make it everyone’s problem.

I love my friends with my whole heart. they’re a huge factor into why i’m still here today, and i love getting to hangout with them. but today, i just got home from a double sleepover, where i didn’t eat a single meal or sleep more than four hours a night. after the sleepover, i went to the mall with some other friends. i have a really high social battery, but im exhausted! and that’s only half of what i have planned this weekend!! thursday, my mom is taking me to ten mall. friday, im going to my friends from 4 pm to MIDNIGHT!!! saturday, im sleeping over at another friends. and then sunday im going to a festival!! now, u might think that’s the end. BUT WAIT!! MONDAY I LEAVE FOR FAMILY VACATION!!! i’m already exhausted. i’m gonna completely crash at some point and i’m worried when that’ll be. don’t get me wrong, i’m super excited for all of this, but i’ll have no me time! time to my self is something that’s really important for my mental health. i should put that first. but then fomo kicks and and im super sad. i wish i never needed sleep and had an infinite social battery.

[strawb3rry-wine]

Fun question for moots :)

How many tabs do you usually have open and what are they?

On my phone i close all tabs except my two separate messaging apps, but my desktop is organized chaos lol, i always have at least two each of pinterest, tumblr, this website i use to write, youtube, and then i usually have a bunch of games like solitaire and 2048 and snake (and i'm sure if ao3 wasn't blocked i'd have plenty of those)

@ilovebylerandstonathan @bylersapple @justtryinginthesetryingtimes @donteatmelonseeds @starofthesea37 @r5kittykat @iselovesbyler @julietteisreal @imupentirelytoolatern @thoughtfully-burning-bouquet @ellietalkswaytoomuch @funkopop547 @lunestica @andibelievethem @bylerbean @moonycleric @byleriskillingme @pierettecholy @candycan @crzytgther @sunnyfawn7 @sweetangelkisses333

WOW i have a lot of moots now!! <3

[sweetangelkisses333]

I JUST closed a bunch of tabs before I saw this lol

I usually have a random tab open (could be a question, a show I wanted to remember, etc)

I have the signup for SpaceHey, I have my StrawPage open, Ao3, and of course, Tumblr!

@marvelousmadi @giannaxlovely @whimsi-s0ul @julietteisreal @olaisitmeurlookingfor

(Hopefully I didn't retag anyone lol)

[marvelousmadi]

i don’t ever close any of my tabs on my ipad, phone, or school laptop… it drives all my friends mad but like it’s not important in my world.

@dolphincat188 @looserliz67 sorry i do NOT have many friends on tumblr ☹️

also if u guys don’t wanna be tagged don’t shoot me.

[marvelousmadi]

HI I RANT!!!!

I recently lost someone i considered a friend, and i’m pretty frustrated with them, so i want to rant about her even if she won’t see this. i’ve realized i kinda turned this into my online diary, so sorry to all the people who constantly read it… ANYWAYS!! i recently lost a friend after she continuously lied to me about vaping. she promised me she was clean, but i eventually figured her out. the first time i asked her, she denied it. i had trouble believing her, but i wanted to give her the benefit of the doubt. she was my friend, after all. she wouldn’t lie to me, right? eventually, i found more evidence. by that point, i was fed up. i was with a couple of friends, so i had the confidence to text her about it. i was scared, but what was she gonna do, exhale vape smoke on my face? after i texted her, she responded almost instantly. in her nature, of course she got mad at me. i will admit, in the moment i was immature and said things i shouldn’t have, but a few hours later i texted her a very mature paragraph. i basically said “im sorry i was rude, blah blah, i want to end this maturely.” she then left me on delivered, and about a week ago or so she left me on read. now this was kind of a stab to the gut. if this was the first time she disrespected my trust, i would have talked to her and forgiven her. given her another chance. but this was probably the 7th chance i had given her. i always told myself, “well she has a hard life, im gonna give her grace.” but as she’s out of my life for good, i realize how unhealthy our friendship was. she was constantly in and out of romantic relationships. it wasn’t fair for me to have to be the 2nd person she would choose. i didn’t deserve that. i want her to be back in my life, but not the current her. i want the her that i knew in 7th grade. i want the her that put me before her boyfriend. and as i enter the half year mark in my relationship, i realize, it was never difficult to put your friends on the same level of your partner. as much as i miss her, we can never be the same again.

sorry this was a really long rant… ty if u read the whole thing 🥹

[marvelousmadi]

guys i miss prime tetro danganronpa so much. like i miss having a large group of friends who all enjoyed the same show and could rant to each other about it. i also just miss being able to watch this show without feeling bad that it’s all AI slop. I just miss my ikeda and kamimura. ☹️ i miss my hasemura and hirojima. ☹️ like i’ve obviously grown and found new fandoms, and i have shared fandoms with some friends, but i just miss the fandom before vonGPT completely ruined it. i started first watching it around this time last year, and im nostalgic abt something that happened only a year ago. i miss watching tetro with my friend during band camp, i miss all the silly jokes like “okazaki is gonna get you.” i miss staying up super early in the morning to binge watch it before school started again. i miss gigglung about silly jokes that none of our other friends understood. OK BYE GUYS I NEED TO FIND SMTH TO DO. 🥹

[marvelousmadi]

HI I RANT!!!

I hate nothing more than people who trying to always one up me. like, i’m proud that you got an A in biology, but can you just let me admire my B in my most difficult class? (not targeted just an example.)

this is also kind of related, but when i tell people my stomach hurts and they go, “oh ya my head hurts really bad.” like um… did i ask? like ok im sorry your in pain, but can you let me complain for two seconds? i don’t always tell people when i have stomach pain, because that’s really all i’d be saying, so when i do it usually means im in pretty severe pain. now obviously i don’t expect people to go “oh no im so sorry!!! you poor thing!” ect. but i definitely don’t want them to try and one up me. i will say, this can be kind of difficult to not do, and i do sometimes do this myself. but its an easy fix in my opinion. it’s not difficult to just help someone, or simply listening when they’re in pain. (this part was kinda targeted…) ANYWAYS THANKS TO @dolphincat188 FOR THIS IDEA!!!

[marvelousmadi]

hi this isn’t even a targeted rant, i’m just bored.

I hate when people try to push their fandoms on to other people. Like no, i dont want to watch your super niche tv show that has 4 viewers. I understand having more niche interests, and not very main stream content, but pushing it on people frustrates me. Annoying as that is in itself, it’s worse when that person basically refuses to be friends with you if you don’t share interests!! I believe very firmly that strong true relationships come from personalities and how they connect, not if you both like steven universe!! (love su, just an example.) I have very many strong relationships with people and we have few, or no fandoms that align! It just frustrates me when i get dropped if we don’t share interests anymore.

[looserliz67]

I love high energy people/ characters it’s js such a fun personality type! People who hate energetic people are probably really boring! Also when I say energetic I’m not talking like really overwhelming and performative doesn’t listen to boundaries type of people. I’m js thinking like genuinely happy and fun people!

[marvelousmadi]

LOVE YOU FOR THIS!!

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[marvelousmadi]

AWWWWWW THIS IS ADORABLE. i love u miffy and snoopy 🥹

[marvelousmadi]

HI GANG GANG!!

I hate, hate, hate, hate, HATE when people say i’m too energetic. Like i understand when people get overwhelmed easily, i’ll tone it down!! But a girl with lots of energy can only tone it down so much!! If people have a problem with my enthusiasm, they can take it with me. But recently, i had someone who TALKED BEHIND MY BACK!!! I won’t name anyone, or name how i found out, BUT WHAT THE HECK?! Like i said, i understand when personalities clash, and some people just aren’t meant to be, but talking about it behind my back?! I would much rather someone flat out tell me if im too much. Sure, it’s a punch to the gut, but at least it’s not being said behind my back!! I’m also just a very energetic person. I try to make the worst situations a bit better. If it means telling the people around me to get hyped, or simply just being more enthusiastic, I want situations that aren’t always the best to be a bit better. THANKS FOR LISTENING TO MY RANT GANG GANG!!! (and a special thank u to the two people who will like it 🥹)

[marvelousmadi]

YAY I LOVE MY FRIENDS!!

two of my friends have done this, so it’s my turn. I love my friends so very much. In this hard world, i don’t know what i would do without them. They’re all so very 67 and im so grateful for them. From all the things they’ve bought me, the times i attempted to ragebait them ,and sometime failed, to just being in a room together.

I cherish those small moments daily. I LOVE U MI FRIENDS!!!

I CLICKED THIS ON ACCIDENT IDK HOW TO REMOVE IT

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PLEASE

Voting ended onMay 30

[looserliz67]

civil war yaoi 🥹

we watched glory in history and I got inspired

they need more art 😔

[marvelousmadi]

MY MAN ROBERT 😻😻😻 oh and robert’s man ig…

[looserliz67]

Self diagnosers who think they have every single disease get on my nerves. It’s so very rare to have all the things these people claim to have especially without proof from a medical professional. Like no you do not have bpd, Scizophenia, hypersexual, dissociative disorder, and tourettes all at the same time, with no proof other than some quiz taken online and a Wikipedia article.

written with @marvelousmadi thank yee for the help

[marvelousmadi]

preach 🥹